My Partner is Shiina Mashiro
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It seemed that only when he talked about his former disciples would the cynical expression on Merlin's face be put away, replaced by an unprecedented loneliness and seriousness.
"I only taught her how to govern her own country, but I have always ignored the most important point, that the entire country can exist in this world for a long time. In addition to the charisma of the country's leaders, deal with the differences between the subjects and the citizens. Relationships are also crucial."
Does King Arthur understand human hearts?
It is not the first time that Liu Sen heard this statement from the mouths of others. It seems that the betrayal of the Knight of the Round Table Lancelot and Mordred, the daughter of King Arthur, is also related to this statement.
But if she insisted, Liu Sen felt that King Arthur didn't understand people's hearts, but she didn't know how to express herself.Like a paranoid and obsessive-compulsive patient, he just blindly imposed what he thought was good on his subjects and the people, and finally ended up with the ruin of a country.
The reason why Liu Sen said that King Arthur is a paranoid patient is really not aimless, because whether he was in the reign or the Heroic Spirit who participated in the Holy Grail War, the former King of Great Britain was blindly stubborn.
In particular, the purpose of Arturia's capture of the Holy Grail made Liu Sen sneer. He didn't write a good "I Am King Arthur Reborn", he had to find a new relationship to rule Great Britain, and he was extremely stubborn and even sacrificed everything he wanted. the extent to which this is accomplished.
But think about it, by his own son?With "my gorgeous betrayal of the father and the emperor", he slashed his head with a knife, and in the end, he had to stab his son in the opposite direction with "the spear of my son". Anyone will bear the psychological shadow of a lifetime.
"Maybe King Arthur really doesn't understand people's hearts." Liu Sen didn't know how to comfort Merlin, because he felt that the other party didn't need comfort at all, "But don't take all the responsibility on yourself, you guy. "
"I didn't expect that one day I would be comforted by you." Merlin glanced at Liu Sen with a smile, "Don't you wish that I would die sooner rather than later?"
"Hey, if you have such an idea, you won't say it face to face." Liu Sen said naturally, "I'm not stupid, even if I want to curse you, I will definitely draw circles behind my back."
"Forget it... I'm too lazy to complain about you." Merlin rolled his eyes angrily, "If I have to complain about even this trivial matter, I think I will become a complainer sooner or later."
"It's good to know." Liu Sen shrugged casually, "Don't think about it so much, it's time for a drink, please relax."
"Do you always feel that something is wrong?"
"What's wrong? Is there anything? Why don't I think so?"
"It seemed that you were discussing your future, why did the topic suddenly turn back to me?" Merlin frowned, realizing that things didn't seem to be easy, "I should be the one to comfort you, right? Roles and identities reversed all of a sudden?"
"Because I'm just like you, and I don't need other people's comfort."
"Hey... don't you think what I said to you before was just a joke?" Merlin frowned, seemingly dissatisfied with Liu Sen's attitude, "I don't have many friends in Merlin, and you must be one of them. And I never joke with my friends."
"I know you're not joking." Liu Sen lit a cigarette and stretched out his right hand, as if to hold the starry sky tightly in his palm, "I'm also very grateful for your consideration for me. So much?"
"Are you afraid that Alaye won't be able to fight against the Lord?" Merlin asked tentatively, "Even if you're afraid, you still have to give it a try. And even if the final result is a failure , Wang Hassan and I will never leave you alone."
"I didn't mean that, you know, I've never been afraid of the concept of 'death'." Liu Sen shook his head gently, "A heinous murderer like me who has taken tens of thousands of lives Crazy, originally only death can give me real liberation."
"You mean you're looking for death?"
"It's not like that." Liu Sen still shook his head, "I just think that after some things are dealt with, death is not an unacceptable thing."
"Then what exactly is that thing you are going to do?" Merlin vaguely felt as if he had caught something, "I guess, it should be related to someone around you, right? You can't say that you and I are not. Do you know your concubine?"
What kind of guess are you, if it has nothing to do with me, what do I want to do with all my hard work...?
"Don't think about it, it's true that you are with me." Liu Sen sighed, and then explained, "Before I make it, if possible, I want to send everyone around me back to their world. inside."
"Whether it's Jill, Xiaoai or Zhenbai, they've done enough for me. Since you've predicted my death, can you help me find a way to send them back?"
"Give me a reason." Merlin said calmly, "I want to know what you think, and you still send your own harem out these days."
