I, Emperor Ursus!

The air, at this moment, became deadly silent.

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Chapter 265 210 Chapter [-]: Chuxue's grief and indignation

"Chuxue, you... go back to Kjerag."

As soon as Nicholas' words fell, Chuxue's pupils suddenly contracted, and she looked up at Nicholas in disbelief, her face full of astonishment.

Not only did Chuxue accidentally hear the name of her hometown, but Chuxue also heard the fact that Nicholas wanted her to go back to her hometown. From Chuxue's knowledge, had she ever thought about this possibility, thinking that she would not Maybe she will go back to her hometown again, and will live in Usas all her life as Nicholas' concubine.

The reason is very simple, because Chuxue knows clearly that Nicholas knows how lonely she lived in Kjerag and how harshly she was treated in Kjerag.

Maybe there is a factor of that man in it, but in the contact with Nicholas, she also shared her own story with Nicholas. For the man she loves, she almost told everything about herself, as long as Nicholas La thought that she would rather tell Nicholas all the secrets of the Holy Mountain, regardless of her status as a saint.

After all, it was Nicholas who experienced happiness. Even if it was a dream, she hoped that she would never wake up and be immersed in this dream forever.

Nicholas will not betray her, Chuxue firmly believed.

But now, staring blankly at Nicholas, Chuxue froze in place with her red lips slightly parted, wanting to hypnotize that what she heard just now was an illusion and could not be true.

And slowly opened the eyes that had just been closed, Nicholas was speechless for a while, and Chuxue's silver-gray eyes looked at each other, the original grief in the deep pupils was no longer there, replaced by steadfastness and seriousness.

Yes, this is not a joke, the girl's mind suddenly realized this.

"Your Majesty, what are you talking about..." Then, with the corners of her lips curled up inappropriately, Chuxue showed a sweet smile, and stretched her head to Nicholas' neck.

"Really, don't tease me at this time, Your Majesty is really annoying, don't you know that some jokes can't be made..."

Almost flattering Nicholas, he kissed his neck coquettishly and said, Chuxue’s sweet laughter didn’t sound like any tension, on the contrary, there was a kind of relaxation and comfort, like an intimate couple chatting with each other like teasing .

"Is it possible that what I have done too much recently made His Majesty unhappy? Then can I apologize to His Majesty here? I really didn't mean it, but I just like Your Majesty a little too much, because Your Majesty never takes the initiative..."

And under this cordial conversation, anyone who listened carefully could tell that Chuxue was more of a child who admitted his mistake, and her soft words were not normal communication with Nicholas at all, but a request.

"Or is your majesty thinking about the five concubines? It doesn't matter, you can marry as many as you want, I don't care, your majesty doesn't have to worry about my feelings, just follow your own ideas~"

While begging Nicholas, this lover who should be equal to him, don't let him leave, the smile on his face became more and more stiff, and bright red marks gradually grew in Chuxue's tightly clenched hands, Rao Chuxue himself Did not notice.

"I will be a good boy, and I will never be naughty with His Majesty again. I swear, Your Majesty, I will be obedient. I will do whatever His Majesty says, and I will definitely not have any complaints against Your Majesty..."

From the beginning to the end...he didn't look up at Nicholas, as if he was a humble existence, and acted according to Nicholas' wishes.

Although, as a concubine, she is humble.

There has never been equality.

It is nothing more than that the two parties inadvertently forgot this fact.

No matter the status.

Still responsibility.

"Your Majesty, I..."

Immediately, just when Chuxue wanted to say something, Nicholas pushed Chuxue away a little bit, and forcefully pressed Chuxue's shoulders to force him to face him squarely.

"Stop talking to me like that, Chuxue."

Said softly, the twinkling eyes showed a trace of unbearable and grief, Nicholas and Chuxue looked at each other with a serious face, the arm holding Chuxue was trembling faintly, as if every time he said A word is unbearable suffering.

