If the so-called community is really likely to fall apart, who is the ultimate cause? An Yi is already working hard to maintain the current relationship and trying to solve this problem finally, right?
I can realize his kind of effort, and you will too, right? "
"Is it also Ren?"
I remembered Lun Ye's behavior that obviously didn't fit his character.
"assist"
In the same way, Kazuya was at a loss for words for a while, but he could also understand that Lun was actually working hard for this kind of blessing-software, but he was always immersed in his own thoughts and didn't realize it.
"Well, I agree with that."
Kazuya nodded in frustration.
"Since Aragaki-san also realized this, but do you think An Yi-san's efforts are useful?"
"How much does it still play a role?"
"However, it has played some role, and it can't solve the final problem, right?"
"Final question!"
Kazuya stared blankly at Kato who was aggressively questioning him, and finally nodded bitterly and said,
"Indeed, there is no solution."
"That's right, because the so-called final problem can only be solved by Aragaki-san himself!
At this time, should I sigh with emotion that classmate Aragaki has become the scumbag male protagonist in the so-called harem comics? "
It can be seen that Kato seems to want to make a joke at this time, but when she says these words, who usually don't tell jokes, it is more like a question to Kazuya.
This should be the first time that someone other than Kazuya has brought up this topic in front of Kazuya, but Kazuya is not surprised by this situation, because, in the current state, as long as it is not absolutely insensitive Idiots, can see the formation of the situation in the Shura field.
Therefore, Kato's remarks made Kazuya feel an inexplicable sense of guilt.
"Yes, so I must solve this problem quickly. Although it is difficult, it must not be delayed any longer."
As if under self-hypnosis, Kazuya said to himself while emphasizing himself.
"But, because it's my own problem, you can't help me work hard, right?"
And remembering what Kato said just now, Kazuya asked back with some doubts.
"Well, it's like this. Of course, like An Yi, I can't help you solve this problem directly, but I can also help you solve this problem like him, right?"
"I do not quite understand what you mean?"
Kazuo also feels that the conversation between Kato and him today should be the sum of the previous weeks, and the things Kato said to him that made him unclear may surpass all the things that have made him confused since getting along with Kato. The sum of the words understood.
"Well, to put it simply, Aragaki-san, I cherish this club very much, so I don't want the club to split because of me!"
"So, Kato, what do you mean?"
"Aragaki-san is wondering if I have a crush on you?
It's no wonder that boys who feel good about themselves always think that girls like him when they have a special attitude towards him. "
"Sorry, I feel so good about myself."
Kazuya said with a wry smile.
"So, what I want to say to Aragaki-san is that even if I have a good opinion of you, my goodwill for you has not risen to the level that I can sacrifice this club to complete it. So, if you want to confess to me, then I'm sorry!"
"Kato?"
Kazuya was stunned when she saw Kato who first sent herself a good person card.
"Well, I'm sorry, I always feel that I feel too good about myself by doing this myself. If Aragaki-san doesn't have a good impression on me, am I being a little self-indulgent?"
Next, Kazuya saw a side of Kato that he had never seen before.
Kato Megumi raised his head, his eyes filled with rare sadness.
"So, no matter if I'm being selfish or not, Aragaki-san, at least you can be freed from me!"
Kato has never seen Kato crying, never seen it before, and should never see it again, because Kato Megumi himself seems to be a person who can't cry.
"Well, I always feel that it's a bit strange to say this. Look, these words should be told to you when two hours are approaching, so what are you saying now, so, Aragaki-san, I blame you for doing this. I talked to you earlier!
You would not have spoken to me so early in my expectation. "
Kazuya opened his mouth, not knowing how to reply.
"However, I'm sorry, although it's rude to leave a guy in the middle of a date, but maybe it's even more rude to talk to you like this?
I'm leaving first, sorry! "
Kato stood up and ran straight towards the door of the store, Kazuya's hand habitually wanted to reach out to grab Kato, but in the end it only caught the air.
-------------Chapter Dividing Line---------------
Megumi Kato is a person who doesn't understand competition. This kind of competition is not because she doesn't need competition, but because she has never thought about competing for something.
