What Can I Do if I Travel to Fgo? I'm Desperate Too

No matter how many years of experience in the past, as long as he is sent to the factory by President Wang, he is destined to live as a cog in the mechanical system in this singularity of destruction.Turned into a walking dead who can't sing the praises of life, and even the principles of life can no longer be shaped.

This is wrong and defective for the group development of human beings.

But in the face of a huge crisis, this is the correct and only effective way.

Too bad...no fun!It's just too boring!

There is no need for help or confrontation in this world.

"Has the battle over Chaldea already advanced so much?"

Barbatos couldn't comment on the battlefield situation in the United States, after all, Chaldea's rating among their Demon God Pillars was quite high.No matter what kind of failure, the loss is calculated. After all, if they can destroy the enemy of their human incineration plan once, they may not be able to destroy the second time.

It's just that they understand human emotions more and more, but they are less satisfied with Edison's choice.

That's the [correct] way to be outrageous.

But the understandable opponent is still carrying out the act of saving the world in the midst of destruction~

Although in this land where the mythical war reappears, this redemption is meaningless.

On the way to the United States, they observed a violent explosion, which dug out thousands of kilometers of huge pits in the territory of central America!That is the trace left by Karna, the son of the sun god, after fighting Arjuna, the son of the god king...

Just the remaining aftermath killed thousands of ordinary people, destroyed hundreds of factories and equipment, and even areas like shelters.

Well~ Although as a fragile modern Heroic Spirit, I have worked very hard.But obviously he couldn't believe the true combat power of the Heroic Spirit of the Age of Gods at all, but this loss was not enough to hurt the opponent.

Should it be to hope that the other party can solve the rest of the problems well?

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We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.

To secure these rights, governments are instituted among men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed.When any form of government is destructive to these ends, the people have the power to alter or abolish it in favor of a new government; the principles upon which it is based, and the way in which power is organized, are such that the people feel that it is only best possible access to their safety and well-being.

It is prudent, that governments long established, should not be altered for slight and transient causes.All past experience also shows that, as long as any suffering is bearable, human beings are willing to tolerate it.

- "Declaration of Independence"

219. Dog food does not exist

Human feelings, love affairs, love, lust, those things are the elements that construct human emotions.

For example, Ravana, who used the divine power cheated from the great god to enslave the gods, is known as the demon king that only human beings are qualified to defeat.Vishnu, who agreed to the help of the gods, forgot everything, and was reincarnated as a prince of a certain country as a human being.

Rama, the protagonist of the famous Indian mythological epic "Ramayana".

The despair he had been cursed with in life haunted him even after death.The curse of not being able to meet his wife, Sita, made him insurmountable even though the distance between the two parties was only a short kilometer, like a natural choice.

The mighty he was seriously injured, and the more anxious he wanted to see Sita for the many Celtic troops who were like grass clippings, the further damage was done to his spirit base.

So...he fell.Even as an invincible hero in mythology, after suffering damage to his spiritual base, it is still undeniable that his death is imminent.

However, his fall was not meaningless. It was just that in an instant, the Celtic army who blocked the rescue was burned to ashes by the scorching light wheel, and the enemies who surrounded his wife Sita a thousand meters away, Even the countless weapons fell down like hedgehogs in an instant.

Can other Heroic Spirits of Chaldea do this?There are and there are many, but you can clear up the enemies all over the mountains and plains in a blink of an eye?Rarely... Even the few Heroic Spirits who are currently following Team A, none of them are equal to the other party if they can do this.

[Rama, what are you doing, Rama! 】

Both the Chaldeans were worried about the state of the great Indian hero, and it was a serious injury that penetrated the spirit base anyway, and in this case, releasing treasures continuously was completely like a berserker-like fighting style.Even if it is a battle continuation line with the highest rank, it shouldn't act like this.

But compared to the nervousness on the Chaldean side, the figure in the middle of the battlefield was still stubbornly moving forward even when he was lying on the ground, dragging the severely injured hands that pierced through his chest and struggling to move forward.His goal is very pure and simple, Sita is ahead!

The person he always wanted to apologize to, the other person's smile that echoed in his mind day and night, was still the person he chose to believe in other people's lies because of his stupidity.

He wants to see Sita!He wants to apologize to Sita!He was going to get Sita back!

