Love Comes After Learning

Maybe, maybe... Is liking something so complicated?Why can't I say that..."

"Ruyi..." Yangna looked at her with some distress.

That petite figure seemed to be trapped in a complicated and deep vortex, struggling and trying hard, but it was difficult to escape with her own strength alone, so she asked her sister for help...

She has never been in a relationship, not to mention kissing, she has never even experienced holding hands, can she really unravel Rui's confusion at this moment?

I don't know, but...

Ju Yangcai's eyes suddenly became firm, and she clenched her fists.

My sister is troubled, how can my sister just ignore it!

Anyway, I have never seen a pig run and I have eaten pork. Based on my experience of living for 22 years, listening to so many love gossips from college classmates, and reading a lot of novels and articles, I can always think of some reasons to make Rui feel better. .

That's right, it's like helping a baby bird fly...

"Obviously I have already kissed him." Ruyi sighed softly, "At that time, I should have liked him..."

Yangcai: "..."

She shook her body.Lie down, clutching his head, staring blankly at the ceiling.

It turned out to be a fledgling, and she was the only one left...

Chapter 110 Shinichi Asada Decides to Take the Initiative

"In the end, what is liking this kind of feeling? 』

The screen of the mobile phone lit up, watching the message from Rui, Asada put down the pen, and thought for a while with deep brows.

... This kid, have you read too many girl manga?

What do you say about love and love at a young age, read to me!

Asada snorted coldly, and sent a URL back.

Asada: "https://www.g gle.co.jp"

Ruyi: "? 』

Asada: "If you have something to ask brother Gu, there will always be one you are satisfied with among the 600 million results of <好きの意味>." 』

Rui: "..."

boom!

The sound of the door opening next door suddenly exploded, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps.

At the same time, Asada got up and locked the door. Seeing that the doorknob was being turned vigorously by the next moment, she raised her eyebrows and calmly retreated to the desk.

"Open! The door!"

Rui's deep voice, implying gnashing of teeth, came from outside.

Asada only gave two words.

"not open."

Rui asked immediately.

"Why not open? Are you in ○○?"

"You're here... Cough! We are all underage, please speak up!"

The veins on his forehead twitched, and his calm expression almost collapsed. He quickly adjusted his emotions and spoke calmly again.

"Because I'm studying."

Picking up the pen again, Asada pushed the non-existent glasses, and said indifferently: "Even if it is a younger sister, it is unforgivable to disturb my brother's study with boring questions."

Rui's attitude was firm.

"Then you open the door, and I'll go in and punish you. If it's ○○, put on your pants quickly. It's okay if you don't wear them. I don't care anyway."

Asada acted as if he didn't hear the latter sentence, and his attitude was equally firm.

"Even if you are a brother, you can't punish your sister with boring reasons."

"Isn't it just unforgivable..."

After confronting each other through the door for a while, Rui seemed to have just recovered from the frenzy, and let out a long sigh.

"...Forget it, no matter how unreliable Miss Yangcai is, it's not right to ask you about this kind of thing."

Muttering, she took two steps outside and was about to leave, but stopped suddenly.

"You... No, I..."

It seemed that there was a lot to say to him, but after a hesitant silence, Rui only whispered one thing.

"...Sorry, this is no longer a boring question for me."

After finishing speaking, she quickened her pace and left in front of Asada's door, returning to her room.

"..."

After a while, Asada looked away from the door panel and looked at the notebook on the table.

The pale light of the table lamp made the outline of his side face slightly indifferent, and the brown-black eyes seemed to be impenetrable.

"what……"

His sigh was lighter than hers, the open window sent a breeze, and the curtains were turned, the night was still quiet.

"Indeed, this is not a boring question."

Otherwise, it wouldn't bother me until now.

The pen in his hand suddenly fell, and he wrote a chapter after the unfinished sentence.

"... When you like someone, the most straightforward reaction is thinking about her when eating, thinking about her when walking, going to the bathroom, soaking in the bath, sleeping before your neck, and pushing your neck. Your mind is full of her. The time without her is like a year. When you are with her But every second counts.”

