Love Comes After Learning

"This step is to let you recall your past dreams and shake your current practice. Because of the changes in the past seven years, you will lower your psychological defenses and it will be easier to listen to what we are going to say next!"

Tongsu Mafuyu opened his eyes wider when he heard this, and finally took a step back in disbelief: "Meticulous. Although I knew that you came prepared, I didn't expect to consider this step. It's a bit scary... "

She suddenly turned her gaze to Asada Shinichi behind her, her brows were furrowed, her eyes were indescribably strange.

"Asada-kun, is it your envoy?"

"Otherwise, do you think Wuyue can think so deeply?" Asada spread her hands, without any resistance, and admitted directly.

"She said that she didn't want to hide it from you, she wanted to open up her heart and talk to you without any falsehood, and she wanted to tell you all the plans I had made, what else could I do? Anyway, you all regard me as a bad person, so I'm just right Take all the pots on your back."

Wuyue blushed, pouting half guilty and half dissatisfied: "I, I know I'm sorry for you, but if I don't do this, I will feel super sorry for the teacher! What if the plan fails because of this relationship? Do it...and, it won't compensate you."

Although the volume of the latter sentence was very low, it happened to be caught by Matsuki Kirisu. She turned her gaze back quickly, with an anxious expression as if she saw the student going down the road of no return:

"Student May, don't do stupid things! You are already the only one among the quintuplets who has not fallen, if even you are taken by him because of this compensation..."

"Teacher Mafuyu, I'm your student anyway, why do you say that about me?" Asada yelled dissatisfiedly from the side.

"shut up!"

Putting his hand on her shoulder, Kirisu Mafuyu did not turn his head, still looking at May seriously.

After Wu Yue was taken aback for a moment, she suddenly smiled with deep emotion.

"Teacher, I understand."

"What..." Kirisu Mafuyu was a little puzzled, only hearing the girl's voice sounding in front of him.

"Although you have always deliberately kept a distance from us, you have also said that you don't want to give advice for our future, 'There is nothing left, everything is meaningless'."

"However, you are still by our side, worrying about us and caring about our future - you said that there is nothing left, but it is because of your tenderness that I stand here and say these words to the teacher .”

Wuyue wraps the palm of her shoulder gently with her palm.

"It is also because of your seriousness and persistence that I can be troubled by the choice I have made, and I can understand that the time and growth I spent with you are by no means meaningless."

She raised her head and stared at Kirisu Mafuyu with a smile.

"So this time, let me tell a story."

Chapter 44 An Opportunity to Change, a Hope to Meet

"Our five sisters have been mentally ill since we were young. Even though our mother is a high school teacher, our academic performance has always been at the bottom."

"We are well aware of the fact that we are idiots, but our life at that time was very happy. Even if my family was in a bad situation, I didn't have any idea of ​​improving my grades. I just enjoyed my mother's encouragement, awards, and gentle scolding from time to time. "

"With a perfect mother and sisters who are as stupid as myself, there is no need to change this kind of life."

"I thought so until my mother died—if I was a fool, I was a happy fool."

Nakano Wuyue stated slowly, her eyes seemed to reflect the color of Shiting, a little heavy, but clean and bright.

Kirisu Mafuyu stood where she was, listening to her words in silence.

"After my mother left due to illness, I was sad and confused for a long time."

"I didn't know what I could do, I didn't know what I could be as stupid and incompetent as this - taking on the responsibility of being a mother and taking care of my sisters was the only thing I was able to move forward at the time."

"A few years later, Yihua found her dream, Nino made many friends, Sanjiu immersed herself in her own world, and Yotsuba became the trump card of the sports club... Only I have nothing, and I can't become anything, just watching like this The sisters went further and further away, but I fell behind, and even the only motivation disappeared.”

Wuyue's voice was very steady, with a soft and quiet tone, but every word and sentence seemed to contain all the confusion and loss of the past, and sincerely passed into Kirisu Mafuyu's heart.

"People who have nothing" is not just herself.

"Before I transferred to another school, I always wanted to improve my grades, because this was one of the few hopes I could think of that could catch up with my sisters... Even so, I found that no matter how hard I worked, no matter how many nights I stayed up, No matter how many test questions you write, even the same bad sisters can't surpass them, let alone other students in the class."

"Teacher, I don't have the ability to 'learn'."

She smiled lightly, but that smile made Tongsu Mafuyu's heart ache slightly, and subconsciously wanted to say something.

It's just that he opened his mouth, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't utter words—yes, when it comes to lack of talent, isn't he the same?

There is no right to comfort her at all, Kirisu Mafuyu already understood this fact.

"In front of my sisters, I will pretend to be hardworking and strong. No matter how many times I hit a wall, I will not give up. No matter how ugly my grades are, I will not lose. Just stand up after I fall—even if it is a disguise, I will make myself qualified Be with them."

"And when I was alone, I was sad, cried while hugging the quilt, and even felt that I was worthless at all, and was born purely to make up an auspicious number... I had a lot of negative thoughts, But I can only force myself to work hard, work hard, and keep working hard.”

