My Wife is Tim

In layman's terms, magic engraving is a magician's heirloom, which is extremely precious.

However, with the accumulation of time, the magic mark of the magic family who has gone through extraordinary years will become equivalent to a curse.

In order to keep the magician alive, the magic engraving will inject all the power, so that the magician can be separated from the realm of human beings, so that ordinary means cannot kill the magician.

Rip, rip, peel, dig hearts...

Even with these mortal wounds, the magic sigil can keep the magician alive for a while in agony.

Annan couldn't kill himself, and it was also because of the existence of the magic engraving that ordinary suicide methods could not take effect.

As for Annan's reasons for wanting to commit suicide, does that need to be said?

Of course it's because-

"Staying here...you will be lonely and want to drive people crazy!"

This is the world of imaginary numbers, a space where nothing exists.

Because nothing exists, nothing can be heard.

After all, it is impossible for sound to travel without a medium.

Same thing...

Because nothing exists, nothing can be seen.

In a world without light, the retina cannot capture any signal, and what you can see in front of you is always pitch black.

Even, because there is no concept of space and time, Annan does not know whether he is floating or falling, and whether he is trapped for a moment or forever...

Ha ha.

Nothing exists.

So, of course...

See nothing, hear nothing, touch nothing, smell nothing, taste nothing.

In a world without anything, there is no difference between a person with five senses and a dead person.

Oh no.

The situation of the dead is much better than that of Annan. At least, the dead have been sleeping forever and will not consciously experience such torture.

A person alive, but like a dead person... Is there a crueler torture in the world than this?

The whole body fell into the quagmire of nothingness, and the only thing I could feel was that the heart in my chest was still beating alone.

"This feeling... it's better to die!"

Annan's eyes were blank, and the corner of his mouth showed an expression of despair that was uglier than crying.

It is impossible for a person to live alone. It is necessary to exchange information, or to be stimulated by the outside world, in order to have a real sense of life.

This is determined by the mechanism of the human brain, and human intelligence is essentially a response to the external environment.

Psychological sensory deprivation experiments have proved that if you cannot perceive the external environment, the human mind will be damaged and have problems.

In the experiment of high deprivation perception, the longest duration of human beings did not exceed five days, and psychological problems occurred more or less after the end of the experiment.

However, judging from the somatosensory time...

Annan stayed in this ghostly place where nothing existed and nothing could be perceived for ten days!

This is just the time spent physically.

The imaginary space that does not exist but is thought to exist, and what falls into it is not bound by space or time.

The time Annan spends mentally may be even longer.

Now he is not crazy, he can be regarded as very determined.

But even so, during this long ordeal, Annan could sense that his sanity was running out.

The indescribable feeling of emptiness and loneliness seemed to drown him in a surging tide, and his heart seemed to rot away.

Annan felt like the 52-hertz whale, walking alone in the deep sea, singing a song that no one should answer.

How lonely... how deadly...

In order to resolve the loneliness in his heart, in order to relieve the palpitations of feeling nothing, Annan even wrote a million-word novel in his heart.

Unfortunately, this approach is not very useful, after all, it is just self-deception.

"Sometimes, I really envy Kaz for being able to stop thinking..."

Annan, who felt that his spirit really couldn't hold it up, sighed faintly.

He didn't know how Kaz, who was floating in the sky, stopped thinking, but if Annan stopped thinking, the sense of emptiness that he could not perceive would magnify infinitely in his heart, making people feel extremely painful...

"However, the situation of surviving is finally coming to an end, because the magic power is limited!"

Annan felt the sparse magic power remaining in the magic engraving, and a relieved expression appeared on his face.

If there is no accident, in a few hours, the magic engraving will use up the last magic power, and he will turn into an imaginary number and achieve eternal death.

"Well, this ending is not bad."

Even he himself was a little surprised. Facing the death that countless people were afraid of, Annan felt extremely calm.

Fear of death is the instinct of all creatures, and Annan is no exception.

"But, I've had enough!"

Annan hates death, but he hates being in this little dark room where nothing exists!

I can't even hear the words I said, and all I can see is the impenetrable black...

The living body can't feel anything, but the mind is still active, that is, an undead bound by the body.

It's boring, it's really boring to live like this.

Having experienced nothingness in the true sense, in Annan's eyes, it is a relief for his consciousness to fall into eternal darkness.

So, in the non-existent space, the young man slowly closed his eyes.

The magic light on the body dimmed little by little, and the body gradually disappeared from the end.

There was no blood, and no pain, so no fear was born in my heart.

In the imaginary world where life does not exist, even the way life dies is so strange and beautiful.

"Sure enough... living in a world where nothing exists is better than death."

Annan thought freely and opened his eyes, wanting to see the last scene he saw before his death.

Take one last look before dying. This is probably some kind of ritual belonging to human beings. Annan also did it subconsciously.

Although, he shouldn't be able to see anything...

"Wait, this, this—!"

The most complex emotions are contained in the uncommunicable voice.

In Annan's eyes like a blind man, light finally lit up.

Because he finally saw it, finally saw it!

In this world where nothing exists, that extremely beautiful and sad huge figure is like the only light in the darkness, reflected in his pupils.

Chapter 3 Mom, I'm in Love

In the space where nothing exists, only the beautiful figure is so clear.

She has light blue and white hair like sea water, the horns that symbolize the earth are graceful, and the pink-purple pupils have crossed stars, as if gazing at the sea of ​​thousands of stars.

The dark blue clothes cover the hands, feet and important three-point parts, but there are still large areas of attractive skin exposed, and there are beautiful patterns on the smooth lower abdomen.

Although her figure is about a few hundred meters tall, this does not hide her charm in the slightest, but further enhances it.

"This, this is..."

The beautiful figure became the only light in Annan's eyes. In the imaginary space where nothing could be seen, this was the first time Annan saw a color other than black.

Two lines of clear tears fell from his face, and Annan didn't know why he was crying so inexplicably.

He is clearly ready to face death calmly, but it is incredible that his mood will be so agitated when he looks down on everything...

No, not right.

Annan woke up in a blink of an eye.

Not incredible, but reasonable.

It was because he had no choice but to accept death that he broke his mood because of a sudden accident.

Emotions that are too complicated to describe are tumbling in my heart, with joy, joy, and emotion.

To describe it, Annan's mood at the moment is like a blind man suddenly seeing the light, a deaf man suddenly hearing music, and a person who has lost his sense of taste suddenly tasted delicious food.

That's right, it's like seeing the impossible...

"It's like... seeing a miracle!"

Annan, who finally understood why he had such a reaction, murmured as if in a dream, and a shallow smile appeared on his face.

It's really good...it's really good...

It's like having experienced an extremely long and extremely dangerous journey. I traveled alone in the snowy night, experienced the biting cold, and learned the horror of darkness. Finally, I saw the warm fire at the end of the journey. .

"Finally, in a world where nothing exists, I can see a figure other than myself, what a perfect ending!"

Annan felt content.

Trapped in nothingness for an unknown length of time, having lost everything human beings can experience, living as if dead.

I thought I had lost everything in this space with nothing, but I didn't expect that when I died, I was not alone.

Although it was not humans who witnessed his own death, but Tiamat, one of the evils of humanity.

But these details don't hurt at all, do they?

Only the things that have been lost can be known to be precious. Annan's requirements are not high, and what he can see before his death is no longer the same nothingness, which has made him feel extremely lucky.

Humans, it is a very sad thing to die alone.