Falling in Love with a Sick Girlfriend Twenty Years Younger Than Me

I quickly pressed Rena's shoulders, half-forced her to calm down.

Looking back at the confused passer-by who came out to breathe in the corridor, I smiled apologetically at him awkwardly.

As a result, he showed a subtle expression and left here silently.

If it continues like this, it will attract attention sooner or later...

"call......"

Seeing that Linnai had stopped making trouble, I scratched my head in distress and continued.

"It's not what you think, Rena..."

"That's not the case? For seniors, isn't 'love' something just used to fool me?"

Linnai laughed at herself, the expression on her face was full of sarcasm, and there was no trace of drunkenness.

I was silent for a few seconds, ignored her attitude, and continued.

"Before I fell in love with Kaori...that is, my ex-girlfriend, my definition of 'like' was actually confused with something like 'love'."

"At that time, I was always thinking, isn't 'liking' a person the same as 'loving' a person? As long as you have a relationship, even if you didn't reach the level of 'love' in the first place, you will reach the level of 'love' one day level?"

"So, I was really happy when I heard a senior sister in the school confess to me."

“[After staying in this country for so many years, I finally have a girl who loves me!]…That’s what I thought at the time.”

"But...the senior who said she liked me, but she backed down on the last night where she led and wanted to have sex with me."

"When I saw her extremely sad but helpless eyes, I knew that she just 'liked' me, not 'loved' me."

"...After that, I suddenly realized that my feelings for Kaori were the 'love' that I didn't hesitate at all, and that I really wanted to be with her, and at that time She, too."

"The so-called 'love' is to be able to give up all other things for the person you like... When a person can do this, that is when he truly loves someone .”

Having said that, I stopped and prepared to take a break.But Rena, who heard my words, still had an unwilling expression on her face.

I saw that Linnai grasped the hem of the clothes tightly, gritted her teeth and said to me: "Senior, do you mean that not only the affection for me is just 'like', but also the feeling for me is just 'like'?"

"...that's right."

"!!!" Linnai stared at me dumbfounded for a while, and then said angrily, "Are you kidding! If you haven't learned about it, don't guess other people's feelings!! My feelings for senior are definitely more than just It's just 'like'—"

"Then can you give up everything you have for me and start from scratch?"

"--Eh?"

I shrugged helplessly, and laughed at myself to Rena who was a bit puzzled, "Kaori gave up everything she had at that time and eloped with me, huh?"

"elopement!?"

"Well, elope. I only have 3 yuan left with her, no residence, no job, and can only rely on the assistance of friends and part-time jobs, and spent a whole month of time. And after she stabilized her life, she also never I haven't been in touch with my family."

Hearing my words, Rena lowered her head unwillingly, and said in a low voice stubbornly.

"...My family will not object."

"I know."

"If it's a matter of age, I don't mind, senior."

"I know that too."

"If, if you want to get married, tomorrow, tomorrow I will—"

"Stop! Although I am looking forward to this, it is not important!"

"Well......"

Rena frowned, her expression becoming cute again.His tone was full of puzzlement, and he said to me.

"Then, why is senior unwilling to accept me? No matter how you think about it, there is no reason to reject me?"

"Speaking this sentence from your mouth made your rating plummet, Rena..."

I shook my head and said to her, "Have you already said that? I 'like' you, but I don't 'love' you."

"Then, slowly cultivate words after dating!"

"Impossible, that kind of thing... Even the girlfriend who loved me so much left me, and the reason is even more vulgar and makes people laugh... Do you think I will give up hope In an indeterminate future?"

"..."

Rena looked at me blankly and fell silent.

I also looked back at her quietly, expecting her to understand my thoughts.

——Although I don't know what I'm talking about.

In this way, the time passed by every minute and every second, and the temperature in the corridor gradually dropped. The temperature that had risen from drinking just now gradually dropped.

Reina's complexion gradually returned to normal.Most of the blush caused by drunkenness has also dissipated.

After a long time, just when I was thinking about whether to close the windows to avoid catching a cold, Rena finally spoke.

This time, with a smile.

"Ahaha, failed, we."