"If I don't do this, I will no longer be Nakano Mayzuki."

"Not the hard-working idiot that everyone thinks, but the incompetent that can be seen everywhere."

"Even if my mother leaves... I want her to recognize me."

The ending sound suddenly trembled a little more.

"me……"

Wu Yue's calm expression gradually distorted, and she looked like she was about to cry, but she held back abruptly.

Even though her eyelashes were trembling constantly, tears were lightly stained, and even her lips were bitten white, she still opened her mouth and firmly continued her intentions with intermittent words.

"I...still here, I'm still in May."

"It doesn't matter if I fail, as long as I cry, my mother is looking forward to my performance."

"It doesn't matter if you fall behind, just work harder, everyone is waiting for me to catch up."

"Even if you are disappointed, don't despair, don't give up... because one day, maybe even me like this will meet my own hope."

Looking at Tongsu Mafuyu, Wuyue burst into tears and laughed.

She wiped her eyes with her sleeve, put the teacher's hand on her chest, took a deep breath, and calmed down her voice.

"Teacher, the notebook you sent Asada-kun before helped me a lot."

"Teacher, we have seen all the efforts you made in the forest school."

"Teacher, you always reprimand us with a serious face, but you never really lose your temper."

"Teacher, you always don't say how much you worry about us, but you often let me go to bed early, help me arrange my study plan, and use your own time to relieve my stress."

"Teacher, you will not encourage me, nor will you tell me the truth of life."

"But you have taught me a lot with your actions, and let me gradually understand what else I can do besides 'hard work' and what direction I should move forward."

Wuyue blushed slightly and smiled: "It's a bit embarrassing to say, you are very similar to my mother, maybe this is one of the reasons why I admire you?"

"The story of this 'idiot' has persisted until now, and finally met the hope of making her change."

"So, Kirisu Mafuyu-sensei, thank you very much!"

With a satisfied smile on his face, Nakano Mayzuki said word by word:

"It's really great to be your student!"

Heartfelt words fell heavily to the ground.

Kirisu Mafuyu stared blankly at her unbiased, clear and bright eyes as if he had lost his ability to react.

After a while, he bit his lip and turned his head, whispering.

"...You should thank that person over there."

May blinked and looked at Asada.

Without looking up, he stared at the phone and said, "I'm busy chatting with beautiful girls, don't look for me."

His eyes widened slowly, Wuyue pointed at him, and said to Kirisu Mafuyu with an expression of disbelief:

"Teacher, do you want me to thank that kind of person?"

"..."

Kirisu Mafuyu was speechless.

Seeing her rarely showing such an expression of not knowing what to do, Wu Yue suddenly narrowed her eyes and couldn't help but let out a puff.

...The current Kirisu-sensei is really similar to my past self.

"Just kidding, of course I am also very grateful to Asada-kun! But the help you have given me is different, so I will only thank one at a time."

Wuyue said with a relaxed tone: "Now, the person I want to thank is Teacher Tongxu. You are not afraid to accept my thanks just like at the celebration banquet, are you?"

The air was silent for a while.

"...You guys, have investigated it."

Although it was an interrogative sentence, Kirisu Mafuyu said it with a positive tone.

"In the past. The 'mistake' I made... Although I didn't tell anyone, and it wasn't a big deal that everyone knew about, but if it was Asada-kun, I probably would have found out about it long ago— — I guessed it from your attitude."

May nodded slightly, proving that she was right.

"In this case, you should understand."

Tongsu Mafuyu broke free from Wuyue's hand, sighed, and spoke lightly with lowered eyebrows and eyes.

"I am not a good teacher, the closer I am to my students, the easier it is to harm them.

Chapter 45 Kirisu Mafuyu's Past and Mistakes

Normal universities will arrange an educational internship before graduation.

At that time, Kirisu Mafuyu was assigned to "Ichinose High School" and officially became a trainee lecturer.

She is nervous, expecting, afraid, excited, and full of passion all over her body. Even though her parents object, and she almost runs away from home and lives alone, Kirisu Mafuyu has no hesitation, and stretches out her hands to embrace the "campus life" she dreams of.

She is like a canary flying high in the sky, seeing a completely different scene, and wants to spread her wings to go to a farther place.

Just because the dream comes true, at that moment, the whole world is full of happy colors.

"That, that... new appointment! I, I am the deputy head teacher of this class today... Kirisu Mafuyu! Please give me your advice!"

Even if she was teased by the students under the podium, the smile on her face was brighter than ever.

All in all, as if blessed by the heavens, Kirisu Mafuyu quickly became familiar with the teacher's affairs, and the lectures became more and more smooth and interesting.

The school is like another home. Both colleagues and students praise her well. She regards any difficulties she encounters as a challenge. She overcomes, introspects, and grows gradually until she can proudly say: She is a teacher.

As she told her students—

"Talent is not the most important thing! As long as you are willing to put in the enthusiasm, work hard, believe in yourself, and try your best to embrace your dreams, there is nothing you can't do!"

At that time, one student was particularly close to her.

"Wonderful! Hino-san, you are really amazing! Your piano skills have improved a little bit compared to yesterday!"