I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Although it was not close at that time, the lake should not be small, and the central location should also be very deep.

Of course, Emilia didn't suddenly want to take a bath. After all, she is an elf, but if she takes a bath, she will still choose to take a bath indoors without other people. Emilia will still take a bath in a lake in a wild forest. I can't let go.

There is only one purpose for her to go to the lake, and that is——

"suicide!"

Emilia walked towards the lake in her memory with firm eyes, without any hesitation in her steps on the ground.

"I believe in Parker. Even if there is no way for him to appear for some reason, if I am in danger, Parker will definitely appear to protect me."

"Although, this is just an act of taking advantage of Parker's kindness to me...Let me just apologize first."

As long as she comes to the lake and finds a heavy stone to keep herself from floating, even if she can swim, she will definitely not be able to float up and drown because of the weight of the stone.

And Emilia believes that at that time, Parker will definitely appear to save her.

Now that Subaru is still working hard, Emilia must do something, she thinks so.

And now, it was her stepping forward, going to Subaru's side, the first step of becoming Subaru's reliance!

Chapter 383 Emilia No One Knows Death Better Than Me

Emilia knows what it feels like to die, or in other words, she should know what it feels like to face death, welcome death, and the moment of death.

After all, as someone who has personally experienced and died once, Emilia feels that she still has some say in her mentality and feelings in the face of death.

There was no fear or retreat. At that moment, before the thoughts were about to disappear, apart from the physical pain, all Emilia had was hatred and killing intent towards Ram, as well as a kind of relief. Feeling nothing.

In fact, Emilia also wanted to talk about the feeling of drowning, like being immersed in a lake and unable to float up, because the lake water poured into her body because she couldn't bear her breath, love Milia wanted to say that she also had experience and had the right to speak.

But unfortunately, in fact, Emilia does not have any experience and right to speak, let alone what it feels like to have the lake water poured into the lungs, Emilia has not even tasted the taste of the lake water.

Because, when she was standing by the lake with a stone in her arms, she just found a place that was deep even at the edge, and she could jump directly into it, and she did jump in...

...the lake is frozen.

Because of her identity as a silver-haired half-elf, Emilia has always been called a witch by others and kept at a respectful distance.And because she is a half-elf living in the great forest of Ariol known as the permafrost, she has also been called the "frozen witch".

Although the identities of a witch and a silver-haired half-elf itself represent unknown, but the word 'frozen' also represents the magic that Emilia can use to some extent.

That is, fire-type magic that condenses it into ice by changing the temperature.

However, it wasn't Emilia who froze the lake.Although Emilia also knows that people have an instinctive need to survive, that's why she chose to jump into the lake with a stone in her arms to prevent herself from swimming out of the water in unconscious survival.

But even if the desire to survive couldn't be too strong, it was impossible to skip her own consciousness and directly release magic to freeze the lake into ice, and even caused her knees to turn red.

It wasn't Emilia who froze the lake, and even counting all the companions around her who used fire magic except her, there was only one who appeared in the form of ice.

That is--

"Although I know Xiao Liya, you like Subaru very much, but it's really beyond my expectation that you can do this to this extent..."

Floating beside Emilia who was rubbing her red knee in some pain, Parker's voice was indescribably weird.

"How should I put it, should I say it's better to be jealous or angry? I also have the feeling of being unwilling to be reconciled to the type. This kind of complicated feeling really made me feel like Xiao Liya, you have also reached the rebellious stage." Got it."

"Although, this rebellious period really came a bit late.

After all, strictly speaking, Emilia is already 114 years old. In Parker's view, Emilia should be the only one who is still rebellious at this age.

"It's not the rebellious period, I just want to see Parker!"

Emilia pouted and said, "And Parker, you appeared so suddenly, I thought you wouldn't appear until after I sank to the bottom of the water."

As a result, due to a wrong judgment, my knee was injured.

"I won't let Xiao Liya get hurt a little bit, you know it's very cold at night, if you really fall into the water, then Xiao Liya, you will definitely catch a cold, right?"

Parker shook back and forth in front of Emilia's eyes, and said in a helpless tone: "As for the knee matter, it's better to punish Liya for not loving herself."

"However, although I also know that Liya, you have a deep affection for Brother Subaru, but if you see it from the perspective of other people, it will only make people creepy!"

"This kind of love mixed with other emotions seems really heavy. I'm a little worried about Subaru in the future~"

"Stop making sarcastic remarks at a time like this, Parker!"

"My feelings for Subaru are not as strange as what you said, Parker. It's just because there is really no other way, so I want to see Parker again in this way."

Emilia pouted dissatisfiedly, but then laughed happily.

"Welcome back, Parker, though."

"Ah, I'm back... It's a little strange to say that, after all, no matter before or now, I have never left Liya one step."

"Although there are various reasons why I can't talk to you, but I know everything about you, Liya, including the reason why you want to see me now."

"... Various reasons?"

Emilia looked at Parker in confusion, not understanding the various reasons Parker said.

"Ah~ There are my personal reasons for this, but there are also your problems, Liya."

