I, Emperor Ursus!

"Didn't Ben Gong say to eat only a little? Who told you to cook so much?"

Yesnina responded in a cold voice, only squinting at the food on the table, her expression unknowingly became colder.

"It's me, Queen Mother. I think you haven't eaten recently and you need a lot of supplements, so I specially cooked a lot of meals. I hope you can recover a little bit."

The chef explained calmly, it sounded like it was out of concern for Yesnina, but in some respects it was beyond the bottom line of a chef, trying to speculate on the mind of the empress dowager without authorization.

"Don't eat it, take it all back."

It's a pity that Yesnina didn't appreciate it. Maybe she didn't notice the chef's overstepping, or she didn't care at all. She rejected the chef's kindness without hesitation, and didn't even look at the chef.

"But Queen Mother, your body..." the chef murmured hesitantly, obviously wanting to say something else.

"Didn't I tell you to take it back!????"

But the indifferent voice suddenly became high-pitched, and Yesnina said angrily, the elegant image that was displayed before no longer exists, which is enough to show how excited the woman is.

Or they can no longer control their emotions, are extremely sensitive, and are irritable to everything and everyone.

Emotions have long since reached the verge of getting out of control, and they will be completely extreme in one step.

"Do you want to die!? You give me... Ben..."

The yelling mixed with anger stopped abruptly in the middle. When Yesnina gritted her silver teeth and looked at the chef, Yesnina's entire face became extremely astonished, and her psychological anger was instantly Nothing left.

Because in Yesnina's eyes, what she sees today is an unexpected man, who is also the last man she wants to see right now.

"Queen Mother, I haven't seen you for two days. Is your body really alright?"

It was Nicholas, wearing a chef's costume and standing in front of Yesnina, his deep black eyes closely looked at Yesnina's shrinking pupils, compared with Yesnina's astonished expression, his face was calm .

At this moment, Yesnina's beautiful golden eyes widened in an instant, her slender body trembled uncontrollably, her red lips parted for a while and she didn't say a word, maybe she didn't react for a while.

"No, Nicholas, let me explain, I, I just..."

Immediately, the look of astonishment changed at a speed visible to the naked eye and said in a low voice. Yesnina held Nicholas' arm in panic, and the words full of panic and panic did not sound like the Queen Mother's response at all. Some of the tone, on the contrary, was submissive to Nicholas, fearing that Nicholas would be unhappy and have some prejudice against him.

Everything is considered with Nicholas as the center, like endless "loyalty" to Nicholas, almost pathological.

"Don't talk, can you...? Eat first and then talk."

As a result, before Yesnina finished speaking, he put the chef's hat on the side of the bed, Nicholas sat slowly on the bed, looked into Yesnina's eyes, and took a bowl of hot water from the cart. Porridge.

"Come on, open your mouth... ah..."

Whispering softly as if feeding a child, Nicholas held a spoonful of porridge in front of Yesnina's eyes, causing Yesnina's face to be slightly startled when she saw it, and then she turned pale His cheeks were quickly stained with a blush of embarrassment.

"I, I'll do it myself..."

The woman turned her head slightly in embarrassment and said softly, looking at the spoon full of porridge handed over by Nicholas, who was close at hand, her heartbeat accelerated unintentionally. For some reason, she felt extremely shy in her heart, even though Nicholas was innocent to feed her.

"I'll come, Queen Mother."

It is a pity that Nicholas was unmoved, and said in a solemn voice with no expression on his face, as if he was giving orders to Yesnina instead of discussing with Yesnina.

"Open your mouth, ah..."

Repeating it again, Nicholas stared at the pretty blushing Yesnina, and moved the soup spoon closer to Yesnina.

"Well…"

Jesnina pursed her lips tightly and muttered. Seeing that the blush on Nikolai's face was so strong, her flustered eyes flickered and she was at a loss.

"…what."

Then, clenching her hands tightly as if making some difficult decision, Yesnina closed her eyes facing Nicholas with her blushing cheeks, her exquisite lips slightly opened, waiting for Nicholas' indoctrination, her slender Her tender body trembled and looked very disturbed.

