Shirataki frowned: "Competing blindly."

"From the young master's point of view, this may be the case, but to me, this is the only thing I can do."

Qin Buhui's voice was slightly hoarse, and he couldn't hide his inferiority complex.

"My lord, do you know what kind of people they are?"

"It's the princess of Nantang, the saint of the Holy Fire Sect, and the woman who is destined to become a sword fairy in the future."

"And me? I'm just a good-looking vase. No matter how promising I am in this life, I can only be a wealthy businessman at most."

"In terms of wisdom, talent and learning, you are far superior to me, but am I really qualified to stay by your side for a useless person like me? Even if I walk more mountain roads, the soles of my feet will be worn out and bleed. I hate myself for being like this With a weak body, I also hate myself for not being able to strengthen myself..."

"I'm just an ordinary woman, a greenhouse flower that can't withstand too much wind and rain. If I don't take care of it for a while, I will die. Even if I try my best to support it for a while, I will die soon... I It's such a useless woman..."

Qin Buhui said bitterly.

"I'm not good enough for you like this."

Shirataki was dumbfounded.

He is no more than a commoner, and he is the one who looks forward to it.

He was about to say something, but saw Qin Buhui shaking her head slowly, and her fingers exerted some strength.

"I know what you want to say, but it's all your wishful thinking... I don't have the freedom to choose my own way of life. This world, this era, and this country don't allow that kind of freedom."

"Some people can only farm all their lives, and work from morning to sunset. I am much, much luckier than them... Similarly, I am the same as them. Many things determine that we can only live like this, and there is no possibility of choice. .”

"Nan Xinmo is like this, Beiming Qingqiu is like this, and so am I..."

"These things I did were not reckless, and I don't want to be seen as a troublesome woman because of this matter."

"I just have no other way, I can only do this... The best way to change yourself is to practice martial arts and turn yourself into a useful person, so that you can stay by your side."

"As long as I'm still useful, not just a beautiful vase, you won't think I'm troublesome, you'll think I'm an eyesore. I can carefully curry favor with other women, act like I'm not threatening, and try my best to keep her. Young Master, these are all because of..."

Her voice gradually became low and hoarse, and she couldn't hide her excitement. She spoke a few times, bit her lips a few times, and finally said with a trembling voice.

"Because...because I love you..."

These words can only be said by her now.

On weekdays, no matter how much courage was given to her, she would not be able to say it.

The emotional expression of the ancients was implicit and repressed, perhaps constrained by Confucian ethics. A sentence of "I like you" and "I love you" cannot be said so straightforwardly, but will be conveyed in various ways , maybe a marriage lottery, or a letter or a poem... Elegant or bold, it will not be a simple sentence.

But at this time, only such a simple to pale sentence is the most suitable.

Qin Buhui suppressed his emotions, his eyes suddenly turned red, his voice became speechless, he grabbed the young man's hands and sleeves with both hands, and clenched them tightly.

"It's precisely because I love you... I admire you more than anyone else, so I can't bear this sense of distance."

"Even if I make a mistake and turn myself into a perpetrator, even if I am scolded by the young master, I will..."

"If not, I don't know what else to do."

Bai Taki looked at the good girl who was suppressing her crying, but her tears burst first, and he was a little flustered.

Even with the force of breaking mountains and breaking seas, it can't soothe the anxiety in her heart, and the person who tied the bell has to be untied.

Qin Buhui's heart has already tied a knot.

Shirataki smiled wryly: "Why do I have to force myself so hard, I really never thought about it that way."

The weak Miss Qin's eyes were red: "Young master won't touch me at all..."

Shirataki remained silent.

This is a question of inferiority between beasts and beasts.

Qin Buhui smiled bitterly: "I know why... because the young master is not from this world at all, right?"

Bai Taki was startled, then smiled wryly, it's not difficult to guess, Zhao Ya knew, maybe more people knew, but they didn't point it out.

He never hides.

Qin Buhui looked bleak.

"Because you are not from here, so you are reluctant to accept me, but what does that matter? I don't care if you are from Nantang, I want to be with you, live, spend ordinary days, grow old together, It is precisely because I love you and admire you, Young Master, that I am afraid... I am afraid that one day you will never come back and leave me here forever..."

"I dare not explain clearly, and I shouldn't be too anxious to force you, because I'm afraid that if you make a choice, I will lose completely."

She bit her lower lip, breathing tensely, hyperventilating.

Bai Taki patted her on the back lightly, getting rid of his anger: "I won't lose you, I never said such a thing."

Qin Buhui leaned on her shoulder, with bitter tears on her weak expression, she cried like a little cat.

"How can I not be afraid?"

