Girlfriend is Fierce and Cute, Please Respect Yourself

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"You? Me? Please! We've only known each other for less than a year!"

The memory of the past ten years, what is it prepared for me?

Unless she had thought about her future boyfriend ten years ago, this reason would have made no sense at all.

"There was no such plan, but didn't you show up? Now just imagine, will you still remember today's events 50 years from now?"

"This... it should be remembered, after all, this is the first time."

It's not that I intend to dismantle Xia Tong's stage. No matter what, today is the first time I accompanied her to see grandma. Let alone 50 years, I may not be able to forget it until I die.

"Then yesterday? The day before yesterday? The day before yesterday? The day before yesterday? Can you guarantee that you will remember every day?"

"I can't..."

This is undeniable, it doesn't take 50 years at all, I should have completely forgotten about it in three months.

After all, the utilization rate of the human brain is limited, how can there be time to remember so many details?

"So with this, we'll never forget it!"

"Then what if we break up? Isn't this the root of all evil?"

Xia Tong considered the good side of the diary, but also the bad side of the diary.

just in case……

Right?If there is another conflict between me and her, isn't this diary rubbing salt on her wound?

"Ye Xi? Are you sure you want to make such a joke in front of grandma?"

"Uh...then what...slips...slips..."

It was a sunny day, obviously by the fire, but Xia Tong's eyes just now made me feel like I had walked before the gate of hell, and my back was instantly soaked in cold sweat.

"Don't say it again, I don't like it!"

After glaring at me, Xia Tong focused all her attention on the fire in front of her, her head drenched, her eyelids drooping, and her mood seemed a little down.

"I still remember the day of my grandma's birthday. I said I wish grandma a happy birthday and a long life..."

"Grandma responded to me with a smile, saying that she would definitely watch me grow up, she would definitely..."

"Xia Tong? Xia Tong? Are you okay?"

Based on what I know about Xia Tong, I can now clearly hear that her emotions are a little wrong. At the end of her words, there is a vibrato, and her emotions seem to be on the verge of collapse.

"Although there is a little "small problem" now, I can still let my grandma watch me grow up, and I will tell my life experience intact..."

Xia Tongyou raised the "little question" again, and she didn't know if she was comforting me or comforting herself. If deceiving herself can make Xia Tong easier, then let her deceive herself.

"I always believe... I believe that as long as I keep doing it, Grandma will be happy! Right?"

When Xia Tong raised her head to look at me again, a tear "slipped" out of her right eye, but the tears in her left eye were still stored in the socket.

I could see that Xia Tong wanted to laugh, she really wanted to laugh, but reality did not allow her to do so, so that now laughing and crying appeared on the same face at the same time.

"Yep!"

He kept nodding in agreement, but his hands were full of yellow confetti. There was no way to wipe her tears or hold her in his arms, so he could only clench two fists and use his knuckles to tug at the corners of her mouth, forcibly. Make her laugh.

"But now is not the time to cry, the fire is going out..."

In the end, I tapped her forehead with my knuckles. Compared to "crying", it was obvious that the diary was more important, right?

……

……

"This is my first date with you, grandma will be very interested..."

As he said that, he showed me both the photos and diary, and then threw them into the fire without hesitation.

Although it's been so long, I can swear that Xia Tong never took out her mobile phone to take pictures that day, at least I didn't see her, she was always in my sight.

If it's a candid shot, it should be only me in the frame. Even if there are two people, the distance will not be too far. After all, Xia Tong's arms are so long.

But this operation of pulling the panorama from behind is more curious than missing me. How did she do it?

At that time, the bodyguards who followed Xia Tong were nothing more than those bodyguards, but if they were bodyguards, they would not be so embarrassed when they met a thief later.

Ye Xi's unsolved mystery, let's add another one today...

"And this, this is the first time you gave me a present."

The origin of this photo is very clear to me. It was the time she gave her the necklace in Jiang Chen's office, but it can be inferred from this time that the time when she secretly put the camera in Jiang Chen's office seemed to be pushed forward again. Dot.

This photo must not be discovered by Jiang Chen, and it has burned a hundred times now, otherwise if she is discovered, Xia Tong will have to be scolded with blood.

No one wants to be watched, especially by their own sister. Even if this camera exists only for me, it will violate Jiang Chen's majesty and be a capital crime!

"This is our first time out to play..."

The photo records the trip to Suzhou. It was taken by me, Xia Tong, and Xiaoxi. The car camera was used. Jiang Chen was not in the frame because he was sitting in the front row.

Fortunately, there was no scene where she came looking for me naked. That kind of photo didn't seem appropriate for my grandmother to see. If I had a dream at night, it would blow up!

