I Won't Be a Loser

"Ah."

Ogiwara Sayu thought about it carefully. When she was with those two people, it was difficult to sum up their performance in one sentence.

"Are they all good people?"

After thinking for a while, he used a sentence that sounded very perfunctory as an answer.

"only these?"

The sage is very clear about this, but he wants to know more detailed views of Ogiwara Sayu.

"Student Hinan Aoi is very kind to people. He will explain in detail and help me with things that I am not good at. I feel a bit like the sister next door?"

"She should be about the same age as you?"

"It's just a general description, it feels like a sister!"

"So, what about Sawamura?"

Regarding Hinan Aoi's impression, Sage was just generally curious. What he cared about was Sawamura Eriri. He didn't know what Ogiwara Sayu's impression of her was, but in his opinion, the evaluation should not be very high.

"Sawamura-san? You are also a very good person. Although at school, he was a little cold and kept a distance from others, but outside of school, he is also very caring and gentle."

After the words fell, the sage looked at Sayu Ogiwara hesitantly, fell silent for a moment, took out the hearing aid from his left ear, stared at the hearing aid carefully for a while, and put it back on.

"Sorry, maybe there was a problem with the hearing aid just now, can you repeat what you said about Sawamura just now?"

"Sawamura-san, it seems that she also has special feelings for you, Sage?"

Seeing sage's reaction, she didn't know what happened to the two of them, but from what she knew, that Sawamura-san should have a good impression of sage.

"She confessed to me, but I didn't agree."

"Miss Qingpu?"

"Ah."

She understood a little bit, but Sayu Ogihara still didn't quite understand.

Although he lives very close to Kiyoura Setsuna, isn't Sawamura-san his classmate?

Theoretically, she is no worse than Setsuna Kiyoura, not to mention she is still a young lady. I don't understand why the sage didn't choose Setsuna Sawamura, but Setsuna Kiyoura.

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Feelings are not a matter of one person, and it is not something that one can decide casually when one has an idea.

For Qingpu Setsuna's feelings, the sage himself is quite clear in his heart. It's not that he doesn't have a little emotional accumulation. He also feels worried and concerned about what happened to Qingpu Setsuna, but let the sage put his heart completely on her. On the body, it is still too reluctant.

"Sayu, are you willing to die for me?"

When the answer sounded in the room, Ogiwara Sayu's expression couldn't help but froze, her eyes fell on the sage, and she couldn't help thinking why the sage asked this question.

"Can't give an answer right away? But for Setsuna, this may not be a difficult question to choose, so, do you understand?"

Sayu Ogihara still couldn't understand this explanation.

"This feeling is too heavy. My feeling for her is not as deep as her feeling for me."

The addition of another sentence made Sayu Ogihara seem to understand a little bit. The sage's feelings for Kiyoura Setsuna looked at the sage in front of him. Seeing his calm expression, he opened his mouth, wanting to ask the sage for her. ——

She couldn't ask, and she knew the answer to the question in her heart very well, so she didn't need to ask at all.

"This year, in the new year, are you planning to go back to Hokkaido?"

"No, there are no such plans."

Hearing the place name 'Hokkaido', the name of this familiar place, Sayu Ogiwara's expression became gloomy. She has no good memories and impressions of that place at all. No matter how beautiful things are, after experiencing those things, It also became darker.

Maybe things are not all that bad, but for Sayu Ogiwara, there is still no way to calmly face what happened in the past, let alone reconcile with those people and those things.

Didn't do anything crazy, it's just that she didn't have the courage.

"So you plan to stay in Tokyo and spend this Chinese New Year?"

"Ah."

"I will go back to Itoto for a period of time, about three or two days before the New Year, and return to Tokyo."

"The holiday starts on the 15th, and I return to Tokyo three days before the new year, so I plan to stay in Itoshou for 13 days?"

Hearing Sayu Ogiwara's words, the sage felt that this time seemed to be staying in Itomori for a little longer. Compared with Itomori, he had already adapted to life in Tokyo. After thinking about it carefully, he still I decided to stay in Itomori for a week or so and that's it.

"Not necessarily, maybe I will return to Tokyo earlier, and I will return to Itomori to tell my family that I am fine."

"younger sister?"

"Ah."

Chatted with Ogiwara Sayu for a little bit about the holiday, and the two quickly ended the topic. The sage left the other party's apartment and returned to his own apartment. Miyamizu Futaba had already prepared dinner.

The mother and son sat quietly at the table without any special topics, and finished their dinner in silence.

Some time before going to bed, Miyamizu Erye will call back Itomori, ask about Mitsuha and Yotsuba's homework, and then ask about the physical condition of Miyamizu Ichiyo who is a grandmother. Get in touch with Toshiki Miyamizu for a while.

The sages who don't have those necessary contacts sit in front of their computers, facing their computers, supplementing the latest news, and watching some small papers and videos by the way.

In the middle of the night, Gongshui Erye fell asleep early. The sage wore earphones in his right ear. After watching the video for a while, he also felt drowsy. He turned off the computer, lay down on the bed, and fell asleep quietly... ..