"You must... go back to Kjerag, and you will be back tomorrow. I will arrange your itinerary, and you will leave early tomorrow morning."

A single word shattered Chuxue's only fantasy, and she didn't have any thoughts of nostalgia for Chuxue, and even the schedule was very tight, even though she knew how much Chuxue hated her hometown.

Chuxue's silver-gray pupils widened in an instant, and her entire face became incomparably dull and dazed, not knowing what she was thinking.

"why…"

So, he asked Nicholas in a murmur, and a line of hot tears flowed from Chuxue's eyes, across Chuxue's white skin, and onto Chuxue's fluttering lips.

"Why, let me go back to Kjerag?"

Asking in a thin voice, Chuxue's slender body trembled endlessly as she just stared into Nicholas' eyes.

"Why, you have to say such a thing!!!!!!"

Then, roaring loudly, Chuxue's sad voice pierced through Nicholas' eardrums, and crystal tears spewed out uncontrollably.

"You clearly know how much I don't want to go back there, you clearly said you would be with me for the rest of your life, you clearly said you would marry me, why, why did you drive me away!"

Grabbing Nicholas' collar and roaring, unlike the shouting full of doubts and anger, Chuxue's expression became more and more sorrowful, neither ferocious nor angry, just watching with tears streaming down his face Nicholas, his eyes were full of puzzlement.

"Don't you like me? Don't you love me? In this case, you want me to stay here, and you want me to be by your side. Isn't this a promise? What did I do wrong? You look like this, can you tell me? I can change my career, as long as you don't want me to go, I am willing to correct everything... "

She didn't want to leave Nikolai at all, or rather leave Ursas, what Chuxue didn't realize was that she had unknowingly used Nicholas' love for her as the reason for not wanting to leave, just like Using Nicholas as an excuse to avoid something.

As for what it was, the girl didn't think about it, and Nicholas didn't care about it either.

"...you know why, Chuxue."

While staring at Chuxue intently, Nicholas gave a concise answer without changing his expression.

"For your safety, I have no choice."

The reason why Chuxue wanted to leave in one sentence after another was not because she was bored with Chuxue, but because of Chuxue's sake. After the assassination incident, Nicholas knew that someone had broken the rules between power and art. If you can attack him today, then one day you will attack Chuxue, as well as Lindong, Zhenzhen and Gumi.

What he was most worried about would still happen after all. This was the reason why he was reluctant to establish a concubine in the first place. Throughout the ages, the emperor's "accidental" death is a common occurrence, including the emperor's concubine. They all live and die with the emperor.

He had actually experienced a 'death', and Nicholas didn't want Chuxue to repeat the same mistakes.

Yes, these girls have never been "kanban girls", they are real people.

He couldn't do it without going crazy when he witnessed Chuxue's own death.

Impossible to do.

"Safe?" Chuxue asked back, subconsciously blinking her eyes.

"I don't care, Your Majesty, I will protect myself. I am very strong. I know a lot of spells and I have a sacred weapon. Others cannot easily defeat me. If you don't believe me, you can test my strength yourself. It will meet your expectations and you will not be disappointed.”

Then, with a face full of surprise, Chuxue raised the corners of her lips in ecstasy, her excited look seemed to have found hope in life, full of endless persistence and sickness.

"And I'm here, Your Majesty, can't you relieve the loneliness of the Queen Mother? I will try my best to help you, Your Majesty and the Queen Mother. Although it may not be useful at the moment, please believe me, Your Majesty, I will definitely work harder. One day I can help you so that you don't have to worry about me anymore..."

As if... I was 'introducing' myself, introducing my 'advantages', introducing my 'functions', and almost 'doing anything' to stay here.

At this moment, staring at Chuxue in a daze, Nicholas looked dumbfounded. He had thought that Chuxue would cry a lot, or that Chuxue would lose his temper with him, but he never thought that Chuxue would do this. All he had to do was use direct threats to force Nicholas to submit, otherwise he treated himself as a 'commodity'.

