I Won't Be a Loser

Mixed feelings.

With his arms covering his eyes, he didn't know Setsuna's dream before, nor did he know that the girl had the idea of ​​studying abroad.

But now, he knows.

I don't know what to do, should I support Setsuna's idea and let the girl go abroad to study, or act like I didn't know before and let Setsuna make his own choice?

"I'm really..."

I didn't expect to know such a complicated thing after preparing a breakfast.

Should it be supported, or not?

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When the cicadas sing in summer: 293. Around winter

It was already noon when Qingpu Setsuna appeared in front of him.

The sage who was lying on his bed returned to his apartment, rested for a while, and relieved his tired spirit. When it was time to prepare lunch at noon, the person who appeared in front of him with the doorbell was someone Kiyoura Setsuna who hasn't seen each other for a while.

"yours."

The girl handed the sage's 'suica' card in front of him.

Suica, also known as "Watermelon Card" and "Penguin Card", is called "Suica Card" because the pronunciation is similar to "Watermelon", and it is called "Penguin Card" because the mascot is a black and white penguin. And this black and white penguin expression pack is very popular on the Internet.

It is generally used outside subways and buses, and it can also be used to use paid station lockers, as well as shopping at convenience stores and vending machines.

Looking at the card handed to him, he reached into his pocket and found that his card was indeed missing. He took the card from the girl's hand and looked at the girl in front of him.

"Yesterday, after I came back, I went to look for you. You are not at home."

"To the home of the world."

"I know, I wanted to give you a surprise, but at night, I learned from your mother that you spent the night at your home in the world, so I didn't tell you that I came back."

Qing Pu looked at the sage in front of him for a moment, with some disappointment in his eyes, and slowly lowered his eyebrows, hiding his expression under the shadow of the long hair.

Holding his card in his hand, staring at the girl in front of him, he slowly put the card into his pocket, took two steps forward, embraced the girl in his arms, and hugged her tightly. stopped her.

The sudden hug made Qingpu Setsuna, who was in a low mood, a little at a loss. The tightly hugged body felt the warmth from the other party that he hadn't felt for a long time.

"Feel sorry."

"......"

Tightly hugging the girl in front of him, the sage with his eyes closed, leaned his face on her shoulder, buried it between the strands of hair, breathed the familiar breath of the other person, and couldn't help but hugged him even tighter. up.

She was already wearing thick clothes, and being hugged so hard made Qingpu Setsuna a little out of breath.

"It's a bit, uncomfortable... What's the matter, sage? Did something happen?"

"No, nothing."

Hearing Setsuna's answer, he loosened his arms and looked at the girl in front of him. The sage's eyes were gentle, but Qingpu Setsuna, who had been hesitating in his heart, suddenly settled down, looked at the boy in front of him, own boyfriend.

The expression on her face also regained its former softness...

Qingpu Setsuna would not ask the sage what happened to him to have such a reaction, but seeing the sage who seemed to have returned to the past, he was already very satisfied.

After lunch together, the girl sat quietly in the arms of the sage, feeling the warmth between each other.

Leaning on the edge of the bed, looking down at the instant in his arms, the sage raised his right arm, picked up a small pure white box from under his pillow with his backhand, and handed it to the girl.

"Ok?"

Noticing the movements of the sage and the box in front of him, Setsuna showed a puzzled expression on his face.

And when the sage opened the box and saw the diamond ring lying quietly in the box, the expression on her face froze at that moment, her eyes gradually opened wide, looking at the bright diamond ring, she slowly turned her head Turning around, he looked at the sage he was leaning against.

"I prepared it last night, try to see if it fits."

He took the diamond ring out of the box, held her white and slender palm with one hand, and pointed the diamond ring at the ring finger of her right hand. The girl who thought it would be the middle finger saw the diamond ring quietly put on her ring finger, My mind went blank.

Boys of the same age may not pay too much attention to these things, but as a girl, Kiyoura Setsuna clearly understands the meaning of wearing a diamond ring on her ring finger.

"That's fine."

"Wise man."

He Setsuna got bored all afternoon, and in the evening, the two appeared in front of Qingpu Wu, looking at the boy and daughter in front of her, she widened her eyes, looking at the diamond ring on her daughter's hand.

Looking at the two smiling people in front of her, she opened her mouth to say something, but after a moment of silence, she just smiled silently.

Seems like everything is getting better.

In the following period of time, the sage always accompanied Setsuna by his side, either reading books together at home or watching TV, or going out to the nearby shopping malls for shopping and shopping in his spare time. When I went with Kiyoura Setsuna, I had a different feeling from when I went with my family.

"You guys, the relationship has become very good again."

Sitting at Xiyuan Temple's house, looking at the two people in front of her, Xiyuan Temple World's mood is a bit complicated. Seeing the relationship between the two get better, she should be happy, but she is still a little depressed.

"Our relationship has always been good."

Regarding the evaluation of Xiyuanji World, Kiyoura Setsuna only gave a calm answer.

