What Can I Do if I Travel to Fgo? I'm Desperate Too

"Forehead...."

Looking at a gray cat and a tan mouse in front of him, the teenager wondered when he had seen them?He has no memory of the other party at all, might as well say that there are other heroic spirits in the fifth singularity?He was busy fishing at the time, so he didn't pay attention at all...

And just as he was thinking about how to deal with the cats and mice in front of him, a falling cherry ax struck his forehead straight and straight.At the end of this clone's memory, he could only see a white figure raising his right hand and chopping off the clone's head.

.........

"Excuse me!"

"Fantasia of the Land of Fairy Tales!"

What came oncoming was a fist the size of a clay pot. If it was just a fist, the problem would not be too big.But the problem is the ensuing darkness, and the sudden appearance of the fairy tale band, they are like a cheerful parade brigade throwing the boy's clones at will like basketballs.

If the enemies that other avatars deal with are powerful heroes, then the one in front of them is an irresistible hero who represents victory.Legendary martial arts master Bruce Lee, and the master who created the image of the black mouse who would overshadow the sky in the future.

When they appeared in front of the young man, it already showed that the vow they made at the beginning was still the same, they still wanted to completely exclude the young man from the foreign land from this world!

.........

"Are you going to stop it? It's like sending me to Gudazi back then~"

"You did something wrong, so I took you there. To be honest, I don't want to do this with you at all."

The one in front of him is just a third-rate heroic spirit, someone named Robinson Robinson, and a microcosm of survival on a deserted island in that era.In essence, it was just a little contact and spent a few days with each other.

In the final analysis, it is the world of the story. In the final analysis, it is two different paths from that of the boy. He struggled to return to the world from hell.But the young man used his last strength to let the devil go to the world, and he fell deeply into the hell of no one.

If anyone can say that what the young man did was wrong, and that he was just a pleasure criminal for self-satisfaction, then the young man will definitely applaud and call it correct.But in fact, it is not the same thing. Although the time we have been together is relatively short, the person who is called Robinson still knows the person in front of him, but he does not want to see any tragedy. It's just a person who ends up with a ridiculous story to the greatest extent.

"I did it, didn't I?"

"You're like a depressed clown right now...you need help!"

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"Want to bet? Will my gun punch a hole in your head? Or get disemboweled?"

"No~ If you don't gamble, you may still be empty-handed, but once you gamble, who can win the God of Gamblers. What's more, there is a vicious dog by your side..."

It can be said that it has been a long time since the two heroic spirits fabricated by the boy.On one side is the villain named the God of Gamblers, and on the other side is the Vengeance Blade who crawled back from hell for revenge.

But this is different from the first meeting. The God of Gamblers has let go of all the uneasiness and confusion in his heart. Now he is just a heroic spirit fighting for Chaldea, and there is no need to think about what he did. Things can't go wrong.The situation on Dachmoth's side can be said to be even better. His revenge has already been completed once, and he has already completed his revenge. Has a very different identity.

But...fighting with them really made the boy feel distressed and troublesome.

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The magic power of gold touches the earth, the dull roar is like thunder, and the extremely firm scales don't give people a chance at all.

In addition, it is like a three-dimensional long snake space, building a dizzying and disgusting maze, and the sound of dragons makes people feel dangerous.

Even in the darkness, a bronze sword with a stream of light flashed across at high speed like a comet hitting the moon, taking away the young man's life.

That is the opponent at the beginning of the adventure, and it is also the existence of the boy's true experience of the horror of the heroic spirit. It is the boy's first follower, enemy, rebel, and similar people.

Being summoned simply because of a relationship problem, the young man had to admit the fact that he was actually just a despicable person——Long Aotian.

But if it's just Long Aotian, the juvenile's avatars won't be in much trouble, after all the strength of the other party's spirit base is so high, it's impossible for the world to shine every day.But there are two people beside the other party, Ye Gong, who has been tainted by stigma, and Zhu Manman, who is known as practicing useless skills.

"I told you~ I will personally come and take your dog's life!"

"Then come on, you will screw my head off, or I will beat you back!"

The deathmatch unfolded grandly like a fireworks show——

350. Part One End!

This is the end, disappearing in the flames of war in Chaldea, and creating a happy world for the Demon God Pillars.

He was tired, it was time for him to rest, and he didn't know what else to do.

So give it a go, in exchange for a chance to commit suicide~

When his heart was pierced by a sharp blade, when his head was cut in two by a sharp axe, when his body was burned to death by flames.

The boy ushered in the opportunity of his own death, he had to give up any thought of life, then he would no longer exist in the world...

"Good idea, but not quite right."

Amidst the dullness of death, a soft moan came from the boy's ear.

When he came to his senses, everything around him became so ordinary and dark. In a small two by three room, beds, wardrobes, desks, fans, computers, and packages were piled up in a mess. The small window, which was only about [-] centimeters wide, was covered with barbed wire, and only one wire could push it open through the barbed window.