Just like Ying Lili and Shi Yu, when they have a school goddess-level appearance and talent-like talents, they have most of the things at their fingertips, so they don't need to compete.
But this does not mean that they do not understand competition. In areas where their talents cannot easily reach, they will still put in their 12 points of effort to compete.
Otherwise, Ying Lili will not be able to continue to grow the club after her mother gradually fades out of egoistic-lily, and Shi Yu will not be able to advance step by step in the field of light novels and become such an excellent writer as she is now.
Therefore, when the tacit understanding with Kazuya is broken and there is a real crisis to compete, as long as they make up their minds, they will use their strongest talents to compete.
However, Kato is completely different from them. She has no concept of competition at all. From childhood to adulthood, she is an inconspicuous factor in the crowd. Inconspicuous means that no one will ever compare with her, maybe elementary school At that time, those who ranked behind Kato would pay attention to Kato's name, but even this kind of competition and comparison was gradually ignored due to Kato's popularity.
After all, there are many students with mid-range grades, and they will never be anyone's long-term target.
The only ones who can become targets are those who are called excellent.
On the other hand, Kato never wanted to snatch anything from others.
Kato has nothing particularly precious. If there is, it may be her family. However, for her, her family will not be taken away, and her family will not disappear out of thin air. But there is no need to worry about the existence of other people.
Therefore, because Kato Megumi has no desires, there is no thing worth maintaining that may be lost at any time, so she has no concept of competition from childhood to adulthood.
This is how Kato is, in his seemingly detached realm, he has spent his elementary and middle school, and if possible, high school.
However, after high school, everything changed.
There is a space that I especially want to keep, a friend that I cherish, and even an object with which I have vague feelings.
Kato admits that for Kazuya, she only saw that guy as an interesting observation object at first, although there is a kind of envy for the other party, but the so-called observational learning, and ultimately want to become that Human characters are different.
Humans often do a lot of things without much need for purpose, but just because of interest. This is Kato's observation of Kazuya.
Of course, human beings are such an awkward species. He will do one thing because he is interested in it without considering the return at all, but at the same time, he also hopes to get feedback, even if this feedback is not what he expects to achieve by doing this thing. , and even change his original intention because of this feedback.
This is like a person publishing an article on the Internet. At first, it may be because of his own interest. However, in addition to his interest, he also hopes to be affirmed by others. After receiving feedback and affirmation from others, he will even Continue to write because of other people's feedback, not because of your original ideas.
The same is true for Kato. Kato once thought that he could always face Kazuya in a way that only he knew about the other party, and then secretly looked at each other on various occasions, and then made his own predictions, even It's okay to scare him off at times by casually stating some facts.
But Kato finally chose to tell Kazuya the truth, and told Kazuya the truth in an active way. Kato felt that it was not because of the feelings between men and women, but a simple one, because I was watching you, so I look forward to getting your feedback on what you mean.
If he had a choice, Kato didn't know if he would do it again at that time, maybe he would not change his approach because he couldn't bear the feeling of wanting recognition, or maybe he felt that doing so would cause a kind of self-inflicted damage to his future. The sadness and hesitation that should not have been there and some dissatisfaction finally gave up.
But the choice at that time was unchangeable, and after the choice at that time, Kato felt that his behavior had become beyond his control after that.
Gradually, I fell in love with blessing-software, which is generally very lazy, and everyone is not so reliable, but in the end it can bring me a lot of peace of mind; gradually I have good friends, although Yingli Li is always red said with a face
"I only let you come to my house to preach to Kato!"
Something like that, but the smile she showed in the process of getting along with herself is not a lie, and of course Ayase, who has shown a mature demeanor different from her age in front of all kinds of people all the year round, In front of Kato, the state of a more charming little girl is shown more than in front of Kazuya, which also makes Kato feel his own sense of existence.
Of course, the most important point is that Kato was a little frightened and a little worried to find that his feelings for Kazuya Aragaki were deteriorating.
Many girls' love for boys starts from the simplest interest, and after contacting each other or because of various events, this interest may change to boring, or it may change to one. A further concern, and there is no doubt that the change in Kato's attitude towards Kazuya belongs to the latter.
