I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

"Why, do you want to apologize?"

"Your words, you didn't do anything to apologize to me."

"And if it's Qing, I believe that even if he did something, there must be a reason for doing it, and I will stand by Qing's side and always support Qing."

"If you say that, my apology is even deeper..."

Subaru scratched his head in distress.

"How should I put it, it's an afternoon thing."

"What happened in the afternoon..."

Crusch murmured Subaru's words, feeling a little depressed.

"In the afternoon, I felt that Qing seemed to be very distant from me, so I was a little... a little down."

"However, as long as you don't hate me, it's fine."

Crusch didn't expect anything to make Subaru fall in love with her right now. After all, even in the future she had experienced once, the relationship between her and Subaru was not love at first sight, but a gradual contact. In the common experience, the love between men and women slowly arises.

So, for her, as long as the current Subaru could not feel uncomfortable or alienate her because he knew that she was his future wife, then she would be satisfied.

And the reason why she drank here alone at night was because of what happened in the afternoon, which made her feel like she was alienated by Subaru, and she felt depressed, so she just drank here alone.

"What I want to apologize is that please."

Subaru scratched his head in embarrassment, and said apologetically, "How should I put it, as I said just now, I don't actually hate Crusch. People find it annoying, but I think Crusch is very beautiful, so I didn't feel disgusted from the beginning."

"It's just, how should I put it... I'm a little confused."

"I also just found out about you, Crusch, from the future to this point in time."

It was Emilia first, and then Yuno, so Subaru was actually not very surprised after learning about Ram and Crusch. It can only be said that he had seen a lot, so he got used to it.

However, not being surprised is one aspect, but how to deal with it has become a difficult problem for him to face.

"After knowing the relationship between me and you, Crusch, to be honest, it would be impossible if I didn't feel excited in my heart, because Crusch, you are indeed very beautiful, and you are also very attractive to me."

"But on the other hand, in the final analysis, it can only be regarded as a 'lustful heart'. It is a bit embarrassing to say this, but it is true. This feeling cannot be called a real liking, or love."

"So, even if I want to get along well with you, I'm stuck in a situation where I don't know how to deal with it. I want to be closer, but for me, there is no basis for my relationship. I want to be unfamiliar, but I was worried that you would be lost, so..."

"I--"

Crusch interrupted Subaru, hesitated for a moment, and opened his mouth to say, "I think so too..."

"I want to be closer to Qing, but I'm worried that Qing will feel uncomfortable because of it. But if I want to get along with the stranger I just met, I'm worried that Qing will think that I actually hate Qing..."

"As a result, I don't know how to get along with Qing."

"It's just that I didn't expect Qing and I to have the same thoughts."

Having said that, Crusch smiled slightly.

"It seems that I'm thinking too much, so you feel embarrassed, Qing."

"No, I should have made things difficult for you, Crusch."

"Qing said these things, but you are too out of touch... After all, Qing also knows that I... am your wife."

"Ah... that's what I said."

Should I thank Crusch for breaking through his scruples and questioning after drinking? The relationship between the two is no longer the awkward atmosphere before. Both sides understand each other's thoughts and understand each other's intentions.

Next, no matter what happens, the two of them will be able to communicate without any burden like now.

"Speaking of which, that..."

"What's wrong, Crusch?"

Seeing Crusch's sudden hesitation again, Subaru asked a little puzzled.The two people should have already understood each other's thoughts on facing each other, and since they have broken through the initial hesitation, there will be no more unspeakable situations.

"It's just... Qing thinks, what kind of person am I?"

"Wouldn't it be strange to wear such clothes?"

Crusch had always been unsure of whether she could please Subaru like an ordinary girl, but now she asked the question she asked in the future again, and she wanted to know what Subaru was doing at this moment. Thoughts, how.

"In other words... Do you think I have the kind of charm that belongs to a girl?"

Chapter 237 Subaru's Thoughts

Does Crusch have a girlish charm?

