Two-dimensional Wanderer

Xingzi grinned, waved her hand and said, "Let's go, call me if you have anything!" After speaking, she disappeared into the night with a swoosh.

"It comes and goes like the wind, it's quite the legacy of the ancients." Yingluo turned her head and said to Xiao Meiyan with a smile: "But you seem to want to go it alone behind my back. To be honest, I'm really sad? I think I need to. Fifty spankings can relieve my depressed mood."

Xiao Meiyan's body tightened, she turned around and ran away without saying a word about the pause time, but Yingluo's hand was accurately placed on her shoulder.

"If you dare to resist, the crime will be added!"

"Wait, wait, I can explain it!" Xiao Meiyan said in a panic, "I don't mean to disobey your order, I just want to add an extra layer of insurance for Witch Night."

Yingluo smiled, his hands claws stretched and stretched out and said, "Explain as you like, fight less... I'll lose!"

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Chapter 33 The Meaning of Pain

Sayaka asked for leave, and Madoka looked at the other party's empty seat with worry written on her face.

On the roof of the school, Xiaomeiyan and Madoka stood against the wall.

"Han-chan, you already know all this, right?" Madoka asked, "Why didn't you tell everyone at the beginning?"

Xiao Meiyan was silent for a while: "Because even if I say it, you won't believe it." This is not a perfunctory. In retrospect time and time again, she learned the truth of Kewpie's conspiracy and contract. It told Madoka and others about the experience.But without exception, instead of making everyone agree with the enemy, she made herself deeply suspicious and isolated.

Children always stubbornly believe what they want to believe and oppose what they want to oppose.If you believe that Chubby is a liar, don't they all become fools?

It is very painful to be a fool, so they subconsciously deny the truth.

In contrast, they prefer to live in a beautiful lie, which is also the biggest reason why Kewpie can succeed.

"Kyuubi, why are you doing such an outrageous thing?" Madoka continued to ask.

"Because it doesn't think it's too much." Xiaomeiyan replied: "It doesn't understand human values ​​at all, and it only sees everything as a legitimate price to pay for the realization of wishes."

"It's not a legitimate price!" Madoka said with grief endured: "Even though she was willing to give her life to fight for her wish, and she was transformed into such a body... Sayaka just wants her sweetheart to be healed!"

"So you think it's unacceptable, just because the effort and return are not proportional?" Yingluo walked up to the rooftop and asked Madoka.

Madoka hurriedly shook her head: "No, no! Since the wish has been fulfilled, we are willing to pay the corresponding price. But it would be too much for Kewpie to hide a part of it. This is no different from fraud!"

"It makes sense." Yingluo nodded: "But what if it was the other way around? Suppose the Soul Stone can be recovered if you want. If this is what Kewpie is hiding, you will deliberately give up pain relief for the so-called fairness and truth. 'welfare' while insisting on fighting with real pain?"

"This..." Xiao Yuan was speechless for a while.

Ying Luo smiled: "To be honest, even if you say you are willing, I don't believe it. Is there anyone who endures pain with willpower? Of course, the answer is yes, but it will definitely not be you 14-year-old junior high school girls. Qiubi said You are not wrong, you are not as strong as you imagined, and even most of you can be called fragile and vulnerable, and it is precisely because you recognize this contrast that Sayaka will be devastated."

"No, it's not." Madoka defended hard: "Sayaxiang is very strong, she has always been..."

"A partner of justice?" Yingluo shook his head: "This is the biggest problem. It's okay to want to be a partner of justice. No one can deny the noble idea of ​​Sayaka. But what she doesn't understand is that justice is never the same. A thousand kinds of people have a thousand opinions. The justice in her eyes may be just harassment and vexatiousness in the eyes of others, and she is not aware of it, and has never been prepared for it. The righteous partner in her eyes is probably like As in the movies and comics, he is handsome, handsome, and admired... But in reality, the opposite is true. The partner of justice is lonely, helpless, and ununderstood. When the imagination does not match the reality, the shake will naturally occur. , Self-doubt and self-denial can easily knock her down, the one who deceived her was never Kewpie, but herself!"

