Fortunately, I'm a Giant of Light

The earth rotates a little bit so that the sun can shine all over the body.And she approached Zion step by step, as if she was approaching something long lost and longed for.

At this time, Zion was not far away. He was confused by Camilla's feelings and narration, and listened carefully.

"Then you say the second is the mediocre good, where a man doesn't know whether something good or bad is about to happen, but someone else says he's going to do it, so he does it. He doesn't think about the implications of it, doesn't know Why did he do it, and he didn’t know the consequences of doing it, but he did it inexplicably. Judging from the results, this thing is a good thing. People say that he did a good thing, so he is also kind. You say you can’t do it to this good, because you cannot bring yourself not to think."

Zion looked at her with gentle eyes and continued to listen to her.

"And the third kind, which you call negative goodness, does not mean that a person wants to do this thing, nor does this person do it without thinking, just listening to whoever tells him to do it... It's just that he does it when things come to an end. Before, I had to do it naturally... This is you. I remember very clearly at that time, you said that this is the most ordinary and simple kindness. Compassion...but it is the only good deed you can actually do."

At that time, the vast Milky Way was constantly shining on the sky of the earth.

Two places are telling the same story.In Camila's eyes, there is no difference between the two histories.

Countless electromagnetic waves escape from the earth.

She did not see the madness of the Himalayan branch with her own eyes, but she could hear the voices of people praying in the electromagnetic waves.This prayer is the same as it was 3000 million years ago.

"I remember clearly. You said that you helped human beings based on the third kind of kindness. They will all do this! Unless you can’t see it. You also told me that this is called ‘Seeing its life, can’t bear to see it die;

Camilla's eyes were misted again.

"So 3000 million years ago, you interfered with all the choices of human beings at that time. But you failed, and you failed forever, just like you are now. I see...you have come to this step now, even though you changed a way."

She will always remember the appearance of the giant who came to Earth at that time, from being so high-spirited and wanting to change everything, to finally losing his mind and telling her to tell him if she sees him that day.

The sun continued to shine in the empty sky, but the light gradually disappeared in the endless darkness.

"You said that you want human beings to stand with you, not because of your strength, not because you can give them a future to defeat monsters, and not because of any blind faith and obedience, but only because of their own reason and conscience It's freedom! Not a slave's ecstasy for the blessing of a great power! In order to achieve this goal, you even let others have the same power as you to become a giant, to challenge the world like you! But you failed , and failed forever—"

She stared at Zion and said every word, as if she wanted to engrave all the bloody facts of the past in this fool's mind.

"Thirty million years ago, you longed for, people, everyone to judge for themselves what is good and what is bad, and never knelt down to an idol together, and you just cleared the way forward, just a temporary guide... …that way, in the end, you say all people deserve their place, and you’ve just taken several dire risks of extinction for them. They don’t have to be like you, and better be different—but they , even giants who are given the same power as you by you will finally kneel down under the flower of higher power! You think this is incredible, because that’s how they treat the original you! Because your path is too difficult...it’s not as good as Give it up!"

Her voice was getting higher and higher, and finally, it was extremely low.

Then the lashes at the edge of her eyes could no longer bear the weight of the tears.The girl's tears finally couldn't be restrained, and kept gushing out, drifting away in this space one by one.

"In the end, you who were naive and unrealistic chose the wrong path, and you who became weak couldn't even continue to light the lamp, so you could only bid farewell to the world on earth with the deepest helplessness. Now, let's go, Give up! All creatures in this world have their own blessings and don't need your intervention."

Chapter 10 Shimmer

People in the Himalayan branch continue to discuss the relationship between humans and giants in the name of different giants, while people in the sky are also doing their own things, looking for a past that has passed.

"In the beginning we had a lot of ideas. I think it's the same as your world."

In the moonman's time machine, the old man's voice became flat.

And all the other noises that Nan Xizi could have heard gradually faded away.

She said one by one with names that Nan Xizi could hear clearly but couldn't write:

"Friends believe that only giants can save humanity, institutionalists say we may need to rely on giants but be wary, activists feel that although giants can be relied on, can't we realize the existence of giants from giants? Negativism There are those who feel that although the giant is unreliable, we can still learn a lot and use it. There is also a big conservative, who seriously reminds others that the giant may also be a poison and should be regarded as the same. This kind of monster is similar to other monsters, but it seems to be helping us now. At that time, there was a lot of thinking inside the Earth Defense Force. It’s just that in the face of the development of the matter, all these self-righteous ideas are vulnerable..."

