I Won't Be a Loser

When he arrived in Tokyo, the sage who had already applied for a bus card swiped his card and sat in the back seat, quietly waiting for the bus to move forward.

The destination of his departure is Shinjuku, and he doesn't have any other special plans. He just wants to sit in the manga coffee shop in Shinjuku for a day, and then return to his home in the evening, spend the night quietly, and wait until tomorrow , go to school quietly.

I took the bus and transferred to the subway, and when I arrived in Shinjuku, half of the shops were just opened. I stood on the street and looked around at the shops, and some of them hadn't even opened yet.

However, the manga coffee shop, which is a destination for sages, is open 24 hours a day, so there is no need to worry about being shut down.

I walked alone in Shinjuku for a while, but I didn’t find a manga coffee shop very quickly, because it was different from what I remembered. Sage walked around Shinjuku for about half an hour before finally finding a coffee shop that looked good. Pretty good manga coffee shop.

When I entered the store, I didn't think about what other things I had to do. I looked at the price list and silently paid the price for the day. Then I took the number plate that the other party gave me and went directly into the store, standing there. In front of the dazzling array of comic book shelves, the sage took a look, then chose the comics he was more familiar with, took three volumes first, poured a cup of free coffee, and walked towards his small box.

He opened the small box with his key card and entered the interior. Looking at the relatively clean space and the computer quietly in front of him, he forgot that there is a computer in the manga coffee shop.

"Computer, speaking of it, I can buy a cheaper workbook now, but the network problem seems to be around [-] yen a month, and [-] yen a year is not too much. You can think about it."

Originally, I didn't plan to think about the computer. It cost a lot of living expenses to supplement some basic electrical appliances at home, so I gave up the matter of supplementing the computer.

But now because of the little rich woman Ying Lili, I have become more affluent again, so I can reconsider the computer thing.

Sitting down quietly, turning on the computer in front of him, the sage picked up the coffee at the side, and took a small sip.

Skillfully input a certain website, and directly clicked on the hidden extension icon, looking at the "adult orientation" that appeared in front of him, the sage didn't need to think about it, clicked in, and clicked "adult" this option.

Looking at the various covers and thematic works that suddenly appeared in front of him, the sage took a truth-seeking attitude and carefully read the above content...

He is not very interested in movies. He has already read countless movies that are purely content. It cannot be said that he has no interest at all, it can only be said that he is not very interested.

Looking down slightly, the sage was a little interested when he saw the option of online chat.

Just click it in, and five different options for age classification pop up, 'best', 'adult', 'married woman', 'minor' and 'virtual', which caught the sage's attention is the bottom 'virtual'.

"Ok?"

There are already paper people these days, have you started cheating money online?

His eyes stayed on the 'virtual' for a moment, and he was not particularly interested in this kind of familiarity. He just stopped for a moment, then looked at the 'married woman', and clicked in.

When I saw the pictures of women displayed on the recommended webpage in front of me, the corners of my mouth were still full of interested smiles, but suddenly became stiff.

"......"

Although you shouldn’t have too much expectations for these things on the Internet, before returning to your current youth, you have experienced it many times, and every time you see those old faces, this Thinking that when they were young, they would be younger.

But the facts told him that he was just thinking too much.

Looking at the pictures and photos on the webpage in front of him with a complicated mood, his expression was bitter, and his original good mood was destroyed all of a sudden, he closed the webpage silently, after a moment of silence, he clicked on the option of 'minor' , hoping to heal my body and mind.

But after clicking on it, the sage fell into silence again.

Maybe it's younger and cuter than the category of 'married women', but in fact, it's not much better, cute.......It's only compared to those in the category of 'married women' people.

The sage, whose inner enthusiasm was severely hit, didn't bother to look at other categories, silently quit the category of 'Online Chat', and looked at other categories.

The category of 'encounter' is similar to the type of 'online chat', but it is more like the type of dating website. Photos and identity information may be fake, such as the situation of 18 online and 81 offline, and also in online forums As is often the case, he feels like it's a waste of time to even take a second look.

After taking a look at the other categories, he still silently set his sights on the familiar category of 'Books'.

"I don't know what style of works are popular now, and those familiar people have started writing books now......"

Thinking of several of my peers at that time, after the sage clicked on the category to enter, an advertisement popped up, "70% discount for the first time" similar advertisements, so the sage just looked at it, and then clicked '×' directly, quiet I looked at the list.

"Kurihara Kenzaburo, Akisora, Mizuyuki..."

Looking at some familiar pen names and some familiar works on the list, he did not expect to appear now, which surprised the sage for a while.

"Most of them are works that I have seen."

Originally, I had an attitude of admiration, and wanted to see who's works are on the current list, but I just clicked on it, and all I saw were works by acquaintances or familiar works.

He also read and referenced a lot of works for writing, and now seeing these works again, the sage is also a little moved.

"It turns out that they have already started to become obscene writers so early."

The so-called "dirty writers" are not contempt for these sensual writers, nor are they ridiculing themselves. The so-called "dirty" actually means "middle class", that is, the lower or bottom of the middle class.

Compared with the serious literature that can stand on a glamorous stage to receive awards, and push it to the door of the bookstore, the so-called sensory novels are indeed not on the stage. Among the writers, they are also well-deserved 'indecent', so There is nothing wrong with calling a sensual writer a 'dirty writer'.

Looking at the familiar names, and even the seniors he had met before, the sage felt a little emotional. He casually clicked on the introductions of these books and took a look, then closed the webpage.