To be honest, Kato doesn't quite understand what the so-called feeling of love is exactly, or at least her so-called love is not so deep at this stage, so she can't clearly feel it. that emotion.
However, Kato at least knows that he wants to help Kazuya now, even if he uses this self-explosive way to guide the way for his thinking; The actions are very enjoyable. For example, in the night when the two people were together under the valley, Kato felt Kazuya's efforts, and at the same time, he also had a look that could be called happiness.
However, after all, this feeling is unclear and unclear. Kato Megumi, who is not clear about his love, will not give up what he has definitely owned because of this feeling when his love is unclear. What you are sure to cherish is the sense of stability and happiness of your own community and small group, and you will not break up the friendship that may be difficult to get again because of this feeling.
Therefore, Kato chose to give up. This is not a so-called Virgin-style self-sacrifice and fulfillment of her people, but a true idea in her heart. Kato is a rational person, when a rational person deals with emotional problems , she would not include that subtle uncertainty factor into the reference range.
When Kato told Eiri and Shiyu these words to herself, she didn't care about the other party's reaction, but when she told Kazuya these words in front of Kazuya, she was rarely It's out of proportion, because when she said these words naturally, the feeling of pain and sadness that was about to overflow in her heart was the first time she experienced this feeling in her life.
Therefore, for the first time in her life, Kato chose to run away in front of the decision she made, because, for the first time, she began to doubt the correctness of her actions.
-----------------------------Dividing line------------------- ---------- For the understanding of feelings, is your judgment accurate or inaccurate?
Kazuya thought of such a question for the first time in his mind.
When Kato showed that rare sad look in front of him and left, Kazuya suddenly felt that everything he had done before was nonsense.
Kato's last expression contained the meaning, and he could clearly feel the helplessness and sadness of the other party's swollen eyes, but he couldn't do anything about it, because Kato used his own accuracy for everything he could say. His foreknowledge blocked what Kazuya might say next.
Just as Shi Yu seems to be able to predict his own reactions to various situations with great accuracy, and then make dating plans based on his own reactions, Kato has also achieved this, but Kato's approach is different from that. Shi Yu's approach is different, Shi Yu is pulling Kazuya to his side, while Kato is pushing Kazuya away from his side.
For a time, He also seemed to feel that his understanding of himself was not as profound as those of these girls, not even as deep as Lun's. He also felt that he seemed to be like a walking corpse with regard to his behavior pattern, completely following a kind of A script that I don't know is acting.
And after Danghe was in a daze for a long time in the dessert shop, he slowly woke up.
"No, but that would be weird!"
Thinking of Kato's last words, Kazuya's heart suddenly rose with an unnamed anger,
"Why do you feel that all of you are telling me what to do from your own perspective? Why, it feels like, from the very beginning, I entered the context you set up, and the environment you set up was inextricable. I don't think so!"
"What 'Aragaki-san can't do it, now, I can only help Aragaki-san do it' or something, this kind of thing is completely self-talk!
If you really understand what I am doing right now, then there is absolutely no need for you to say this! "
I don't know why, Kato also has a special kind of sullen anger towards Kato's pointing at him, maybe because Shiyu's guidance to Kazuya was subtle, while Kato used a more decisive one. The dissatisfaction caused by forcibly bringing Kazuya into his own words in a way that does not conform to Kato's style.
"What I have to do now is to maintain the integrity of this society!
Instead of what you said, what I am doing now is leading to the division of the community. You broke the logical premise at the beginning. How can I think calmly? "
The more I think about it, the more I feel that Kato's previous remarks are very inductive.
The current situation of blessing-software is very simple. Because of Kazuya, everyone seems to have lost the motivation to continue working in the club, and the club itself has become an awkward place.
Therefore, Lun Ye's purpose is to use this kind of quick knife to cut through the mess, so that Kazuya can solve the emotional chaos of being ambiguous with different people but not making a choice in one go, and finally achieve the purpose of reuniting the community. .
This is also the ultimate goal of this series of practices.
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