"God took the initiative to send the harem out." After Merlin said this, Liu Sen wanted to put the angel of death on his neck, "Don't compare me to a guy like you who has a brain. "
"I don't want me to think about you, but just say it..."
"Tell me slowly, anyway, it's a long night, and I don't want to sleep." The smoke turned into a curtain, and the curtain made Liu Sen's face a little blurry. Merlin couldn't see through the real thoughts of Liu Sen under the curtain. , he could only hear a somewhat lost voice.
"I just said it, I don't really feel anything like death, because since my hands were covered in blood, I never thought about leaving this survival game alive."
"But they are different. They have absolutely no need to suffer with me."
Having said that, Liu Sen's voice stopped, and he bit a bottle of beer to moisten his throat before he continued.
"Ku San's nickname is 'the worst elf' and even her life debt is no less than mine, but I know that Ku San is actually a very kind and kind person. In fact, she knows her behavior. It's wrong, but there's no turning back for something like murder as long as you start. Although Kurumi's character is really aggrieved, she has already got the zero-hour fan, obviously as long as she takes us back You can figure it all out in the past, why would she just refuse to do it?"
In the past, Liu Sen had a rather taciturn personality, and was even more indifferent to those who were unimportant, but when he was drunk, he was uncharacteristically and poured out his thoughts so strongly that Merlin asked anything, and he immediately answered.
"And Gilgamesh, I wonder what you think of this proud queen."
"Gilgamesh?" The confused Liu Sen asked Merlin, "Who is my queen."
"When you say that she is a queen, she is actually a little idiot who loves to be jealous and maintain her dignity. She is always arrogant, and she always likes to be brave. Although she is very powerful, she always tries her best in the wrong direction for no reason. Peace of mind guy..."
"Then do you hate her?"
"How could I hate it?" Liu Sen shook his head without thinking. "My Lady Queen regards me as her only best friend. How could I fail her."
"Why do you want to let her go since she's a close friend?" Merlin continued to ask, "If we are separated from each other, how can we still be friends?"
"Then isn't Enkidu the Queen's best friend?" Liu Sen retorted, "If my life is really short, I just hope that the Queen will keep my dear friend in my heart forever."
"That's it, I generally understand it."
Merlin smiled, then quietly watched Liu Sen pour another bottle of beer into his mouth, and then asked.
"Where's Xiao Ai, what about the little girl with a mature soul? Logically speaking, you and her have known each other for the shortest time. There shouldn't be any unforgettable stories between you and her, right?"
"It's really hell to have something unforgettable with a six-year-old girl." Even in a state of drunkenness, Liu Sen's complaint skills are still undiminished, "You think I'm you This kind of beast, up to an 80-year-old grandmother, down to a three- or four-year-old child, all are within your hunting range."
"So what kind of ghost image am I in your mind!"
"A humanoid self-propelled planter that only breathes with the gills." Liu Sen shook his head and glanced at Merlin, "Strictly speaking, the relationship between Xiao Ai and me should be between brother and sister, right? , of course, if she regards me as a father, I won't mind."
"Is it really just a sister or a daughter?" Merlin asked incredulously, "If what I saw was correct, Xiao Ai used to be a beautiful beauty, you are probably not impotent. "
"Three words are inseparable from this line, I really want to kill you with a glass bottle!"
After casually threatening Merlin, Liu Sen, who was so sleepy, simply lay down on the wine table and rested.
"But believe it or not, anyway, I believe it myself. When I met Xiao Ai on the rainy night, it really aroused my compassion. I have no other thoughts. I just want her to continue to live well. ."
"Okay, I already know that you are full of love for your girls." Merlin interrupted Comrade Liu Sen, who was talking a little bit, "The problem is that you have gone a little off topic."
"You haven't answered me yet, why did you leave them from your side."
"Because I can live well without them." Liu Sen blurted out, "Besides Kuangsan who has become a survivor, Jill and Xiaoai don't have to suffer so much with me."
"Jill can go back to Valhalla, and it's not impossible to go to Uruk if you're really bored. As for Xiao Ai, she might go back to her original world and have no relatives by her side, but it's better to have no relatives than to follow me all day in fear."
"And I found a problem." Liu Sen asked suddenly.
"what is the problem?"
"Did you miss someone?"
"Who missed?"
"Zhenbai." Liu Sen said, "My feelings for Zhenbai, don't you want to know what I think of Zhenbai?"