"........"

Because the answer was too sweet, Xiyuan Temple World felt that he was bored. He couldn't help sticking out his tongue, turned his face sideways, and didn't want to see the two people in front of him again.

There is also some emotion in my heart, I don't know what my current position is.

With the passage of time day by day, it will soon be 14, which is also the last day of December. It was very cold outside, and the sage did not go out and lay in his house. He had thought of going out, but now he looks outside So cold, he chose to give up in his heart.

According to the forecast on the 27th, the cold front will land on the 31st.

"That's today. Is it possible that it will snow tomorrow?"

The sage who was hiding under the blanket felt that he might not want to go out tonight, so he sat quietly in his room and closed his eyes sullenly.

The sage, who was lying in the warm bed but didn't want to get up, opened his eyes after resting for a while, sat up from the bed, put on his own clothes, and went out to the nearby shop.

Everyone will have a day off tomorrow. If you don’t prepare for tomorrow today, you will have to face the dismal situation of no shops opening.

When they left home in the morning, they were almost all people preparing for the New Year. The streets were full of people everywhere. Thinking that there would be more people tonight, the sage felt even more helpless.

He was not very interested in things like staying up late to worship the shrine, like praying for the New Year, but other people were particularly obsessed with this aspect, which made him unable to stay alone, so he just drifted with the crowd.

When I came to the shopping street, I didn't meet any acquaintances. The sage who was alone quietly finished buying some useful ingredients and some daily necessities, and then went back to his apartment.

Someone knocked on the door at noon, walked to the door, and opened the door only to find that it was Sayu Ogihara.

"Rest today?"

"Because it's New Year's Eve soon, the store manager will rest one day earlier."

Turning sideways let the girl enter the house, Ogiwara Sayu looked at the tidy room and hadn't come for a while.

"Aren't you going to go shopping with Xige and her today?"

"She still has other jobs today. Even on the eve of the new year, she is still working very hard. If I put this on me, I can't do it."

Walking to the edge of the sage's bed, the girl sat down and stared at the boy in front of her. She also noticed that the sage seemed to be getting closer to Qingpu Setsuna again during this period of time, but because of work, she didn't There is not much time to care about this.

Now that I've rested, I don't know what to do when I'm idle at home, so I come to the sage to kill my time.

"Are you going to stay up late tonight to watch the sunrise?"

"I prefer to go to bed early at home, but other people don't necessarily want to go to bed early."

Throwing an orange to Ogiwara Sayu, the sage sat down at his desk, he had already passed the age of youth, and he no longer had such strong expectations for those things.

But he is not interested, others are not necessarily.

What is certain is that the world of Xiyuan Temple is definitely very interested in visiting the shrine, and waiting for the sunrise.......

"At that time, there should be people around the shrine. Are you going to celebrate the festival with Xige and her?"

"Probably, I wanted to see if you have time, but now it seems that you don't have much time."

The girl stood up, stuffed the orange into her pocket, walked towards the door, waved to the sage, and pushed the door open.

"Then, I'm going to find Xige, see you tomorrow."

"Ah."

Watching the girl leave, the sage sitting in front of the desk looked at the notebook in front of him and thought for a while, the new year will be soon, and I don't know if editor Mari Fuzeoka is alone, or—

"I have already returned to my hometown, and I will spend the holidays at home for the time being. I will return to Tokyo after the next year. Is there anything going on?"

Mari Fuzeoka, who was wearing thick pajamas, was lying in the bed, not wanting to wake up at all. Once she got out of the bed and met her parents at home, it would be an unavoidable 'marriage curse'.

They are old and young, they are all adults, and they are all working.

Then came that sentence—should I start thinking about my future, right?

On the day she returned home, she was so annoyed that she wanted to go back to Tokyo right away, but it was a rare trip home, which was only once a year, so she held back the dissatisfaction in her heart and didn't go out. Hide in your room.

"If things are urgent, it's not impossible for me to return to Tokyo right now."

"No, it's nothing. I just want to ask, what are the preparations for the New Year? If you are alone, you can come to my house for a little reunion. But since you have already gone back, I wish you a happy holiday first."

"That's it, then, you too, happy holidays."

After chatting with Mari Fuzeoka for a while, the call ended, and the sage clicked on his contacts again.

New Year's greetings.

"Tomorrow is just right, so let's do it today."

Put the phone aside casually, closed his laptop, lay down on the bed again, lay down for a while, stood up again, walked out of the house, and came to Qingpu's house, Qingpu Mai was also a day earlier It's a holiday, resting at home.

"Sage?"

"Is Setsuna at home?"

"I went out with the world just now. It seems that I plan to get together with other friends before the new year. Do you have anything to do with her?"

Came to the living room, sat down beside Qingpu Wu, lay sideways on her lap, and watched the TV in front of him.

"It's nothing, I just don't know what to do, so I came here to see her. Since I went out, there is nothing else to do. By the way, are you going to wait for the sunrise tonight?"