What Can I Do if I Travel to Fgo? I'm Desperate Too

Especially for Matthew, a test-tube baby who has only lived in Chaldea for 15 years, it is like a heavy blow to the heart.

"—Matthew-san! Let's go to the castle. The only thing we didn't investigate during the day is the castle."

Joan of Arc held the flag in her hand tightly, seeing clearly the false peace, and she was once again incarnated as a fighting saint.

But also because of this, she once again hid her true thoughts deep in her heart...

It's just that Matthew is destined not to understand this kind of secret thought.

Blindly worshiping heroes, even thinking that heroes are omnipotent, is the strongest Matthew.Before gaining the true feelings of a human being... it is impossible to understand the fear and remorse of the Heroic Spirit itself...

"it is good!"

PS1: I thought Joan of Arc could finish two chapters, but the fact hit me...

PS2: France and Rome?I'm writing now~ Brother Hui won't lie to you.

PS3: You are tired, it's time to touch.

It's not me, Joan of Arc...

Joan fell in love with Chigurh because she overlapped Chigurh with her former self

He didn't have to shoulder the responsibilities of a hero, but he resolutely walked on the road of a hero

The East Out patch below is pretty complete.

Poor Ziggy...

To borrow some people's description, it is Shengrenhui: I want to change your OO into my shape.

Anyway, Joan looks creepy~

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— had a dream full of brilliance.

It was a celebration that seemed to gather the glorious glory and all the blessings.Dauphin Charles returned to Reims triumphantly and held a coronation ceremony as King of France.

This is the dream and hope of all French people.After Joan of Arc successfully rescued the siege in Orleans, she continued to fight the British army.

Then, with a dramatic victory at the Battle of Paty, they finally achieved their goal of crowning the dauphin at Reims.

A 17-year-old "little girl" is in charge of commanding the army.Those who don't know the truth will probably only see her as a purely symbolic and decorative existence.

However, the soldiers following her would refute this statement without exception.

If it's just a symbol, just wave the flag and shout in the rear.However, this girl is not in the rear, but is waving the battle flag at the front.Although she never pulled out the holy sword from the scabbard at her waist, even so, the girl was still fighting——

... The dream is like a revolving lantern, and after the glory, it is scattered and lost.

Heresy interrogation.Days of being ridiculed, tortured, and revenged by everyone.

Although a harrowing experience, the torture did not change anything until the end.The motherland was liberated, and the scene Joan of Arc dreamed of has become a reality.

"You have been fighting."

She tirelessly continued to look at what had happened in just two short years in terms of time.Hear the voice of God and throw yourself into battle.She chose to fight, knowing that she would be betrayed.But even so, she decided to fight to the end.

Why, exactly why - she asked herself this question more than once.

"Is it for redemption?"

Killing an enemy soldier himself—is that an atonement for such an act?

"Is it because you want to save as many people as possible?"

Would you rather break the flag than save people?

"Or--"

Or, is it because you believe it's the right thing to do?God betrayed her—that's what people who knew Joan of Arc said.

... They knew a man who was driven mad by too much despair.It was God who deceived an innocent girl, and she was abandoned by God——

"What do you think about him?"

very sad.It is so sad that he forsaken the Lord.It is really sad that he was not made to understand the fact that the Lord is without fault.

Joan of Arc still participated in the Battle of Compiègne, knowing that she would end up at the stake.

"Why do you still insist on fighting when you know the result?"

Because knowing that Joan's death was by no means meaningless.Even if there is no return, you can win the future.Joan of Arc's death allowed the motherland to regain its national power, and the continuous blood spilling finally stopped.

That may just be the end of the beginning in history.

That may have only saved the lives of a very small number of people in the long river of time.

That might just be ineffective, pointless behavior.

"But you don't think so?"

...Yeah, I don't think so at all.So at that time, even though he was tied to a cross - he never hated anyone.

Because I have consecrated myself to the Lord.

"You are a strong person."

Thank you - I wouldn't be here without your help.I am truly honored to have been lucky enough to meet you.

"Finally, is it really the right thing to do with that person?"

After hearing these words, Joan's originally stable heart felt as if it suddenly encountered a sharp thorn, and there was a tingling pain.This was the only thing she hesitated to hide from everyone.

A boy who proudly calls himself "Zig".At the same time, there are contradictory life forms of immaturity and maturity.Obviously no one wants to get him involved in the battle, but he actively joins the battle with his own will.