The old man's voice faded.

She said with a nostalgic tone:

"Let's talk about me at that time. I'm sorry, if you are indeed my future descendant, maybe you expect a heroic ancestor. But soon you will know that your ancestor I am not so shining... I just A child born in the marginal areas of society has no education. According to the senior people at that time, he is an uneducated lowly person. He can only gain a little social status by joining the army and fighting against monsters. Fortunately, my Captain You Lian is a very good person, she takes good care of me, and with this relationship, I was also fortunate to meet the human form of a giant. He said that I resemble a person named Nan Xizi, which is amazing. I used to be There is no name, only a military code name, so I wrote down this word. At that time, I thought the giant was a bit strange and offensive. I never thought that now I would take this name as my parents never chose it. Give me my real name, and hope that this name will... pass on..."

I hope that if one day in the future, when Guang returns to the world again, he can still remember me who was ordinary at that time and could only look at him from the side.

For some reason, the old man suddenly stopped speaking after "passing on".

Inexplicably, Nan Xizi felt that this ancestor was crying.

After a while, she said:

"If you don't like this name, just blame me for my arbitrariness! I love you in the future, but I'm really uneducated and not great. I'm just a stupid guy who has no ability and can only be secretly angry. He could do nothing from the first to the third war, but he was just one of the tens of thousands of defenders he saved. Of course, until the end, he didn't have the chance to enjoy the leptonization technology of consciousness. Ordinary humans can at best be said to have aptitude."

She carried a kind of melancholy that the modern Nan Xizi couldn't understand, but also seemed infinitely grateful.All kinds of complex emotions are mixed in the narration of the time machine, and it is so vague that no one can know.

"But it is precisely as an ordinary person that I can, as a descendant of the ancient people to you, tell you a past that may be completely buried in the dark history."

But the more Nan Xizi listened, the more puzzled she became.

If the ultra-ancient civilization mastered some kind of technology to transform people into giants, then how could the ultra-ancient civilization that produced so many giants lose?

But this ancestor Nan Xizi did not directly explain the horrors suffered by the super ancient civilization to the modern Nan Xizi, but talked about another incident that happened in the super ancient times that was still fresh in her memory.

"At that time, we encountered a monster from the universe. Those new giants had just defeated the resurrected atomic dragon on another continent. They tried their best to continue to prove that they deserved to lead the old humans. Try to completely destroy this unknown object that fell from the universe. Unexpectedly, the more this monster is attacked, the stronger it becomes. Even if it is smashed to the atomic level, it can be reborn again and changed into many different forms. After several consecutive In the first battle, the monster almost swelled to the level of the planet, and it wanted to destroy the earth. The evacuation on the ground was done well, but we had people on duty at the earth orbiting station to monitor the world at all times, and these people died along with the orbiting station... Fortunately, the giant woke up in time."

The old man became more and more anxious, and there was still a kind of unspeakable guilt, but when he finally talked about the giant, Nan Xizi could almost see the old man laughing from the bottom of his heart:

"The giant didn't hit it, and didn't use light. It just touched it like an ordinary person, and sang to it a song from its own hometown that we couldn't understand. As a result, the monster changed again...it didn't attack us anymore. , but turned into a living instrument and began to play music. At that time, the Earth Defense Force analyzed that this life body is actually like a mirror, how you treat it, it will feed back to you, which is an incredible phenomenon in the universe. At that time, I thought Could it be that this monster has revealed some deep truth."

She said quietly:

"Some things cannot be conquered by strength, and some powers can be conquered even by invincible things. It is a pity, or fortunately, that there are very few such special life forms, and it will be a long, long time before we meet the next one. ... At that time, we were invincible all the way, invincible, and our glory reached the peak. We drove many other strange species on the earth away from our holy land, the earth, wiped out all the overlord creatures that used to do whatever they wanted in nature, and even found The origin and secret of all the history of the earth!"

