I, Seele, Are Making Trouble in the Collapsed World

But when Xing thought of this, she stopped in her tracks, subconsciously, she looked at the window next to her, and looked at the world outside the window.

She still remembered that incident, and it was precisely because of that incident that Bronya, a guy from the outside world, officially stepped into her inner world...

It was an unremarkable day.

What makes it very strange is that it is just a very ordinary day, but I can accurately remember the exact time at that time.

In the huge public canteen, Xing sat on his table with an indifferent expression, looking at the vegetables in the lunch box, and pulling them into his mouth mouthful.

Around her, there wasn't any child sitting with her, as if she was always greeted by someone in the orphanage, and the fact that she had many friends in the orphanage was just an illusion.

In fact, Apricot doesn't need friends.

To be precise, Xing doesn't need such a thing as friends, Xing just needs to be alone!

Seeing the other children talking and laughing around, Xing cut softly with an extremely displeased face, he didn't want to accept this dark world full of sins anymore.

Thinking of this, Xing couldn't help showing a complexion, she...

How long has it been since you thought about your own past?

The past as the daughter of the Mar family?

Ever since I don't know why, the world I saw has changed into this strange appearance, and all the good things in this world have completely bid farewell to me.

It is precisely because of this reason that I have been reduced from the daughter of the Mar family to an orphan that no one wants, a cursed monster... Xing seemed to remember that she was once called a monster by those guys , those men and women who want to beat themselves out.

"Can I sit here?"

But before Xing could think more deeply, a strange voice interrupted her thoughts.

Xing, who looked unhappy, raised her head and was about to yell at who dared to disturb her Uncle Xing's thoughts, but when Xing saw clearly who was coming, she was stunned.

In her eyes, the world she sees is not the same as ordinary people, but a colorful and beautiful world.

I can't see those beauties, all I can see is darkness and distorted chaos, as if the concept of evil has been materialized, and it is this inexplicable change that changes my personality and makes me The spirit was hit hard, and even the family was destroyed in the end.

Under this chaos, after a long time, the numb self finally accepted all this and no longer felt everything around him.

Because once you feel it, you can only feel pain.

However, the person in front of me...

"...why... can I see you?"

After Xingda was stunned for a few seconds, almost subconsciously, she said such a sentence that made the other party very inexplicable.

"Are you blind?"

The girl sitting across from Xing looked at Xing suspiciously for a long time, and asked back with a very uncertain attitude.

"Ah...ah, no, I'm not blind...uh...nothing."

Even Xing herself didn't realize that her attitude just now was very different from her usual self. Compared with her usual stern indifference, now she is more like a little girl who is at a loss.

Very lively, full of emotion rather than just numb and indifferent.

"Oh, you are so strange."

The other party didn't care about Xing's strange behavior, and after looking at Xing, he began to focus on his participation.

Xing didn't say anything, but now she seemed to be two people compared to usual, and she immediately acted very awkward for this special girl in front of her.

Xing herself doesn't know what to say, she can't say that she can see other people's sins, but in her own eyes you don't have these things at all, in the world in your own eyes, you don't have any sins, you Is it a living human being?

Surprise yourself because you're human?

If I just told this girl in front of me, she would definitely hate me, right?

The two fell into silence for a long time, and finally, after struggling for a long time, they finally opened their mouth cautiously and asked tentatively:

"I... My name is Xing, Xing Maer... who are you?"

This special child, I want to know her identity, I want to know why she is so special. At this moment, Xing herself also did not realize that for several years, she has been indifferent to this world. A wonderful but long-lost emotion.

To Xing's relief, the other party didn't find anything strange.

The other party said a name without looking up, a name that Xing firmly remembered:

"Bronya, Bronya Zajcek."

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After the memories were over, Xing, who was blown by a gust of cold wind on his face, suddenly woke up, and stood in front of the window in a daze for a long time.

Since then, I have had a very strong interest in Bronya, but I am afraid that once the other party knows my truth, the other party will be afraid of me, loathe me, and resist me. Xing does not want to accept this reality.

For these reasons, I have never dared to show my true appearance to Bronya, and I still wear the previous disguise.

However, Xing looked down at the floor in front of her, at the distorted shadow cast along the light, yes, she was so evil in her own eyes, so distorted, she was a monster.

Bronya is so pure and noble in her eyes, just like an angel.

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On the other side of the orphanage, Xing sighed silently at the scene outside the window. In Changkong City, Xi'er was very happy at this moment.