She understands that this is just her own sentimentality, and also understands that he is an existence that should be included in the battle force.More importantly, who is always telling himself in his ear - his existence is necessary.This is a message from heaven that has never been missed so far.

Possesses the heart of a "black" Saber, and even gained the power of a Servant due to being struck by falling lightning.The reason why he had to be brought to the battlefield at that time was actually because he had to die once and then be resurrected.

In other words, his power as a Servant must be used in future battles.Joan of Arc had no way to answer this last question.

"I don't know. That's the only thing I really don't know."

The girl who asked the question sighed silently.Concern for his safety was something Joan felt keenly, too.

The Holy Grail War, Servants, magic—all unrealistic things, the girl accepts them all, and has been watching them all the time.Put total trust in what Joan of Arc said, and entrust everything to her. Ruler's choice is the girl's choice, and the girl just needs to accept everything in front of her eyes.

... There is only one thing that a girl like that can't compromise on.Despite being toyed with by fate, he still did not change his strong will and continued to move forward bravely.

Girls are always worried about boys.The boy does not know the girl that exists inside him.What the boy saw was Joan of Arc, not the girl.

This always made Joan feel guilty.Worried about the boy's safety, the one who cares about him in every possible way is obviously a girl.

"……Is it really?"

The girl asked Jeanne in disbelief.This is also a matter of course, after all, the girl Joan of Arc and the girl Leticia are not just roughly "similar".

They have similar physical bodies, similar personalities, similar origins, and even the color of their souls is the same.In other words, as long as Leticia is given the same knowledge as Ruler, she will basically take exactly the same actions.

...So, Joan should also be worried about Chigurh's safety, and also care about him in every possible way——Ladycia thought so.

——However, this is not the case.This is not the case.

I didn't want to fight at first / But, I can't give up anyway.

Hope he doesn't fight / But I need your strength.

I didn't lie to him/but, at the same time, I didn't tell the truth.

With unbearable contradictions and lies.Cover up the truth, has not been to face up to.

For the impossible luck of "someone walking side by side with him", Ruler seems to be deeply attracted.

He should have been kept, I thought.But at the same time with the certainty that he would probably follow.

All events in the Holy Grail War are meaningful, and all Servants are indispensable key elements.

[180 seconds, the remaining three "possession" transformations, all of which are necessary elements for the future. 】

And this kind of thinking is the decisive difference between Joan of Arc and Leticia.

The faint thoughts in the girl's arms are being trampled on by a Servant named Ruler.Put this longing in a box, lock it, put it in a bag, tie it up with ropes, and just throw it away in the corner of the warehouse.

In order not to be seen by anyone, in order not to be held accountable by anyone.

......

"Then, how could—"

What is it?I should have known it a long time ago, right?Once the Command Seals are exhausted in this battle, it will definitely lead to his death.And he will use Command Seals in this battle, and will undoubtedly consume them all.

No, that's not possible.He has always longed to survive.At least I feel so.Ah, but...but, he is also a "hero".

Compared with the will to survive, he pursued his dream more strongly.Just as he sacrificed his life to kill the dragon in the past, shouldn't he also risk his life to defeat the "red" hero in this world?

...Maybe, I am right about this—no, no, no.

"No! There is no such possibility! That cannot happen!"

"Red" Caster shouted:

"Then, you also have to use him. Because his power as a Servant is necessary to fight against us! That's right, it wasn't his choice that brought that artificial man to this point! It was the choice you made , You killed him!"

"Red" Caster's sword-like words pierced through the heart of the saint without exception.

"what------"

No negative language can be found at all.

No matter how he denies it, no matter how he defends it, his words are still correct.Because he fought with him, Wugou stepped onto the battlefield.Mingming repeatedly denied letting him go to the battlefield, but he did not refuse to walk with him.

If you really think about him and really care about him, then even if you want to hurt him, you shouldn't continue to be with him——

Jill de Rai makes a statement.He spoke to Joan of Arc calmly in a gentle voice.It's like telling her who didn't know the battlefield in the past about the cruelty of the battlefield and the need to survive faster.

"—You know it, Joan of Arc. No, you just pretend not to know, deliberately not to understand. Holy Maiden, it was your 'revelation' that ordered you to bring the artificial man to this battlefield. You still Was told 'If he didn't, he couldn't have a happy ending'? True. This boy was born to die here. And that was his happiness."

"wrong……"