Girlfriend is Fierce and Cute, Please Respect Yourself

"Ye Xi, if I tell you my heart in advance, will you wait for me?"

"meeting!"

He answered this question without hesitation, and stared at You Lin when he spoke.

Words can deceive people but eyes can’t. Now it’s very painful for me to choose one of the three, but if it was back then, there was no difficulty in choosing one of the three.

For You Lin, I could give up Xia Tong and Fang Yiyi with all my heart, what happened to them was none of my business at that time, I was just a passerby.

"Even if Xia Tong is upside down like that?"

"Xia Tong was just a stranger at first..."

I dare to say this even in front of Xia Tong!

Facts are facts. At the beginning, I didn't have the slightest idea about Xia Tong, I just thought she was a trouble.

"Even if I die?"

"Even if you will die!"

"Then if I die, will you be with Xia Tong?"

"Won't……"

"why?"

"I should ask you this question. If I got sick and we confirmed our mutual intentions before I got sick, would you agree to Ghost's pursuit after I die?"

Some things are mutual. Although You Lin and I didn't disclose our relationship, we hold unparalleled weight in each other's hearts.

"No! To the outside world, I will say that I am Mrs. Ye, and if it is possible, I even want to get pregnant in the end, otherwise I really don't know what is the point of living."

"Then our reasons are the same, both are stupid!"

Some people may say that we should not be obsessed with the past.

Some people may say that letting go after leaving is true love.

Some people may say that it is selfish to bind a person's future with life and death.

But for the dead, this kind of true love is somewhat idealized. When letting go, the heart must be painful. I hope the other party will be happy, but I hope that the happiness is given by myself.

Because those who survived can understand each other, they will not agree. Even if they spend the next few decades alone, it doesn’t matter. Friends can be made casually, but sincerely, this life only belongs to one person. This is the promise that You Lin and I made to each other. , even if it has never been said before, she and I have never doubted that we will not betray each other, and it is useless to persuade anyone.

"Huh~~ At least I beat Xia Tong on this point, that's great!"

"Xia Tong is Xia Tong... You are you... Each has a place in my heart, and no one else can move it."

"What about Fang Yiyi?"

"..."

"Choosing one of the two is already very painful, can one of the three still hold up?"

"I'll try my best... I actually came out today to ease my mood."

I didn't expect to complain to You Lin after the showdown, but what I didn't expect was that You Lin immediately hugged her after listening.

"Don't worry, I will help you share."

"Are you kidding? How can you help me share the burden as a client? It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that what you said is really unreasonable. You can't even worry about it yourself, so stop worrying about me!"

"Then it's fine if I don't become the party involved?"

"What's the meaning?"

After I opened my mouth, I realized that my voice was inexplicably mixed with some trills. What You Lin said probably didn't mean what I thought, otherwise, what would it be different from before?

She was the one who got hurt every time, every time!

It's just that she's three days older than me, but she protects me everywhere, even though she's not as tall as me, but pretends to be her sister all day long, isn't that too "ridiculous"?

If everything can be done again, I will never have these regrets now, and I will not delay Xia Tong and Fang Yiyi, but why can't everything be done again?

Fall in love with you for a second, forget you for a lifetime

"Ye Xi, it is impossible in this world not to hurt others."

You Lin stared into my eyes and said this, I knew I couldn't refute it, and I couldn't look away an inch.

The cold wind outside the window hit the glass fiercely, You Lin whispered in my ear with a warm and soft voice with a slightly lonely look in her eyes.

"When I was in junior high school, I wanted to "protect" you, but in the end I was the one who hurt you the most.I have thought more than once, if I am given another chance, will I do the same thing..."

"Do you know?"

Eyelids drooping... In the past, You Lin would definitely answer "yes", but now I expect her to give a different answer.

"I can!"

"is it?"

Clenching his fists unconsciously, all expectations for You Lin fell through.

Obviously it has come to this time, she still wants to be brave.

She's like this... She's always like this, she's obviously older than me by three days, why does she always act like a big sister, I don't need a big sister!

"Are you disappointed?"

"No……"

"Liar!"

"..."

"Don't worry, this is just the answer I said out of my mouth. I will tell you clearly today that if you give me another chance, I will never do the same thing again. I will be a selfish person , Tie you firmly by my side! Whatever Xia Tong or Fang Yiyi, stand aside for me!"

