My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

[I didn't say I didn't believe it. 】

[I won't go back tonight, Ayase is in a bad state, I want to stay here with her. 】

【Um. 】

The two chatted a few more words, and Kosaka Kirino ended the conversation with the return of Aragaki Ayase.

Lying on the bed, Kosaka Kyosuke was at a loss. This kind of confusion came from his future life, and he was also at a loss as to whether his choice this time was right or wrong, especially when he learned from Kosaka Kirino that Ayase Aragaki was in poor condition. At the time, it almost made him want to surrender.

Although the problem is obvious, he also understands that as long as one side surrenders first, the relationship will not end.

but--

He understands better that even if the cracks are recombined, it is difficult to repair. It doesn't matter whether he surrenders first or Aragaki Ayase surrenders first. There will be no problems in a short period of time, but they will separate again after a long time, just like the five shifts at the beginning. Like Liuli, Aragaki Ayase and Kosaka Kyosuke are not the kind of characters who blindly give in.

Understanding is understanding, but who can be absolutely rational? !

Even if there is, he is definitely not among them.

Otherwise, he knew that there would be no result with Kosaka Kirino, and he shouldn't have those unrealistic ideas, but even now he still hasn't dared to let go of this part completely.

Another sleepless night.

In the next few days, Kyosuke Kosaka was not able to sleep well one night, which made him feel a little exhausted.

Looking around at the assistants in the studio, a flash of determination flashed in his eyes.

——It's time to let go of some of your burdens.

At this moment, I finally made up my mind.

42 at a loss

Kyosuke Kosaka had already had the idea of ​​closing the studio, because he really felt that he had reached his limit.

The second manga was indeed very successful, but after the second manga was over, he couldn’t figure out what to draw in his third work. He tried several themes and was rejected in the end. As a result, all his serialized works are copied from his previous life.

If he is just an ordinary cartoonist, he can still give it a try, it doesn't matter whether the third work is good or bad.

but--

He is standing too high now, and the scene in front of him makes him blurred.

Once the third work fails, it will be difficult for him to climb to this height again. If others don't understand, doesn't he understand himself? !The second work is composed of more than ten years of precipitation in his previous life, and it is almost impossible to draw such a work again.And he didn't want to rely on the plagiarized works from his previous life to continue to support him.

Now that he has realized his limit, although he is a little unwilling, he is also relieved.

after all--

He has indeed realized his original dream, and he should be content, otherwise, there is no difference between him and those who are greedy for fame and fortune, and his dream will be tarnished by himself.

"A field."

"What happened again?"

"I want to seal the pen."

"what???"

Kurosawa Kazuta froze in place, not only him but also the rest of the people couldn't understand why Kosaka Kyousuke suddenly wanted to close his pen.

"Now the serialized works are coming to an end, so I have been preparing another manga recently, but until now I don't have any clues, you should have noticed that I tried many themes and were rejected one by one. Alright, this problem has been bothering me for more than two months...

I don't know what to paint or how to paint. "

After a pause, Kyosuke Kosaka continued to explain.

"And these years, I haven't had much rest, and I'm a little tired."

Hearing this, Kurosawa Yitian let out a sigh of relief.

"Scared me, I thought you weren't going to continue drawing anymore, isn't it because you have encountered a bottleneck in your creation!? If you want to take a break, then take a rest."

Kosaka Kyousuke originally did not plan to spend any more and wanted to close the studio directly, but he couldn't say it under the gaze of these people, and at the same time he was actually a little reluctant to leave like this, "Well, I'm really tired. Take a good rest for a while at a time, and start drawing manga again when you have new ideas.”

"Please, just this little thing, don't be so surprised."

"Ha ha."

Kyosuke Kosaka couldn't help laughing.

Although the few comics in hand are coming to an end, it won't be finished in a week or two. Such a long time is enough for everyone present to arrange their way out.

A burden was removed from his heart, which didn't make him feel much easier, and he was even a little worried about gains and losses.

After all, I have been drawing comics for so long, and now I only draw one less, and I am getting closer and closer to the end of my career, so I feel a little disappointed. It took two months to drive out all the remaining manuscripts. He hadn't been to the studio since one day, and the entire studio was basically handed over to Kazuta Kurosawa.

When Kyosuke Kosaka was eating breakfast this morning, Kirino Kosaka suddenly asked.

"What's the matter with you recently?"

"What's wrong?"

"Why don't you go to the studio these days."

Kosaka Kyosuke hesitated for a moment, and finally told Kosaka Kirino the truth, "Actually, it's nothing, I just don't want to draw manga anymore."

"what?"