"Hmm... hiss... um..."

At the end, with the influx of Nicholas, Yesnina's mouth was immediately filled with a hot current, and the white liquid gently wrapped around Yesnina's sensitive tongue, causing the woman to unconsciously make a weak murmur of unknown meaning , a few drops accidentally leaked out, gradually sliding down the woman's slender throat, depicting a series of clear and conspicuous curves.

"Is the taste okay? Queen Mother, I made this myself, does it match your taste~?"

Seeing that Yesnina was finally willing to drink the porridge, the corners of Nicholas's mouth involuntarily rose in contentment. He took out the handkerchief in his pocket and wiped Yesnina's moist red lips. They are filled with sincere concern for Yesnina.

He had always known that Yesnina hadn't eaten for a few days, but it was precisely because of this that Nicholas knew that he would come over to visit his queen in person.

After all, it's his aunt, isn't it?

His most important relatives.

The woman he valued.

"Yes, yes, it tastes good..."

Yesnina replied in a low voice, and subconsciously raised her hand to stroke the messy blond hair beside her ears, her cheeks were blushing like a hot boiler, and she hung her head shyly, not daring to face Nicholas directly.

The main reason is that I am not used to it. In the past, no matter what happened to Nicholas, he treated her like a "girlfriend" at most, but this kind of feeding behavior was no different from treating a girl in Yesnina's eyes. It seems that he is still inferior to Nicholas in terms of seniority.

Like... Nikolai's sister?

Sister, my sister is pretty good too, she can touch and kiss her, but my aunt is much more troublesome, even touching her...

No, what is she thinking!Why do you want to be Nicholas' sister, hasn't she always belonged to my sister-in-law!Why did this idea suddenly appear! ?

But, but she also wants to hug Nicholas, kiss on the face and so on. The status of sister-in-law is really not very convenient. Maybe Nicholas will have an opinion, but the younger sister will be fine.

Just like Chuxue, Bitter Winter, Gumi and Truth...

Her... daughters-in-law as well.

Hugs and kisses.

kiss…

"So, have you recovered? Empress Dowager, you still don't want to see me, or continue to be bored in this room?"

So, straight to the point with Yesnina, Nicholas's whispered question to Yesnina brought Yesnina's trance thoughts back to her senses instantly.

"Or, Empress Dowager, do you think this will make me happy? Because of me, I've been depressed all day long, and every day's political affairs are now all on me, so that I don't have time to go out every day?"

The words that followed made Yesenina tremble all over, and she looked at Nicholas in a panic, her lips fluttered and wanted to say something, but she lowered her eyes sadly, Yesenina always had nothing to say. Did not say, quietly maintained silence.

"Sorry…"

It took a long time to utter these three words. Yesnina bit her bright red lower lip lightly, and her slender white fingers placed on the bed sheet suddenly moved from time to time.

"I'm not blaming you, queen mother, I just want to say that you don't need to be like this, which makes me and many people worry about you all the time." Nicholas shook his head with a light breath, and the steady tone of his words seemed a little helpless.

"I know you did this because of my injury, but Queen Mother, have you ever thought that the root cause of my injury is all because of you, even if the time comes again, I will block the assassin's sword for you, Without hesitation."

A single sentence hit Yesnina's fragile heart, but looking directly at Yesnina's slightly widened eyes, Nicholas's expression was full of determination, and he expressed his determination, for Yesenina's sake. Snina's unique persistence.

"Don't, don't say such things, I, I don't want to hear you say that..."

Yesnina was preaching nervously, and when she heard Nicholas' oath, the grief in her heart suddenly became a little bit more. From the beginning to the end, she didn't use the title of 'my palace' to sit on an equal footing with Nicholas.

"I, I just don't know how to face you. Obviously I should protect you, but in the most dangerous time, you protected me instead. I watched you almost get hurt like a powerless woman. Nothing was done, nothing could be done..."

