I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Chapter 489 Emilia Wants to Be Like Sakura

The spring breeze caressed Emilia's cheeks through the open window. She was usually considered by all the teachers and classmates to have no shortcomings. Emilia, who can be said to be a perfect student, did not put Focus on the teacher at the blackboard.

Emilia rested her chin on her hands, and looked out of the window in a daze. The cherry blossom trees swaying in the spring breeze in the campus attracted her attention deeply like a unique scenery.

Do you like cherry blossoms?Maybe I like it.

The cherry blossoms bloom briefly, showing their best side to people's eyes, and then disappearing quickly. Even the appearance when they are dying is so beautiful, which makes people linger.

Cherry blossoms seem to enshrine people's good expectations, and they seem to be full of regrets in life. The beauty is short, but it is unforgettable.This is a place where people love cherry blossoms, but it is also a place full of regrets.

Emilia sometimes wonders whether she can bloom her most beautiful and splendid moment like a cherry blossom, so that the person she likes can see her best side, and then she will never be able to see her in this life. to forget.

If it can be done, then even if her life is fleeting like Sakura, as long as she can leave a strong mark in the heart of the person she likes, she will be satisfied.

But Emilia knew very well that she was actually very ordinary.No matter how hard you try, you can't be as gorgeous as cherry blossoms, and no matter how hard you try, you can't stand out from the crowd.

Therefore, after she knew that there were flowers of the plant cherry blossom, she looked forward to the life of cherry blossoms as if she was dreaming of dreams and wishes that could not be fulfilled.

"What's the matter, it seems that you seem to be a lot of sentimental today."

While Emilia was in a daze, a ball of paper was thrown on her table.It was a ball of paper that was thrown on Emilia's desk while the teacher on the podium was writing something on the blackboard, and the person who threw the paper ball was one of her friends she met after transferring to the school here, Yoshida Saki.

Seeing the caring inquiries on the ball of paper, Emilia turned her head to look at Saki Yoshida at the next table across the aisle.

It was a girl who looked a little ordinary, even unremarkable.His long black hair was tied into a rustic braid, and his nearsighted eyes wore thick black-rimmed glasses that could hide his face.

Yoshida Saki is usually not noticed by others and has no friends.The reason why Emilia became friends with her was also because of Subaru.

Emilia doesn't know the specific situation, but it seems that Subaru helped Yoshida Saki solve some troubles, so they became friends naturally.And when she transferred to another school, Subaru naturally introduced Yoshida Saki to her immediately.

For Yoshida Saki's concern, Emilia felt a warmth in her heart.But at the same time, she was also a little confused.Because she also didn't know why she seemed a little sentimental.

After replying on the note that maybe she didn't have a good rest, Emilia turned her attention to the teacher in front of the classroom, but her heart was still not on the work that students should do well .

Because, Emilia was wondering.

After Yoshida Saki's questioning, Emilia noticed that she was in a strange state today.I can't get in my studies, I don't remember what the teacher said before, and I even think that it would be nice if I could be like a cherry blossom, so there are some strange things.

Obviously, her current life is already very good. Although it is plain and ordinary, she has few but deep-rooted friends, and a lover who likes her and also likes her, and she has already lived together.

You don't need to work hard to express yourself, and you don't need to bloom briefly like cherry blossoms.No matter how ordinary I am, the person I like can still find a beautiful side in himself.

There is no setback and smooth sailing relationship, and her friends are full of praise for her relationship with Subaru.If she continued to live as usual, she would marry Subaru when she graduated from high school, and the two would become an enviable college couple.

Don't you think it's too early to ask for a child, after all, the two of them still have studies to complete.You can wait until you graduate from university and your job is stable before thinking about your children.

Emilia is very responsible and doesn't want her children to lead a bad life because of her impulsiveness.And Emilia also believed, and Subaru thought so too.

But... I am very satisfied with my current life and my vision for the future, and I don't have the slightest complaint, so why am I so sentimental?

"Subaru, he should still be waiting for me..."

Emilia whispered to herself, but suddenly froze.Why would you say such a thing?Why did it feel like Subaru was waiting for him?

Now is the time for class, Subaru should be in the next class while listening to the teacher's lecture in a daze.

But... why?

Emilia's complexion became a little gloomy, and an indescribable gloom gradually emerged in her heart.

It was the feeling of being tainted, the feelings she cared about, the most important thing she cared about was the feelings for her lover, the feelings for Subaru, as if she had been tainted by some kind of existence unconsciously.

With the impulse in her heart, Emilia stood up from her seat, and such a move obviously attracted the attention of teachers and classmates.

"Sorry, teacher. I'm not feeling well and I want to go to the infirmary."

Emilia asked the teacher for leave with her head down, and after getting the teacher's caring response, she left the classroom without looking back.

"...Emilia?"

Yoshida Saki seemed to want to call out to Emilia, but she didn't call out until the end, but watched Emilia leave the classroom.

However, Emilia, who left the classroom, did not go to the infirmary, but walked towards the roof.

'Pleiades……'

"Mr. Subaru..."