"This is the first time I see your grandparents, and today is also the first time you see my grandma. Is it a special day?"

I don't know when she took this photo. It was actually a scene of us having dinner together, and it was taken from various angles.

My grandma had only seen her once, but she recognized this daughter-in-law from the bottom of her heart. God knows how she did it? !

I only know that there are men who are masters of gal strategies, and women who are masters of gal strategies, but I have really only seen Xia Tong, such a family master.

She is obviously a lady, but she surrounds the countryside in the city and seizes the political power by arms!

My surroundings have now been completely nibbled by her. The only one who is still unclear is Dad, but it is not clear that this refers to his own thoughts.

But my dad...he has his own ideas? !

Although my mother unconditionally trusts my dad's judgment when it comes to right and wrong, this is because right and wrong usually requires rationality, and what my mother lacks is just rationality.

As for things like daughters-in-law, it is love, and love is usually emotional. My dad doesn't even express his feelings very clearly. Does he understand what emotion is?

Coupled with his "strict wife control" character, now my mother has been completely attacked by Xia Tong, even if he and Xia Tong have not met in earnest, there will definitely be no objection in their hearts.

"Then this is my first time as a cadre. If grandma finds out, she will be very surprised..."

As he spoke, he burned a lot of documents, all of which were related to the original party.

She was really afraid that she couldn't understand something. Some things were unnecessary in my opinion, but she prepared more meticulously than anyone else. Xia Tong's delicate mind was beyond my imagination.

"And the first time you protected me, the first time you took the initiative to tell the truth, the first time the Ferris wheel, the first time..."

"All of the two of us have formed the trajectory of my life for more than half a year. I want my grandma to know about this..."

One after another, diaries and photos were all thrown into the fire one after another by Xia Tong and turned into countless ashes.

I am really frightened by her now, no wonder there are so many backups of photos, she is really ready to take pictures all the time, and I have not noticed it for so long.

Xia Tong has done a lot of things for nostalgia, but now I am like a big fool, I only know how to open my mouth and watch here.

"You've done a great job, grandma will see..."

Following Xia Tong's words, she continued, but as soon as I finished speaking, her reaction far exceeded my expectations.

"No! She didn't! Grandma won't see it, it's just my wishful thinking."

A very bad premonition was brewing in my heart. How could Xia Tong say the words "wishful thinking"? The mood swings were even more violent than before...

"My grandma died, my grandma died ten years ago, no matter what happens to me, she can't see, can't hear!"

"Xia Tong!"

Now it's not a question of comfort or comfort, and if Xia Tong goes on like this, there must be trouble.

What the hell is going on? I was immersed in memories a second ago, but now I jump out of the memories on my own initiative. This is not something ordinary people can do.

"She will never call me by my name again, never smile at me again, and never wait for me to come back at home. Do you know how I felt when I watched my grandma enter the cremation furnace?"

"..."

Seeing Xia Tong's red eyes again, the words she wanted to persuade got stuck in her throat, as if she was doing nothing now no matter what she said.

"I always think she's going to wake up, she's going to wake up! I'm begging everyone, just a little bit more... just a little bit... just a little bit more..."

"But no matter how long I waited, the situation didn't change. When I saw the flames in the stove, I really realized that I...no grandma, no more..."

I can't imagine Xia Tong's current mood, but seeing her favorite grandma being sent to the cremation furnace, watching the flames ignite in the cremation furnace, maybe her character changed at that moment.

"Ye Xi, you asked me before, did you use you as a pawn? My answer was "no" at first, but now here, in front of grandma, I hope you can ask me again. "

When I asked this question, it was after the Tongquetai incident that I had doubts about my own existence for the first time, whether I was Xia Tong's sharp sword and used me to scar her father.

At that time, Xia Tong seriously denied my guess, and later refuted me by deleting the photo of my grandma, which had never happened before.

Now let me ask her again why, has her answer changed?

"Then... did you take me as a pawn?"

The curse that will never be broken

"no!"

Hearing Xia Tong's answer, the breath in my heart finally relaxed.

I'm scared... really scared...

Before asking that question, I thought that Xia Tong would completely overturn the previous set of rhetoric, making me look like a mentally retarded person, and she was playing with her.

But now it seems that I was worrying about it, and Xia Tong did another inexplicable thing that even I couldn't understand.

"Then you want me to ask you again what to do?"

Asking the same thing twice, and the answer is the same before and after, there is no point in asking again, right?

But I know better than anyone that Xia Tong is not that kind of boring person. On the contrary, she is very smart, and she is so smart that it makes people afraid. Now she is doing this for her own reasons.

Now I just need to ask the doubts in my heart and wait for her to answer for me.

"Because I have to apologize!"