So humans in the 21st century discovered fossils 3000 million years ago in the Antarctic subglacial mountains.

"How unbelievable! How great! How spectacular! But these greatness has nothing to do with me, it's the work of the giants..."

she says.

Kirala looked up from time to time behind Nan Xizi, and it was alerting to abnormal behavior in the distant space.This keen moonlight monster can easily sense that there are two terrible energy bodies fighting in the micro star cluster in Earth's orbit.

What it doesn't know is that there is another being 3000 million years ago who is telling the same history to the light 3000 million years later.

This visitor from the bottom of the sea stepped on strange gravels among the micro-star clusters, approaching Zion non-stop.

And Zion retreated slowly, his heart getting more and more confused.

The history of 3000 million years ago made him feel extremely strange.

He might or might not have done that if Camilla was really talking about him... but he did have some vague notions that Camilla spoke of as a total failure.

"You bring new things, and each new thing, you give them new names. You say that the light that is born out of you is a light factor, well, we'll call this thing a light factor. Using this light factor can realize the leptonization of the human body, so you successfully created a new giant in the cooperation with people—I will always remember. Because you said that you want us to get the same knowledge and power as you, We can be freed from it. And you can also have many companions who fight together, so you won't be so lonely anymore."

Camilla clenched her hands.

An unfathomable torrent of emotion was collapsing and collapsing in her heart like an avalanche.

"I still remember you asking us, have you ever encountered an existence like you? We said no, never... You are the first and only one so far. You fell into deep thought and said weird! Weird How come there are so many familiar monsters, but how can there be no anti-monsters? Ah, what about the rest of the universe? Then you proudly and triumphantly said to us, since the original No, then it's up to us to form a group against this strange natural world!"

Having said that, Camilla stopped suddenly.

She started crying again.

Every tear is crystal clear in space, shining with the brilliance of a small but warm sun far away.She went on to say that she didn't know whether she was accusing Zion or the world.

"I looked at you fascinated by this dream, and asked you what our name is?... You thought about it for a long time, then suddenly raised your head and said, it's called the Kingdom of Light...Let's build a Kingdom of Light! Now, the Kingdom of Light is being established on the ground! But it can’t be completed yet, but it will be completed sooner or later—"

This belonged to the dreamlike attempt of the giant 3000 million years ago, and Zion couldn't help but widen his eyes.

His heart was also shaken by the words that came out of Camilla.

These are words that should not belong to this world.

"I asked you what the Kingdom of Light means. You said it would be a glorious kingdom that belongs to us and those who are willing to join us! In this kingdom, there will be neither hunger nor oppression nor The insult and cruelty of the strong to the weak. Everyone is not forced or compelled, and does not need to be driven by any interests, but comes from his own heart. As for personal growth, it is free and full play that belongs to all parties. Talents in all aspects, those who are willing to fight, those who are willing to study, those who are willing to engage in art, everyone does not need to live for survival like parts and tools now!... From then on, all intelligent and rational creatures They are all liberated and become new people. Then we go to help other people. This is called—the kingdom of light!"

She began to cry until she bent over in pain and curled up in space like a baby.

"I said it's too difficult, how much time will it take! You just say, I can conjure so many of you, then you can conjure thousands of them, and then these thousands can conjure hundreds of thousands Well, this is called exponential growth, and there can be many, many in a short time! As for the periodic law of Laozi, what is there to be afraid of with so many people?"

The spiral starlight shines on all living creatures in this solar system, quietly listening to the stories of the children of this world telling the stories of the past era.

On the distant planet Uranus, the ice giant opened his eyes, looking in the direction of Mars and the Earth in bewilderment.

Hearing this, Zion said in a daze:

"But, in the end, he failed and became a stone statue..."

"Yes, yes, failed, you failed, you failed forever. You are afraid that faith will crush our will, saying that people cannot rely on your protection for peace of mind. Because you want to pretend that people's peace It is obtained by relying on faith, so how can you talk about peace! This is nothing more than selling your own soul! But do you know? People are willing to sell you for this peace-sufficiency and shame. For my own peace of mind, there is nothing that cannot be discarded. For peace of mind and happiness, so what if I become a beast! Then this dream will be completely shattered, just like the foam floating from the bottom of the sea, it will be shattered when the sun shines! do you know?"

