I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

The above is the place where I stayed. The inpatient department of stereotactic radiotherapy for tumors. Simply put, it is the place where cancer patients stay. They are all doing chemotherapy and radiotherapy. Two days ago, I saw one who couldn’t survive and died...

Updates will not be interrupted, but currently I sleep less than 4 hours a day, and it is really impossible to maintain 4K updates every day. I took it for granted before.

If nothing else, it should be updated tomorrow.

Chapter 407 The Future in Echidna's Eyes

(My stomach hurts so badly that I sweat so much that I can’t write anymore.)

Emilia didn't know how true Echidna's statement that a "perfect ending" could be achieved without paying any price was true. After all, her last sentence was still saying that everything was equivalent.

However, no matter whether Echidna can do what she said, Emilia knows that at least she can't do it.

Otherwise, when she was young, the Elliot Forest would not have been covered with ice and snow, and her adoptive mother, Fortuna, would not have died.And after she grows up, it will not lead Subaru to the path of self-destruction, let alone make things develop into what they are now.

As Echidna said, if she wants something, she has to pay the corresponding price.

She signed a contract with Parker at the price of forgetting the memories of the past, getting a contract elf like her father, and growing up without worries.

She wants to save everyone in the Great Forest of Ariol, at the price of becoming the king|The Chosen One becomes the king of Lugnica with the support of Roswaal, and all she can get after becoming a king is a gift from Roswaal. , to help save everyone in the Elliot Forest.

And like those in the "future" that has been experienced before, Rem's death, Ram's revenge, Subaru's transformation, her growth, everything is when you want to get something and become something, There is a price to be paid that comes naturally with action.

And at the end of the price, was the life of her beloved Subaru.

Emilia has changed. Although I feel sorry for everyone in the Great Forest of Ariol, even now that her memory has been restored, Emilia still does not save the Great Forest of Ariol as she did at the beginning. Everyone here is the first in my heart.

She just wanted to be with Subaru, everything else could be thrown away without hesitation.

"But……"

Echidna saw Emilia's thoughts, looked at her and said meaningfully: "What kind of price will you have to pay if you want to fulfill your current expectations?"

This is probably the answer that no one can know, even Echidna, because whether it is the past, the present, or the future, the man she cares about is the man named Natsuki Subaru. Men can always change the future that is written in her books.

Even everything that is happening in the sanctuary today is not a future that completely follows the records in the book, but Echidna abandoned the records of the "Book of Wisdom" and relied on her own What he knew about Subaru and the others was just the result of his own manipulation.

Therefore, regarding the current situation, when most people around Subaru have memories of a certain aspect of the "future", even Echidna herself does not know what the real future will be.

Although she can also use her own wisdom to wantonly control the direction of the future, if she really does so, then it will be no different from the previous one.

This time, er, what Echidna wanted was not that puppet-like Subaru.Although being able to monopolize everything in him is very satisfying both physically and mentally, but such a Subaru will feel boring after a long time.

She still likes this Subaru who likes to complain and resist more now.

Chapter 408 Responsibility of 'Greed' in the Past

"—Looks like it's coming."

Echidna suddenly stopped talking with Emilia, and said something incomprehensible instead.Emilia tilted her head in a strange way to Echidna's sudden words that she didn't understand.

"Don't understand?"

"I have reviewed so many boring memories of your childhood with you, so it's time to get down to business and start the trial."

"After all, I'm still a little interested in whether you can live up to the big talk you said."

"Well, I mean the interest in seeing your shamed self-killing expression."

Echidna put her eyes on the illusion of the trial, at the end of the other side of the forest path where Little Emilia, Fortuna and Joss were, there appeared a memory of Emilia The figure of a person I have never seen before.

... No, to say that she has never seen it, it is only because she has not remembered the memory of her childhood. In fact, just like the result shown in front of her eyes, he has seen that person.

──That is, a young man with a 'pure white' impression.

With white hair that is neither long nor short, it is obvious that he has no relationship with the sun, which can be said to be somewhat sickly pale skin, and even the clothes on his body are spotless white, giving people a feeling that even the 'color' can't interfere with him. A sense of morbidity under the traces.

