Falling in Love with a Sick Girlfriend Twenty Years Younger Than Me

"Ah...I think...if he doesn't like me, let him like me, wouldn't it be fine?"

"Even if you have such an unbearable past, even if your sister is a defective product?"

"Um......"

"Isn't that unfair to other people?"

"...Love is inherently unfair."

Hearing Asuna's answer, Erina finally showed a satisfied smile.

Then, she spoke out about her decision.

"Then... the next thing, leave it to me, sister."

"...Erina?"

Erina didn't continue talking, because the eyeliner arranged by her father was already close to her.

Continuing to maintain this posture will arouse suspicion.

Leaving from Asuna's arms, Erina stood in front of her, and then lowered her voice.

"Go, take that man's sister, go back to his home, and tell him everything."

"If you really have that courage, it shows that you really love him."

"What happened after that...I'll help you out."

After finishing speaking, she turned and left the alley without the slightest nostalgia.

Only Asuna was left kneeling on the ground, staring blankly at the direction in which her sister left, lost in thought.

The two sisters, who had been separated for two years, finally spoke frankly again.

Even if the road ahead is still bumpy, as long as they work together, even their unreasonable parents can no longer stop them from moving forward.

Chapter 11 forward

Swah——

The red car body passed quickly under the cherry blossom tree, the tires picked up one after another cherry blossom petals scattered on the ground, and immediately threw them into the air. After a burst of dazzling flying, the petals gradually returned to calm, slowly falling downward.

Turning her eyes from the phone to the street, Kaori looked at the talking and laughing travelers, feeling an indescribable emotion and regret in her heart.

Why, at that time, I didn't doubt my parents, but I directly believed the lie that I was seriously ill, and left the man who loved me so much?

Why, the happiness that was already close at hand, was thrown away by myself a few months ago, like throwing away worthless garbage?

Why... After knowing that my illness was just a malicious lie from my parents, instead of having the urge to rush back to that man, I was full of panic instead?

Is it because he is afraid of being hated by him?

Back then, I promised to go through all the difficulties and obstacles in the future together, but I gave up on him because of a reason that is not even terminally ill... After he finds out, he will definitely be regarded as a violation of the law. Promised person.

Or is it that I am thinking about the other party's future, and I don't want to add any more burden to him, so I let him use his talents to the fullest in the city of Tokyo, and get everything he should have obtained long ago?

Not long after I left him, that man has already been promoted to the section chief... If I don't get close to him in the future, even if it is the position of minister, he can definitely take it, right?

That man's talent has been forcibly suppressed by his parents all the time, and he has never been given the chance to truly display it.Now that I finally had a chance to go further, how could I have the heart to let that man go back to the state where he was almost a freelancer...

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In fact, these are all deceptive.

In order to cover up her truest thoughts, Kaori made up a beautiful lie that seemed beautiful but was actually full of loopholes.

There was only one thing she was always afraid of.

That was the most important thing related to whether she and Li Ling could restore their previous relationship.

That is......

——Whether she still loves that man.

When this thought appeared in Kaori's mind, she inevitably felt a burst of heartache, and her face suddenly turned pale.

After finally resisting the urge to cry out in pain, Senior Furudegawa who was concentrating on Daoxing didn't notice her abnormality.Kaori gritted her teeth, and abruptly survived the pain like a heart spasm.

Since when did my yearning for that man no longer feel as heavy as when we just broke up?

When Mingming just broke up, he cried like crazy in the room for a week.Even if he didn't want to eat, under the silent gaze of his parents, he still ate the nutritional package they prepared for himself with tears, saying that he wanted to recover to the most perfect state as soon as possible, so that he could show it to others.

Kaori, who was once again used as a social tool by her parents, misses the days of living with that man so much.Whenever I wake up from sleep, my eyes are always dry tears, and my heart is full of unspeakable emotions.

But...it didn't just start that day, the feelings that Kaori thought would accompany her for the rest of her life gradually began to dissipate.

No more crying loudly in my own room, no more being woken up by nightmares at night.Whether it is her increasingly perfect body and healthy complexion, or her increasingly proficient social entertainment, Kaori feels deep fear.

——I am gradually changing back to the woman who was like a vase a few years ago.

Not only the appearance and behavior, even the heart that has gradually returned to normal in the past few years is also transforming into a puppet...

Now, do I still love that man from the bottom of my heart?

When telling the truth and expressing that he wants to return to the previous relationship, can that man give him the greatest favor without any grievances like before?

Kaori knew nothing about all of this.