How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

"outsider"

In front of them, the discussion of the four people on the issue of the society will automatically end.

That's right, Ayase is now a

"outsider"

Identity——Although her relationship with Kazuya is the closest brother and sister, and although she has a good relationship with Kato and Yingri, she is still an outsider when it comes to the activities of the club.

Moreover, judging from the club visit she worked so hard at last time, she didn't feel that she could simply fit into that environment, if she could simply cheer for Kazuya as a supporter during his football game , then when Kazuya is busy with this aspect, Ayase will find that she doesn't even have a place to stand.

Therefore, from the bottom of her heart, Ayase knew that she was jealous of Ying Riri and the others, because the other party could say something to Kazuya that she could not communicate with Kazuya.

But Ayase also knows that her inexplicable jealousy is not normal, so most of the time, she will accuse herself of this incorrect mentality with a bit of hatred.

However, this does not stop her impulsive approach many times.

The current practice of lying on Kazuya's shoulders and pretending to sleep and continuing to listen to the conversation of the four is just like this. From the conversation, Ayase realized that this seemingly random discussion can determine the continuation of the club to a certain extent. Whether or not, hearing such a conversation made Ayase feel a sense of joy that she had eavesdropped on some secret.

It was in this situation that Ayase heard Shi Yu's conversation.

Maybe it's because I can only focus my energy on the other person's words with my eyes closed, while ignoring many other deceitful expressions, or maybe it's because Shi Yu wants to give up and deliberately deceives, but in my heart it also contains Ayase can also empathize with the complex feelings of a glimmer of hope. When Shi Yu said those words, Ayase could hear the other meanings contained in it.

If it was the past Ayase, she would stand by Kazuya without hesitation at this time, and even at the risk of offending Kazuya and Shiyu, she would tell Kazuya about it, but this time Ayase , but hesitated, some inexplicably remembered the slightly tingling feeling that Kazuya, who hugged Eiri, gave her, and Ayase thought a little angrily:

"You also made me unhappy. Although it was only for a while, you also made me unhappy. In that case, it's okay to take this kind of thing as compensation, right?"

"But, is this really possible?"

Recalling the first quarrel between her brother and sister due to her irresponsible petty temper, Ayase hesitated again.

"It's alright, it's okay not to tell my brother about this, and my brother has no right to blame me. He didn't find the problem himself, so should I help him find out?

Besides, he doesn't know that I know about it, so it doesn't matter. "

In Ayase's heart, it was as if two villains were fighting. She was a little terrified to find that she had actually done a lot of things that violated her own common sense today, such as taking Kato and Shiyu to find it without Kazuya's request. Kazuya, for example, eavesdropping on the conversation of the four people in the club at this time, and for example, under the current circumstances, such a little girl's temperament to deliberately conceal the truth is rarely produced.

This series of wrong behaviors of her own made Ayase feel a little ashamed, but she felt an inexplicable sense of accomplishment. Brings a strange feeling.

Ayase often listens to her best friend Kirino complaining about her brother, and even criticizes Kirino's rude behavior towards her brother. She also feels that the brother-sister relationship in the Kosaka family is absolutely abnormal. Yes, only the attitude of getting along with your own brother is the most ideal.

However, this most ideal model is being torn apart bit by bit. Ayase has always been the good sister who wants to work hard to help Kazuya, and has always been the one who has full respect and longing for her brother. The younger sister of the mentality, but, she will also find that there is absolutely no problem with the slightly rebellious mentality, the small revenge mentality when the dissatisfaction caused by some of Kazuya's actions.

Ayase can also know that with Kazuya's doting on her, her little girl's mentality can definitely be forgiven.

"Since you have known this for a long time, why are you so strict with yourself?

Why can't I do something more in line with my heart? "

While muttering to herself, Ayase's heart had those thoughts that she once felt unspeakable and a little ashamed, but now she feels she can try.

"No way!"

But soon, Ayase suppressed this kind of thinking again. Strict tutoring and strict self-discipline towards herself still overcome Ayase's impulsive impulse.

"You can't think like that!

