I Won't Be a Loser

"Well, the fireworks show, most of the summer vacation has passed, and I don't know what to do with the rest of the time. I just saw the news about the fireworks show, so I want to ask if you are interested in participating."

"People, there must be many, right?"

"It shouldn't be less. I haven't been to the scene before, but I have seen those fireworks blooming from a distance. Therefore, it is not very clear how many people there are."

Recalling the memories related to the fireworks conference in my mind, except for those small fireworks that I squatted by the river bank with my two younger sisters when I was guarding, the only memory is sitting In Sayuri Sawamura's car, watch the fireworks with her.

that time......

Looking at the sage who suddenly fell into the memory, Mito Yuka also showed a hesitant expression of thinking and entanglement on his face.

From the bottom of my heart, I really want to go to the fireworks display with the sage, but I think of other things.

"Forget it this year."

"Ok?"

"If you're with me, the sage won't have time to spend with your girlfriend. You should spend more time with your girlfriend. She must be looking forward to attending the fireworks display with you, sage, right?"

Mito Yuka, who thought that if he invited him, he would agree, unexpectedly rejected him too.

There was an expression of astonishment unconsciously on his face, looking at the girl in front of him, he slowly frowned and opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but facing the girl's simple and peaceful expression Smiling, the words were still choked by him.

"If you think too much about other people's feelings, you will only lose yourself."

"But isn't the sage always considering my feelings? So, the sage can do what he wants, and I don't care. Before meeting the sage, can't a person live a good life?"

"I'm here to invite you to participate in the fireworks display, not to listen to your persuasion similar to a breakup speech."

Sighing, it is true that he came to invite the other party because he considered the girl's feelings, but he did not expect Futaba Rio and Mito Yuka to also consider his feelings, so that the sage was in a complicated mood for a while.

He hugged the thin willow waist of the girl in front of him, and buried his face in her hairline.

I like Sayuri Kamisawamura, maybe it's because I like Nian Shangkei's gentle and caring personality.

Looking down at the arms around her waist, a slight smile could not help but appear on Mito Yuka's face, she pursed her lips silently, and turned off the fire on the kitchen counter...

When it got dark, Sage also returned to his apartment, and just returned to his room when he saw Ogiwara Sayu who was already in the house.

"I almost forgot, I'm not alone at home anymore, today's work is over?"

"Ah."

Ogiwara Sayu looked at the sage who had returned home with a tired expression, and didn't know what happened to him.

"Ah... I'll go to the bathroom first, have you used your dinner yet?"

"Not yet, not yet."

"I see."

The sage, who looked very tired, stepped into the bathroom, and Sayu Ogihara, who stayed in the living room, watched the sage enter the bathroom, and couldn't help showing a confused expression on his face.

He didn't explain anything to Sayu Ogiwara, and entered the bathroom. After a simple shower, his whole body refreshed a little, but his eyes were still a little tired. The sage sat in the living room and poured himself a cup of herbal tea .

"Tomorrow night, I am going to participate in the fireworks display, are you going?"

"Fireworks show?"

"Well, the fireworks display should be the last fireworks display of this summer vacation. If you are interested, you can go to participate together."

"Miss Mito, will she participate?"

"Xige isn't going to participate. It's probably just Setsu and Shiji, plus you and me, and two others. I don't know if she will participate, and it's not very clear."

"Is Miss Xiyuanji going too?"

Hearing the name of Saiyuanji World, Sayu Ogiwara was deeply surprised.

"I've already contacted her, she should be fine, how about you?"

"I have no idea."

Ogiwara Sayu wanted to go, but felt that something was wrong with the person invited by the sage. I wondered if she would cause some trouble if she agreed to appear at the scene, and she couldn't help feeling a little hesitant in her heart.

"Anyway, there's still a day left, so think about it slowly. If you want to go to the fireworks display, just let me know. By the way, I have to prepare a bathrobe for you."

"..."

"I'll go to Qingpu's house and I'll be back soon. If you can't help but prepare dinner for you when I come back."

"What about you?"

"I've already used it at Xige's place, and I'll be back soon."

The door closed, leaving Sayu Ogihara standing alone in the room, looking in the direction of the door, the door was closed, and the sage had already left the room, the girl hesitated, walked to the refrigerator, and looked inside ingredients, and I don’t know what to do with myself.

After thinking about it for a while, I gave up the idea of ​​preparing dinner by myself, and asked the sage for his opinion when he came back.

The family walked out, came to the door of Qingpu's house, pressed the doorbell, and then remembered that I already had the key of Qingpu's house on my body, looked down at my pocket, but thought about it, but it was still useless on this key.

The person who opened the door was Kiyoura Mai, and when she saw the sage standing at the door, she had a confused expression on her face.

"Sage, haven't I already given you the key?"

"Anyway, you are all at home, and there is no need to use the keys. Is Setsuna at home now?"