"……my question?"

Emilia tilted her head strangely, but before she could continue to ask, she suddenly noticed the changes in Parker's body in front of her.

It's not that the appearance has changed. If I have to say it, it should feel like a seaside full of water has become smaller due to loss of water.

"Parker...are you a little younger than before?"

"Hey, did you notice that?"

Parker scratched his head in embarrassment, and after Emilia stretched out his hands, he landed on her palms and sat down smoothly.

"After all, it was forced out, and because I consciously wanted to break the contract, no matter whether it is the magic power that makes up the body or the skills as a spirit, there is no way to be deprived of it."

"Break the contract, what do you mean?"

There was a bad premonition in Emilia's heart, and this premonition came true in Parker's answer.

"Contracts in various aspects, among them are... between you and me, Liya, the contract between elves and elf envoys."

"When I reappeared in front of you, Xiao Liya, I had already chosen to unilaterally cancel it."

The body has become smaller, and it has become a palm that can only be placed in the palm of Emilia's hand. It is not as good as the original size. Parker put away his usual smile, and the brave man looked at Ai Milia.

At the same time, the crystal stone that Emilia had been wearing around her neck, which was Parker's usual gemstone, also cracked irreparably with a slight sound.

Chapter 384 Fortuna's Mother

What was the forgotten past that belonged to Emilia?

Now Emilia has some vague understanding.

She used to be, or it should be said that she has been living in the Great Forest of Ariol since she was sensible.

Although it is a forest, there are actually villages in the forest, and the residents living there are all elves and half-elves. It can be said that they are a group completely gathered by elves.

In this group, the relationship between everyone is very friendly, even if there is no blood relationship, they are as close as family members, and everyone is also very friendly to Emilia, not like people outside today. When she arrives, she will fear and flee.

And in this big forest, Emilia also has her own family.Although she has never met her parents since she was a child, and although she has never known the identity and appearance of her parents, Emilia still has family members by her side, that is her aunt.

Aunt Fortuna, that is Emilia's father's younger sister, has been taking care of Emilia, treating Emilia like a daughter, and working hard to make up for the absence of her parents. She creates a family atmosphere.

And Emilia also affectionately called Fortuna's mother.Even though she knew that Fortuna was not her mother, in Emilia's heart, there was no difference between Fortuna's mother and her real mother.

In other words, Mama Fortuna was her mother.

But in such a peaceful daily life, when Emilia was 12 years old, there was an uneasy change that changed everything.

Because, people who did not belong to that forest and contained malicious intent appeared in that forest.

And at that time...

"Exactly, what happened?"

Emilia can't remember, even if she has begun to recover the forgotten memories, but it can't be recovered all at once, now she can only remember some one-sided, once very happy lives in Ai Memories in the great forest of Lior.

And other...

"Fol... Mama Tuna..."

Emilia gently held the broken gem around her neck, which had completely lost its brilliance, and whispered the name of her adoptive mother in her memory.

"I actually forgot such an important thing..."

It is indeed an important thing, a very important thing, something that should not be forgotten, something about my family and my mother.

Even though there are only partial memories, Emilia can still feel the warmth from the bottom of her heart when recalling the past of living in the Great Forest of Ariol.

It was a similar but different feeling to the time with Subaru.

The same warmth, the same warmth, the same fascination, the same happiness and happiness.The difference is that the past should be more carefree, without worries, worries, pains, nothing, only the beauty that can make people's lips curl up.

"However, there is no difference between who is higher and who is lower."

Emilia lowered her head and smiled, and then focused on the broken gem that symbolized the contract between her and Parker.

"I've already remembered, really, very much, thank you...Parker."

The price of recalling the memory is the disappearance of the contract with Parker. From now on, Parker will no longer be her contract elf, and will no longer be by her side. From now on, she can only move forward alone.

"No, not alone..."

Emilia shook her head, Subaru was beside her, Rem and Ram, Beatrice and Petra, and all kinds of people existed, and they would all be by her side. By her side, she is not alone.

Taking off the necklace around her neck and putting it in the palm of her hand, Emilia felt as if she had Parker sitting in her hand.

But, in fact, Parker is no longer here, at least not here now.

In fact, the reason why Emilia forgets the past, the time she lived in the Elliot Forest before she was frozen, and the matter of Fortuna's mother, is because of the contract between her and Parker. above.

Parker became her contract elf, and there was a constraint in the contract signed by the two of them, that is, Emilia would forget the memories of the past, and everything in the past would be forgotten.

Even if she knows that she is a resident of the Elliot Forest, even if she knows that the people living there are her people, but she does not have any specific memories of living there.

And if you want to recall the memories of the past, what you need is naturally contact with the contract between each other.

Emilia didn't resent Parker for letting herself forget the past, because she knew that Parker was thinking of her.If you are anxious for the memory of the past, if you are anxious for the memory that freezes everything, if you remember...

Mother Fortuna died in front of her...

Then, at that time, she must not be able to withstand such a blow, she must have completely collapsed, she must...be no longer like herself.