Fortunately, I'm a Giant of Light

The words of Qian's mother were about to roll out of her mouth, and she was afraid that this person would be angry, so she didn't say it, because she heard from other mothers that those people complained or showed off about their children's rebellion.

"You've grown so big."

Mother Qian said nervously.But once she started talking, she couldn't stop.

"I didn't expect you to grow so big. It's been several years, several years... When your eyes grow up, you look a bit like your father."

Qian was silent and didn't know how to answer, so she didn't answer.

Mother Qian smiled and touched her head.For some reason, a terrible voice kept ringing in her mind telling her to go back, and the voices of her other friends and relatives kept ringing and ringing.

But she didn't think about it yet, so she blocked it.

Like Chunli's mother, she couldn't understand anything about the Flower of Eden, any super monsters, or any descendant stars. child.

In principle, she should be content.

However, she also just realized that she was a greedy person and didn't want to leave yet.

But if I don't leave, will Death punish me?

She began to think wildly.

Qian didn't know what Qian's mother was thinking, she just sat down on a wet stone and looked at the sky.All the raindrops are bright in her eyes.

As a result, all the complicated thoughts in Mother Qian's mind disappeared.

"You can't sit like this, you'll catch a cold."

However, at that time, Akane had an indescribable impulse.She was angry at first, then sadly said:

"We're all going to be able to come back from the dead, and we're not afraid of death. What's so scary if we don't catch a cold?"

"Back to life."

It wasn't until Qian said that the words that the young people had been saying bounced back to Qian's mother's mind.

They say that man will have eternal life and eternal youth.

"Are you unhappy..."

Mother Qian asked her.

She fell asleep in the North American refuge, and woke up now. The time error made her not know how to treat Akane for a while.

Sitting on the stone, Qian put her hands on her knees, and her chin rested on them, her eyes stared blankly into the distance.

"No... I'm very happy, but I'm a little nervous."

she says.

"Say whatever you want! I'll answer."

At this time, Mother Qian rolled her eyes and asked:

"You are also an adult, have you talked about a boyfriend yet? This is what mother cares most about."

This question frightened Xie at once.

She rolled her eyes slightly, a little at a loss.

"No……"

"Is there anyone you like?"

"No..." She was halfway through the answer, but couldn't speak, and said in a low voice, "Yes."

"Is he near you?"

Mother Qian asked again.

"It's very close..." Qian said, "It's also very far away."

"Have you tried to confess to him?"

Mother Qian asked.

The raindrops dripped on her pink hair, and fell leisurely along the tip of her hair onto her hand, trembling, before falling to the ground.

"No, I dare not."

she says.

"Have you thought about what will happen after you live with him and have children?"

Qian's head was completely buried in her knees, and she remained silent.

On the silent island, the lingering sound of the Retribution was endless.

"At the beginning your father pursued me, and it took a lot of effort. I didn't like him very much, but in the end I was moved by him. When it comes to you, it becomes you pursuing someone else!"

Mother Qian said.

Qian didn't know how to answer for a while, and felt uneasy about the secrets of the elders that Qian's mother suddenly said.She only saw Mother Qian stretching out her hand toward the pillar of fire in the distance, as if caught in a long memory, and heard her say:

"But I think this is also very good, isn't it? Qian. You know, you don't cater to others because you like it, but you pursue it because you like it... This is the best thing! I was too Reserved, always timid, dare not say what I like, dare not talk to classmates I like, and dare not live according to my own ideas, so my life is always full of regrets, looking forward and backward, because In the end, I felt that the beginning was not important, and because of the beginning, I felt that the end was already doomed.”

When Qian's mother said this, her eyes lit up, she pushed her long hair behind her ears, raised her fists in the drizzle, and said to Qian like a child:

"So, Akane, you can tell me out loud what you like right now, okay?"

"me……"

Qian muttered the words in her mouth for a long time, but she couldn't speak them out.

"It doesn't make sense," she said finally. "It's been a long time... I haven't, and it doesn't make sense..."

"Why don't you have something you like!"

Unexpectedly, Qian's mother suddenly punched Qian angrily.

"What are you doing!"

Qian immediately stood up, shouted angrily, covered the bag on her head with one hand, and waved at Qian's mother with the other.

"It hurts."

But Qian's mother pushed Qian away in the rain.

Qian staggered back a few steps, and looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar mother with the eyes of an angry cub.

The drizzle was so hazy that everything tens of meters away could no longer be seen clearly in the mist.And the waves beat on the shore from time to time, making distant dreamy sounds.

"You... don't really want to be with me, do you?"

The wet woman said softly.

Qian shook her body and said:

"No, I just haven't figured it out yet. I'm very happy...to meet my mother again."

Only Mother Qian smiled gently.

She touched Qian's head, squatted down, and said:

"Don't force yourself, didn't I tell you?"

"I said..."

"Do what you like, and don't let your life leave any regrets."

When she said this, she felt a terrible power coming out of her throat, but she didn't want Qian to see it like this, so she just bit her tongue, trying to suppress a certain impulse deep in her body.

"You have to know, you have to know, mom, always support you."

The biting of her tongue made the smell of blood spread in her mouth.

She turned her head and began to walk unswervingly in the direction of the black mist.

But Qian wanted to chase after her, she slapped Qian away, and then forced herself to mumble in a drowsy voice:

"Don't worry about me. Mom is the one who came back from the dead. I'm going to find your father, grandpa, and grandma. They must miss my mother. I haven't seen my mother for a long time. I want to Go and convince your father, he is different from me, he will not accept you as a little girl walking in the world by himself, but this is wrong, his old bastard's concept is too old! He always looks down on us women..."

As she spoke, she staggered into the black mist.

For some reason, at that time, she had the strength to complete this final step, suppressing her trance and pain, unswervingly, more firmly than all previous weak decisions, walked into the black mist, and she would not die, always staggering He walked to a place where he couldn't see Akane and couldn't see himself.

Then she felt that she could neither conceive of what was to come nor continue to think.

She just felt like she was flying back to her hometown.She remembered that her hometown had been demolished and changed a long time ago, and she could never see the original appearance again.

The uncle who sold sugar in the small alley, the kid next door who always liked to bully her, the classmates I used to know in school, and the grandparents who loved her the most at home were all waiting for her there.

Someone asked her:

"Why don't you bring your daughter back?"

She winked and replied proudly:

"Because my daughter has grown up and has her own affairs... She's going to take root elsewhere! Of course she can't stay with us forever..."

Speaking of, a long time later, there was a study.

At that time, many scholars believed that the resistance of the resurrected to the Flower of Eden was actually due to genes.

Inferences based on known biology suggest that human survival and reproduction impulses all come from the requirement of gene self-replication and continuation.

And what the Flower of Eden did at the end was anti-gene in nature.Because human beings will get rid of the form of genes and be promoted to a higher level, then the genes that use humans as tools for self-replication will not be able to continue.

Therefore, the survival and reproduction impulses given to human beings by the genes originating from the earth will infinitely resist the Flower of Eden.

In order to continue to verify their point of view, later people checked the personal belongings of the survivors at that time, including the deceased Lei Sicheng, Xintiao Qian who was in hibernation at that time, and members of the religious order under the Himalayas, expecting to find A trace of history.

Unexpectedly, they really found something.

Akane Shinjo left a rare note describing the scene at that time and her own psychological changes.

The last paragraph inside reads:

I knew then, she thought I couldn't see.

But what she didn't know was that I could see a flame flower reflected on the turbid sea, and I knew it was my mother's flower.

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