I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

To solve the problem of the relationship between these three people, there is no way for outsiders to intervene.It's okay to mention it in an insignificant place like this, but if you actively participate in it, it is very likely that you will do bad things with good intentions.

It was up to Subaru himself to decide what to do.

"Even if you think about it, it's just my guess and yours. There must be no way to know the real situation, right?"

"It's as if you didn't think that Garfield was actually resenting his parents and the outside world at first. Sometimes there is still a subtle gap between speculation and reality."

Parker took Garfield to distance him, implying that if Subaru really wants to solve this problem, what he needs to do is to peel off all the disguises as he did when facing Garfield, even if it hurts the other party, he must face his heart Deepest thoughts do.

Although such behavior is a bit too rough, it is still a way to break the situation.What's more, the relationship between Subaru, Yukikaze and Rinko is not as hostile as Subaru and Garfield, and there will be no fighting.

"That's right, no matter how much you think about it, it's just thinking, it's useless."

Subaru sighed weakly. He felt that the difficulties he had encountered in his life were not as many as those encountered in the past few months. If he thought about it carefully, it seemed that he had no real difficulties since he traveled to this different world. Take it easy.

From the encounter with Emilia at the beginning, to the subsequent World of Warcraft incident, and then Wang | Xuan.Although I left for a while in the middle, I was busy with Yuno's "god selection game". After returning, I started the white whale annihilation battle and the sloth crusade.

If it is considered a rest time, it seems that the only ones who used the function of the chat group to squeeze out, He Xiaosi and Liuli participated in the Gion Festival.But even during that time, the memory of 'Kawagami Hikosai' kept coming to mind.

After returning, first it was the enchantment of the sanctuary, and now I realized the problem of Yukikaze and Rinko that had always existed.

"I always feel that I really can't find a free time."

It wasn't that Subaru was complaining, and it wasn't because he was feeling tired that he had lost the motivation to act.

It is a happy thing to be able to help others. It will make people feel self-blame and guilty to see those who need help face suffering and stand by. happy things everywhere.

It’s not that Subaru doesn’t ask for anything in return, it’s just that in the process of helping others, and at the end when the result is good enough to make that person smile, the feeling in his heart is like filling the missing hole in his heart. Best returns ever.

For this reason, Subaru would not lose any motivation.

However, even so, Subaru would still have something to complain about.If possible, who wouldn't want to be a useless person who eats, sleeps and plays around every day.

However, Parker had his own opinion about Subaru's complaints.

"How should I put it, it feels like the stagnant wheel of fortune is turning again."

The pyroxene that hosts Parker emits light in rhythm with Parker's voice, as if it is used to express emotions instead of expressions.

"Brother Subaru, you were just an ordinary person before you came to this world, and although Liya is not an ordinary person, after leaving the Great Forest of Ariol, most of you are only on Roswaal's side. Just go about your normal life.”

"And after meeting you, little brother Subaru, it seems that various things have started to happen one after another, as if the life that should have been peaceful and ordinary has become chaotic."

"I always feel like Parker, you seem to speak ill of me again."

"No, it's just a sigh, just like I said, it seems that from a certain moment, the wheel of destiny that was originally stagnant started to turn, pushing everyone forward without stopping, it makes people feel emotional!"

"...I really want to say that it's all Roswaal's fault."

Subaru curled his lips, although he also knew that throwing all the blame on Roswaal was not the right thing to do.

Although whether it is Elsa or Meili, or even the matter of laziness and the sanctuary has a greater or less connection with Roswaal, it is impossible for things in other worlds, things like his previous life, etc. to be related to Roswaal. Is it related to Zival?

If it is placed in a novel, then it can be said that the plot started because the protagonist appeared.But in reality, it seems that it can only be like what Parker said.

'The wheel of fate starts to turn, and it starts to move forward like a carriage'.

"Roswaal...it's like he's been cursed, he's a person who can't stop and can only move forward."

To some extent, he is also a poor person, and sooner or later he will destroy himself.Here's Parker's take on Roswaal.

In fact, Parker was not completely ignorant of Roswaal's purpose, and the reason why he never reacted was because he thought it was irrelevant to him.

It is Emilia's elf, and it only cares about Emilia's safety.The reason why he agreed with Emilia to follow Roswaal was only because he could protect Emilia and take Emilia out of the forest.

But now, Parker obviously has a better choice.So it doesn't mind treating Roswaal as an enemy, and even killing Roswaal if necessary is not difficult.

It's just that Roswaal still has value that must exist.