Too dependent on him... the kind that would not be able to live without him, full of his friendship, but also full of more complicated emotions.

It's just that no matter what, this kind of "love" for him, Nicholas realized that it was absolutely unacceptable.

What he wants is not a slave who is 'attached' to him, but an independent and self-reliant person.

If he can protect Chuxue for a while, how can he protect Chuxue for the rest of his life?The one who can really protect oneself is never others, only oneself.

He dotes on Chuxue too much, and he pays attention to Chuxue all the time, which only contributed to the growth of Chuxue's wisdom, but did not promote the growth of Chuxue's mind.

A woman who can't live without a man is just a 'child' after all, once she loses the protection of a man, she will be worthless.

One day, there will be 'life is worse than death'.

After the man 'leaves' in the true sense.

"Is it okay, Your Majesty? If I do this, will you drive me away?"

Chuxue's begging voice continued, and she stared deeply at Nicholas, her hopeful eyes never deviated for a moment.

"And death is not terrible to me. For you, Your Majesty, I would rather die..."

"enough!!!!!!"

And when he heard Chuxue say this, Nicholas yelled and pushed Chuxue aside, hurriedly stood up and opened a little distance from Chuxue, and his steady breathing became completely disordered.

"Well!"

Chuxue let out a muffled snort, fell from Nicholas onto the bed at once, slowly supported her delicate body with her arms and stood up slowly, staring at the face of Nicholas who was "violent" for the first time. measures.

"Don't talk about death for me, Chuxue, do you know the feeling of death? Do you know that when people really die, the most painful thing is often not themselves but others? Don't make death so easy, I have always done it for you. If you ever thought of dying for me!"

Afterwards, he said in an angry voice with frown on his brows. Regardless of Chuxue's astonished expression, Nicholas rarely became angry.

Because, the center of Chuxue's "morbidity" is him, isn't it?

If he had noticed this earlier, it would not have been in this situation.

Take Chuxue from one 'extreme' to another 'extreme'.

Do not trust anyone, and only trust his extreme.

no difference.

"I will marry you, but not now. You have to leave from Kjerag tomorrow. When I find out who did it, I will bring you back. You don't have to worry about what freedom you will receive in Kjerag. I will send a big gift to the two patriarchs of Kjerag, asking them to relax their requirements on your life."

In the end, they showed their cards with Chuxue, and Nicholas preached with a cold face, obviously determined, even if Chuxue said nothing, he would never respond again.

"Don't stay here any longer, Chuxue, you don't have the right to choose, and I won't let you down, but the premise is that you can't be too willful, and you can get what you want."

At this moment, listening to Nicholas' words in a daze, a certain fragile string in the girl's heart broke.

"It's me who has the right to choose, not you. I will communicate with you by letter when I have time, and I will meet you in special places when I have time. But it must not be in Ursas, let alone many people. know."

Then she bowed her head slightly, the girl's slender bangs covered her expression, her slender fingers tightly clasped the sheets on the bed, tightly covering her rosy lips.

"Let's go after listening, Chuxue, you understand what I mean, I don't want to explain anything to you meaninglessly."

In the end, as soon as Nicholas finished speaking, Chuxue rushed towards Nicholas suddenly, pushed the unsuspecting Nicholas to the ground, gritted his silver teeth and looked at each other with Nicholas. Tears welled up her cheeks.

"I hate you!"

At the end, she yelled such words with tears in her eyes, and Chuxue hurriedly ran out the door, leaving Nicholas alone on the ground, looking down at the floor without saying a word for a long time.

As a result, an uncontrollable cloud of water mist emerged from the depths of the pupils, and Nicholas covered his face and cried bitterly, with a sad voice that could not be heard.

"I don't want you to leave either, idiot..."

It's a pity that the girl who just left can no longer hear her.

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On the other side, running nonstop in the palace, Chuxue's footsteps never stopped, as if there was no end and she couldn't feel tired.