I Won't Be a Loser

"Sage, is he also interested in shogi?"

"I was very interested in it when I was a child, probably because there was no entertainment in the countryside. When I was in the countryside, I often watched shogi-related programs and entertained myself with shogi alone. Mitsuba and the others knew about shogi. Not interested."

"Didn't you go to apprentice?"

"In a place like Itomori, there are no famous shogi players, and there are not many people who like shogi, so if you want to learn from a teacher, you have to go to nearby Nagoya, and you have to take care of Mitsuha and Yotsuba me, There is no such extra time and energy.”

It's not that Miyamizu Erye didn't think about letting the sage learn shogi, but he only asked the sage himself if he had any thoughts in this regard, and the answer he got was that the sage was not interested.

"'The world of chess players is too cruel. There are only winners and losers. That kind of life is not suitable for me'. When he said this sentence, it seemed that he was just ten years old."

"It doesn't sound like a child's answer."

After hearing Miyamizu Erye's words, Qingpu Wu was also a little surprised, she didn't expect that the sage would give such an answer at that time.

"Yeah, I don't look like a child at all. I've always been very mature. When I was at home, I never needed anyone to worry... I didn't expect to..."

Regarding the matter of the sage saving people, Miyamizu Erye is still brooding, it is difficult to understand that his child will do such a thing, obviously he has always been a very rational person, a child who does not need to be worried, once something happens , just makes people feel such a headache.

I used to teach my children not to be a selfish and indifferent person, but when my children took actions that were not indifferent and got hurt because of it, Miyamizu Erye felt very relieved in his heart. pain.

During the time when the sage was in a coma, he almost blamed himself for all the faults.

Seeing Miyamizu Erye whose expression suddenly became gloomy and dull, Kiyoura Mai blamed herself for talking about this topic.

"I don't know what will happen to the sage's new book. When I passed by the bookstore just now, I paid special attention to it. It seems that it hasn't been officially released yet."

"New book?"

Gongshui Erye couldn't help being surprised, stood in front of the kitchen counter, and lightly stir-fried it, feeling a little curious about the matter of the sage.

She still doesn't know what the content of the new book is, what kind of story it will be.

"This time, can it be regarded as a celebration of the new book?"

"Ah."

Sage sat in front of the computer, watched the shogi video, and actually heard the conversation between Kiyoura Mai and Miyamizu Erye, and his mood was a bit complicated. He didn't regret the matter of saving people, but he probably wouldn't in the future. Will do something like this again.

Everything has to consider the consequences. He doesn't want his family to worry about him. Protecting himself is what he should do.

When Qingpu Setsuna entered the house, the dinner was almost ready, and the winter sky had already dimmed, so he simply pulled up the curtains, and watched Qingpu Setsuna enter the house, and they all went together for a while. After chatting for a few words, they all sat down at the table.

"Then, to celebrate the sage's discharge from the hospital, cheers!"

Qingpu Wu held up the juice, and the other three also picked up the juice one after another, touched it lightly, and took a small sip.

"Sage, try this fresh beef fried green pepper."

Qingpu Wu brought the dishes in front of the sage, looked at the dishes in front of her, the sage nodded with a smile, and moved gently in front of Qingpu Setsuna.

"Taste it first."

Sitting next to the sage, Qing Pu moment saw the sage's actions, and the entanglement in his heart was gradually relieved. For the sage who was discharged from the hospital, he didn't have those chaotic thoughts in his heart, and felt that the sage was discharged. happy.

Qingpu Wu, who noticed the sage's movements, felt a little relieved in her heart. Recently, seeing the relationship between the sage and her daughter, it seems that the relationship between the sage and her daughter seems to be tepid, without any change, and her heart is full of anxiety. I'm relieved.

Miyamizu Erye's reaction was even more flat. Seeing the interaction between the sage and Kiyoura Setsuna, she didn't show any expression. She drank the juice quietly and was thinking about other things in her heart.

The atmosphere at the table was not warm, everyone seemed to have their own thoughts, quietly eating the dinner, until the end of the dinner, the whole process was just Miyamizu Erye and Qingpu Mai chatting about the trivial things in life, and about some later things.