And in this process, even the Chaldean side, who was most nervous about his physical condition, was not easy to get close to or even close to the other party.

It would be great if Nightingale was nearby, but unfortunately, for the safety of the entire front, Nightingale was placed on the front line where the opponent was needed more.Rama's physical condition here is entirely dependent on Ophelia's servant Sigurd, who uses runes to preserve it.

Don't stop! (Referring to Rune's continued life~

"...Lord Rama!?"

Foreboding!felt it!heard it!understood!

In her mind, there is only one hero who can accomplish this gesture of flying grass in the blink of an eye.

That person who is rushing towards her from thousands of miles away!

her king!Her hero!her husband!her lover!Rama!

"Is it Sita?! Yu came to pick you up. Come to pick up...you..."

It's as if I heard the call of the king~

She should have found someone who took the initiative to go out, she should have recovered quickly and walked in his direction.

Looking at the figure that fell halfway, still shouting her name, struggling to move on the ground.

The other party still doesn't have the slightest attitude of a hero or a king. He is just a dying person who is inconspicuous by the side of the road.

"Master Rama!!"

She couldn't help the anxiety in her heart, she could feel that her lover's spirit base reaction was dissipating at an accelerated rate.

The blow that wiped out countless enemy troops just now made the wound engraved on the spirit base worse.

Not to mention the body or something, it is estimated that even the five senses can no longer be manifested.

My eyes can't see anything, my ears can't hear anything, I can't feel the strength of my hands and feet, and I don't know when the calls in my mouth are answered.

He was just climbing, struggling, and trying to get closer to Sita.

"Sita is here, Lord Rama."

In the end, she abandoned her duty of protecting the hero, covered him with a towel, and rushed towards the king.

You must meet Wang before things get worse!All chances of winning must be re-entrusted to the king before the king falls.

"Where... Sita... Where are you? I really want to see you, I really want to see you. I really, really want to see you. All I need... as long as I have you is enough... ...!!"

According to the rumors, the great Indian hero was crying and struggling, cursing the weakness of this body in his heart, and feeling ashamed of his powerless body.

In the end the mightiest hero, fell...

.........

[Human feelings are really indescribable and wonderful things. 】

Watching the actions of Chaldea and the Indian king, Barbatos, who used the clairvoyance obtained from Floros to observe, also observed emotions that she had never known before in the shadows.

If she had encountered these things, would Halfling have made the same choice?

Who knows?

Hiding in the shadow of the other party, looking at that mouth again said 'big man だ, problem ない! 'The half body rushed out again.Barbatos did try to save the other party like Rama when the other party was threatened, although the result was a failure.

But half body didn't intend to pursue that kind of thing, and he was still happy and playing happily like a normal person.

"Well~ human beings are like this. They don't know what stupid things they will do in order to survive, but once they have a goal that must be achieved, they will give up the natural thing of living."

[Then what about half-length you?I haven't asked you the reason why you chose to participate in the incineration of humanism. 】

Speaking of which, when she signed the contract with her at the time, it was her feelings of despair for death and hatred for Chaldea. Hostile, but also a backhand that can escape with the trend.

She didn't expect to achieve the current symbiotic situation with the other party, let alone the other party's initiative to burn human nature, and the miracle of the rebirth of the other 71 demon gods.

"Is that kind of thing important?"

The relaxed and freehand expression on the face made it difficult for people to feel the meaning of the other party's words, but this could not deceive the Demon God.

Barbatos felt the emotions in the other party's heart, which was a huge difference from when he directly agreed to burn human rights with her at the beginning.There is no fear or panic, the words are still so calm and resolute, but there are also gentle whispers revealed in them.

"If I really want to say why, it's probably because I'm not afraid of death? After all, I've never seen any danger, and I've never really experienced what despair is. Therefore, when facing the unknown, although there will be a little panic in my heart, once There is a hemp rope by my side. Even if malicious speculation is reported, it may only lead to hell, and I will choose to touch it. After all, human beings are such a kind of existence that will forcibly change their attitude towards life in order to survive~”

[Then half body, have you ever regretted it? 】

"Do you feel that I have regretted it? For a tool person described by an author like me, the so-called feelings are nothing but useless things. Rather, I am very fortunate that this stupid author actually allowed me to communicate with the fourth wall." I'm sorry~ I said something you don't understand. All in all, I may do some things that I regret, but I won't remember these regrets. After all, the choice is the choice. I prefer to jump left and right Hate it."