Subaru felt that there was no need to ask, or even doubt, because there was no doubt that Crusch did have the charm that a girl should have.

Subaru said that he has a crush on Crusch, and that Crusch is very beautiful, but doesn't that mean that Crusch himself has a charm that can attract him?

However, unlike Rem or Emilia, and also different from Ram or Priscilla, Crusch has the kind of charm that ordinary girls don't have, the heroic heroine husband Such charm.

Maybe this kind of feeling will make some people feel too strong, but to be honest, Subaru doesn't hate it, and he also thinks that this is the important point that can attract him to Crusch.

If Crusch is the same as an ordinary girl, does she have any special characteristics?It is precisely because of her heroism and figure that most men cannot compare, so Crusch is Crusch, and it is precisely because of this that she is able to protect the Kingdom of Lugnica, the daughter of the Karsten family. The owner, Crusch Karsten.

Therefore, facing Crusch's question, he didn't even need to hesitate or think, he could answer this question just by thinking about it.

"Cursch, she is a charming girl!"

This was Subaru's answer.

Although I don't know why Crusch is so unconfident about his own charm, Subaru thinks that it's just Crusch's worries. If possible, he also believes that no one would reject a girl like Crusch. Love is right.

So what he needs to do is not to ask Crusch why he asked such a question, nor to explain how and where Crusch is so attractive.

He just needs to answer the most fundamental point honestly and directly, that Crusch is indeed an attractive woman, and that will be fine.All he needed to do was to use the simplest and most direct words to convince Crusch.

And after Subaru finished answering this question, the two of them fell into a brief silence again. It's not that there was nothing to talk about, but it was simply that Crusch was a little too happy in front of Subaru's answer. So I don't know what to say right now.

In the future, it should be the past for Crusch.

In the past, after Crusch and Subaru were together, even after they got married, they felt inferior to their own charms. For this reason, she was also working hard to change herself, hoping that she could be like the other girls around Subaru, Can become a little cute, can become a little coquettish, can become a little cute.

She felt that compared to other girls, she was a bit too boyish. No matter in her usual clothes or her tone of voice, she couldn't seem to find any trace of a girl. A little more than a boy.

Even after Subaru told her that she was actually attractive, Crusch couldn't be sure whether it was Subaru's thoughts that gradually changed because of her efforts to change, or whether he thought so at the beginning.

And now, she got the answer she wanted, and even though she didn't act like Rem or Emilia, Subaru still said that she was a very attractive woman, which made her feel extremely reassured and happy. hapiness.

Crusch, who was completely at ease, raised his glass and drank with Subaru. This time, she was no longer drinking alone because of depression, but was full of happiness and joy, enjoying it with her beloved. to this night.

Of course, it would be best if it was just a night for her and Subaru, but it was a pity that it wasn't a night for just the two of them, nor was it a night that no one would disturb.

because……

"Subaru-sama, I'm drinking with Crusch-sama, nya..."

Ferris returned to the villa after finishing the work assigned by Crusch. When she reached the second floor, she saw Crusch and Subaru sitting in the lobby, and made a sound in surprise.

And this voice also made Crusch and Subaru break away from the atmosphere where they were alone, and finally realized that there were actually three people living in this villa, only the third person from before. , Phyllis has not come back yet.

As a matter of fact, Felice couldn't be blamed for making a sound in surprise. Although she really hoped that Crusch and Subaru could make good progress, after all, in the afternoon, those two people still looked like they didn't know how to get along with Subaru. The way the other party communicates.

From Felice's point of view, it would take two or three days before Subaru and Crusch were able to communicate normally no matter how quickly they looked like in the afternoon, but the relationship between the two of them was already broken in just half a night when she was away. Can talk and drink intimately.

'Did Crusch-sama and Subaru-sama do those things? '

Felice thought a little strangely in her heart, as for what those things were, they were just things she and Subaru had done to make each other closer.

