I Won't Be a Loser

"........"

Looking at Ying Lili who appeared in front of him, the sage almost blurted out his doubts, but when he was about to ask, he also reacted. After silently taking a deep breath, he opened the door a little, signaling the girl to enter his room.

With the corners of her mouth slightly raised, Ying Lili stretched her legs, crossed the threshold, entered the sage's house, and closed the door gently behind her back.

"Remember to change your shoes."

Putting a spare pair of slippers on the floor in front of Ying Lili, the girl rubbed her heels slightly, then took off her leather shoes, stepped on the slippers silently, put them on, and then entered the sage's room , looking around at the similar but different environment from memory.

"It's different from before. There used to be a bookshelf here. Haven't you bought it yet?"

"I don't need it for the time being, and I don't have so much living expenses to buy those books."

Sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the young girl standing in his room, the sage answered her, and then slowly asked about the reason for her visit.

"What are you doing here?"

"I just want to see the place and environment where you live, sage. You obviously keep a distance from me, but is the place where you live still here?"

Not knowing how to explain his apparently supernatural situation, the sage sat silently on the edge of the bed, looked at the girl in front of him, and did not make any explanation, while Ying Lili looked at the flowers on the table, narrowing her eyes slightly Standing up, he looked sideways at the sage sitting on the edge of the bed.

"What's with this bouquet of flowers?"

"Give it away."

"Who?"

"Someone you don't know, my current... girlfriend."

After a moment of silence, the sage raised his head, stared at the girl in front of him, and gave an answer.

But on the girl's face, the sage didn't see much surprise. It seemed that with that heavy memory, the girl in front of him was no longer the young Ying Lili he knew, and her personality became more stable.

Ying Lili, who had already learned about this possibility from her mother, got an affirmative answer from the sage, and Ying Lili was in a very bad mood.

However, she still maintained her rationality as much as possible. She walked to the table, glanced at the flowers, moved her legs, and came in front of the sage. She put her arms around her body and looked at the boy in front of her. Looking down at him.

"What's the matter with the girlfriend?"

"Girlfriend, it's just girlfriend, what can I do, I'm already very tired, Ying Lili, I don't want to bear the memories of the past anymore, nothing has happened now, you and I are just ordinary classmates , so it is normal to have a girlfriend, right?"

Looking at the girl in front of him, that familiar face, that condescending eyes, the sage was silent for a moment, then slowly lowered his head, cupped his cheeks with both hands, rubbed them lightly, and exhaled slowly Then, he raised his head to look at her again.

His eyes were no longer as calm and pure as usual.

The exhaustion and bitterness that he had buried in his heart reappeared on him again. Ying Lili, who was looking at the sage in front of him, seemed to have returned to that dark room, and saw the man curled up in the corner, A man with his eyes closed and his sleeping face full of pain......

There was a slight pain in her heart, but she couldn't help biting her lips, her eyes glared at the person in front of her.

"What do you mean?"

"On the surface, I already have a girlfriend, not Sayuri, so I don't have any relationship with Sayuri anymore, don't you hate my relationship with Sayuri? So, your wish has come true, Yinglili, I won't get close to Sayuri."

Gradually raising his head, looking at the girl in front of him, the sage replied with a smile.

Looking at the incomprehensible girl in front of him who was trying to restrain her anger, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and after speaking out about the burden hidden in his heart, he felt a lot lighter.

When returning to his high school days, the sage was surprised at first, and then he was surprised by the rebirth of his life. There may be joy, but not too much, and more confusion about life.

I talked about getting my life back on the right track, but now, I don’t really feel much about it. On the contrary, I have always been brooding about the matter of Sawamura’s mother and daughter. After a dream, he would wake up and return to that dark room.

For the sage who is completely used to the life without seeing the light, the current life is too dazzling for him, so that he does not have much sense of reality. It is just a movie, a person who does not know when to wake up. come dream.

In a daze, until now, Ying Lili came to the door, looked at the girl in front of her, and the other party asked about herself, and her attitude, the sage who had endured for a long time, was completely torn apart. In order to suppress the feelings in his heart, he confessed his thoughts to the girl in front of him.

The moment he closed his eyes and explained everything to the other party thoroughly, the sage felt sincerely relieved, opened his eyes with a smile, and looked at the girl with a smile on his lips.

"If what happened at the beginning caused Sayuri to choose to give up her life to escape reality, then nothing has happened now, and Sayuri is still alive, then I don't have to feel guilty about it anymore and remorse, I owe you nothing, Yinglili."

Such a long time, such painful memories, turned those beautiful things into a spiritual burden. The sage did not have the courage to end his life, but could only linger in the dark corners of the city, waiting for time to end his life .

But now, time has been turned back and everything that happened has been healed. He hasn't been in contact with Sayuri yet. I don't know why Ying Lili still remembers those things, but as long as others don't remember, it's fine.

"Do you think that if you say this, others don't know, so you can pretend that nothing happened?"

Huya bit her lips tightly, and Ying Lili clenched her soft white fingers, pinching her knuckles until they turned blue and white, and stared directly at the boy in front of her.

The sage who has already spoken to the girl in front of him doesn't need to pretend anymore, he doesn't need to act as if he doesn't know anything, and he feels full of guilt to hide his guilt towards the girl in front of the opposite person. easy.

"But in fact, nothing happened. You think that besides you and me, who else knows what happened. I don't know why you and I will go back to the present with memories, but what is certain is that I don't owe you anything now, Yinglili."

"I still remember all of this now, it is what you owe to me, and the person who bears those memories is not only you, sage!"