Although the facial features are very correct, but there are no conspicuous features, they are very mediocre, and they are the type that will be submerged in the sea of ​​people and cannot be recognized.However, it is precisely this strong impression that highlights the abnormality of this person.

Ordinary facial features, the same sense of presence, can never be ignored as long as people notice it, like a 'foreign object' that is incompatible with this world.

And if Reinhardt was standing here at this moment, he would definitely be able to find out that the pure white person in front of him who makes people feel sick is the one who was transporting the body of the white whale back to the capital of Lugnica. At that time, Regulus Conias, who was in charge of 'Greed', was one of the archbishops who had been beheaded on the way.

As for Emilia, she couldn't remember the name of this hostile enemy that she only met once when she was a child.

Emilia was aware of the change in the atmosphere. The warm atmosphere between the few people who were about to go home after the spring outing had disappeared. With the appearance of Regulus Cognas, one could feel the warmth in the air. All I got was a strange feeling of discomfort.

"……You are!?"

They are not bystanders like Emilia. Fortuna and Qius can feel the discomfort and weirdness more clearly when they are the parties involved, so they subconsciously keep little Emilia at bay. Behind him, he vigilantly observed Regulus Konyas who was gradually approaching.

Regulus Conias didn't particularly care about the vigilant and scrutinizing eyes of Fortuna and Qius.Or, at least on the surface, he didn't really care about the sight the two put on him.

He just gave priority to meeting the eyes of the two and gradually approached, while stretching out his hand to scratch his white hair, he said leisurely: "When asking someone else's name, shouldn't there be a rule that you should give your own name first?"

It sounds like a very polite speech, and Regulus Cognas' tone does not contain any radical or malicious emotions, but in fact, his seemingly reasonable remarks are placed in the current situation. Under the circumstances, it is extremely unreasonable.

Without any notice, he broke into the residence of the elves without authorization. It is okay to say that he is a lost traveler, but he is obviously not that kind of character.

What's more, the elves' towns built around the 'seal' in the depths of the Elliot Forest are not places that can be reached simply by getting lost, perhaps the words of Regulus Konyas There was no malice in it, but the behavior of him appearing here, as well as the strange temperament that cannot be ignored, are enough to make people aware of the part that needs to be vigilant.

Therefore, regarding Regulus Conias's answer, Fortuna's eyes became more vigilant and cold. Neither she nor Qius planned to declare their family name. After all, the stranger who broke into their home asked their names , no one would want to answer.

Instead of answering each other's questions, Fortuna and Joss were prepared to fight at any time, and the only thing they had to worry about was little Emilia who needed to be protected behind them.

"Hmm... Although the reply just now is very old-fashioned, but only after experiencing the respondent's position first-hand, can I feel 'ah, that's how it is'... the feeling."

Regulus Conias showed no interest in Fortuna's increasingly hostile gaze.

"It's obviously the first time that we both met, and we should stand on the basis of reciprocity to get along and build a relationship from now on. Why should we be questioned unilaterally and indifferently by you?"

"Are you aware of this? Regarding the fact that you are unconsciously, mindlessly, mindlessly, and recklessly despising me—"

"—Obviously a man, you really like to talk about useless things!"

Fortuna couldn't stand Regulus Konyas' long interruption, so she interrupted him.However, such behavior irritated Regulus Conias even more.

"It's obviously a man... These remarks are really ignorant and prejudiced against men."

"In the final analysis, what kind of qualifications do you have to limit the rights that countless men, including me, should have in this world?"

"This attitude...isn't it a bit too arrogant, too rude? It despises me as an individual and my personal rights..."

Word by word, Regulus Conias responded to Fortuna's remarks and became more radical and arrogant, as if he, who was originally calm, never existed from the beginning.

And Fortuna, who was wary of such a change in Regulus Conias, subconsciously grasped the arm of little Emilia behind her, stared at him seriously and asked angrily: "Why? Enough is enough for me, don't say these overly self-indulgent words anymore! Who are you guys!?"

Having lost the patience to continue listening to that kind of unnutritious tirade, Fortuna further questioned his name.