"Why is this..." Xiao Yuan hugged her body in pain: "Are all the things we have been insisting on wrong?"

"It can't be said that it is wrong, it can only be said that it is too idealistic." Yingluo said: "If you pay, you will be rewarded, and your hard work will be rewarded. Just like the magical girl's contract, it also hides the most important things. the truth."

"what?"

"If you pay and suffer, you will be rewarded; if you work hard and taste the pain, you will be rewarded." Yingluo said with a smile: "Pain is not meaningless, when you can accept it with peace of mind and learn from it. When lessons gain strength, you are truly grown up!"

"Are you suffering?" Madoka asked suspiciously, "Adults, are they like this?"

"Yeah." Yingluo shrugged: "That's why I drink."

"That classmate Yingluo always drinks and feels pain?"

"Of course, you can't imagine my pain at all." Yingluo glanced at Xiao Meiyan and sighed: "Because of some arrogant child, I can't go home because of this, and there is more pain than this. thing?"

Xiao Meiyan's mouth twitched: "Maybe that kid didn't mean it at all."

"Is it intentional and caused serious consequences, trying to get away with 'not intentional', Homura-chan, you are more naive than you seem."

"Hmm..." Xiao Meiyan's face trembled and she remained silent.

"I probably know what to do!" Madoka said suddenly: "Although I don't quite understand it, it's pointless to complain about myself. Sayaka is my friend, and she needs my help the most at this moment, so I can't be depressed any longer. I will accompany her all the way, try my best to help her and accompany her!"

Yingluo nodded: "Although it's still immature, it's already a big improvement."

Xiaoyuan smiled shyly, then bowed to Xiaomeiyan and Yingluo: "Thank you for talking with me, I have learned a lot. I will not give up, I will help Sayaka to cheer up, please rest assured!" Just ran away.

Yingluo looked at Madoka's back and said with emotion: "Although sometimes I can be stupid, but it is undeniable that Madoka is really a good boy."

Xiao Meiyan walked up to Ying Luo with a cold face, and did not speak, she just stared at her.

"Wow, what a terrible look, if you dare to beat me, I will fight back."

Xiao Meiyan gritted her teeth and said, "What you said just now will make Madoka continue to entangle with this matter!"

"That's why you're a little boy who doesn't understand anything." Yingluo shrugged: "Time is a very mysterious thing, since the first time you backtracked, Madoka has been inseparable from this matter. You've been repeating it over and over again for a month. Although the experience is slightly different, the end result is always the same. Don't you realize the problem?"

Xiao Meiyan frowned: "What?"

"The past is unchangeable, only the future can be changed." Yingluo said: "No matter how hard you try, if you lose the courage to move forward, it will be meaningless. Sometimes, let the time move forward one second, There may be different results."

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"I don't understand, right? It doesn't matter, all you have to do is to grasp the present." Yingluo put her arms around Xiao Meiyan's shoulder, pointed at Madoka's back, and said, "Look, after my advice, is Madoka mature? A lot? Ah, now I feel like watching eagles spread their wings, full of sense of accomplishment."

"What are you talking about... don't get so close, let me go."

"Hey, it's not cute at all."

Xiao Meiyan smoothed the wrinkles on her face, glared at Ying Luo, turned her head and walked away.She came up to be alone with Xiaoyuan, and now that Xiaoyuan is gone, she doesn't want to stay on the roof to blow air.

Yingluo didn't mind either, looking at the white clouds in the sky, he murmured, "There is only the last piece of the puzzle left..."

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Chapter 34 Partners of Justice

Not only Madoka wanted to save Sayaka, even Sakura Kyoko wanted to pull her.

The former is Sayaka's friend, while the latter is Sayaka's enemy, but no matter what, people always yearn for beauty.Madoka put aside, even if Kyoko was full of ridicule towards Sayaka, laughing at Sayaka's childish dream of becoming a righteous partner, she still hoped that the other party would have a happy ending from the bottom of her heart.