'after.......'

Qing Pu Shan heard the content of the conversation between the two, and couldn't help but look towards the sage, and the wise man seemed to have noticed Qing Pu Shan's gaze, and looked sideways at Qing Pu Shan.

His gaze fell on Qingpu Setsuna, a sage who seemed to have thought of something, followed the girl's brown sweater, and gradually looked down. When he saw the girl's flat belly, he was a little surprised. After thinking about it, it was all over. After three months, there shouldn't be any reaction.

Noticing the sight of the sage, Qingpu Setsuna also subconsciously stretched out his hand and lightly touched his lower abdomen. After a moment of silence, he slowly put his hand back on the table.

The matter of cleaning the dining table was handed over to the two mothers, while the two children sat quietly at the table, and the sage looked into Qingpu Setsuna's eyes.

"It's been three months, no success?"

".......Um."

She didn't tell the sage, but she took the contraceptive pill by herself after the incident. She thought for a long time in her room alone, and then made such a choice, giving up her use of children to 'contain' sage thoughts.

Using a child to bind each other is too twisted.

Especially after getting to know Sayu Ogiwara and knowing her experience, Kiyoura Setsuna couldn't understand why a mother could treat her daughter like that, and whether she would treat her like that of Sayu Ogiwara's mother. Child, as your own tool?

Qingpu Setsuna, who had no way to come up with the answer, also clearly understood that he was not ready to become a mother.

So, she chose to give up.

Looking at Qingpu Setsuna who suddenly fell silent, maybe there is something he doesn't know, but knowing that he doesn't have a child yet, it is also a little easier, and he himself is not ready to become a father at all. preparation.

In this way, in the silence, the dinner to celebrate the sage's discharge from the hospital was over, and Qingpu Wu and Qingpu Setsuna went home, leaving Miyamizu Erye and the sage in the house, tidied up, the sage slept on the bed, and Gong Mizuha slept on the spare floor, called Itomori, and informed them that they would go back together during the winter vacation.

"Hasn't he fully recovered? If it takes so long to get back to Itomori from Tokyo, it's better to let me, Yotsuba, and grandma come to Tokyo to visit. Grandma has never been to Tokyo. .”

"Grandma is already very old, so it's not suitable for her to go back and forth, and it's still winter, she stays at home honestly, and we'll be back in two weeks."

After exhorting Mitsuha and warning her daughter, Miyamizu Mitsuha was a little disappointed in her heart. She had hoped to go to Tokyo, but now it seems that there is no hope. Waiting for his brother, he came back with his mother.

The mother and daughter were talking on the phone, but the sage didn't make much noise. Whenever he thought of Sanye's voice, he felt a headache.

"Let's do this first, rest first."

"Ah."

The room became quiet all of a sudden, Miyamizu Erye looked at the ceiling above her head, it was different from Itomori's, which made her feel so strange, and the size of the room seemed to be smaller than the high-end private ward of the hospital.

"Aren't you considering moving and finding a bigger apartment?"

"I have considered this matter, but the cost of moving will be at least a million yen. Now I think it is better to live for a while. When I have saved enough money, I can directly buy a home of my own."

"Actually, you can talk to your father. During this period of time, he also has some—"

"This is my own business. There is no need for him to help me. The family still has the expenses of Sanye and Siye later. This time, the party responsible for the accident paid for it. Otherwise, during this period alone, the expenses would have been already Not too small."

He could understand what his son meant, but when he heard the sage's answer, Miyamizu Erye couldn't help but feel a burst of disappointment in his heart.

The sage has been very sensible since he was a child, and it should be something to be proud of and satisfying, but after experiencing this incident, she suddenly realized that as mother and child, they are not as close as they imagined. As children, sages almost never relied on their families well.

Family members are supposed to depend on each other.

But with the sage, Miyamizu Erye has never felt a sense of dependence on him. Toshiki, who wants to come to her husband, has already noticed this kind of thing, so when talking about the sage, he always It must be that hesitant expression.

