Girlfriend is Fierce and Cute, Please Respect Yourself

"..."

But I clearly know the answer, but now I don't have the courage to say it.

In this world, it is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauty...

If it weren't for the accident ten years ago, if there was no Xia Tong's obsession for more than ten years, then the two parallel lines between me and Xia Tong would never have any intersection.

"Jiang Chen can't knock on her door, and I can't knock on her door, but you can easily get in..."

When I was silent, Xia Tong's mother helped me answer this question.

yes!Isn't that intuitive enough?

Xia Tong rejected everyone, including her own mother, but only did not reject me.

Every move she did, gave me the illusion that it was real emotion.

But now, Xia Tong's obsession was originally a mistake!

I can only remind myself over and over again, that's not it!that is not!

Only in this way can I stay away from the vortex of "Xia Tong", and I won't be trapped in it again, unable to extricate myself...

"Not only that, but she ate obediently, and all this was just because you came?!"

Speaking of this, Xia Tong's mother shook her head helplessly, her eyes both love and hate towards me.

As a mother, I used both grace and power for three days, but no matter how much I tried to persuade, it was useless, and I couldn't even knock on the door.

But now an outsider can solve this problem by showing his face. He must be very aggrieved, right?

"During the school year, I suddenly found out that she would laugh!"

"Do you know how long I haven't seen her smile?"

In these words of Xia Tong's mother, in addition to endless joy, there is also full of sadness. I am a high school student, and I have never experienced the feeling of being a parent, and now I naturally don't know this feeling.

But I knew very well that the moment I saw Xia Tong smiling, I thought that Xia Tong's mother should also see the hope of reconciliation between her husband and daughter.

"I found out later that it was because of you, which was incredible to me!"

"You are the only person who made Xiaotong laugh for so many years. My idea at that time was very simple, I just wanted to make this time longer, so I didn't care about you..."

This is probably just being carried away by joy.

Because of Xia Tong's smile, Xia Tong's mother was overjoyed. She didn't think about it so much at first, she just wanted to keep Xia Tong and keep this smile forever.

"When I calm down, I will send someone to watch you secretly."

"I apologize to you for this, because I'm very worried that Xiaotong will be hurt a second time when she encounters others badly!"

"fine……"

If Jiang Chen hadn't told me before, I would have been surprised now, right?

But now I can fully understand this behavior, and I have no doubts, let alone any resentment.

Xia Tong's parents really did a lot for Xia Tong, and they gave in a lot, but all the starting points were for Xia Tong's good, although there were good and bad methods!

"After a period of observation, I found that you are not a bad boy, and you have not done anything too much to Xiaotong, and Xia Shi also kept the default state, I began to believe in you..."

This is probably the reason why Xia Tong and I were able to get through the early stage smoothly, right?

But my thoughts at that time were very simple, and I didn’t think much about it at all.

I'm just an ordinary person, but Xia Tong is not!

She is as dazzling as the sun, and when I stand with her, I will only be burned to the point where there is no slag left.

But my simple idea is a weirdo in the eyes of others.

That's the daughter of the Xia family, with fair skin, beautiful appearance and a lot of gold. Now people take the initiative to embrace her, and boys are not allowed to beat gongs and drums to celebrate. How could it be possible to avoid Xia Tong like me.

But I never imagined that it would be wrong, because I was afraid to avoid it, but instead let Xia Tong's parents relax their vigilance and let Xia Tong stay by my side...

"I believe you can change her and pull her out of the shadows!"

In me, they saw the hope of changing Xia Tong. Not only did Xia Tong regard me as the "last straw", but they also regarded me as the "last straw".

"Do you remember the first time I saw you at school?"

The woman spoke for so long, her mouth was dry, she took a sip of tea and moistened her lips.

"Remember……"

How could I forget such a "terrifying" thing?

She was dragged by Xia Tong to run around the school, and she happened to be caught while holding hands.

When I knew that the woman in front of me was Xia Tong's mother, I was so frightened that I didn't even dare to move, for fear of being "chemically raped".

"After we met, I was thinking that it was your kid who kidnapped my daughter, and a sense of "disgust" came up immediately.

"When I didn't meet, I was thinking about how to greet you..."

That's why it was so cold to me in the first place, right?

I can fully understand this feeling. After all, there is also a daughter in the family, and I feel the same way about Xiaoxi myself.

It was good that I couldn't see it at first, but now I suddenly see a stinky boy "holding" my precious daughter's hand in broad daylight. I was thankful that I didn't scold me at that time.