Every time she took a step on the stairs, Emilia called Subaru's name in her heart.It seems to be praying, and it seems to be obeying.It wasn't pure love, but something deeper, and as her steps continued to deepen, it became more intense and mixed with all emotions.

Finally, Emilia walked up to the roof, looking at the blue sky above her head, feeling the warm spring breeze around her, she slowly came to the edge of the roof.

Chapter 490 Thank you, Echidna

On the rooftop where the entire campus can be seen unobstructed, Emilia is standing on the edge and bathed in the wind.Her eyes looked at everything on campus, and also on everything outside of campus.

"It's really... a beautiful place."

There are classes in physical education on campus, and the students are jogging rhythmically under the guidance of the physical education teacher.And there are passers-by and vehicles coming and going outside the school, some are busy with work, and some are tourists who go out for fun. The calm and bustling city makes Emilia smile yearningly.

"Emilia, it's dangerous to stay in a place like this alone!"

Hearing someone calling her name behind her, Emilia turned around and looked over.

Just at the entrance of the rooftop, the iron door that she had originally closed had been pushed open again, and standing there was a girl with light pink long hair like cherry blossoms.

The girl has a face that even Emilia is somewhat envious of. Even though she is only wearing an ordinary school uniform like her, she has a princess-like temperament in her gestures.

That was a mutual friend of Emilia and Subaru's, and it was also one of the friends she met through Subaru's introduction after she came to this school.

And this friend's name is Tsukiyoshi.

"Xiao Si..."

"What's wrong?"

The girl affectionately called Xiao Si by Emilia tilted her head in confusion, as if she couldn't understand Emilia's emotions at this time.

"I always feel that, Emilia, your expression is completely different from the usual you."

Xiao Si showed a faint, comfortable and reassuring smile like a spring breeze and said: "Usually, Emilia should be carefree all the time, thinking about Subaru-kun every day. That's right."

"It's not suitable for you, Emilia, to feel heavy like now. If Subaru-kun finds out, will you think that I bullied you?"

"Subaru wouldn't think so, after all, Xiao Si, you are so gentle."

Emilia shook her head lightly, her originally heavy and complicated mood eased a little after seeing Xiao Si.

"Also, even now, I'm still thinking about Subaru."

"Really, normally, Emilia, if you think about Subaru-kun, you should smile happily like an idiot."

Xiao Si came to Emilia's side, obviously just now said that standing here is dangerous, but at this moment she is also standing in this place.

"I received a message from Saki, and I came here because I was worried about you, but it's not because I'm not feeling well."

Without looking at Emilia, Xiao Si just looked at the playground in the campus below.And her seemingly indifferent voice contained concern for Emilia.

"Is it Subaru-kun who made you angry?"

"Subaru-kun, it's hard for him to sense a girl's mood, and even if he senses it, he won't be able to respond immediately because of his own awkward thoughts."

"So, if it really has something to do with Subaru-kun, it's better to tell him directly than to wait for him to figure out the answer!"

"Anyway, you want to get married as soon as you graduate, so it's better to understand each other's sincerity before getting married."

"Get married after graduation... huh?"

Emilia hesitated for a moment, then shook her head vigorously.

"This is something that simply cannot exist..."

The world in front of her is not her world.Everything in front of you is not everything that really exists.

Emilia knew that Subaru used to live in such a world, but it was not at this moment, and she was not able to enjoy a peaceful life like this, and then embrace her own little happiness, and then wait The little girl in blossom.

"... Seeing the impossible now, don't you think about living here?"

"Xiao Si..."

Emilia looked at Xiao Si beside her. At this moment, she noticed that Xiao Si beside him, who seemed to be able to deal with everything indifferently, showed a heavy and puzzled emotion at this moment.

"If it's here, it's the world you've dreamed of, isn't it?"

"You didn't lose your 'mother,' you just moved out because you wanted to spend more time with the people you liked."

"People who have died are still alive, and those who like them also like themselves. There is no struggle, no conspiracy, and you don't even need to force yourself to work hard."

"There is no rival in love, no worries about gains and losses, and no need to worry that you will not be noticed by the person you like."

"You should expect this, you should want to live here. Because... this is your ideal 'now' and your expected 'future'."

"You're right, I do look forward to this kind of life."

Emilia nodded, but did not deny Xiao Si's remarks.

She hoped that Subaru would only love herself, that she and Subaru could live peacefully away from fighting, and that her 'mother', Fortuna, could witness her happiness.

but--

"But, Sis."

Emilia showed a free and easy smile full of confidence.

"This place does not belong to my 'world'."

"...That's really true."

Xiao Si looked at Emilia, and after confirming Emilia's inner thoughts, she showed an encouraging expression instead of being as heavy as before.

"Subaru, he kissed me."

"Not here, not this illusory world."

"Because of my hard work, he responded to my expectations. How to put it, the reason why I will continue to move forward is only because of these."

"I want to be more conspicuous, I want to be more useful, I want to be handsome, I want to be strong, I want to be gentle..."

"If I am really immersed in this world, then everything I have done so far, and everything I want to work hard for in the future, won't it become empty talk?"

"and……"

A little blush appeared on Emilia's face, and she would feel shy when talking about her inner softness with her friends.