Regarding this question, Regulus Conias gradually changed his expression.The look of being interrupted in the middle of the original sentence and the boring side face gradually changed into a sad smile──

Then, he opened his mouth and said to both the 'past' and 'now' Emilia——

"Regulus Conias is in charge of 'Greed', Archbishop of the Witch Cult."

Father's condition is not very good, no update today

At present, the consciousness is sometimes clear and sometimes not. When I am awake, it is better. When I am not clear, it is really distressing and worrying, so I don’t have time to update the novel today.

I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that these are some of the symptoms in the late stage, and it should not last long, so I need to be psychologically prepared for the worst.

The pressure is really high...

Chapter 409 Otto hates Elsa

"If you travel overnight, you should be able to reach the sanctuary in the morning."

Calculating the distance from his current location to the sanctuary, Otto also heaved a sigh of relief.

Calculating the time, Subaru and the others should have arrived in the Sanctuary not long ago, about a day or two.And judging from the situation of the sanctuary in her 'memory', nothing major should happen during this period.

However, it is not possible to completely relax because of the 'memory', after all, Otto has already deeply known that his 'memory' about the 'future' is actually not that reliable.Everything in the world will change according to the person's choice, so there is no guarantee that the situation in the sanctuary will be the same as what she remembers.

"However, Elsa, you should also know the location of the Sanctuary, why did you let me drive the car!"

Otto complained to Elsa, who was resting inside the dragon car behind her. You must know that she hadn't had a good rest no matter when she left or when she came back now, whether it is physical or mental. They are all very tired.

Although she was frightened when she met Elsa at first, after confirming that Elsa was actually a companion, she felt tired immediately after she relaxed a little.

It stands to reason that Elsa, as a companion at this time, should have chosen to take over the job of driving the dragon carriage, and then let her go back to the box to take a good rest.

But Elsa said, "Aren't you the one who does this kind of work and collects corpses?" 'This kind of outrageous reason rejected her proposal.

"Really, you really used me as a 'merchant of death'..."

If it wasn't for defeating Elsa, Otto would be really hungry and wanted to teach Elsa what is "why are flowers so red", but unfortunately the strength of the two sides is very different, although there will be no danger to life , but if there is a real fight, it will definitely suffer.

—The Merchant of Death.

That is the name she has in a certain future, but although the name sounds powerful, those who actually know it are very clear that it is just a rat in the sewer that deals with shady and dirty things That's all.

For example, providing poison to other people, planning assassinations, and disposing of corpses are just commonplace in daily work. The so-called "merchant of death" was simply garbage that was hated by everyone and could be discarded at any time before meeting Subaru.

But now Otto is not a 'merchant of death'.

It's not an excuse of 'that's just the future that hasn't happened yet'.In Otto's view, even at the current point in time, everything has not happened, or even impossible to happen, but since it is the 'past' that he has experienced, no matter what the 'past' is Whether it is the real past or the so-called future, neither can escape and stay away from.

It's just that Otto is different. Compared with Elsa and others, what she has is not a single life experience, but a large number of different life experiences mixed together.

What Elsa knew was the 'Merchant of Death' who became her and Subaru's partner.

Emilia and Ram don't know, but it does exist in their "experience", the "merchant of death" who assassinated Subaru as an assassin.

What Crusch, Anastasia, and Priscilla knew were the officials who were the Minister of the Interior of the Kingdom of Lugnica.

It even includes other memories and experiences of "future" that may be similar or different, all of which are mixed together is the present Otto.

Otto himself once thought about which one is the real self.Different experiences and futures will bring about completely different changes in people's personality. When those "memories" first appeared in his mind, he often couldn't tell who he was, and he could not control himself every day and every moment. different personalities and behaviors.

It wasn't until later that she slowly came out. Memories are just memories after all. Although there are important things in the memories that she can't ignore, the most important thing is not to indulge in the memories, but to work hard in reality.

Therefore, in Otto's view, every different Otto in memory is herself, but at the same time she is not any Otto in memory.

This idea seems very contradictory at first glance, but in fact there is no conflict at all.Because she is Otto, not a single one, but a unique Otto who gathers "all" Otto's thoughts.

"So, since you are so powerful, of course those who are able should work harder~"