As a parent, but in front of a sage, I don't feel the sense of responsibility that a parent should have.

"Wise man."

"Ok?"

"We are family."

The sage lying on the bed with his head on the pillow was about to go to sleep in a daze, but he slowly opened his eyes when he heard Miyamizu Erye's words, wanting to turn sideways to have a look at Miyamizu Erye Ye's facial expression, but the body is stiff and has not moved a little.

Lying on the bed silently, his heart was also shocked, which reminded him of the picture of his mother taking care of him in the hospital during this time.

".......Um."

A soft reply sounded, and it clearly fell into Miyamizu Erye's ears in the quiet room.

Her expression softened a bit, she looked at the sage lying on the bed with his back to her, and smiled slightly...

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When the Cicadas Cry in Summer: 275. Tell me something from the bottom of my heart

The moment the sage came to the classroom with his schoolbag on his back, the voices in the entire classroom fell silent for a while. Those who had come to the classroom a long time ago were stunned when they saw the sage who appeared in the classroom. The man even rubbed his own eyes to make sure he was not mistaken.

"Good morning."

Smiling and saying good morning to those people, the others were sure that what was in front of them was not their own illusion. They all looked at each other in dismay. After a while, they realized that they also said "good morning" to the sage, and began to whisper stand up.

As time went by, the number of people who came to the classroom gradually increased, and some people who had a better relationship with the sage also came to the classroom and noticed that there were people sitting in the originally vacant seats.

After carefully distinguishing and confirming that it was not his illusion, the sage really returned to school, put down the schoolbag in his hand, and rushed to the sage's side in a hurry.

"Sage! Long time no see, you guy. You have been resting for three months. I heard you are sick?"

"Well, there was a little accident. I stayed in the hospital for three months. I just came out of the hospital yesterday, so I came to school first."

"Are you okay?"

"I have recovered, but my body is still a little weak for the time being, and I can't do too much strenuous exercise."

"That's it."

Yuuji Sakamoto looked at the sage sitting at the table, his face was indeed a little weak, he asked two questions with concern, then ended the conversation, and returned to his seat silently, followed by Eri Sawamura, and The Nakano sisters entered the classroom almost at the same time.

Seeing the sage sitting on the seat, Nakano Wuyue saw his figure, and was a little surprised in his heart, and also a little surprised. He wanted to go to the sage's side and ask about the sage's current situation, but found that someone was faster than her. Came to the side of the sage.

"Body, how is it?"

"Huh? Very good, almost recovered, thank you for your concern."

"......Um."

After hearing what the sage said, Eri Sawamura didn't have any special reaction, and returned to her seat calmly.

Watching the blond girl leave, Nakano Wuyue realized that she was not in the mood to talk to the sage anymore. Thinking of the sage going back to the private school, she held back the concern in her heart, and was going to wait until the evening, and then ask after the private school Sage, what happened during the time you didn't come to school.

When the class was approaching, the sage also saw a familiar figure in the classroom.

Although he had already learned some things that happened during his coma from Qingpu Setsuna, but when he saw the other party sitting in the classroom, the sage was still a little surprised.

The other party also saw the sage, and just smiled at the sage, but did not take the initiative to talk to the sage.

The teacher who taught the class entered the classroom, and was also a little surprised when he saw the sage sitting in the seat.

But he was just a little surprised, nodded slightly towards the sage, and began to teach.

At the end of the lecture and during the break, Fukuhara Shin came to the classroom, called out the sage, and went to the academic affairs office with the sage, and had a brief chat about school-related matters without other people knowing. content.

Knowing that the sage has already studied all the courses of the three years of high school in advance, and also participated in a private school, and knowing that the sage has the level to apply for the university, Fukuhara Shin has no opinion, and gives a rest at home for a period of time. Time suggestion.

In this regard, the sage tactfully rejected Fukuhara Shen's kindness, and planned to finish the course during this period of time at school.

"I understand. Then, during the time at school, pay attention to your health. I will tell him about your physical education class. It doesn't matter if you don't need to participate in it."