Chapter 461 Mine is big, bear with it

Subaru and Parker didn't continue to discuss whether Roswaal should be the blame man. It's not that the two felt that Roswaal was very pitiful, so if it wasn't his fault, don't throw it on him. Both Rem and Garfield woke up, so they interrupted the conversation of one person and one elf.

Should it be a coincidence, Rem and Garfield woke up at the same time.The first time Rem woke up, she worriedly called Subaru's name, and she didn't feel relieved until she realized that Subaru was fine.

But Jiafeier woke up and lay on the ground without any reaction.She neither wanted to stand up and continue to fight with Subaru, nor did she throw it away because the only piece of clothing she was wearing was Subaru's coat, she just lay there as if in a daze.

Rem, who noticed Garfield, of course looked at Garfield vigilantly with hostile eyes, even though Garfield seemed to have no desire to fight at all, Rem was still vigilant.

But Garfiel, who usually felt very emotional, turned a blind eye to Rem's hostility, but when Subaru approached her, she still turned her eyes away from the blue sky and focused on Subaru.

"Why, let's talk about the clothes first, I won't return them to you!"

Perhaps it was because he had calmed down during this period of being forced to sleep, although Garfiel's tone of voice towards Subaru was still filled with displeasure, but it did not have the obvious hostility before.

At the same time, of course she also realized the fact that she didn't have any strands on her body.Although she didn't notice it because of her mood before, she thinks that she is also a girl with a sense of shame and morality. If she has realized it, she will not expose her body to the opposite sex again.

Even if the opposite sex has actually seen her completely, maybe even observed her carefully when she was unconscious.

"Don't worry, I won't take the clothes back."

Subaru scratched his head in embarrassment. Although it could be regarded as force majeure, he did see all of Garfield's body.But Garfield seems to only care about the clothes covering his body, and he won't bring up the matter of looking at the light just to make fun of himself.

As for Rem, she was more wary of whether Garfiel would take the opportunity to attack Subaru than the fact that the person she liked saw other girls' bodies naked.

"Hmph, that blue-haired one, I remember you are Ram's younger sister... your name is Rem, right?"

"Don't look at me with that look. You have to know that no matter in the past or now, males have always conquered females through powerful strength, and females will also be attracted to males stronger than themselves..."

"Although I don't want to admit it, I did lose this time, and I won't continue to yell that I want to continue fighting with you just to make fun of myself."

Jia Feier didn't have the nerve to fight until he was sure that he had lost, and he didn't have the strength to continue fighting.

It is right to insist on your own ideas, and there is no problem walking on the path you think is right, but if you still choose to hit your head head-on when you encounter a dead end, then you can't be described as stupid.

"—I have to admit, you are stronger now."

Garfiel turned his head away from Subaru, with an indescribable awkwardness in his tone.But even so, both Subaru and Rem knew that she was the one who said those words to Subaru.

"That is to say, Garfield, won't you stop us?"

"Ha, I didn't say that, it's just because I can't beat you, so I can't help it."

Garfiel turned her head vigorously, but maybe it was because she moved too much and hurt the wound, she frowned slightly, and her body also exposed a little at the base of her thighs under Subaru's coat due to some unnatural movements. .

In fact, Subaru's coat was neither a windbreaker nor a coat, but a very ordinary summer coat with the youthful style of modern urban youth.

After covering Jiafeier's chest, this kind of coat can only cover the very important part between Jiafeier's thighs in front of him. It can be said that the movement of the body is a little bigger, so either the chest will be exposed or it will be The bottom is exposed.

But at this time, Garfiel obviously couldn't care so much. It's impossible to let Subaru take off his pants and let her put them on again, right?

Even if both Subaru and Rem agreed, she, Garfiel, would still have to consider whether there would be a risk of unwanted pregnancy by doing so.After all, her eyes are not frightening, and Subaru's unnatural, or too natural reaction, as she has the sensitivity of a beast, she will not fail to notice.

What Jia Feier had to admit, no matter in terms of force or other aspects, she really underestimated this man named Natsuki Subaru, in fact he was not small at all.Maybe, it would be a level that would make her feel terrified.

Of course, this is just a fact, not what Garfield is lamenting now.One of the more reasons why Garfiel didn't want to see Subaru was because of her somewhat complicated mood at the moment.

"Just now, I had a long-lost dream..."

One, a childhood dream.

Obviously, he should not have been in a coma for a long time, but it is very strange that Jia Feier seems to have relived the whole life since he was a child and has remembered it so far in a dream.

From the time I can remember, there are only my sister and grandma around me, and the only thing I have heard is that my mother left the sanctuary.Because he lived in the sanctuary, felt the oppression and restraint in the sanctuary, and the people who lived here seemed to give up on themselves, so Jia Feier could understand his mother's choice to leave.