He is very familiar with everything here, even the door where most of the area is occupied by fans, and the belts and recycle bags hanging on it are all very familiar memories of the teenager.

He seemed to have returned to that sleepless night again. He was still wearing a rare and noble silk nightgown, and the delicate thermal underwear was tightly attached to it.

"Is this a joke?" The boy replied coldly, sitting on the wooden bed facing the computer in front of him, and there was another existence exactly like himself beside him.

"Jokes or riddles, these are meaningless, aren't they? Gradually close one's heart, tap one's own potential but tell one's incompetence. While feeling happy about what one is doing, but at the same time doing it with great righteousness. The name crushes my spine, so that I will not be like a wild dog. Do you remember when you started to talk less, and you can’t even sit down and treat everything with a normal mind? ?”

The person next to him spoke in a quick tone, and that Gatling-like mouth punched the words on the boy's heart abruptly.Everything he said is true, he himself has long forgotten his original thoughts...

It would be better to say that in the original France, when he chose not to kill a group of people with his own hands, he realized that something was wrong with him, and then began to gradually hypnotize himself, so that he would no longer think about how he used to be. Do it and think about it.

"So, you did all of this? No~ it's impossible..."

"It's always been 'me'! What are you (me) thinking, you just put the knowledge we have learned into full play. Even in the process, you abandoned your stupidity and ignorance , and even abandoned your own cowardice, but in the end you still have some things that haven't changed."

The computer in front of the two of them started playing the fire in Fuyuki City. Now speaking of it, this is what the young man did, something he wanted to try, something he had never done before.Of course, if you want to talk about minor evil, touching a woman you don't know before is also a part of it.

But compared to the fire in Fuyuki City, the silent boy and the other party were thinking about something deeper.

A demon god asked him for help. At first, he wanted to pull him up from the bottom of hell.

In the end, he found that he didn't have that ability at all, and even his will was not firm at all.

He is like a kite with a broken string, thinking that he is an unfettered wind that can go east or west, but until he falls powerlessly, he realizes that he has already been a suicide device with a broken string.

"Then who do you think this happened because of?"

"Of course it's me, I mean us! It's troublesome as hell, your brains start to break down from the beginning of France. I, who have never killed anyone, see the cruelty of war and the singularity, and even Something beyond my expectations appeared. At that time, I gave up thinking, but 'I' was still acting for the original purpose. Whether it was saving the Demon God Pillar, burning human power, or even Trial Chaldea. These are just things that I thought about in my mind but didn't take action, but after I gave up thinking about it, it was like a firm goal in life and I was desperately moving forward."

In the end, it is this posture, powerful and reckless, it looks like a monster who does not follow the rules, but in fact, it understands what it should do and what it should not do better than anyone else.Understand that the world will be redeemed in the end, but those who have committed these evil deeds should not live.

Think about it, a person who can do nothing in the world, except a mouth can give people a channel to vent their suppressed life.

The boy is actually a very failed person. He has no chance of success and fame, and he doesn't even have the corresponding talent. Even the pressure that is enough to crush people did not make his small universe explode, but just let the reality crush him. his ability.

Blindly completing one's own work, just doing the same thing day after day, but others can become famous, but oneself is always just a joke.

After all, in a large enterprise, in a subdivision of a branch company, hundreds of people are divided into four large groups of one hundred people each, and the group leader has only five or six people under his command.Can such a person really be a leader?Their work is nothing more than formalism, plus careful division to make it easier to distinguish rewards and punishments.

This group leader has been the group leader for so long, so you can know that the limit of the boy's ability is only a group leader, and he only became the group leader because someone he knew came in and took care of him.

He has long admitted that he is just a joke, and there are countless people who are better than him in the world.

He has seen a junior who graduated from the same college as himself, who has risen steadily to become the vice president of a new company, and then brought a few familiar seniors to expand the territory.He also just has a relationship with the other party's seniors, and after the other party's success, how can he get in touch with a third-rate social animal like himself.

He has also seen doctoral students from top universities doing part-time study, and was asked by the general manager to stay and do it slowly, but the other party chose to go to the United States for further study.That doctoral student is his junior, but he also studied with him in the company's training class. The teenager became friends with the other party and discussed interests with the other party.

But the more he gets to know each other, the more the boy feels that he is accomplishing nothing...

Are teenagers familiar with history?No~ He will only pick those who are interested to learn about it~

Do teenagers understand culture?No~ he is just quite gossipy about it~

Do teenagers study science?No~ He just wants to know how to operate the new machine~

Therefore, when the young man traveled through time, he had to dig out all his superficial knowledge and force his brain to be under load all the time.Based on the premise of Chaldea's lack of information about himself, troubles have been constructed in different ways each time, so that Chaldea is exhausted to solve them.