Even though 99% of the world is ugly, it is the beauty of the 1% that supports people's efforts to survive.

"You, are you really regretting it? I was transformed into this body." Kyoko walked in front of her with a bag of apples in her arms, and Sayaka followed with a blank expression.I thought it was going to continue the fight last night, but Kyoko didn't seem to mean that. Instead, she walked through the woods and walked down a remote and quiet path.

"I think it's better to forget it. After all, you can do whatever you want with this kind of power. If you regret anything, it's better to avoid it." Even though Sayaka didn't answer, Kyoko said it to herself.

"Of course you said that because of yourself." Finally, Sayaka spoke in a low voice.

Although her tone was a bit aggressive, Kyoko did not get angry, but said with a smile: "Yes, yes, just treat it as self-inflicted suffering. If you decide to achieve your own wishes, of course you have to bear any consequences. You can't blame anyone. People, even regret is useless, as long as you think about it like this, doesn't it matter? People, as long as you live for yourself, that's enough."

While they were talking, the two came to a dilapidated church, Kyoko opened the door with an honest kick, and walked into this once-sacred temple recklessly.

Sayaka frowned, the church was completely dilapidated, grass grew from under the rotten floor, the squatted seats were messed up, the podium was thick with dust, and the beautiful colorful glass was broken.

"You're welcome, just sit down." Xingzi reached out and brushed off the dust on the podium and put the bag of apples on it.She looked around and laughed at herself again: "Sorry, there seems to be nowhere to sit anymore."

Sayaka asked inexplicably: "What do you want to do with me here? Even an abandoned church, it's a bit too much to do it here."

"Don't worry, I don't mean to fight today. I'm just here to talk a lot." Xingzi threw an apple to Sayaka and said with a smile, "Anyway, thank you for protecting my home. Here, please eat an apple. Bar."

Snapped!

Sayaka accurately caught the thrown apple and said in surprise, "This is... your home?"

"Sure enough, Ba Mami didn't tell you about me." Xingzi shrugged and said, "That's why I had a falling out with her. If you take my case as an example, you can avoid your mistakes, but insist on It's boring justice to avoid the so-called 'privacy'."

"You're not allowed to say that, Miss Mamei!" Sayaka frowned, threw the apple in her hand and said sharply, "Justice is never boring!"

As the apple fell to the ground, Xingzi also seemed to be an enraged tiger, she strode forward, grabbed Sayaka by the collar and lifted her directly into the air, and said coldly: "No matter what the reason is, don't waste food, otherwise ……Kill you!"

The undisguised murderous aura was surging, and even in battle, he had never felt it.Sayaka gripped Xingzi's hands painfully, but she was unable to struggle at all. It was only at this moment that she realized that the huge gap between the two was not pure force, and she had already lost a crushing defeat in terms of consciousness and will.

Kyoko's face softened and she let go of her hands.Sayaka fell from the air, knelt on the ground and kept coughing.

"You are really vulnerable now." Xingzi picked up the apple from the ground, wiped it on her clothes, and took a heavy bite.

"Here, it used to be my father's church, and naturally it is my home." Xingzi leaned against the wall and said while eating an apple: "Dad, he is too kind and too honest, every morning I cry when I read the newspaper, and I sincerely feel sad for the suffering I see."

"If you want to save the world, you must open a new era, and if you want to open a new era, you must have a new faith. Dad thinks so, so he will instill some things in the believers that are not in the doctrine, so it is a matter of course. He was abandoned by people. Not only did the believers leave, but even the church where he devoted most of his life swept him out of the house. No one would listen to Dad, and everyone regarded him as a beast. Yes, in the eyes of others, He's just a dubious new religion, no matter how right he says, how righteous he insists, the world just thinks he's an annoying guy."

"In the end, our family couldn't even eat. I had to take my sister to dig through the trash can. The shriveled apple core was our delicacy, and the moldy bread was our sacrament. Even with such a life, we But still happy. My father insists on his beliefs, and we are proud of him. I know how kind my father is and how great his ideas are. As long as people listen carefully, even for 5 minutes, they will definitely If you agree with your father's point of view, you will understand that everything he said is right! But...but no one wants to pay attention to him."