The elder sister also chose to leave when she was still young, and Garfield also never blamed her elder sister Flandreica.Because she believes that if given the choice, no one would like to be trapped in the sanctuary for a lifetime.

Everyone wants to look forward and seek change. She also hopes that her sister can be happy.

Then, she wanted to ignore the so-called contract and take the initiative to challenge the trial, hoping to break the barrier, hoping to see the outside world with her own eyes, and see her sister and mother living happily outside.

And in the process of challenging the trial, she saw the truth that she could not accept no matter what. After leaving the sanctuary, her mother did not obtain happiness, and she even lost her happiness just after taking the first step in the pursuit of happiness. life.

The outside world took away his mother, which made Jiafeier unable to understand and accept it, and even gave up on himself for a while, felt sorry for himself, and then came up with the idea of ​​​​guarding the enchantment.

but……

"Unexpectedly, it's not that painful..."

Long-lost, about childhood, things I don’t want to think about, things I don’t want to dream about.Now that I dream about those things again, there is no such heart-piercing pain that I want to escape.

"I'm really, completely lost..."

Chapter 462 The Growth of a Coward

If it was just a simple failure, it would be fine, Jia Feier is not someone who can't afford to lose, and she will not be so arrogant that she thinks that she is the strongest in the whole world.Otherwise, she would have directly pulled Roswaal's hair and crushed it, and then smashed the witch's will that existed in the trial.

It is precisely because he knows that he is not strong enough, so Garfield has been working hard to exercise his body and hone his strength. Even if he fails once, it doesn't matter as long as he can get back up again.

However, this time is different.

Should it be said that he was woken up?No, it's really strange to say that, because Garfield doesn't think she has done anything wrong, and she is not the kind of person who would choose to give in to violence. More often, if she is faced with irresistible violence , she would bite the opponent's throat even if she tried her best.

So, should it be said that he was persuaded?It seems that there is something wrong with saying that.Subaru mercilessly ripped off his seemingly strong disguise. Whether it was the impulse to liberate the sanctuary on the surface, but the seemingly hating thoughts hidden underneath, Subaru easily tear it apart.

Such a rough behavior that even made her cry out in embarrassment, it was obviously impossible for her to really think that what Subaru said to her was correct.Compared with being right or wrong, empty talk or sincere feelings, perhaps Subaru's behavior brought her more displeasure and complaints.

Yes, not resentment or hostility.In the end, although Subaru had what Ryuzu called the "witch's smell", Garfiel didn't really care about it.She really hates that 'witch of lust', but it doesn't mean that she will irrationally implicate all those related to it.

If it wasn't for Subaru's purpose to break the barrier of the Sanctuary, if Subaru hadn't thought of leaving after coming to the Sanctuary, then maybe she wouldn't have conflicted with him.

Then, let Jia Feier lose the idea of ​​revenge, even if he is severely punished, maybe the wound on his abdomen will leave a scar, maybe the barrier of the sanctuary will be touched today.

Faced with such a situation, what made her lose the idea of ​​trying to stop him even if she tried her best, and the motivation to stand up and punch him no matter what?

Maybe, it's relief...

It has been a long time since I had a dream about my childhood. Whether it is the experience of growing up, the change of thinking, or the ending from the mother I saw during the trial, after waking up from the dream, it all came to my mind as clearly as an engraving.

But everything that made her sleepless all night, giving up on herself and even losing the motivation to continue living, now seems to be unable to cause much waves in her heart.

Indeed, there is still pain, there is indeed still confusion, and there is indeed still fear of the outside world that has taken away my mother's right to pursue happiness and her life.

But there seemed to be another kind of emotion hidden under that, another kind of emotion that she couldn't quite understand, but it kept agitating her.

Don't want to throw in the towel, want to admit, don't want to be seen as a coward who just knows how to run away.But looking back at her past now, it seems that she is just like what Subaru said, she is just a brat trying to escape the pain and throwing a temper tantrum.

"The result is still the same as when I was a child, I haven't improved at all..."

Jia Feier thought that she had grown up and had the determination and ability to protect everything around her, but now it seems that all this is just her wishful thinking?

She doesn't want the sanctuary to be liberated, and she doesn't want everyone in the sanctuary to leave. In the final analysis, she has never asked other people's opinions about these ideas, and she has never asked whether they agree with them, even Liuzi, who has always been a grandmother. own ideas.

It's just that children don't want people around them to leave them, and they just stop because of setbacks.It is said that she is constantly working hard and moving forward, but maybe she was just standing still from the beginning.