I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

That was the first sentence Phyllis said after seeing her, and this sentence also caused her to fall into doubt and confusion. If it wasn't for the 'Blessing of the Wind' that she possessed, it would have been possible to a certain extent. If she could distinguish between 'lie and deceit' in the words of others, she might even think that it was a 'prank' by Phyllis's whims.

And since then, the familiar Phyllis seems to have disappeared. The Phyllis who remains is still lively and cheerful most of the time. The girls were the same, but Crusius knew very well that those were all fakes.

Curius, who can distinguish between 'lie and false' words to a certain extent, can clearly perceive that when facing other people, everything Phyllis shows is so false, as if giving a People who didn't even know how to smile before put on heavy makeup. Whether they were crying or smiling, angry or excited, they were all just relying on the "drama" that the "heavy makeup" showed others to watch.

Of course, this doesn't mean that Phyllis has lost these feelings, it's just that compared to a glance, she doesn't express her feelings so easily, and when she is alone or alone, she will give up The 'disguise' becomes the 'real' self.

The girl who seems to have lost hope for everything in this world, is somewhat silent, a little confused, no longer has strong autonomy, and is unwilling to rely on her own independent thinking, as if she needs to rely on something to survive. .

Crusius knew the reason for all of this, that is, everything that Phyllis had experienced became the current situation, and she seemed to have no better way to do this than to be by Phyllis's side.

Originally, there was still a 'good' way, that is, if Subaru was the 'Subaru' that Ferris was familiar with, he might be able to 'heal' her to a certain extent.

However, it is a pity that Subaru was not reborn.

"Phyllis... Let's invite Subaru to stay for a while later."

Curse decided so, and her thoughts returned to the 'future' that Phyllis said...

End of this chapter

Maybe this chapter is a bit abusive?I promise that I will never be abused in the future, but there is no way to do this chapter, and I also tried my best to write less abuse.

The theme of this book is still joy, the content of this 'abuse' is only the 'past', there will be no abuse in the future, please eat it with confidence.

Chapter 124 Phyllis' 'Dependency'

From the very beginning, everything Phyllis has experienced is very different from the 'future' that Curios has experienced.

In the time period where the two of them are currently, and the 'future' or 'the past' experienced by Cirsch, Subaru met Emilia in the royal capital of Lugnica, and was loved by Ami. Ria invited back to Roswaal's mansion, and finally acted as Emilia's knight.

However, the 'past' and the 'future' that Phyllis knew were different. In Phyllis's memory, Subaru never followed Emilia to Roswaal's mansion from the beginning, and even said that Subaru was there. Whether Wangyou met Emilia or not, this is something that Ferris can't be sure of.

Phyllis just knew that, unlike this time, on the day when Subaru was supposed to meet Emilia and headed to Roswaal’s mansion the next day, there was a tragic battle in the capital, in order to arrest the well-known The assassin, the 'gut hunter' Elsa, sacrificed a large number of guards and knights, and after that, the capital also entered a state of martial law, and began to search for Elsa's trail.

But in fact, Elsa was no longer in the capital at that time. Although at the end of the battle, because of the Sword Saint Reinhardt, he joined the battle and successfully defeated Elsa, but at the end, Elsa actually Kazami was rescued by Subaru and sent out of the capital. After that, Subaru also chose to leave.

But this actually has nothing to do with Phyllis, because at that time she didn't know Subaru, and she had never heard of this person, and this matter did not seem to affect the progress of the king | election, everything was steady development towards the future.

What really changed the trajectory of Phyllis's life was a battle.A battle to hunt a monster created by a witch, a monster named 'Moby Dick', caused everything to shift.

Few people know what the ability of the beluga is, because the people who fought with the beluga, or were attacked by the beluga, are basically dead, so even if you do enough before the battle Preparations, the team of Quelsius hunting the beluga whale is still in a hard fight.

The beluga beluga is a monster that looks like a huge white whale 'swimming' in the air. It has horns on its head, terrifying red light in its eyes, and a huge pink aperture on its head. Full of dense vents and white hair.

The appearance of beluga whales is often accompanied by a wide range of fog. Although people know this and can use this feature to determine the location of beluga whales, they have another feature about fog that they don't know about.

That is, in addition to ordinary fog, Beluga can also create a 'mist of extinction' that can devour the 'existence' of living things.

It is the ability to make things that you touch disappear from this world, and to erase the memories of the disappearing objects in other people's new, and that ability just makes the 'existence' of Curius in this world disappear. .