Chapter 340
Mashiro, Shiina Mashiro, what position does this girl hold in Liu Sen's heart? Merlin is also very interested in getting an answer from this man.
After all, even if the girls around Liu Sen are already in double digits, Zhenbai is still the most special one. It does not show off the mountains or water, but it is an existence that no one dares to ignore, even Merlin himself. Use clairvoyance to see the future of Zhenbai, because he is afraid that Liu Sen will not be able to help but draw a knife and cut people.
"What should this girl say?" Liu Sen took another sip of wine, his voice full of emotion, "She's a complete idiot..."
"Idiot? How do you say that?" Merlin said with a puzzled expression, "From my personal feeling, Shiro is probably not as stupid as I imagined."
"It really isn't." Liu Sen shook his head with a wry smile, "Although he is a genius, he is terribly stupid, so stupid that I feel distressed."
"You are obviously an ordinary person, why do you have to stubbornly find a way to stand by my side?"
"Everyone grows up from ordinary people." Merlin retorted Liu Sen's words, "Even if it's me, isn't it all grown up by ordinary people step by step?"
"Don't talk yet, listen to me first." Liu Sen waved his hand and interrupted Merlin's speech, "Wait until I tell me and you will judge."
Merlin nodded lightly and left the time to speak to Liu Sen. He understood a little that the man in front of him needs to be a quiet listener now.
"I don't know if it's a common problem of geniuses, but Zhenbai is indeed different from ordinary people." Liu Sen explained, "Zhenbai has no common sense in life, and her mind is as simple as a blank sheet of paper. She should not have going through all this."
"Maybe it's also my own problem. I shouldn't have used that summoning card in the first place, and so many things will not happen later."
"If you didn't use that summoning card, Zhenbai wouldn't appear by your side." Liu Sen suddenly interjected, "Have you ever thought about this, if Zhenbai didn't appear, what would happen to your life trajectory? The change?"
"What kind of change?" Liu Sen was stunned for a moment. "You want to discuss with me what would happen if you went back to the past and attacked your own mother, such an ethical issue?"
"...Who said I was going to discuss this with you." Merlin held his forehead helplessly, "Let's not talk about the time machine, you must have heard of the butterfly effect, right?"
"A butterfly whips up a gust of wind, and then a super-powerful tornado hits the sea?"
Merlin nodded.
"I think that butterfly must have eaten the wind and wind fruit."
"What the hell is the wind and wind fruit..."
"Devil Fruit Abilities, you haven't even heard of this kind of thing, have you?" Liu Sen glanced at Merlin and explained, "It's the kind of person who can't swim after eating it, but can gain a lot of strange abilities. The secret treasure of the sea."
"Stop, stop..." Merlin couldn't listen any longer. "You yourself said that you want to discuss the topic of Shinshiro with me. Why do you start talking about him now?"
"Because I suddenly don't want to talk much." Liu Sen said solemnly, "So we still come to the bar."
"...I'm afraid you're not here to tease me." Merlin complained to Liu Sen angrily, "You're a man if you're scoffing at every little thing."
"It's a real man who is older than you." Liu Sen gave Merlin a sidelong glance, "The assumption you said is too real, so real that I don't want to go into it anymore."
"What would happen if I didn't have Zhenbai by my side?" Liu Sen hesitated for a moment, and finally said, "Probably I'll just go crazy."
Liu Sen sat down beside Merlin and lit a cigar.
"Didn't you always smoke those super inferior cigarettes?" Merlin asked Liu Sen with a smile, "Why did you suddenly become like a successful person in society?"
"People always change." Liu Sen said in silence for a while, "I don't know if it's better or worse, what do you think?"
"I don't know." Merlin shook his head slightly and whispered, "Some things, you can always answer yourself."
"Then do you think I succeeded?"
"Where do you want me to evaluate you?" Merlin glanced at Liu Sen and said, "Is it from a person's point of view or a man's point of view?"
"Is there a difference?" Liu Sen was a little curious.
"Yes, and it's very big." Merlin replied, "Because I will give you diametrically opposite evaluations of these two identities."
"Appreciate further details."
"...You bastard." Merlin said helplessly, "It was you who said you wanted to express your thoughts, but in the end, it was me who said it alone."
"It's not too bad." Liu Sen took a sip of beer and took a deep breath of the cigar, but he didn't know the correct way to smoke a cigar, so he curled up on the chair and violently After coughing twice, "The smell of smoke is really choking."
"Choke to tears?"
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