If there is such an idea, then what to do next is unpredictable! "

"But if it's just a little bit, it should be fine, right?"

But even so, when a seed begins to take root, it's hard to stop external forces.

When Ayase was caught in the predicament of the battle between heaven and man, Kazuya also noticed the strange movement of his sister on his shoulder, and asked a little strangely:

"Ayase, are you awake?"

--------------------------------PS----------------- ---------------- This chapter was written when I was thinking about watching the theatrical version of a certain cult. It is the highest level of absent-mindedness, um, so forgive me.

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Now that she has been discovered, Ayase is naturally embarrassed to continue pretending to fall asleep, but as she expected, when she opened her eyes, she embarrassedly revealed a

"disturbing everyone"

When the expression changed, the four people who were still discussing before also stopped the topic tacitly.

Although Ayase and Eiri have collaborated on books and visited Kazuya's club, in everyone's heart, she is still just the little sister who is attached to Kazuya, and cannot be regarded as someone who can know secrets. Existence, Ayase knew even in Kazuya's heart, which made her feel a slight imbalance in her heart.

On the whole, Ayase didn't like this aspect of the house. When she was surprised and angry when she learned that Kazuya had kept this secret from herself, her shock and anger were mainly due to Because of Kazuya and Tongno's concealment, but what made her a little uneasy was that part of the reason for her anger was also because her brother, who should have been perfect in her heart, still had such a hobby.

Of course, this kind of small prejudice can almost be ignored, but when Ayase gradually realized that Kazuya has a deeper intersection with this aspect than she imagined in every way, her mentality still happened. Some subtle changes, while looking at Tong Nai, and even Liu Li, who has just gotten to know each other and have become very good, seems to be able to talk about this topic with Kazuo, but she has never been able to start, which makes her feel Feeling like you're being excluded from everyone.

Of course, it’s not that Ayase didn’t study and understand, but at least in a short period of time, she still has to admit that it’s hard for her to find out why other people are so persistent about the Two-dimensional characters in the picture. .

In this regard, Ayase often comforts herself that she is still the closest person to her, and this is the only thing that will never change, no matter when, her brother will always stand by her sister.

Until the identity of Ying Lili was confirmed, until Kazuya habitually stood with Ying Lili and faced herself with Shiyu and Kato in the form of two people, Ayase suddenly had a kind of feeling. The feeling of panic, although the relationship between male and female friends is not as close as the relationship between family members, but this is also an intimate existence that is infinitely close to the relationship between family members.

Even, when his girlfriend naturally became a member of the family - Ayase felt that it was absolutely not impossible given the familiarity between Eri and her family - then her superior status would be lost.

The so-called feeling of her brother being robbed by other girls is probably like this. Ayase is at a loss for this, which is why she fell asleep on Kazuya's shoulder when she boarded the train for the return journey. It was also Eiri, who expressed her opinion that she would not be prejudiced against her, but Ayase still hoped that Kazuya could prove it through actions. Fortunately, Kazuya's shoulder that made her feel a little familiar still gave her a lot of peace of mind. .

Therefore, when Ayase, who was lying on Kazuya's body, found that she had the concept of wanting to hide Shi Yu's inner thoughts, her first reaction was to condemn herself.

However, when she opened her eyes and found that everyone was silent like nothing else, isolating herself, a feeling of dissatisfaction emerged spontaneously in her heart.

"They don't know it themselves anyway, so why should I tell them these things?"

At that moment, Ayase, who was fighting between heaven and man, made up her mind.

"Ayase, doesn't your face look very good?"

Kazuya looked at his younger sister, who was pale at first and then flushed again, and asked with concern,

"Did you catch a cold when you woke up in the morning?"

"No la!"

Ayase said to Kazuya with a bit of a temper,

"I don't usually have a good temper when I first get up."

"Hey, why didn't I know this?"

He also narrowed his eyes a little embarrassedly.

"Yes, because my brother never got up before me, nor did he come to wake me up!"

Ayase pouted and said.

"Nonsense, I still had it when I was a child, that, probably, when I was in the third grade of elementary school?"