"Well, in her own room, are you here looking for Setsuna to do something?"

"Since it's a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, it's normal to ask her for something."

"But even if it's like this, you usually don't take the initiative to look for Setsuna, do you? Even if the relationship has been clarified, but from the perspective of others, the relationship between the two of you does not feel like a lover at all. Don't you have any a feeling of?"

Regarding the matter of the two of them, Qingpu Wu has been concerned about it for a long time. When she looked at her daughter and didn't seem to care much, she still couldn't help talking about it to the sage.

"Where the fire is strong, it will go out one day."

"But your fire hasn't even started to burn, at most it's like the sparks, sporadic fine smoke rising from time to time."

Regarding this, the sage was also speechless. His feelings for Setsuna were indeed not that enthusiastic. This is something that cannot be denied. Seeing the reproachful gaze in Qingpu Wu's eyes in front of him, he looked towards the living room behind her. .

"Too enthusiastic response, I can't do it."

"I understand too, but at least you have to allocate some of your time to Setsuna, right? You don't want to be by her side all the time, but you have to have at least one hour a day, right?"

"Love is not a student's job."

"Student is just an identity, it cannot be used as your excuse."

Facing Qingpu Wu's serious eyes, the sage stretched out his hand, pinched his eyebrows lightly, and then nodded.

"I understand, I will seriously consider this matter."

"Last time, you answered the same way."

"Some questions can't be answered right away, just like a stone, do you have to drop it bit by bit?"

"So, what is the first drop of water in Setsu?"

"Shouldn't it be time?"

"Then I'm afraid, even if you graduate from college, I may not be able to hug your child."

"As long as Setsuna and you are willing, I don't mind. You can become a grandmother now, are you willing?"

"Are you serious?"

Qingpu Wu's expression suddenly became subtle, and the sage smiled lightly at this.

"It's okay if you want to be a mother again."

"...Then I'm afraid Setsuna and I will have to drink the northwest wind for a while. If we really get pregnant again, we will have to give up work temporarily. Without income, will you support Setsuna and me?"

"I'm just joking casually, do you take it seriously?"

Stepping into the living room, watching the face next to him suddenly become rosy, pursing his lips, staring at himself, wanting to say something, but holding back Qing Pu Wu, the sage thinks that the other party's daughter's attitude is very interesting, Also very cute.

"I have no problem at any time, you can tell me when you think about it."

"Is it okay not to have children?"

"That's fine."

Walking to the door of Setsu's room, he raised his hand, knocked on the door, entered the room, and saw Setsu lying on the bed.

He closed the door with his backhand, walked to the edge of the bed, looked at the moment when he was lying quietly on the bed, but didn't respond, stretched out his hand, gently pinched the other's delicate nose, looked sideways at him , He and the girl looked at each other.

"I want to be a mother."

"what?"

"Just now, I heard the conversation between you and your mother. I am willing to give birth to Xian Xian, so can you make me pregnant?"

"........"

Seeing the girl's serious expression, the sage was stunned. He couldn't control the expression on his face at all. He stared blankly at the girl's serious eyes and expression in front of him, opened his mouth, and didn't know how to answer for a long while.

"Can't you?"

"No, it's okay. Once you get pregnant, you have no choice but to go to school, right? You are only in the first year of high school. If you are pregnant, in order to ensure the safety of you and your child, there is no way to go to school again. After going through the formalities of suspending school, he will have to recuperate at home for about ten months, and after the child is born, he will have to recuperate and recuperate his body, which will take another few months, at least a year."

"One year, it doesn't matter."

"Who will take care of the child? Your mother has to work, otherwise there will be no income. You and I, although I have some income temporarily, but it is not stable. For raising children, it is a drop in the bucket, and it is not realistic at all."

"Is that why you say that because it's unrealistic?"

With the girl's eyes open, she quietly looked at the sage, making the sage at a loss for words.

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Staring at the girl for a while, the sage's emotions couldn't help fluctuating. He couldn't help but frowned slightly, and then gradually slowed down. Looking at the girl lying on the bed and staring at him, he closed his eyes. eyes, exhaling lightly.

"If you are willing to bet your entire life on this, I have no opinion and I respect your choice."

"I've already put everything on the scales."

"Feelings are not a balance. If you want to use a balance to measure the relationship between the two parties, then it must be an imbalance in your heart. When you have paid for a while and found that what you have paid and what you have gained are not equivalent, everything in the past will be emptied. engulf."

Without any guilt, looking at the girl in front of him, the sage also admitted that he had not fully fulfilled the responsibilities of a boyfriend, and treated his relationship with Qingpu Setsuna with a rather perfunctory attitude.

At the beginning when I opened my mouth and agreed to date with the other party, maybe I was infected by the hot feelings of the girl, and my heart was touched by the memory of my youth, or maybe it was simply because of a little loneliness in my heart.