With a chuckle, he said that this carefree tone was not what You Lin should have. If it was Xiaoxi's idea, it would not be surprising.

After that, I walked slowly to You Lin's side. The original idea was to observe her face at a close distance without You Lin noticing, to see if she was really seriously ill, but You Lin suddenly turned her head and looked at me. , but had to make me dismiss the idea.

"Why? You scared me!"

"Have you talked with Tina?"

"Ah."

Nodding without changing her face, You Lin's face was still rosy, and she really didn't look like she was terminally ill.

But I knew that Tina couldn't lie to me, because she mentioned my mother, Uncle You and Aunt Han, and many evidences.

He also said that if I am worried, I can go and search for You Lin's package secretly, as long as I can find the medicine bottle, that should be the best evidence, and I can even have a showdown with You Lin directly, without revealing Tina's existence.

Even if none of the above possibilities work, then I can go to my mother directly. This should be regarded as my last resort. At that time, we mother and son can explain things clearly. In that case, she has no reason Those who perfuse me will not be able to perfuse me.

After all, You Lin's meaning to me is different from other people's. Now she has half a year left. If my mother still treats me as her son, then she should not lie to me, but should help me plan how to let You Lin live in this half year. Lynn has nothing to worry about.

"Then what are you talking about? Why are you talking for so long?"

"Nothing to talk about, just some miscellaneous things."

"Let's hear it... I just happened to be a little tired..."

After I finished speaking, You Lin immediately became interested.

But we all know that the current situation is no different from before, and it is impossible for me to tell You Lin, otherwise her concealment would be meaningless.

"There's nothing to say, let's go skiing too..."

Just a perfunctory sentence, how Tina will explain later is her own business, I don't have to worry about her, I just need to make sure that there are no mistakes on my side.

Didn't You Lin want to hide it from me all the time?

Okay, then I'll let her keep it a secret. I want to see how long she can keep it from me. She really thinks I have a bad temper, right? Tell everyone about this kind of thing but don't tell me.

I know that You Lin is doing it for my own good, because she doesn't want me to accept this cruel reality too early, but I just don't want to admit it. How old is she? Why does the cancer that was "cured" come back now? !

"Okay! Do you want serious skis or a snowmobile?"

"Of course it's a snowmobile, and skiing is too slow!"

After responding to You Lin, I quickly turned my gaze away, tiptoed to look at the three small black dots on the hillside in the distance, and now I am really afraid that I will cry.

The brighter You Lin's smile is, the more glaring it is in my eyes. I really want to ask her why she did this, is it okay for me to accompany her through the last journey without knowing it?

I am really grateful to Tina. Without her tip-off, when You Lin really collapsed, I would definitely regret it for the rest of my life.

There is still room for maneuver in Fang Yiyi's matter, but if you miss this matter, you will miss it, and I will have a stone in my heart for the rest of my life.

"Then you can play by yourself, just accelerator and brake, you big boy shouldn't need me to teach you?"

"No, but you have to come with me!"

He buckled the helmet that You Lin had been holding on her head, and then grabbed her wrist and forced her to the motorcycle.

"Hey! What are you doing?"

"Sit down, let's go."

I don't know what I'm doing now, but it seems that this is the only way to vent the negative emotions in my heart. I stepped and sat behind You Lin, and bound her tightly in my arms with my two arms.

"Ye Xi!!!"

Afterwards, half of You Lin's voice was blocked by the hard hat, and the remaining half was selectively ignored by me.

Now there is only the roar of the motor "rumbling" in my ears, and I feel extremely irritable. I even want to drive this motorcycle directly into the sky, and accompany You Lin to see what heaven looks like.

"Ye Xi, what's wrong with you?"

My abnormal behavior aroused You Lin's suspicion, but I didn't want her to turn her head to look at me now, because I was afraid that she would see my wet eyes through the gap of the helmet, so I could only choose to use my own helmet to lightly hit me. Click on her.

"You blocked my way..."

I also want to know what I am doing, but my brain does not support me to think about these complicated things. Now I just want to open the accelerator to the maximum and rush all the way.

If I could, I'd really like to yell out loud, Fuck you!

"Stop! Stop!"

"..."

Ignoring You Lin, she gritted her teeth in silence and directly turned the accelerator to the bottom. It is really convenient that there is no one in the ski field now. If it were the usual rampage like ours, I am afraid that the car would have overturned long ago.

"Ye Xi, I tell you to stop!"

Amidst the roar of the motor, You Lin slapped my right hand away, and the whole motorcycle shook. Fortunately, the car was heavy enough so that there was no danger of overturning.

"Don't move!"

Just when I wanted to regain control, You Lin actually blocked the handle with her body, forcing me to watch the motorcycle stop.