It’s not that I don’t want to click in and have a look, reviewing the old and learning the new, but these books are too expensive, and they cost thousands of yen at every turn. Even if it is a cheaper [-]% off work, it costs [-] yen. For today’s sages , It is not a small expense. I have seen him before, and I don't think there is any need to read it again.

I browsed the "adult direction" section, and found that most of them were works that I had read or read. news.

Too much time has passed, and he doesn't know what will happen now, some important things, and when.

He is not the kind of person who cares about things that have nothing to do with him. Even if it is something that has a far-reaching impact on society, he can only remember it tentatively. As for the specific time, he doesn't have a deep impression.

"Is it the World Cup this year? Well, it's still in the summer...the World Cup, I don't watch it..."

Frowning, watching the news of the World Cup, the sage looked a little embarrassed and bitter, frowning tightly, trying to recall the information about the World Cup.

But he, who has no interest in football, didn't pay attention to these things at all back then. At that time, he had already met Sayuri and started to enter the period of friendship, so he would not care about these things.

If he still has the impression, he can still make an unpopular bet and earn some living expenses for himself, but now he really doesn't have the slightest impression.

"........"

Not only the World Cup, but even the lottery numbers at the end of this year have no memory at all. If he could remember them back then, he would have guaranteed an income of hundreds of millions of yen.

"........"

A little depressed, but also a little helpless, no one would have thought that one day he would have a new life, if there was any sign, he would have to write down the lottery numbers overnight, even if he didn't remember the big prize, he was worried that there would be a secret operation , and at least write down two small prizes, or stock funds, to improve your life.

Looking at the news on the webpage, the sage sighed.

dong dong——

Just when the sage was sighing for not being able to write down the lottery ticket, there was a knock on the door suddenly, and the sage was a little surprised, not knowing who would come to disturb him at this time.

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Confused, he stood up and walked to the door. When he opened the door, he saw a young girl standing in front of him, looking at him with a calm expression on her face.

"Are you hungry?"

"......?"

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The Season of Cherry Blossoms: 111. An Angel Carrying Life

The sage was silent for a moment, looking at the girl standing in front of his box.

The clean white shirt and black jeans give people a refreshing and clean feeling. Standing in front of the sage, there is no timidity or shame in her eyes. Her calm posture made the sage wonder if he misunderstood the other party. the meaning of.

He was silent for a while, then nodded slightly, as if understanding the situation, and sighed slowly.

"Sorry, I'm not hungry right now."

"No, that's not what you mean, are you alone?"

Glancing at the box behind the sage, the girl's gaze stayed on the sage, facing a clean and handsome boy, even though the other party may not have a lot of money, it is not impossible to be cheaper.

"Wouldn't it be lonely to stay here alone? I can help you relieve your loneliness. I only need [-]...[-] yen to serve you."

The meaning in the other party's words is already quite explicit. Even if the sage had some misunderstandings at the beginning, he now understands the reason why the girl came to talk to him, and it is indeed not much different from what he thought at the beginning. access.

The purpose of the girl who came up to him and asked him questions like 'hunger and thirst' was to 'receive customers'.

It's not that I haven't heard rumors about this before. I know that in places that provide accommodation such as Internet cafes and comic coffee shops, some women often come to knock on the door and ask if they need "services". It was the first time, which made him a little surprised and curious.

Looking at the cute girl in front of him, who would actually engage in such a thing, he felt a little emotional in his heart.

The other party's clothes are not expensive, and there is no heavy makeup on his face. He looks like a girl living next door. She looks so special, but she is asking if she needs a 'service' Things, such a contrast, made the sage a little bit curious about her.

"Please come in."

He made room for the girl to enter his box and stood at the door. He thought that the young man might not have any spare girls on him, so he was a little surprised, but he still stepped into the box and closed the door of the box go up.

"Let's talk about it first. I haven't had a boyfriend before. I may not be very skilled in these things. I hope you don't mind."

After entering the box, the girl stretched out her hand and began to unbutton the shirt in front of her, causing the sage to involuntarily cast his gaze on the girl, watching her undoing her clothes, stretched out his hand, gently Grabbed her lithe wrist.

"No, no need."

"Huh? Do you do it with your clothes on? Do you have such a habit?"

"No, no, let's sit down and chat for a while, you shouldn't be in such a hurry, right?"

The sage's eyes fell on the young girl. She stared at the sage strangely for a while, then fell silent for a while, nodded, and did not button up the clothes she had unbuttoned again. , exposed in front of the sage, the sage's line of sight paused for a moment.

"When I was in school, there were boys who liked to stare at the girls. In fact, the boys themselves also have it? Are the girls' ones so special?"

Slowly leaning against the wooden wall of the partition space and sitting down, the girl stared in front of her, and the same boy who gradually sat down, slowly asked the doubts in her heart all along, she knew that boys and girls are different, It's just that I haven't really understood why boys care so much about it.

"It's because you can see your own, but girls can't, so you're curious, right?"

"It seems so."

The girl nodded, showing an understanding expression.

Looking at the comics on the table, there was a hint of surprise in his eyes, he stretched out his hand, picked up the top volume, held it in front of him, and flipped through it, with a slight smile on his face.

"I've seen this cartoon before."

"Ok?"

"It should have been a long time ago. When I was lonely at home and didn't know what to do better, I found a comic at home. It should be my father's. It's a bit old. I read it. It's very interesting, do you like this cartoon too?"

Facing the girl's eyes on him, the sage nodded.

"Because it is a manga from a long time ago, it is usually not seen in bookstores or on the street. When I was shopping in the store just now, I accidentally found it here, so I took it down and prepared to read it."

"Are you reading comics just now?"

"Ah."

"Hey, what a surprise, I haven't seen you here before, it should be the first time I've come here, right?"

"Yes."