And the more she spoke, a cloud of mist suddenly appeared in Yesnina's eyes, she lowered her head slowly, and the woman's pretty nose lightly shrugged and let out bursts of distinct inhalation sounds. Gradually became weak, mixed with a faint cry.

"I'm sorry, Nikolay, I'm sorry..."

In the end, she kept apologizing to Nicholas. Yesnina bent over and covered her face and cried bitterly. The cry of grief resounded in the room. At this moment, the woman completely relieved Nicholas of everything. The camouflage, showing his own condemnation of himself, as well as the shame of Nicholas.

He couldn't forgive himself for not protecting Nicholas, let alone his inaction.

He obviously swore to Nicholas' mother and her sister, and he himself swore countless times, but in the end, Nicholas was in danger of his life right under his nose, almost killing Nicholas.

This was undoubtedly the biggest blow in Yesnina's life.

It is a hundred times more painful than death, tormenting Yesnina's rough heart.

Life is better than death.

"..."

Nicholas, who witnessed this scene, was naturally speechless for a while. How could he not notice what Yesnina was thinking, but he just realized that he couldn't help but feel pain in his heart, so he took a deep breath and hurriedly stabilized his impetuous mood.

Knowing that Yesnina did this for him, and it was because of him that Nicholas felt bitter and blamed himself, but there was nothing he could do.

There is no way, is there?

That's why he's bound to get hurt, not now but in the future.

The assassination, Nicholas understood, was just the beginning.

Pushing the political contradictions of Ursus to a high point, no one can turn back.

"...It's okay, Queen Mother, am I right here?"

Then, resolutely hugging Yesnina tightly in his arms, Nicholas whispered as calmly as possible, and stroked Yesnina's hair tenderly.

"So, Empress Dowager, is it okay for us to face a new life together? You stay here all the time, and I will worry about you. From now on, I will always be with you, okay? I will face everything with you in the future , bear it together."

Only words can be used to express condolences to Yesnina. Today's Nicholas can't even say the so-called promise, and realizing that the promise that cannot be fulfilled will bring more pain to Yesnina , For example, the private imitation of his microservice the day after tomorrow, and the matter of Casimir.

How could there be no danger?

But there was danger, and Nicholas knew that he was going, not only for the community of Ursus, but also for himself.

And Chu Xue, who was waiting so hard in Kjerag, Nicholas also knew that he had to do these things, and he absolutely had to do them perfectly without any mistakes.

"...Well, I listen to you..."

Yesnina echoed her voice like a thread, and she cried for a long time before she let go of Nicholas. Her voice was soft and soft, and it sounded a bit cute, and it was even more awe-inspiring when paired with the woman's pear blossom with tears. With a strong sense of protection, I really want the woman to push down and ravage her with her legs open... Ahh!Protect her in her arms so that no outsiders can touch the woman.

"The queen mother, see you tomorrow, I have political affairs to deal with tomorrow, please allow me to leave first~"

But what should be said has been said, and Yesenina's mood has stabilized. Nicholas is ready to leave the room with a warm smile on the corner of his mouth. It is getting late, and he also needs to take a proper rest. , I have to find some time tomorrow to check the situation of the civil service examination.

As for Tallulah, Nicholas is not going to tell Yesnina for the time being, Amiya is easy to explain.

Otherwise, with Yesnina's temperament, Nicholas estimated that Yesnina would kill Tallulah, no matter what the cost.

He was put in danger twice, once in Chernobog and once by an assassination attempt.

Nikolay concluded that Yesnina would not accept it.

However, just as Nikolai got up and was about to take a step, Yesnina suddenly grabbed Nikolai's wrist and forced him to stop in place.

"Nicolas..."

In the end, she whispered the name of Nicholas in a low voice. Yesnina blushed and looked at Nicholas affectionately. color.

A series of invitations were proposed one after another, which made Nicholas suddenly dumbfounded on the spot.

"Today...you're staying here overnight, can you...Nikola?"