"......"

Looking at the girl in front of him, the sage was silent for a while, but felt that what Ying Lili said was not the wrong thing the other party said.

"Then why no one else has memories, but you and I came back with memories?"

After a moment of silence, the sage slowly asked Ying Lili in front of him.

He can guess that he came back to the present because of 'going back in time'. I don't know if this is his innate ability, which brought him back to the present, but Ying Lili standing in front of him should be very normal and very Ordinary people, right?

"........"

Standing in the room, Ying Lili was silent for a while, and frowned, trying to recall why she had memories of the future, why she was like a sage——

"Well!"

A nauseating feeling came from all parts of her body, causing her to cover her lips with her hands. She couldn't help but bend over, and began to vomit, which made the sage sitting in front of her nervous all of a sudden. up.

Seeing Ying Lili who reacted strangely, he quickly stood up and supported Ying Lili who was already trembling. Their bodies were close to each other, and they hurriedly helped them into the bathroom while shaking.

Helping her to the washbasin, Ying Lili couldn't help but put her hands on both sides of the washbasin, her body bent down and trembled and groaned in pain——

"Uh-uh-uh-uh...uh-uh-"

The sage standing aside looked as if she had been touched by some sensitive point suddenly, which caused Ying Lili to be like this, a trace of doubt flashed in her eyes, but she still silently exited the bathroom temporarily and went to pour a glass of water.

The sound in the bathroom lasted for a long time. After about 5 minutes, it gradually quieted down. After waiting for a while, the sound of rushing water sounded. Ying Lili walked out of the bathroom.

Her face was pale, and she looked at the sage standing in the room with a downcast expression.

"Have a drink."

Handing the water glass to the girl, Ying Lili looked hesitant, but still slowly stretched out her hand, and took the water glass handed over by the sage.

"Thank you, thank you."

"It really surprised me to hear the word thank you from your mouth."

Glancing at the girl in front of him, the sage was silent for a moment, but still cared about her.

"Are you okay?"

"...It's all right now."

"What happened just now, are you feeling unwell? Or... what are the sequelae?"

Ying Lili's hand holding the water glass trembled, she lowered her head in silence, and slowly turned her head away, avoiding the sight of the sage, fell silent for a moment, and put down the water glass in her hand.

"I remembered that there are still some things at home, so I will leave first. Tomorrow, school... goodbye."

After the voice fell, Ying Lili put the water glass on the table beside her. The girl turned around and walked towards the door. Heisi's legs came to the door, just in time for the doorbell to ring.

Ding-dong-

Ying Lili, who came to the door, was startled by the unexpected voice, stopped her footsteps, and looked at the sage inside the house blankly.

The sage who was in the house glanced in the direction of the door, and slowly came to Ying Lili's side. Looking at the door, he opened the door casually. The person standing at the door did not surprise the sage. It's Setsuna.

After seeing off Yan Ye and the world, she felt that the sage had almost arrived home, and the moment she saw that the curtains of the apartment had not been drawn, she wanted to meet the sage, but when the door opened, she not only saw him The sage also saw a strange blond-haired beautiful girl standing beside the sage, the pale complexion of the other party, and the red and swollen eyes as if she had just cried, made Shu Na's heart startled, and she looked in front of her. of sages.

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Haha, I dreamed of a married woman, just entered the small dark room with her, and woke up

I owe one more at the moment, let's make it up tomorrow.

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Looking at the two people in front of him, his eyes were fixed on Ying Lili for a moment, and he only stayed for a moment before looking at the sage beside him.

The sage, who had foreseen this scene before opening the door, did not panic. He looked at the girl in front of him calmly, even smiled, and greeted Setsuna proactively.

"You're here, Setsuna."

"Who?"

Looking at the sage with a calm expression in front of him, he was silent for a moment, and his eyes fell on the strange blonde girl in front of him who didn't know who she was and why she appeared in the sage's apartment.

Ying Lili, who was about to leave, narrowed her eyes slightly after seeing the girl in front of her, and looked at Setsuna with some concern.

Gradually, she turned her head and looked at the sage beside her. The corners of her mouth were raised, and she introduced herself with some malicious intentions.

"Eiri Sawamura is a classmate of Xianren, are you the girlfriend that Xianren said?"

"..."

Su Mo was a little surprised, looked at the sage, and found that the sage didn't have any intention of explaining, so his eyes fell on Ying Lili.

"Well, my name is Qingpu Setsuna."

"So your current girlfriend is this type of child?"

Narrowing her eyes, Ying Lili stared at the moment in front of her for a while, then her gaze fell on the sage at the side, she smiled lightly, then put on her shoes, and slowly walked over to the side In an instant, he left the apartment.

The figure disappeared at the corner of the corridor, and the figure who was staring at Ying Lili disappeared for a moment, and turned to look at the sage in front of him.

"Current girlfriend? What do you mean?"

The figure of the blond girl who was staring at him disappeared, and hearing Setsuna's question again, the sage looked down at the girl in front of him, pushed the door open a little, let Setsuna enter the room, and turned around to return to the room.

Seeing that the sage remained silent and did not answer his own question, he felt a little more thoughtful in his heart, pursed his lips, put on his shoes silently, closed the door again, and entered the house with the sage.

As soon as I entered the living room, I saw flowers on the table.

"Did she give you this?"

"Huh? Flowers? No, before I came back from school, I went shopping for a while and saw a flower shop. I bought a bouquet of flowers and prepared them for you. I just didn't know if you had returned home, so I first I took it back to the apartment, and I will give it to you when you come over."

"Then, that girl just now..."