"But later, when Jiang Chen and I were chatting, there was a sentence that made sense, which made me calm down again."

Xia Tong's mother said, and turned her eyes to Jiang Chen again, her expression thoughtful, as if she was recalling something.

At that time, I was still thinking, why did Xia Tong's mother's attitude towards me change so much in a short period of time, and I can no longer see the slightest hostility. Was it Jiang Chen who did it?

She really helped me and Xia Tong a lot from behind!

From the first time I saw her, until now, Jiang Chen has been reconciling the relationship in the middle, trying to keep the balance.

Jiang Chen also hopes that Xia Tong will return to the lively and cheerful appearance when she was a child, which is also the motivation for her to persist until now.

But now, Jiang Chen and I both know the truth, the truth that has been hidden for more than ten years. Compared to me as an outsider, Jiang Chen, who has accompanied Xia Tong for so long, is now more impacted. .

We all know that Xia Tong now has a heavy shackle on his body, but none of us have a key, and no one can unlock it.

All that everyone can do is to help Xia Tong carry it, so that the weight of this shackle cannot rest on her shoulders and crush her!

There used to be Xia Tong's parents, but now there are me and Jiang Chen!

"If I act like I don't like you, then Xiaotong won't like me either..."

"The relationship between her and her father is already like this, so I have to like you, and I have to get used to you and Xia Tong being together..."

That's what it said...

"I made one of the biggest mistakes in this matter!"

"Not only did it not find the problem, but it kept nourishing and growing!"

The woman is clenching her fist tightly, and her words are full of self-blame.

"Things have been developing in places that I didn't expect, but fortunately this time things woke me up, it's not too late!"

"She was really happy when you were with Xiaotong, but!"

When I heard the word "but", I knew that there was nothing good to do next, and it was time to tear up Lianmai, right?

"All her thoughts are on you now, all!"

Hearing this, I finally knew what Xia Tong's mother was going to say to me.

People are all selfish, they have different perspectives and see different things. I didn’t deliberately try to empathize. Naturally, I never considered this.

"That is to say, as long as you are by her side, Xiaotong will not look at other people! With her father, there will never be a chance for reconciliation!"

"Because she doesn't need the role of a father at all, she only needs you!"

"In this case, she won't spend time thinking about whether to forgive or not, she always cares about you alone!"

When I didn't show up before, Xia Tong and her father had a bad relationship, but this problem has always existed and has been exposed on the bright side.

Now I appear, Xia Tong and her father have an equally bad relationship, but this problem is hidden by Xia Tong herself.

Every day in front of me is "happy", hiding anger in the bottom of my heart, hiding under the umbrella called "Ye Xi", if you don't think about it, you will not solve it.

This is Xia Tong's self-protection measure, choosing to forget it through me instead of facing it slowly.

"If you let it go like this, maybe for the rest of your life, neither father and daughter will have any changes."

This is not about unfounded speculation, but about the fact that it will happen.

With Xia Tong's stubborn temperament, she recognized that it was her father's "dishonesty" that led to her grandmother's death.

It has been more than ten years, and there is still no sign of easing the relationship. If it continues like this, it is possible that it will be like this forever!

"From a mother's point of view, I hope you can understand everything I do!"

"My husband and daughter, they shouldn't be enemies. They need to take this problem out, face it slowly, and slowly find a way to resolve it..."

After hearing so much and knowing so many hidden secrets, I can certainly understand what a mother thinks.

She just wants to protect her relatives, whether it's her daughter or her husband, she wants to protect her by her own means!

"So this third thing... is to leave!"

Peace of mind

"This "leave"...means? "

Is it really the same as what Xia Tong said, after she can't do anything about her, are you going to use me for surgery, planning to find a breakthrough from me?

"Didn't Xiao Tong say that you are her "boyfriend"? "

It was originally just to appease Xia Tong and deceive herself, thus making up the "nominal boyfriend".

In order not to expose it, I swore that this was a secret between two people, but in the face of the facts, I had to bow my head.

This "boyfriend in name" gave me a reason to deceive myself, but in the end it was just self-deception...

No matter what I do with Xia Tong, how close the relationship is, when I hesitate to ask my original intention, I can always think of this sentence:

"Xia Tong and I are already nominal boyfriends and girlfriends, so there shouldn't be any big problems doing this, right?"

In all kinds of small things, I have hinted to myself countless times, and let Xia Tong go countless times, and I enjoy the time with her very much in my heart.