Asada frowned, thought for a while, and continued writing.

"At present, I have not experienced such a withdrawal reaction. I have to say that I am a little lucky, otherwise how can I concentrate on my studies...

And the relationship is a matter between two people. If you don't like each other and communicate directly, such a relationship will not have a good result.

Although I have the confidence that I won't cheat on anyone I associate with, who can tell what will happen in the future?After all, I’m just someone who gets rubbed a few times.”

Asada silently erased the last sentence and re-wrote it.

"After all, people who date because "the other person likes me" may end up being bothered because of the philanthropic emotion of "the other person likes me too".

In order not to become a scumbag, one should face up to one’s own feelings and make sure that someone is really in love before falling in love. This is the right choice.”

After writing this, he was still unable to put the sentence to a full stop, and kept raising and writing the pen. After hesitating for a few minutes, he suddenly raised his head.

Looking around my room, every book I have read or haven’t read comes into view one after another, and the figures of those who desperately contacted something in order to understand something in the past gradually emerged in my mind, like pieces of swaying mirages.

From ten years old to now 17 years old, Asada Shinichi has never escaped the word "learning" in his life.

His uneasiness does not come from the unknown, but from chaos, like a canoe lost in the sea, it can only wander around along the waves, and even a small wind and wave can overwhelm it.

The sense of panic always clenched his heart tightly, making it difficult for him to breathe, and his hands and feet were cold.

And knowledge is like the rudder and sails of a ship, allowing him to at least steer himself, decide where to break the unknown, and feel at ease about it.

At this time, the advancement is called freedom, not getting lost.

So why not do it now?

Only those who have been in love know how to fall in love.

When I was learning cooking, I didn’t know how many recipes I read, but in the end, I only made an fried egg that looked like charcoal, and my mother laughed at me and threw it into the kitchen waste bin?

You already have such a psychological shadow, why are you hesitating here now?

Is the real fear of not wanting to be called a scumbag, or...

"Tsk, nothing!"

Twitching the corner of his mouth, Asada put a question mark at the end of the sentence, as if trying to contain the irritability in his heart, he simply closed the notebook and stuffed it into the bookcase.

"Troubleshooting about this kind of thing also interferes with your studies. Why don't you worry about how many people like me, just find a girlfriend and settle down quickly, so that there will be no problems! Everything will be OK!"

Stretching vigorously, he yelled in despair.

Although there may be more problems in this way, at least there is a direction to solve it, instead of being between various routes and not knowing where to sail as it is now.

I really can't be at ease, no matter how much I can convince myself that "there is no rush", after all, they are in their own lives, just like the calendar full of schedules, no matter the past, present or future, they all have their own. figure.

It has become like this, so how can you not care about it?

"The question is how to care about it..."

Slowly lowering his hands, Asada leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes tiredly.

He recalled the appearance of those two girls when he was studying in the afternoon.

Sanjiu is much bolder than before. Since the forest school, her mind is like a samurai sword drawn out of its sheath. The cold light shines on him, and she is only waiting for a certain day to make up her mind, and she will go straight to him the first level.

Wen Nai must be thinking about something messy again, right?Always pretending to be calm, pretending to be okay, smiling as usual, but the performance of "I have something on my mind, I'm not happy but I won't tell you" is too obvious, he can understand it at a glance , This is the tacit understanding between them.

Not to mention there are Yihua and Ninao, one is no different from a confession, and the other has already confessed several times.

There are others.

Giving an answer would hurt them.

But if he doesn't give an answer sooner, those important friends of his will be hurt more and more in the future as time goes by.

Stop loss in time, this is a truth that everyone understands except gamblers.

No matter love novels, galgames, animated comics or serials, they are all lessons learned by Shinichi Asada.

These "teachers" told him again and again that if they continued to procrastinate, it would only bring them greater sorrow.

"...Then, it's okay not to take the initiative."

said softly.

Because I don't want to see that scene.

He opened his eyes suddenly, staring at the blindingly bright light bulb without blinking.

Until his eyes were sore and painful, he still did not escape the scorching light source, and his expression was always calm and firm.