I, Seele, Are Making Trouble in the Collapsed World

It seems that everything around is under pressure from all directions. The purple-haired girl standing on the street only feels a pressure that she can't resist. Seeing through the night, she seems to want to crush herself, looking at the broken In the dusty jewelry store behind the glass curtain windows, even the luminous pearl has lost its former beautiful luster.

During the silent journey, the girl who was silent all the way finally came to a dilapidated playground.

Looking at the dilapidated circus ceiling, the usually cute yellow rabbit image looks weird, fearful, and gloomy in this atmosphere, as if to pull all travelers who get lost here into the abyss, and sleep in the deep forever .

With the cold wind as a mattress, the earth as a mat, and loneliness as a companion, in the dark, to dream the dream that will never wake up.

.........

There's no one there, there's no one there...

.........

Sitting on the dusty amusement facility, the purple-haired girl was silent for a long time, like a sculpture, she raised her hand and wiped the head of the dusty white horse. Surrounded by silence, the girl finally lay on her stomach over the top...

It was obviously an amusement park that should be full of joy in normal times, but the girl didn't feel happy at all.

With a low whimper, the purple-haired little girl finally lay down on the white horse she had dreamed of, and shed tears.

Some people have said that children's tears are pearls in the depths of the sea, shining with light, even the dark deep sea can't stop their own dazzling light, but what is the meaning of all this to girls?

Whether it is walking all over the streets, or shopping in the park, even in the amusement park that represents laughter and beauty, I still can't find anything.

Why, Sirin, can I never see that wonderful world?

Is it really just what mother said, just a fairy tale, just a fantasy that never existed, and the real world has no place for dreams like that?

……

"Whenever this happens, I feel very sad, very very sad, as if the protagonist of this story is really experienced by myself..."

Looking at little Xi'er who was listening in front of her, she still had a smile on her face, but she felt a bitterness no matter what, and continued to tell the story.

Even individuals can tell that this story is not a fictional story at all.

Because, it was originally a dream I had five years ago. According to Sister Hill, when I was liberated from Yu Duchen, the mixed information disturbance caused some information from other worlds to be synchronized to myself, which led to While I have become like this now, that message also seems to contain some stories from other worlds.

Some memories that don't belong to me...

However, no matter how frustrating and sad the content of this memory was, Sirin changed the topic and pulled herself together.

"Ten years ago, I struggled once to create the world of my dreams. Today, ten years later, I want to create a world of my dreams again, a world that only belongs to me and is what I agree with in my heart. world."

"After all, isn't it very romantic to be able to contribute to shaping the heaven that one desires?"

"Hey, what do you think?"

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Facing Sirin's questioning, Xiao Xi'er chose to remain silent this time.

This is the first time she has heard her elder sister Xilin say such words to herself, even if the other party is not a human being in her eyes, even if she knew before that her elder sister Xilin has always had a character that is fundamental to human beings. A great dream that cannot be realized.

If it cannot be realized in the real world, then realize one in the game world.

"So, sister Xilin, do you have any ideas?"

Xiao Xi'er probably understood Sirin's thoughts, and didn't say anything about finding a story adaptation. When it came to this aspect, Xiao Xi'er felt that she didn't know how to speak.

If it was her own mother, she might know a little bit.

However, Xiao Xier still has one thing that she didn't say. Things that cannot be created in the real world can sometimes not be created in the game world, because what Mihayou operates is not a stand-alone game but an online interactive game. Most players don't care about those deep meanings. In this era where fast food is king and stress relief is the main thing, how many people are willing to put down the weapons in their hands under the dual pressure of Honkai disaster and life pressure? Read fairy tales?

Just look at how many battles, large and small, will appear in "EVE OL" every day. If we really want to make a beautiful fairy tale world, human beings will turn it into a world of war.

The game is higher than reality, but it cannot be separated from reality.

"I know, I know, I don't intend to make a utopia, that kind of thing... really won't exist, I just want to make a world that your mother is also trying to achieve, although she The desired world may be a little different from the world I desire."

However, Xilin seemed to see through Xiao Xi'er's heart. With a bitter smile, she said in a deep tone while adjusting the data parameters in front of her.

"my mother?"

Xiao Xi'er was taken aback for a moment, she didn't quite understand why Sister Xilin suddenly brought up her mother, she was obviously just talking about game production.

"Yes, your mother, without her, I would not be here, Xiao Xier, sometimes, you should also understand your mother, although she has a lot of teachings for you. However, she cares about you more than anyone else, she will choose to take you in, in a sense, maybe she just doesn't want to make herself so lonely."

There was something in Xilin's words, and the words she said made Xiao Xi'er look a little complicated, but she was even more puzzled.

"My mother doesn't want to be alone?"

"Yes, in a sense, your mother is the loneliest person in the world. No one has ever been able to walk into her heart, but you are the one who has the best chance at present. Her trust in you has already Beyond her boundaries."

"Well, forget it, let's not talk about these complicated things, let's talk about the business, let's help Sister Xilin figure out how to make a suitable game."

Halfway through the conversation, Sirin returned to the helpless and frantic look she had at the beginning, and interrupted the topic forcefully to ask Xiao Xier to help herself think about what Mihayou's new game is going to do. If there is no new game to provide freshness, the company's game department really has no useful people except for the planning team hired by the professional Pegasus.

However, in Sirin's heart, the second half of the words still exist.

Even if you really just want to be a tool person, your mother deserves to be followed and recognized by yourself, because the ideas are the same.

"Sister Xilin, I don't even know what you told me."

The other party forcibly changed the topic, and Xiao Xi'er knew that the other party didn't want to continue talking about this topic, so she didn't force her to take it back. She walked down the other party's steps consciously, and refocused on the business in front of her.

This is really a difficult thing.