She came step by step, grabbed Zion by the shoulder, and stared at him.

"I don't know...I haven't been through this, I haven't done it...how would I know?"

"Yes, yes, you always say you don't know. Even if you fail, you say you haven't found a way to succeed. Since people think of this ideal, there must be a way! But you know what human happiness is Are people willing to take this extremely difficult and arduous road? Let me tell you, human beings exist by genes, and genes are selfish, only for their own reproduction, so that they can feel at ease in disasters and live in prosperous times. get more from it.”

"No. From a natural point of view, all creatures choose to cooperate."

Zion kept shaking his head, but Camilla just let out a terrible laugh, as if laughing at Zion, or laughing at herself:

"Yes, cooperation. That's what you said at the time, and that there are so many terrible enemies, and of course we will come together to defeat these enemies. Then, the real devil... appeared. It doesn't want us to defeat, it doesn't want us , don’t want life, don’t want anything, what we want is our belief. As long as we believe, we can get eternal life, happiness, and joy! Do you know what this is?”

Zion didn't answer.

He thought of Number One who committed suicide again.

And the goddess of 3000 million years ago continued:

"Yes, this is what you gave up, this is what you gave up to humans, and you also refused to allow humans to worship you because of your strength and protection. So when the devil in the sea appeared, threatening humans with an unprecedented posture, let When the human world is in turmoil, and you are anxious to think of countermeasures. The gods from the sky appear! It spreads freely in the air, spreads to everyone, and at the same time solemnly tells us—"

"All your human needs from time immemorial, whether it is food and clothing, the pleasure of sex and the opposite sex, reproduction, all pleasures, or immortality, as long as you are with it, as long as you believe in it, you can be satisfied by it... in In its heaven, there is everything that human beings want! Except for the country you mentioned that is rebellious and wants to defeat both gods and demons. These are things that you cannot directly give to human beings, but it can! When it says When people get everything without suffering, you've failed."

Past and future, other possibilities, and dreams are all lingering in the mind of the goddess who served the giant 3000 million years ago.

But the more she spoke, the more anxious she became, and the waves of her heart were violently oscillating, making her choke with sobs.

From this telepathic microwave, Zion saw countless flames and flower petals flying above the earth.

People with power and people without power are walking towards the same place, and finally kneel under the same great thing, calling it Prometheus who steals fire, and from the cold law of nature, he will warm The fire brought to mankind.

"But this is a self-satisfied description you invented! You call us giants Prometheus who stole fire from the sky, and will bring an extraordinary civilization to the intelligent creatures on the ground. But they That's the word for something that really leads directly to something. So you look and you just watch them go and say it's their choice, but desperately trying to keep it, wanting more Keep some people who are willing to be with you, and say try again! Try again! Maybe you can win..."

But by then it was too late.

It was too late.

In other words, from the very beginning, it was impossible to win.

"My descendants, the first thing I want to admit to you is that... what the god promised may be true. My companions have indeed been liberated, and in the symbiosis with the god, they have obtained everything and have...you can All the good things imaginable.”

Nan Xizi's ancestor sighed softly.Her gentle voice is like soft petals gradually falling in late spring:

"That's why the Giant failed. The Giant's path has brought only countless challenges, worries, and unsolvable problems. It's hard for people to trust him to walk through the hardships that really die and fail. I hesitated there, and my friend came to me and told me, do you really believe in the kingdom of light of giants? Do you really believe that what you get through your own hard work is better than what a truly great existence bestows? Are ours more noble? They told me to go with them... and all I can say is... I don't know. Because they were my friends and I hope they don't forget me and exclude me from them team."

And the opportunities given by God are limited and time-limited.

"People are connected to each other, parents are connected to children, brothers are connected to sisters, families are connected to families, and they are quickly falling... I don't know if you have noticed the spiral human-snake ceremony on the island... Actually, the principle is quite similar. It's just a curse that makes people suffer, and people have to fight against it." The old man laughed, and made a metaphor for this matter, "The curse that makes people happy... Isn't that a cheat? You have passed the level of this life's ability... Haha, it's really hard to refuse."

Nan Xizi was stunned and didn't make a sound.