What Can I Do if I Travel to Fgo? I'm Desperate Too

Does this guy know what Valentine's Day really means?

Um?The real gift is the beef jerky and milk beer inside those holy grails...  

Don't just use spirit seeds to teleport and go out to buy beef jerky and milk beer!

——Monslet (Valentine's Day Outfit)

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【Island model and character model】

This is a board game called "Robinson Crusoe", although I don't know where he bought it.

But who can tell him that board games are not games that one person can play.

——Robinson & Gold Digger (Valentine's Day Costume)

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【Nunchakus】

The note on the desk with 'Take it and play' appears to be a gift from Assassin.

But for this brand new nunchaku, the Master who is not very good at using it may let them eat dust.

——Bruce Lee (Valentine's Day Outfit)

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【Lawyer Letter】

Dear Lords of Chaldea, you have violated the patent of our work.

Please compensate us with an apology of XXX yuan as soon as possible in the near future, otherwise our court will see you.

—Walt Disney (Valentine's Day Outfit)

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【amulet】

If you wear this amulet, you can drive away evil and avoid disasters and bring good luck, and at the same time ensure that lonely ghosts do not invade the master's soul.

I hope the master can sleep peacefully every night~

——Lin Zhengying (Valentine's Day Dress)

192. Wuji Sheng Taiji

--die

What is this feeling like?

I am afraid that no one can express it in words, because the dead cannot speak, and it is taboo to let the dead speak. This is a saying that has been circulated in the world.

But to be precise, if we only express the correct feeling of 'death' in a literary way.

Well, what 'he' is experiencing now is like slowly sinking into the bottomless ocean and falling into the embrace of endless darkness.

After all, according to religion and some folklore, people will return to the embrace of the Lord after death.

Or heaven, or hell.

Eighteen levels of hell for sinful sinners.

Those who accumulate merit and kindness are directed to heaven.

However, compared with these things, actual death is really simple and clear.

——It’s just returning to nothingness, returning to the state where there was nothing at the beginning

However, the death of 'him' is not even complete.

'He' is just a personality born out of someone's body.

'He' does not have a soul of his own.

No, it should be said that 'he' owns nothing.

And the embrace of nothingness returned by such a "he" may indeed be a kind of relief in a certain sense.

There is no feeling, no pain, no joy, no sorrow.

No nostalgia, no regrets, no confusion, no certainty.

'He' disappeared into 'her' body so easily.

Because 'she' owned 'him' at the beginning, 'she' knew that people would not love themselves unconditionally.

But 'he' has been separated from 'her' body, and has become a part of the deepest 'vortex' in this world.

Become a small fragment in the vast information.

--but

"神は言っている、ここで死ぬ定めではないと??? (God said, you can't die here yet)"

It's like a clear and sweet sound like a church knocking on a silent lake.

After saying goodbye to 'her', 'he' heard someone else's voice for the first time.

But in such a place, where the living cannot reach, who would be the owner of this voice?

Buddha?Evil spirit?Undead?grim Reaper?Or is it the will of the planet?Or is it human will?

But this ends here, 'he' is already 'dead', the established fact of 'death' has been written on this planet where everything is in charge, for 'he' it is like a mother's embrace.

"Absolutely, it's rare for me to be a magic stick once, and the result is a complete silence? Didn't Gay Diya say that I can definitely wake up the other party?"

It seems to be some clown-like funny voice, or a pleasant word without thinking at all, it seems pure and has no other meaning. The owner of this voice is simply expressing his indifference to 'him' Dissatisfaction with it.

But these things don't matter anymore, 'he' is already sleepy, he doesn't want to keep everything he has anymore, just like a stone sinks into the ocean, 'he' will also disappear in the torrent of these endless 'vortexes', and become one of them Part of the dust bar.

"Do you guys want to just sleep like this forever? I'm here to save you, but it's okay if you don't care about anything? Hey, Barbatos, say something! You are so indifferent I feel flustered by the response, but we messed up the singularity in London, didn't we? It will take a lot of time for the people of Chaldea to recover~"

The man who spoke sounded like he had completely abandoned reason, and the whole person acted with hilarious entertainment and simple wildness.But 'he' can't understand this, because 'he' doesn't know what this self-talking idiot wants to do, and the breath on the other party's body, even if 'he' is a dead person, he can detect something wrong.

"Enough...let me sleep peacefully."

For 'him', there are really too flat and calm speeches, the usual 'him' words should be responded in a more positive way, such as 'you really need to cut this guy' or something like that. .

But maybe it's because there is everything in the world here, and the incomplete self of "he" has been completed at this moment. "He" could only express his kindness by hurting the other party, but now he can correctly control it through consciousness. .

Just the existence of the "he" of the personality is enough, and any longer time is already a luxury.

Just let 'him' dissipate—

The "he" who pleaded for ordinary words and put on a rare low profile is really unwilling to accept any memories.

But the obvious thing is that the existence that has been shouting 'him' doesn't think much of it, just like what I said just now, it seems that it came all the way from another planet to save 'him', but it was completely ignored. I am afraid that anyone will be angry if they are treated indifferently.

"Want to sleep? I'm so sorry, it's impossible the moment you answer me! You'll be paralyzed when you sleep! Hi up until dawn~"

After listening to the wild words of a fat man who laughed like a 200-pound man, 'his' consciousness became blurred in an instant.

I shouldn't have spoken just now.

'He' is so thinking, thinking, trying to figure out.

However, the warmth felt by his body in the blink of an eye, and the dazzling light in front of his eyes made 'he' feel out of control for a while.

want to kill something—

Want to destroy something——

Want to destroy something——

But the false habitual impulse was suppressed after all.

"..."

Thinking gradually started to work, and the already blurred consciousness gradually became clearer.

Just like being poured with a bucket of ice water in the summer, 'he' felt that his brain was extremely clear, and at the same time, his senses were extremely sharp.

"Yo, are you awake? Sure enough, although Gay Dia is a little unreliable, he still has strength after all, not just empty talk. At this moment when the restraint has been weakened to the extreme, go to the place where everything ends. It's easy to get the soul out. You're right, Barbatos~"

The voice was staggering and saying something, but 'he' didn't focus on the other party.

"Why... am I still alive?"

Somewhat unbelievable, looking at his fresh flesh full of tension, 'he' showed a heartfelt smile, and then 'he' realized a fact.

--male?

Is this body a male body?

'He' was ecstatic, it seemed that from the moment he became conscious, he should have been a man but was imprisoned in a female body.

Although it feels good to get along with 'her', but now this kind of body that has his own, and it is a male body makes him even more happy!

Joy made him stand up, as if he couldn't wait to experience this body, but he found...

"Eh?"

I can't use any strength, even standing up just now is a miracle...

"Really, a body like a newborn, not to mention the strength to move, even the energy to keep you alive is almost exhausted. I really don't know what you are thinking. At least let me feed it first Let's talk after you have something to eat~"

193. Taiji produces Liangyi

It won't hurt if you accept everything.

If you resist everything, you will only get hurt.

It doesn't hurt to choose what you don't agree with.

But if the thing you identify with chooses to resist, it will only hurt you.

Because affirmation and negation are the poles of the two ends.