Because of the disguise in front of the Demon God Pillar, when designing Chaldea's trap, the boy realized that he was no longer what he used to be.But what if you knew?He doesn't have the ability to struggle, and his brain, which is constantly tapping its potential, has already ignored the possibility of giving up.

His marriage proposal to Barbatos was an abandonment of his own rationality, thinking that he who had done such a ridiculous thing would definitely show his flaws, let the Demon God Pillar find out and kill him.But in the end, he was getting deeper and deeper in this fictional love. Barbatos couldn't give up his love for him, and he couldn't choose to betray Barbatos who believed in him.

He is such a person, as long as he is believed by others, even if it will cause him to be covered in bruises, he will still go up and deal with it himself.So he also had a lot of sincere words with Chaldea. He wanted to save humanity but couldn't let go of Barbatos. He wanted to be redeemed on both sides, but in the end the happy chair was vacant.

"So I die, it's the best option..."

"It's not that you forgot about Ranmaloch, he still needs your help, I mean my help! There is also the matter of Takamachi Naha, don't forget that Barbatos' lies are still going on. Other than that Don't you want to continue reading? Although you have lost a lot of things during this journey, don't forget that you still follow your heart! Barbatos and I are just a transaction, and then choose benevolence and righteousness Going to help Barbatos, and finally locked her heart with love as a shackle. But now you want to leave, you must have forgotten our love values!"

"How could I forget! I may not only love one person in my life, but love that is not based on marriage is all hooliganism. How to be responsible is the moment when a man is destined to really act."

"That's right! Why did you give up? Don't you have the face to go back to see Barbatos? Come on, the Demon God Pillars have given up on human incineration by themselves. Why can't you let go of this choice? Because Chaldea defeated the evil Enemy, so the evil behind-the-scenes must be killed? I am not such a fairy tale person, you and I are the same in this point, although we will sing beautiful fairy tales, the coldness of reality has long since smoothed our edges and corners .If you just want a way to push yourself to the limit...then turn around here, you're not a little boy in a dark alley who lost his parents, you don't have to For the fictitious gunshots, he chose to kill everything there."

After speaking, both of them were silent...

Everything he said was true, or what I said was true.

Everyone will have their own life, even if it sounds like a joke, or it sounds like a bloody drama.

The boy's father was seriously ill and passed through the hospital. At that time, no relatives around him were willing to help. They only begged for forgiveness and help under the curse, but in the end they survived...

Then the father who was discharged from the hospital fell in love with other women immediately, and used the insurance he got to give others a feast, leaving his mother and sister to pay off his relatives' debts.

But the teenager will not resent his father, because his father finally turned back as a prodigal son. This may be the effect of his mother's crying, or it may be that he has woken up from what his relatives did.Parents should not be the object of resentment, because they gave birth to themselves and raised themselves to adulthood. Although they will make mistakes sometimes, as long as they turn around in the end, there is still a chance of redemption.

The teenager met some relatives, and some friends of his father's generation. Their marriage would be in trouble because of some trivial matters, and they finally chose to part ways completely.But those marriages that quarrel because of women often return to the beginning with family as the answer amidst quarrels and depression.

If the young man died here, he not only abandoned the home he was still willing to keep intact, but even let a girl who walked out of despair because of him step into the vortex of despair again...

No matter how sacred death and sacrifice are, no matter how excellent and grand they are, all that remains is pain.

It's like that although the singularity has been repaired, the thousands of holes in human nature are not fake, and Gedia must use this life time to make atonement.And he must also pay the price he deserves for his once evil nomination certificate.

"You mean the Last Embryo has to be alive?"

"It's better than falling into the abyss laughing wildly ~ Don't forget, we are the kind of beings who laugh at the stupid story of two psychopaths trying to escape from prison, and then build a bridge with lights, so as to win ourselves a happy smile One member. So if we want to live, we must know how to be happy and laugh with everyone! Even if the joke itself is ourselves, when others laugh at yourself, as long as you laugh at yourself together, then others will feel bored , and you won't be offended by your own stupidity."

"Hmph~'I' is really not suitable to be a psychological counseling expert. With such a mouth full of poisonous chicken soup, I will definitely be beaten when I go out."

"It seems that your mentality has finally slowed down, and I plan to scold you that your back looks like a dog. It seems unnecessary now~ Then, should we set off?"

A familiar smile finally appeared on the face of the man beside him. That ridiculous self-entertaining idiot look made one wish to pick up a hammer and knock the other person's head off.The face that he thinks is handsome is actually like that, and his poor life makes it impossible for him to match his handsome temperament.

But this is still only the self in his own eyes, and what he is like in the eyes of others can only be commented by others.

Standing up from the side of the wooden bed, the boy bypassed the fan and walked out of the room, after which everything quietly dissipated like daytime...

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"Woo~~~~~ Half body! You finally woke up!"

Wet tears slid down his hands, accompanied by tingling pain in his body, the boy also woke up with a feeling of reorganization after being crushed by a meat grinder.