"I'm not reconciled, I can't stand the ignorance of those people. So I asked Chubby, I hope people can listen to Dad seriously."

Sayaka swallowed: "And then... what?"

"Heh." Kyoko chuckled: "The next morning, the front of Dad's church was crowded with visitors, and the number of believers also increased strongly. And I became a magical girl, fighting every night. After all No matter how correct my father's theory is, I can't destroy the witch. I am as energetic as a fool, even if I have scars all over my body. Let me and my father save this world from both light and dark aspects. !"

Xingzi took a bite of the apple, and the juice splashed on her face and slowly slipped down, but she didn't mean to wipe it.

"But later, I accidentally let my dad know about it. When he knew that so many believers were not attracted by his ideas, but gathered by the power of magic, he became extremely furious! Cursing me as a daughter, calling me a witch who deceives people's hearts... How ridiculous, it's obvious that I'm fighting the real witch every night, and it's the only one who destroys witches!"

"In the end, Dad was completely broken, addicted to alcohol, and even had a brain problem. One night, he killed his family and then committed suicide. When I came back after beheading the witch, all I saw was a church full of blood. So, my prayers ruined my family. All this was because I made a wish for someone else and made everyone unhappy as a result. Since then, I have sworn in my heart that I will never use it for others again. Magic, all power, I have to use for my own desires. Because of this, I fell out with my master Ba Mami, left Mitakihara, and went to Kazuno next door, until I learned of her death, Just came back."

Throwing away the apple core, Kyoko said with a smile: "Miracles are not free things. If you pray for hope, you will spread the same despair. Using magic for others will bring others. If you only use it for yourself, then All misfortunes will be borne by myself."

Sayaka lowered her head: "Why... why are you telling me this?"

Xingzi scratched her face: "You can also start over. Since it's a life of your own, you can do whatever you want."

"Can I understand that you are trying to solve me?" Sayaka asked, "Isn't that weird? You said that you only live for yourself, so why worry about me?"

Kyoko was silent for a while, and then said seriously: "Because you and I both started from the same mistakes, I can't do it anymore, at least I don't want you to go down the same old path as me. Before everything starts, as soon as possible Let's cut it off. Not only did you do nothing wrong, but you paid a lot. If that's the case, why don't you think about how to get some compensation back?"

Sayaka sighed, then raised her head: "I have misunderstood you in many places before, I am very sorry, and I apologize to you here. However, I don't regret making a wish for others. I think as long as I can help others, no matter what. Anytime is something worthy of affirmation. I will continue to be a righteous partner, and I will do my best to eliminate it, no matter whether it is a demon or a witch. I want to protect everyone, no matter if there is any reward, this pain is mine I will bear it until the moment I fall completely. Thank you very much today, your story has taught me a lot."

"Hey, you've already said everything, why are you still obsessed with it?"

"It's not that I'm obsessed, I just want to use this power to create beauty." Sayaka shook her head and said, "It's you, how did you get your apples? Where did your money come from?"

"This..." Kyoko was silent.

"Can't answer it?" Sayaka smiled slightly: "Everyone has different choices, I don't want to blame you, but unfortunately, I can't eat your apples. Because what is born from mistakes, even if you get it I won't be happy either."

Not just apples, but also love.Perhaps the dream emotion can be easily obtained with magic, but this is not the result of Sayaka's desire.

"You idiot!" Kyoko shouted at Sayaka's back: "We are magical girls, and there is no other kind except each other!"

"Well, I'm a magical girl and... a partner of justice!"

"stupid stupid stupid!"

Sayaka left, and Kyoko was the only one left, biting the apple and chattering.An arm stretched out and hooked on Xingzi's shoulder. Yingluo said with a smile: "It seems that you have failed in your mission. Come on, there is nothing that cannot be solved by a hot pot meal, I will treat you."