The mission of crusade against the beluga failed, because the information about the beluga was too scarce, and the failure was a matter of course.The 'existence' of Curius has disappeared, and because of being swallowed up by the 'Mist of Destruction', there is no doubt that the 'existence' has been lost.

However, for others, they just forgot that there used to be a duke named 'Chursh Karsten' in the Kingdom of Lugnica, but for Phyllis, she really lost her life. The only 'pillar' in this world.

Phyllis's full name is Phyllis Argyle. She used to be the eldest daughter of the Argyle family, but because of the Argyle family, Phyllis's parents are both human, from the moment she was born. Even the demihuman Phyllis became the 'daughter of injustice'.

Phyllis's father suspects her mother has committed 'unrighteousness' and betrayed marriage and love.So Phyllis, who is considered the 'daughter of injustice', was locked in the basement and experienced up to 9 years of abuse.

Curiosus, who learned of this incident by chance, judged that Phyllis's mother did not have any cheating behavior with his own protection, and by investigating the family's ancestors, he concluded that Phyllis is a rare return. Ancestral phenomenon, and their ancestor was a demihuman.

Phyllis, who was rescued from the basement by Coursius, was full of reasons for her parents. Nine years of abuse made her driven by hatred to kill her parents, but this made her inadvertently seriously injured her Crusius was rescued.

In desperation, she showed her talent for healing magic. After rescuing the seriously injured Curse, she also chose to become a knight of Curse and served Curse all her life.

This is the encounter between the two, and it is also an important reason why Phyllis regards Curius as the 'pillar' of his life.

"what……"

Phyllis, who had lost his memory of Curius, should have been like everyone else, not noticing anything wrong, nor finding anything inconsistent. In fact, he did, Phyllis. Liss didn't know what he had forgotten.

However, when she forgot Korxiu, it also means that she has lost the 'sole sustenance' that can support herself and allow her to live. Completely become a 'criminal'.

Originally, if it continued like this, then she should completely commit suicide one day because of the despair in her heart, right?But before she truly committed suicide out of despair, Subaru appeared in front of her.

"I know what you have forgotten, the person who is most important to you, and I...is the 'companion' who 'inherited' that person's will."

This is what Subaru said when he appeared in front of Phyllis. He told about the first acquaintance with Cursius that Phyllis should have remembered but forgot, and told about her, Cursus, and the seat of the fourth prince of Lugnica. The acquaintance of Frieille told about the two people that he knew, and that he was the one who inherited the will of the two after the death of the two.

Phyllis had already forgotten about Curse, and even if Subaru mentioned Curse's name, he couldn't make any response, but she instinctively felt that in her memory of the fourth prince, it seemed Indeed, there should be someone else.

Subaru pulled Ferris back from the abyss of despair. Although his eyes were still empty, and although he still lost any hope for this world, Subaru still became the last and most important heart in Ferris' life. 'Reliance' on.

In order to fulfill the will of 'inheritance' as Subaru said, Ferris let go of her former friendship, and even if she was a friend who was incomparably good in the past, she could consider it as an obstacle to 'Subaru-sama' and kill it , Because, of course, friendship is important, but that 'reliance' has long been her all.

However, in fact, Ferris also gradually realized the most obvious 'loophole' in his words during his contact with Subaru...

"Your Highness and Subaru-sama... When did you meet?"

In her memory, the fourth prince named Frie and her side seemed to have someone else, but that person was not Subaru, but she had no impression and no feeling in Subaru's mouth. For the 'non-existent' of Cursius.

Then, when and where did Subaru know the long-dead fourth prince and Quelsh?

I'm afraid, I didn't know it from the beginning...

Phyllis gradually had such a realization in her heart, and she also gradually realized that the 'will' in Subaru's mouth was probably just an illusory thing that did not exist, and even the act of killing her friend for Subaru's sake, It's just a pointless 'error'.

"But, so what..."

For Phyllis at this time, whether it was the fourth prince who died long ago, or the 'pillar' who used to be her, but he has long forgotten it, and even if he hears the other party's name and his past, he can't feel the same way. 'Church, is actually not that important anymore.

"I will always follow Subaru-sama and remove 'obstacles' for the 'future' he expects..."

For Phyllis, all she needs is a support, a support to keep her alive, to support her, to make her existence meaningful, and nothing else is needed.' foreign objects'.

And Subaru is her current support.

She had already died of everything, her heart was full of emptiness, she no longer had any expectations for everything that existed in this world, and the desperate and worthless 'heart of death' had someone who could continue to rely on it again. That's enough, just like that, the girl named Phyllis is enough.

Subaru's smile, gently stroking her hair and ears, compliments after she completed the task, and occasional hugs, just these, have already allowed her to feel a trace of peace in this world, enough to make her feel at ease. She can continue to live.