You Lin closed her eyes as she spoke, her face was quite serene.

At this moment, two tears streaked across the corners of her eyes, and then she raised her head to look at the sky, and I shook my head to look at the sky, and the ends of my sight converged at the same place.

"That's not selfish...and I'm glad to hear you say that!"

"I'm also very happy. I finally spoke my mind. But as long as human beings exist in this world, they will inevitably hurt other people unconsciously. Not only in life, but even after death, the harm will continue to happen. If there is a relationship, the injury will appear, even if you deliberately avoid the relationship, it is difficult to guarantee that the other party will not be injured."

You Lin said seriously, but there was a smile in the corner of her eyes.

Seeing her take it for granted, I couldn't help laughing dryly. I obviously didn't want to go along with it, but I didn't want to disappoint You Lin.

This guy is so stupid...

Obviously he was the one who was injured, but now he comforts me, what is this?Is it my responsibility as a sister?

"Of course! That's what I said, but if the other party is not important at all, we will naturally not notice the harm we have caused, so the most important thing is "consciousness".It is because we cherish each other that we realize that we have hurt each other, so I am really happy that you think so, it means that we cherish each other. "

"..."

"There are many things in this world that cannot be calculated or predicted. Even if you insist on finding a perfect answer, it will continue in an infinite cycle like pi, and there will never be a day to end. But I don't think this means giving up and not getting a perfect answer. Then you should continue to think, this is not a smooth road but a path full of thorns. The reality is so cruel, cherishing a person means that you must be prepared to hurt the other party!"

At this moment, You Lin put away all the forced smiles on her face and looked at me sincerely.

After a moment of silence, she left her seat and stretched her muscles in front of me, as if to keep her from crying.

"The more you think about each other, the more things you can't get, but... we don't need to be sad about it, this is something to be proud of!"

"But isn't that hard work?"

"Yeah... very hard work!"

You Lin took a step closer, pulled her eyes to a height parallel to mine, and had a smug smile on her face.

"But this is feasible, because I have persisted in this way for three years, and I have persisted until now after returning to China. There is no way you can't do what I can do. You are Ye Xi!"

"Because you can do it, you think others can do it too. You are not only selfish but also arrogant!"

"Didn't I just say that?"

You Lin said angrily, grabbing my hair like an iron claw, I just gritted my teeth and endured it.

After a while, she suddenly relaxed, but she still put her hand on my head, she really regarded herself as a sister...

I really hate!Nausea to disgust!

"The moment is not everything, but some things can only be done in this moment, in this place!"

"what's up?"

My heartbeat gradually accelerated, and I had a premonition that fear of heights and confession were nothing compared to the next thing.

"From now on, there will be no more "choose one out of three"! "

You Lin's tone became low again, and it was much lower than before. She pressed my head, forcing me to raise my eyes to look at her, and there was a sad smile on her face.

"Okay?"

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

I understood You Lin's words very easily, but in fact, I don't want to understand more than anyone else.

"I know... If there must be one person who must suffer, I don't want that person to be you."

"I'm sorry, I can't do it! Can you stop joking?"

When I think of this, my heart starts to ache.

In the three years of junior high school, I have already let You Lin suffer alone, and it is impossible for me to let her repeat this pain in the rest of her life.

"Do you think self-sacrifice is a great thing? Have you ever considered other people's feelings when you do it every time?"

After finishing speaking, he grabbed You Lin's right hand and pressed it firmly against my chest.

"Thanks to you, it hurts here! It hurt for three years in a row when I was in junior high school, and now it's finally healed, and you want to open the wound again, knowing that we cherish each other, why do you still say such things? Xia Xiao Don't you know what Hitomi wants?"

"I know, but I have no other way out!!!"

You Lin yelled at me loudly, tears welled up in her eyes, and hit the ground like beads with a broken thread.

"This is a single-plank bridge. You, me, Xia Tong, and Fang Yiyi are all on the bridge. Now you have been caught between them. If I go further, your space will be oppressed. I don't want to embarrass you because of me." , so I can only retreat!"

"don't want……"

"Then I can only go back to Singapore, and I won't come back until the matter is over."

"Can you come back after the matter is over?!" He also yelled at You Lin: "We are not children anymore, can you stop making your own decisions like this? Why can't you ask my opinion? ?”