She is So Delicious

"In the final analysis, I still blame myself. I shouldn't treat you so well..."

Jiang Lingxi tried hard to control her emotions, but the tears still couldn't stop rolling down, "I shouldn't be so active, I shouldn't treat you like this, and I shouldn't like you!"

"I should have listened to Qianqian a long time ago. I thought I really liked it. I don't need to care so much. In your eyes, is it just self-deprecation?"

She sniffed, and choked up with tears, "You said so much, but in fact it was just one sentence. I feel that I control you and interfere with you. Now even my brother has started to plan your life. You don't feel free." Yes, life has been arranged by others, and rights have been violated, right?"

Lin Tang opened his mouth and closed it again.

Although Jiang Lingxi was emotional, she obviously did not lose her mind. She wiped away her tears again, stared at him and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Lin Tang was silent for two seconds, then shook his head, "No."

Jiang Lingxi looked at him, and the two looked at each other for a few seconds. Lin Tang looked away and continued to look at the supposedly white lotus magnolia outside the car window in silence.

After a while, Jiang Lingxi said: "Then let's break up, you don't have to wait seven days, so you can be freed four days earlier."

Lin Tang turned her head, her eyes were red, and there was still mist in her eyes, but she raised her chin slightly, turned her head and looked out of the window on her side, like a proud swan who was injured and fell into the mire, becoming more and more dissatisfied. I would like to bow my head.

Lin Tang stared fixedly at her profile, which looked cold again, and became more beautiful and refined as it got colder, silent for a few seconds, and said softly: "Okay."

Jiang Lingxi turned her head, and the two looked at each other, then she turned her head again, stared ahead, and remained silent.

Then continued to be silent for a while.

Lin Tang stretched out his hand to hold the door handle and said, "I'll go first."

She looked over, she bit her lip with her snow-white and crystal-clear white teeth, her eyes were crystal-clear, as clear as autumn water, and her voice was as ice and snow, crisp and clear: "Okay."

Lin Tang was silent for another two seconds, and looked at her for the last time, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he just opened the car door silently, picked up the tissue, and then closed the door.

"boom"

The door closes softly.

Jiang Lingxi looked at the vacant seat, then lifted it up slightly, and stared at the car window for a long time, but it was only a few seconds in reality. She sniffed, wiped off with a tissue and didn't know when it rolled out. Tears, then continued to sniff and start the car.

Lin Tang turned around and watched the white Continental, which looked like ceramic texture under the sun, driving towards the gate, and walked back to the base in silence for a while.

The sun was shining behind him, and the blooming lotus magnolia was as white as snow reflecting the sun, dazzling the eyes.

No matter how smart and sensitive Jiang Lingxi is, she is just a young girl who was born into a wealthy family, was favored since she was a child, and has never been in a relationship. Her views on many things are inevitably limited by her growth environment, age, and experience. .

Similarly, this limitation naturally existed in Lin Tang.

Since they met, the progress of the two has always exceeded the progress of "normal love". Both of them are uncomfortable with this, but this discomfort is overwhelmed by the rapidly heating up feelings.

The first time they fell in love, neither of them had any consciousness or thought of stepping on the brakes, until the "meeting the parents" which far exceeded the normal progress of the relationship, once again brought out Lin Tang's long-standing heart disease: low self-esteem.

This is naturally related to Jiang Lingyue, but it is not because of the so-called vulgar "give you 500 million to leave my sister", but because of Jiang Lingyue's sincerity and enthusiasm.

Judging from the meeting, at least Jiang Lingyue really only wanted Jiang Lingxi to be happy, so she didn't have many "worldly" requirements for her to fall in love. As he said, "the character is not bad, she likes it, I like her too, that's enough."

Perhaps it was because he could see his sister's love for Lin Tang, and he could also sense Lin Tang's feelings for Jiang Lingxi. During the whole meal, Jiang Lingyue showed an attitude of hoping that his sister would grow old hand in hand for the first time in love For this reason, he took good care of Lin Tang's feelings, and made some suggestions for Lin Tang's personal future in a less straightforward way.

These suggestions make sense.

Intellectually speaking, Lin Tang agrees with this, but emotionally, he has an uncontrollable rebellious heart.

This is due to his memory of being dominated by his parents since he was a child, and it is also due to the residual instinctive reaction between him and his parents who almost "fall out completely" because of their professional career.

And most importantly, because he thought that he was "not worthy" of Jiang Lingxi, Jiang Lingyue's performance was interpreted in his eyes as "even if Jiang Lingyue is a very good brother-in-law, even if Jiang Lingyue's standard for dating his sister is' The character is not bad, she likes her and likes her, that's enough', I also think that I am just a gamer, not good enough for his sister, so I hope I can make a good life plan, and continue to move forward in the future, don't always He’s just a gamer, and he’s still playing games for his sister’s part-time job.”

This kind of thinking is naturally extreme, but from a practical point of view, it is not unreasonable.

Jiang Lingyue can accept that his sister finds such a boyfriend, but he may not accept that his sister's boyfriend has always been at this level.

Then it is not difficult to guess the attitude of Jiang's father and Jiang's mother, who is likely to have a higher vision.

The superposition of the two situations can easily make Lin Tang find himself in the situation where he was accused by his parents of "playing games can be of great value".

So, he broke the defense.

Rationality made him restrain himself from venting his anger on Jiang Lingxi, because it was not her fault, and he also worked hard to hide this mentality.

But...Jiang Lingxi seems to have this kind of "talent" that can accurately detect his subtle emotional changes.

She found out.

And think that his unhappiness is directly related to this meal.

Because she never had the idea of ​​looking down on her because of family and money, and Lin Tang's always proud image of "hard-bodied", the real reason for Lin Tang's depression was beyond her understanding, and she never thought about it Lin Tang will have this mentality.

This level of misunderstanding led to her next level of misunderstanding: "My brother is so good, treats you so well, and has done nothing wrong, why are you angry?"

This further induced her heart disease.

She once said to him "I'm not that good" in a letter, not self-effacing, but a fact, for example, in dealing with people, she is actually far less mature than she showed in front of him.

In other words, she just took everything for granted when facing him, because she was sincere.

So she doesn't care what other people think, nor does she care about the so-called rules and precautions in love, and she doesn't even care about "reservedness".

She is not as free and easy as she seems, it's not that she doesn't care about things that many girls care about, it's just that they are all buried in the sand.

Lin Tang's reaction made her feel a kind of grievance of "I had my heart towards the bright moon, but the bright moon shines on the ditch". The so-called deep responsibility of love, grievance and sadness caused her worries to become emotions, which further amplified and exploded.

The sand was lifted,