"Ye Xi? Are you crazy? What if the car overturned just now?"

"okay!"

After parking the car, the suppressed emotions finally came out at this moment. I knew it was unreasonable, but I just couldn't help it, and You Lin was naturally not to be outdone.

"Why are you so nervous? Do you know that it's dangerous so fast?!"

"Yes! I'm just crazy!"

He hugged You Lin into his arms, clutching her shoulders with both hands, wishing he could rub her into his body.

Can't help it, really can't help it...

Hard hat is a good thing, at least You Lin won't notice when I'm crying, but why can't I dare to cry out loud?

"Ye Xi? What's wrong with you?"

"Do not talk……"

I know that my actions now will definitely bring troubles to Tina in the future, but I also hope that Tina can understand me.

I really can't accept the reality of this nonsense, I want to extend this moment indefinitely.

……

……

"Sister Tina? Where did Miss You Lin go? Wasn't she still here before?"

After the girl got out of the car, she looked around, her small face was flushed red from being covered in the helmet, and her forehead was covered with fine sweat.

Snowmobiling is far more exciting than she thought, especially because the land here is so sparsely populated that there is no need to consider safety at all. Even if the accelerator is pulled to the end, there is no danger. It can be said to be a very enjoyable sport.

"I went skiing, and now I really don't know, this ski resort is so big~~"

"What about my brother? Why haven't I seen him since he came here?"

"I went with Linlin..."

"what?"

The girl opened her mouth wide and was a little dazed now, not turning a corner from Tina's words for a while.

What is this, sneaking away? !

"Isn't it too much? I think it's too much too. You don't even let me follow Linlin. Your brother is too beastly!"

Tina chimed in at the right time, but her attention was "casually" on the brown-haired girl beside her. Now that she heard her say such words, her expression was really not very good.

Ye Xi and Xia Tong...

Ye Xi and Fang Yiyi...

Now there is another Ye Xi and You Lin...

What is this called? Cao Sunliu robbed Han Xiandi, then didn't they all belong to the Sima family in the end, and none of the three families got cheap.

"Then what... I'll go and sit inside... you guys play first..."

"Hey! Sister Yiyi, are you not playing anymore? We just rode around, let's go to the nearby mountains for a stroll, maybe we can meet my brother and the others."

"Let's talk about it later, my hands are a little numb from the shock of the motorcycle, take it easy."

Fang Yiyi waved her hand briefly, then walked slowly towards the lounge, perhaps because of the soft snow under her feet, her steps looked a little heavy.

won't ignore you

"Okay, I've been hugging you for so long, even if you eat tofu, you should eat it well, right?"

After hugging for a long time, You Lin's voice was not as excited as before, but she patted me on the back very gently.

I know her hidden meaning is asking if I can let her go, but to be honest, I really don't want to, I want to just hold her for the rest of my life, I'm afraid that if I let go, she will suddenly disappear from my world disappeared.

There are always tears in my eyes, but I dare not let them fall, because I am afraid that You Lin will find out that I am strange.

She is a very smart girl. If she sees me like this and thinks of the conversation between Tina and me before, she may not be able to laugh in front of me in the future.

"Ye Xi, can you tell me what are you doing?"

"No reason, I just feel that you are very good by my side. Before, I took everything you did as a matter of course between us, and now I regret it~~"

I buried my whole face in You Lin's hair, I didn't have any evil thoughts about You Lin's body, the reason why I did this now was entirely because of extreme panic.

I was afraid that You Lin would disappear without a word, so I wanted to use this method to create the illusion of intimacy with You Lin. As long as I don't let go, then You Lin will not leave like she did back then.

If I don't take the initiative at this time, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to hug You Lin again in my life.

"What do you regret? The relationship between the two of us is a matter of course. Have you ever seen me like this?"

"Whether you have nothing to do with me, I used to get used to it so I didn't pay attention, but I won't in the future..."

You Lin and I don't seem to be in the same chat channel, but it's good, at least I can say what I want to say with confidence.

She always coaxes me like a child, she has indeed been by my side for the past six months, but what about after half a year?

Looking back now, I still have lingering fears. If Tina hadn’t taken the initiative to tell me today, I would have been kept in the dark by all of them, and what would be left to me in the end would only be a tombstone and a suicide note.

I really don't know how to describe my mood in words, my brain has completely given up thinking, and all actions are subconscious actions in my heart.

Every time I think that You Lin has only half a year left, I have an unrealistic feeling, and I frantically comfort myself in my heart that this is an illusion.

If I want to use an analogy, I am in the same situation as those who can't cry after the death of a loved one, not because of a hard heart, but because they really can't accept it.

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