So, what if you guessed the truth of everything?What if he knew about Subaru's deception?She no longer cares about these things. After the 'emptiness' appeared in her heart, she no longer cares about the so-called deceit and lies. All she needs is just a 'reason' to keep her there. .

And for that 'reason', even if it is to face death, she can accept it calmly.

However, after her death, she ushered in a new life called 'rebirth', and she truly remembered everything she had 'forgotten'.

But even if she remembers all that, everything she has experienced will not disappear. All those experiences and feelings are not fake, they all existed in the past. No matter how much she cares about Kurossi now, she doesn't care about it. Can't 'forget' that other 'dependency' that is extremely important to her.

That man named Nayuki Subaru...

End of this chapter

There are still two chapters left, and the part of Phyllis is basically finished, so it should be the capital chapter after that.

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Chapter 125 Ram Helps You Dress Up

"It's already morning, get up quickly, Balus!"

Early in the morning, Ram came to Subaru's room, neatly removed the quilt covering Subaru's body, and woke up the sleeping Subaru.And because of the previous incident of being seen, Subaru had already changed his habit of sleeping naked, so even if Ram lifted the quilt, what was revealed was not naked, but wearing underwear.

Well, for a girl, there should be no difference between wearing panties and being naked. After all, Ram had actually observed Subaru's place, how exaggerated it was.

"Ugh... yes, Ram?"

Opening his eyes, Subaru seemed to have not woken up yet, and his voice was a little feeble, confirming that he woke him up.

"What's the matter, is there something wrong with Ram? Or do you think other people are better than me?"

"I didn't say that..."

Subaru admired Ram's behavior that he was able to express so many doubts just by relying on his own words, and if he didn't explain it clearly, the next conversation would definitely intensify, right?

After all, for Ram, using words to 'bully' him on a daily basis seems to be as necessary as checking in every day on a mobile game.

"I just think it's a little weird. After all, isn't it Petra who wakes me up most of the time recently?"

Although Ram or Rem occasionally appeared to wake him up, but basically Petra was there at that time, and now Petra is not there, and Rem is no longer, and Ram is the only one who wakes her up It's the first time I've seen such a thing.

"Sure enough, what kind of child's body does Ballus prefer more than Ram's body?"

After hearing Subaru's words, Ram ignored Subaru and started talking to himself in a low voice, but no matter how you listened to that 'low voice', it seemed to be no different from the volume of normal speech... No , it should be said that the voice is louder than when speaking normally.

"Is it really perverted?"

"So you heard this kind of thing from the part of what I said?"

Subaru shouted helplessly, and instantly snatched his quilt from Ram's hand.

"And compared to me, Ram, who is so calm even when he sees me wearing only underwear, is more like a pervert? You must know that this is the body of the opposite sex, it is almost equal to the naked body of the opposite sex!"

"...Don't be so loud, it will disturb others, Ballus."

As if choked by Subaru's words, Ram did not reply immediately, but paused for a while, and then she changed the subject.

"If you have to talk about your voice, you have a problem with your voice, Ram, especially when you just woke me up."

"Ara, do you mean Ram, my voice is too low? I know, next time I will raise the volume to wake you up." It seems that his voice is too low to wake up Subaru better. Feeling guilty, Ram said with some self-blame and some seriousness.

"No! I mean your voice is too loud!"

Subaru still has enough confidence in his sleep. If it is just a normal volume, he will never wake up unless he has enough sleep, and when Petra usually wakes him up, he always needs to wake up. Reach out and push him to wake him up.

And today, Ram actually woke him up directly, and there is only one reason, that is, the sound is too loud!

"I mean if you want to wake me up in the future, please use a softer way."

"Be softer...I see."

Ram nodded, and then said seriously and seriously: "Then I won't directly call Balus you to get up in the future. Instead, I will stretch out my hand to cover your nose and mouth."

"Is this soft enough to suffocate me to death?"

Subaru sighed, then scratched his head.At this time, he had just noticed that Beatrice was not by his side. You must know that Beatrice usually wakes up with him, but today, because of Ram, Subaru, who woke up, only noticed now. Didn't find out about Beatrice.

"Speaking of which, where's Beatrice? Did you see her, Ram?"

"In the case of Beatrice, she is currently selecting books from the forbidden library."

"Choose books? What are you doing?"

"Balus, your memory is really deteriorating... Didn't you tell me last night that you are going to the capital today, and Beatrice must be with you, right? So? She's picking out books to carry around and use to pass the time when she's bored!"