[Sure enough, I don't understand your thinking.The way to help me is only a half body. You said so, so you did it, right? 】

"Sana~ I have to say that the stars in this singularity are really beautiful."

【Have you changed the topic...】

"No~ In my time, the sky at night was just pitch black, not to mention the stars, and even the moon could be seen clearly only a few days a month. For a person like me, this ability to see The scenery to the stars is only in the memories of going to the countryside in childhood. But when I think of this kind of scenery, human beings have been able to watch it for thousands of years before the evolution to rapid development 200 years ago. It will appear a sense of powerless decadence, And the helplessness of the world..."

[So half body is disappointed with humans?So you want to incinerate humanity yourself? 】

"No~ I just want to help Barbatos realize your wish. Because you already have feelings, don't you? Then in my eyes, it's the same. Those who have their own feelings should have their own happiness. As long as they are Those who choose to win over, so why should I help the leader? Although I believe in the Taoist ancestors’ thinking more. If you lose a little bit of benefit to the world, you will not give it; if you serve the whole world, you will not take it.”

[But if you calculate it in that way, isn't half-length your behavior the complete opposite of what you say you believe in?If it is a creed that restrains oneself, even a precept breaker will not completely reverse it all at once, but will fall into the abyss step by step.But for half your body, you directly chose the rules of conduct that are completely opposite to the Faithism.This is fundamentally a fallacy, the rate of occurrence of Qufu is zero. 】

"That's why I said that human beings will do anything to survive. Then they will forget the fear of death for some insignificant things. I am like this, and I also want to see people similar to me. I have to go A man who gives up something and fights."

In the first age, under the landscape of origin, the age of the gods.It was a terrifying era in which only phantom beasts and monsters could survive. Why did human beings live and why they could survive.Human beings finally announced the answer that the gods no longer need, but how to write the answer sheet before that is a mystery that no one knows.

I don't know how much time and how many things it took for human beings to stand out in the evolution of thousands of years, and it took thousands of years to lay the foundation for the rise of the next 200 years.

"I have never despised human beings, that is, there are indeed scumbags and existences that cannot be called human beings, but this is always intertwined with fate, countless people, countless opportunities, countless turning points, beyond the chaotic nature of the concept of good and evil, It is also a great achievement that only human beings can achieve.”

People can't save people, but people can give others the possibility to save themselves. A little bit of trial and a little bit of suppression are just right things for people who are not exhausted physically and mentally.And based on the illusory redemption of the mentally exhausted person, give the other party a chance to survive, and let his last sliver of life sing the greatness of life.

In the end, he chooses whether to abandon the other party, whether to give the other party a desperate and crazy ending, which is his unique pleasure as a human being.He himself has never been a good person, he just wants to use the creed to restrain himself, so that he will not be so unscrupulous.

"If you lose a little profit to the world, you don't give it; if you serve the world, you don't take it. This is only used to restrain myself. If I don't associate with anyone, I won't maliciously try to drive the other party. Let yourself choose to help the other party through difficulties because the other party sings the praises of life."

【Unintelligible...】

"Haha~ Although I really want to say that human beings are such an incomprehensible thing, I still forget it. I am very simple. If someone helps me, I will help others, but if someone hurts me, I will do it back. But if once Some people care too much about me, and I can't help but want to damage this kindness and let them realize the essence of human disaster.

I don't know if this is another manifestation of the murderous impulse. I want to kill people but also want to save them. The angel who walked out of the abyss wanted to kick the opponent back at the end. "

The boy stopped the movement of the whetstone in his hand, and looked at the fire in front of him quietly, with a crazy smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I want to give the brave warriors of Chaldea a trial, give them pain and madness, I want to see them see a glimmer of life from the abyss and then save themselves. I also want to see that after this, they find that human beings have no The stupidity of saving meaning! But no matter how I describe the stupidity of human beings, I will only love this twisted race deeply, probably because I am a human being?

My love to you, Barbatos.That's because I saw something beautiful from the bottom of my heart. It was something I had never seen before, and it really belonged to the transformation of emotion.And this is what I really feel, a unique feeling called [Love]!

So—if it is possible, can you please be the last—give me the despair I have never experienced, and the horror? "

Who is the broken person here?