Kazuya argued anxiously, and then realized that it seemed that his earliest experience of getting Ayase out of bed stopped in the third grade, which made him somewhat unable to save face.

He glanced awkwardly at the other three girls next to him who seemed to cover their mouths and laugh softly, and Kazuo waved his hand a little forcefully and said:

"Well, all in all, if you have this problem, how should you relieve your mood when you wake up?"

"The point is don't talk to me!

I get so annoyed when I talk! "

Ayase looked at Kazuya who was beginning to talk softly to herself, and suddenly a happy feeling came back in her heart. Although she really rarely spoke to Kazuya like this, she looked at Kazuya with such an attitude towards her. Also, she still had an unexpectedly happy feeling.

Especially this conversation between siblings, which seemed so casual in front of others, made her feel that her brother still belonged to her.

"Well, if that's the case, as long as he says one more word, forgive him!"

Just as Ayase, who was secretly delighted, was thinking so, her conversation with Kazuya was interrupted by another person.

"Well, Kazuya, I also know how Ayase feels. When I wake up, I'm a little bit depressed. Just let me calm down for a while now!"

Eiri's voice that seemed to want to mediate came over.

"Well, that's it!"

Kazuya, who was originally going to continue coaxing Ayase, heard the words of Eri, and also

"wise"

He chose to shut his mouth.

And this scene made Ayase, who had calmed down a little, become more irritable.

Although she kept telling herself that such strange thoughts were unreasonable, every time Ayase wanted to further suppress her emotions, the more she could not control her emotions. In the end, her kind of Some depressed expressions even showed on his face.

This situation made Kazuya more convinced of his own judgment. He glanced at Ying Riri gratefully, and Kazuya shook Ying Riri's hand lightly, and said:

"Thank you!

She seems to be really angry. It's right not to mess with her. It's time for this child to be angry! "

"Well, it's nothing!"

Although the girl's intuition made her feel that things seemed to be a little different, Eiri didn't think too much about other things, and showed a soft smile towards Kazuya.

Kato and Shiyu, who were sitting across from the three of them, saw all the interactions between the three of them, but they both seemed to be mainly thinking about their own affairs. Exceptional cases are ignored.

Just like that, the carriage fell into a silent state of doing their own thing again.

After a long time, when Kazuya recalled the scene at this time, he would realize that he seemed to have neglected some very important things for everyone. At this time, if he could be more sensitive, even if it Open the knot of one of them, and the following series of problems can be avoided.

However, this was ultimately limited to his speculations when he reviewed the game later. At that time, he only thought that the problem had been solved.

When they got off the train and parted, Kazuo saw that Ayase, whose face had returned to her usual gentle attitude, felt a lot more relieved about her sister.

Of course, Ayase's mood at this time was definitely not as simple as she appeared.

-------------------------------Dividing line----------------- -------------- The days that followed were actually quite normal.

Lun Ye, who was waiting hard in the club classroom, welcomed Kazuya's return with open hands, and expressed his high admiration for Kazuya's decisive choice in private:

"Although I gave you this proposal at the time, I have to say that I thought about it for a while later, maybe arousing this kind of contradiction will have the opposite effect, but, Kazuya, you have done it in this matter. A very good decision too!

Although I can't judge who is better, but being able to make a decision and remembering forever is much better than hesitating and procrastinating! "

"Hey, you guy, you know that you pushed me too quickly at that time?"

Looking at Lun Ye's somewhat frightened expression, Kazuya wanted to slap him, but in the end he held back. As Lun Ye said, no matter what decision was made in the end, in terms of results, Much better than procrastinating.

Therefore, every time he appeared in the audio-visual classroom, and Kazuya, who was drawing, looked at Kazuya, and when he saw Yingri's expectations but deliberately pretended not to care about himself, this kind of The feeling of happiness will be more pronounced.

However, this situation has become less and less common. With the approaching of the final stage of the national competition, and the training time on the team's side has become more and more, and I wanted to let Yingri come Kazuya, who was watching his own training so that his teammates could envy him for being favored by the school goddess and satisfying his slight vanity, was ruthlessly rejected by Yingri.

"I don't have that much time!