During this period of time in Tokyo, Miyamizu Futaba, who has lived in Itomori for a long time, is really a little strange, and she doesn't know what to do every day.

During that time in the hospital, I basically waited in the sage's ward, caring and taking care of the sage all the time.

Now the sage doesn't need to take care of him all of a sudden, and Miyamizu Erye, who is left alone, the only thing he can do when the sage is not at home during the day is to take a little stroll around and see his son living environment.

After a period of time, I almost understood the difference between this city and Itomori.

'People on the street are very indifferent. '

Most people walked on the road in silence with their heads bowed. Even if she greeted her actively, they all looked at her in surprise, as if they were looking at some rare creature. Most of them kept silent and would Those who respond are only a minority of the majority.

In a hurry, as if in a hurry to do something, careless and indifferent to everything around him.

I came across a child crying by chance. Everyone in the car lowered their heads and didn’t lift their faces. They seemed to be asleep. They were afraid of getting involved with themselves. People maintained a heartfelt Feel the indifferent distance.

After wandering around outside, Miyamizu Erye also lost all interest in this city, and stayed in the sage's apartment almost every day, reading the books bought by the sage, and occasionally using the sage's computer a little bit, Check out the video on the web.

She had never been in contact with a computer before, but under the guidance of the sage, she still learned a little basic use.

At least turn on the power, and open the browser, has already learned.

As for video sites, you can just click on the sage's favorites, and watch the recommended videos, which can be regarded as a pastime.

Every morning, I tidy up the room, and then hang the clothes to dry. When it’s time to rest, I just sit at the desk, turn on the computer, and look at the video sites on it. This is probably Miyamizu Erye’s life at the moment .

For such a life, although it is a bit monotonous, Miyamizu Erye is not very annoying, until one day she accidentally clicked the wrong place with the mouse, and the browser entered an indescribable website——

"This is... the sage he... that...."

Looking at the screen displayed by the browser, she blushed and fell silent for a moment. She moved the mouse and placed it where the sage told her to close the webpage.

"......"

Originally, she only needed to click on it, but for some reason, she hesitated for a moment, moved the mouse away, clicked on a tab casually, and entered it to look at it.

Covering her mouth and nose lightly with her left hand, Miyamizu Erye looked at the content above, but felt her heartbeat speed up inexplicably. Compared with those TV dramas she watched, it seemed more interesting?

The sage who was listening to the class suddenly felt an inexplicable palpitation in his heart, couldn't help but looked sideways towards the window, stared at the blue sky for a while, then silently retracted his gaze, and looked at the blackboard again.

'What happened? '

The sage, who didn't know what happened, sat in the middle of the classroom, and didn't know where he was restless.

Miyamizu Erye, who was sitting in front of the computer, felt dry mouth for a while, stood up in a panic, poured a cup of warm tea, took a sip, and sat down at the table again, feeling It seems a bit inappropriate to continue to look at it like this.

However, she felt very interested. Facing the picture in front of her, she was silent for a while before she turned it off.

I prayed and repented silently in my heart for a while, and felt that I should have a good talk with the sage again, because he is still a minor and cannot touch such things!

So, after the sage returned to his apartment after school, he entered the house, and saw Miyamizu Erye sitting in the living room, facing the door.

"Sage, sit down."

"..."

Hearing what his mother said, the sage didn't know what happened today, but he obediently put down his schoolbag, came to her, and sat down.

"Today, I used your computer and accidentally clicked on something. Can you explain what those strange websites are?"

"..."

Originally thought it would be something serious, but when he heard his mother's words, the sage's expression changed from momentary bewilderment, to later surprise, followed by closing his eyes and sighing, he didn't know how to describe himself mood again.

He obviously moved those websites to the back, and usually he would not see those websites if he didn't touch the extension column.

Still not rigorous enough.

"Those are some of the more adult sites."

He didn't quibble, it was a bit embarrassing, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with seeing those things, a normal single... oh, it's not considered single, but it's normal for boys who live alone to be interested in these things thing?

"You are not yet of age!"

"..."

When he heard Gongshui Erye admonishing him with the fact that he had not grown up, the sage bit his lips. He almost couldn't hold back just now. If he hadn't bit his lips, he probably would have laughed.

Noticing the change in the expression in the eyes of the sage, and the expression on his face that showed no trace of regret, Miyamizu Erye's expression suddenly became serious, and he looked at the eldest son in front of him seriously, and the aura on his body made the sage, lightly He rubbed his nose lightly, and silently sat upright.

"sorry."

"You shouldn't touch those unhealthy things yet, and put more energy on those healthy things, but it's not completely prohibiting you. I hope you can pay more attention to the things in your life, and Not these!"

"......"

The sage was not surprised by the answer that he could almost guess, and there was no difference with his own guess, and nodded quietly.

Seeing the sage's unrepentant expression, Miyamizu Erye couldn't help but sigh.

"Look less in the future."

"Ah."