University of Vienna Falls Behind

Chapter 41 If You Don't Die

Chapter 41 If You Don't Die

Adolf is just a small microcosm of the great pain caused by war.

Anna couldn't understand Adolf's pain.

He has never been to the battlefield.

I can't understand what PTSD is about in war. I just think that if I let myself stay in a cold and damp trench full of rats, I have to be wary of war attacks at any time, and my comrades around me may become a bunch of them at any time. Minced meat, the air is filled with the smell of gunpowder and blood, and even poisonous gas.

For Anna, that might not last a day.

Such a battlefield is the place that Adolf misses the most.

It can be said that since the end of the war.

Adolf went crazy.

It's not so much that Adolf didn't come out of that war, it's better that the pain left her by the war is too deep, and this pain can only be relieved in an extreme form, and this extreme is hatred. , at first the Novemberists, then the Jews, and then the French, these were not enough, and Adolf relieved the great pain of the war by torturing himself.

Anna had not experienced Adolf's pain.

Originally, I just hoped that time would heal everything in Adolf.

At least the Adolf from a year ago was much better than the Adolf I just met.

The creation of the European Union is just around the corner.

Anna must let Adolf let go, and cannot let Adolf create the next Adolf. Such mistakes are enough.

"I'm not forcing you, Adolf, look at me, you can catch me."

Adolf questioned Anna.

"Why? Why can't you understand that the EU can't change anything! It can't bring you peace at all, only a war will bring real prosperity to Deta!"

"I don't want to argue with you, Adolf, I give you the right to choose."

"It's not a choice!"

Anna stretched out her slender fingers, slender fingers like finely carved works of art, and grasped the blade.

The sharp blade easily cut through the skin of Anna's palm.

Bright red blood flowed down the blade.

The sweet taste of blood, like the tentacles of the deep sea entangled the two.

Anna looked at Adolf.

"This is the result of the war, Adolf, is this what you want?"

"Anna!!!!!!"

Adolf roared at Anna.

Her expression was nearly distorted, blood oozing from between her teeth, and bloodshot eyes filled with scarlet eyes. She stared at Anna stubbornly, like a ghost crawling out of hell.

It's hard to imagine what she went through to become like this?

Anna just looked at Adolf calmly.

Then he slowly released his fingers holding the blade, and the bright red blood still remained on the blade.

"War and me, Adolf, choose one."

what----

Adolf opened his mouth and wanted to roar loudly, but nothing came out of his mouth.

She clenched the blade in her hand tightly.

It seems to be hovering on the edge of the abyss, unable to come out and unwilling to leave.

Tears kept streaming from the corners of her eyes.

She lowered her head, looked at the blade in her hand, and breathed heavily. No one could understand how painful it was for her.

"Anna."

Adolf looked up.

puff--

It was the sound of the blade piercing the flesh.

In the end, Adolf didn't make a choice. The sharp blade pierced into Adolf's own abdomen. She clenched her teeth and looked at Anna.

look at her loved ones.

"I abstain."

.....

In the end, Adolf had no choice.

That pain is too great.

If she didn't take revenge, she would deprive Adolf of all the meaning of her life, but she couldn't hurt Anna.

Absolutely not.

Adolph chose to die to end this pain.

Anna hugged Adolf gently.

Let her lean into his arms.

Maybe to ease Adolf's pain a little.

...

..........

call---

Adolf took a deep breath.

Awakened from a dream.

She opened her eyes and found herself in a white room, a ward.

You can also see that Anna is changing her medicine.

"I'm... not dead?"

"You can't die if you just stab yourself with a knife."

Adolf pursed his lips.

He closed his eyes helplessly.

For Adolf, her mood is very complicated. She had already planned to give up everything, but she is still alive now.

"Do you know what this is?"

Adolf opened his eyes.

I saw that Anna's hands were still wrapped with bandages, and a reagent was pinched in her slender fingers.

"what?"

"Remember when I tricked you into getting the rank of captain? That's what I had on me at the time."

Adolf remembers.

At that time, when General Lütwitz launched a coup d’etat, Adolf came back on purpose to protect Anna’s safety. I didn’t expect Anna to insist on going out. The thing is such a small bottle.

"Is it important?"

"It's so important that it could cost the lives of any of us, except me, of course."

"what exactly is it?"

"Penicillin, a broad-spectrum antibiotic, the greatest invention of the twentieth century. With it, billions of people around the world could be saved."

Adolf looked at Anna who was about to speak.

But was interrupted by Anna.

"Are you thinking of using it for war?"

Adolf turned her head away silently.

She knew it was wrong to do so.

But she couldn't stop her thinking.

Anna took back the penicillin in her hand.

"Adolf Hitler is dead."

.....

"She died on the battlefield in 1918. She was a hero of the elves and a hero of Deta. She was buried forever in the battlefield on the Western Front. Together with her comrades, the bones and blood will be returned to that land forever. ."

Adolf did not look back at Anna.

Anna continued to speak.

"I buried her most important Iron Cross First Class in the Invalides Cemetery in Berlin, and from now on there will be no Adolf Hitler in the world."

......

Adolf stretched her wrist to cover her eyes.

Tears fell from the corners of his eyes involuntarily.

She didn't want to be seen crying.

In fact, she should have died, on the battlefield in 1918, without having to return to Deta, without being betrayed, without being tortured by hatred.

Only death was the real release for Adolf.

Besides.