'However, it should be impossible, right?After all, neither Subaru-sama nor Crusch-sama seems like someone who can do those things in this situation. '

Phyllis, who couldn't figure it out, approached the round table where the two were, but she didn't ask the doubts in her heart.During the time she was with Subaru, she had gotten used to not asking questions, and even if she had doubts and puzzles, she had to suppress them in her heart instead of going to the bottom.

And now, it's the same, she's used to that way of getting along with Subaru, and she can't change that behavior, so she won't ask any questions, but will take the initiative to accept them.

"Thank you, Phyllis."

Crusch said with a smile, but he avoided the process of getting along with Subaru.After all, even if Phyllis was her close friend, her behavior of revealing her heart through her slight drunkenness and Subaru was still a bit shy and hard to say.

"Felix doesn't have any hard work here, but Crusch-sama seems to be drinking a little more than usual, so it's better to be careful."

"It's just because getting along with Qing Subaru is very pleasant."

Crusch said with a smile.

Speaking of which, Subaru's feeling towards Ferris is not like Crusch's hesitation of not knowing how to deal with it, but the reason is because he doesn't know Ferris as a matter of rebirth, let alone To be more precise, Subaru did not know that Ferris was also a reborn person.

Originally, only Anastasia knew that Felice and Crusch were reborn, and Emilia only learned about Felice yesterday.

In Subaru's conversation with Emilia last night, because he mainly talked about Subaru himself and Emilia, he didn't mention Crusch or Felice. Today Emilia hadn't mentioned Felice to Subaru when she came here.

So in Subaru's knowledge, apart from Emilia, Rem and Ram, the only remaining reborn people are Crusch, Anastasia and Priscilla.

As for why Crusch hasn't told Subaru about Felice until now, that's also Felice's own request.

She didn't want Subaru to know about her experience as a reborn person, and she didn't want Subaru to know anything.For her, although Subaru regretted not having memories with her, there was also a sense of satisfaction like gratitude in that regret.

The Subaru in her memory always seemed to be oppressed by something heavy, which made her feel that Subaru was actually very painful and very disturbed, and even made her feel the same pain deep in her heart.

And seeing the sunny and cheerful Subaru in front of her now, she doesn't want the current Subaru to know those heavy and depressing things, so instead of letting Subaru understand her better and treat her like "once", she hopes that Subaru can always Live without knowing it.

This was also the first and last thing she did on her own initiative without orders or clear intentions from her Subaru-sama, her 'master'.

After adjusting her mood, Ferris let out a sigh of panic at the fact that she was actively concealing her affairs, and looked at Subaru who was sitting across from Crusch.

"The same goes for Subaru-sama, it's better not to drink too much, meow."

"Ah, don't worry about that, I still have self-control over alcohol."

Regarding Felice's relationship, Subaru responded with a smile.He doesn't like drinking very much, the first time he drank beer was when he was with Yuno, when he drank with Miyayin.Although he learned to drink thoroughly under the pull of Miyayin, he didn't think much about alcohol.

So even though he was drinking with Crusch right now, he didn't have any desire to drink too much. If he really felt drunk, he would stop immediately.

And compared to drinking, he was more concerned about another thing when he saw Felice now.

"Speaking of which, Phyllis, you went out to work before, was it about the white whale?"

Subaru knew about the white whale. That was the reason why Emilia told him during the day that he actually wanted to go to Crusch.

Kuro is preparing supplies to fight against the Beast Moby Dick, which has been endangering the people, and the supplies are provided by Anastasia of the Hexin Chamber of Commerce.

Originally, Crusch and Anastasia were supposed to co-operate to subdue the demonic beasts, and it would be Crusch and Anastasia who would achieve this feat in the end, but Crusch offered to let He also joins in.

Moreover, when Emilia talked about this matter with him, she also mentioned that Crusch and Anastasia wanted to give most of the credit to him in this campaign against the white whale. In order to increase his influence, this also made him a little overwhelmed.