She grabbed the hem of his shirt, her fingertips trembling.

"Because you said... You already have a lover, and you already have concerns in the world over there. I remember very clearly what the young master said, because eyes can't deceive people."

"That's why I'm so scared that I can't sleep at night."

"I failed to keep you here. I have already lost, to that woman named Duan Mujin whom I have never met."

The murmur was low.

Pain, paranoia, nostalgia, but also full of helplessness and sadness.

There are seven hardships in life... I can't ask for it.

She was like a child who had had a nightmare, maybe more than one.

Long before this incident, there were already enough signs of her anxiety and impatience. The overly active and aggressive behavior in Fengwu City was the first manifestation of her inner imbalance, but Shirataki never realized it. .

Of course, for many amorous people, establishing a physical negative distance connection is nothing more than a shiver.

But for someone with enough self-discipline, making that connection means getting married on the spot.

So she could only hope for a breakthrough in this last layer, but it still failed.

If everything goes smoothly, that's all. The light comedy of love "I can't be so popular" can be staged in turn, and with Bai Taki's company, at least Qin Buhui can maintain a stable heart.

It's a pity that there was a steady stream of follow-up troubles, and there was no time to think about the relationship between men and women. When she realized it, everything had reached an irreversible point, and she became a vase girl who was just good-looking.

The continuous backlog of anxiety and emotion broke out completely and concentratedly.

Shirataki embraces the woman who is neither his girlfriend nor lover, and he can feel the hot emotions suppressed in her frail body, and the pain of unrequited love is vented in her trembling words, everything is clear.

He is unwilling to indulge his desires, like a beast, but there is no absolute right or wrong in the world.

Whether to accept it or not is just a multiple-choice question between beasts and beasts.

Qin Buhui's mental state is very bad, and his mental health has long been abnormal.

In other words, it is impossible for her to experience a normal and sound personality in the past. Shirataki helped her a lot, but it was just a small effort, and it was done easily, but it became a god and a symbol in her heart.

The same experience, the same past, different personalities, different perspectives, the results felt are completely different.

Shirataki owns the boundary gate, and he can come and go freely. His desperate and brave actions are never caused by pure kindness and chivalry.

She had already firmly believed that once she was abandoned, she would not be able to live anymore.

She can't accept the world without him, and she doesn't want to go back to the past where she was struggling alone.

Without him, he would have died long ago.

Before he knew it, Qin Buhui was already terminally ill, and the name of his illness was...

The girl murmured and asked, "What should I do to keep you?"

Bai Taki sighed secretly, and said in his heart that the world should be damned, how could a good girl be forced into such a state?

She still has a lot of choices, but she doesn't think she has such a choice, her voice is already begging or even begging.

At this time, as long as Bai Taki nods, the third beauty on the rouge list will completely become his property, obedient, and give everything for him, including life.

He hesitated for a long time, but neither nodded nor shook his head, but asked.

"Do you still remember that in Fengwu City, you hoped that I could promise you one thing?"

Qin Buhui's beautiful eyes showed a little bewilderment.

She remembered that Shirataki didn't give her a definite answer at that time.

She thought she was rejected.

"Remember……"

"After everything is over, after the dust settles, I hope my son..."

"Take me to see your hometown."

She repeated it softly.

Shirataki said quietly: "Although I don't know if I can succeed, it's not necessarily impossible to give it a try. If you want, I can take you back and show you my hometown."

Qin Buhui's fingers were stiff, she held the young man's skirt, and asked awkwardly: "Really?"

Shirataki pinched her cheek, pulled it outward, and then patted her forehead: "I'm not kidding you, it just so happens that your injury is relatively serious, and you're going to the Floating Water Guanyin School, I'm afraid your body won't be able to bear too many bumps."

Qin Buhui's expression was blank, as if he was a little dizzy from being hit by this big cake.

She didn't expect that this hard-hearted son would choose to compromise just because she cried twice.

"My lord..." she sobbed, this time it was tears of joy.

"Don't be too happy, this is just to show you around." Bai Taki said seriously: "And I have a girlfriend, so don't try to mess around."

Qin Buhui wiped his eye sockets with his hand, and smiled, but tears kept dripping down.

"Well...that's enough."

As long as you don't leave me behind, that's enough.

Shirataki was suddenly embraced by her violently, wrapped in indescribable softness and happiness, he was pulled down on the bed, his face felt the warm touch of facial cleanser, as we all know, there is nothing in this era...

Awei is dead!

This time, he didn't push away, nor did he dodge like an innocent little virgin.

He was also tired and needed to be healed.

They beat life and death along the way, and there were many dangers, so what if they were hugged?

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