My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

In the end, both of them lost their words and fell into silence. Kosaka Kyosuke fiddled with the ring on his hand, while Aragaki Ayase sat aside and looked at the distance in a daze, but it was like this, but no one wanted to Standing up to leave, neither of the two wanted to end the relationship like this, and they also didn't know how to re-bond the relationship.

The vitality of Aragaki Ayase will not be washed away easily, and the vitality of Kyosuke Kosaka will not be recovered so easily.

Until very late, the night was getting colder and colder.

Kyosuke Kosaka broke the silence with difficulty, "Let's go, you still have a lot of things to do tomorrow...it's time to go back and rest."

At this time, Aragaki Ayase also focused her attention on Kosaka Kyosuke again.

"Really, that's the only way?"

"I dont want this happened too."

"Then why are you doing this?"

"It's a matter of time. If you don't talk about it today, you will talk about it tomorrow... Even if it can be delayed, how long can it be delayed?"

"You are only 28 years old now... you will only be 30 years old in two years, let alone 30 years old, even if you are 40 years old, it is not too late to get married. What are you afraid of! I don't understand, I really understand ——I can’t figure it out either! Is it... because of the black cat? She wants to marry you again???”

"No, it has nothing to do with the black cat, I'm really tired."

"It's not because of her. Don't always say that I'm tired. I'm tired. I really don't understand these things, and I don't understand them. I didn't ask you to do anything for me, and I didn't ask you to pay anything for me. .”

This time it was Kosaka Kyousuke's turn to be silent, and after taking a few puffs of cigarettes for a while, he said, "Because--I really understand, whether it's you or the black cat, the two of you are in this state. I was exactly the same back then, I cut off everything because I didn't want to be affected, I just wanted to move forward, and I only had that one goal in my eyes.

Doesn't that sound cool?Very handsome?

At the beginning, I thought this was very handsome, and that's how people should live their lives, but it wasn't until now that I realized that a person's life is not just for one thing, there are many other things.

It took me ten years to figure this out—”

Except for the last ten years, Kyosuke Takasaka basically did not lie.

In fact, it took him three to forty years to figure it out.

Aragaki Ayase didn't speak, just silently waiting for Kyosuke Kosaka's next words.

"Just thinking that it will take you about ten years to get through all of this makes me irritable and I can't calm down. This is a world full of surprises, let alone ten years...whether there will be any accidents tomorrow I’m not sure, I’m afraid that I won’t be able to persist until then, and I’m also afraid that you will take the initiative to leave me during the ten years of changes.”

ps: I woke up a long time ago, but I just can't calm down. It's not a big deal, it's administrative punishment, and I'm just upset when something like this happens.

40 I'm Already Invincible

"No...I..."

Before Aragaki Ayase finished speaking, Kyosuke Kosaka interrupted him again.

"You still don't understand, I'm like an old man now, I've lost my vitality, I'm no longer the energetic Kyosuke Kosaka you like, my heart can't drift anymore, and you are full of vitality now , it is really hard for me to follow in your footsteps any longer...

In fact, I also know that even if there is any problem in marriage, I will get divorced. Marriage itself has no guarantee, it is just a piece of paper full of words.

The most important thing is the relationship between two people.

But... other than this, I really can't think of any other way to calm myself down. "

Aragaki Ayase fell silent again.

Most of the feelings Kyosuke Kosaka said were beyond her comprehension, and only part of them could be understood.

Now she is indeed like Kosaka Kyousuke said, she only has one goal in her eyes, and she is so resistant to marriage for this goal not to be disturbed by too many chores, because once married, other things will become more and more difficult. There are more and more and more messy, and it is difficult to move forward like this.

"..."

"..."

At this moment, she finally stood up and walked towards her house together with Kosaka Kyousuke.

Get to the front of the house quickly.

"Are we still in touch in the future?"

"Ah."

"A friend, or something..."

"It can be friends, or more than friends. Just end the relationship before both of you are ready."

"Ah."

Ayase Aragaki was asking, and Kyosuke Takasaka was answering.

"..."

Arriving at the door, Aragaki Ayase didn't go in, she still didn't want to leave, and finally opened her mouth to replace the reluctance lingering on her lips with something else.

"Be careful when you go back and take care of yourself."

"Ah, you too."

Although they became speechless again, the two of them still looked at each other in silence, waiting for the other to leave first, and it took a long time for Aragaki Ayase to speak.

"You're not leaving yet."

"You go first."

"No, you go first."

"You go first."