My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

But he doesn't care about his kidneys, only his heart.

"It's not you who's wrong, it's me..."

Aragaki Ayase said a lot as if she had found a vent.

"That's right, it's you—it's all your fault! Do you know? How much psychological burden did I bear when I fell in love with you? Kirino regarded me as a sister, but I fell in love with her brother, but that's it... ...I finally made up my mind to betray my friendship with Kirino, just want to be with you, but you...but you love other women at the same time.

Since this is the case, why did you provoke me in the first place?Why do you still lie to me and say you like me. "

Kosaka Kyosuke was silent.

Just like what Aragaki Ayase said, it was indeed his problem at the beginning. Even so, he still wanted to defend himself, but finally admitted it.

"At the beginning, I was indeed greedy for your beauty, and was fascinated by your appearance."

After a pause, Kosaka Kyosuke was unable to tell the complete truth, after all, it involved the secret he traveled through.

"At the same time, Manami has been by my side since I was a child, and I have almost never been separated. I am completely used to her existence, so I ignored her emotions, and I also ignored my feelings for her, so I was taken by you. Lovely and mesmerizing, you know? Every time I see you, it's like seeing an angel, past and present...

In the beginning, I was really moved by your beauty, but as I got to know more deeply, it was no longer your beauty that moved me, but everything about you.

Everything about you fascinates me.

At that time, I really wanted to stay with you for the rest of my life, and at the same time, I gradually discovered——

I'm not used to being without Manami, but at that time I also thought you could replace her, and then I found out that you couldn't replace her, and she couldn't replace you either... I like the feeling of being with you, Every day is very happy, every day feels as comfortable as a holiday, full of surprises, and never boring.

I'm more used to being with Manami..."

Aragaki Ayase interrupted Kosaka Kyosuke's words at this moment.

"Scumbag."

"..."

Kosaka Kyosuke had nothing to say.

Aragaki Ayase paused for a moment, then continued: "Don't mention other women in front of me."

Kyosuke Kosaka had no choice but to say nothing, the atmosphere is so relaxed now, he was worried that some accidents would happen if he didn't say anything, "Ayase...we really can't go on, it's not because you are bad, but because I can't make mistakes anymore ...It was my fault for letting you down, I can't make another mistake this time, sorry...

I know, it's really selfish, it's cunning, and it's unfair to you guys...

But——I really have to do this now.

Just like what you said before, a person has only one heart, and can only live with one person, so I have to make a choice, and now I have no choice... I can only hurt one person as little as possible. "

Aragaki Ayase's voice was very sad.

"You can be so cruel to me, why can't you be cruel to her? Do you love her that much!?"

"no--"

Kosaka Kyosuke couldn't measure who he loved more, "I love her, but I can't let you go... Sometimes when I talk to her, the people I think of are you and Manami, and When you talk, you think of her and Manami from time to time.

Choosing her is just because I don't want to hurt one more person.

Sorry.

Now I can only take on this responsibility. "

In fact, Kosaka Kyosuke can lie and continue to deceive Aragaki Ayase, but in the end he decided to let the truth outnumber the lies.

"Kyosuke! You're a scumbag."

"Ah."

"Scum."

"Ah."

"asshole."

"Ah."

The more Aragaki Ayase cursed, the more sad she felt.

"Why can't this person be me?"

"At that time, I was too immature, too greedy, and I took myself too seriously... Now I understand... I am not a comic protagonist who can pretend to be stupid and take advantage of it without any self-awareness... I can't let go of both sides, and I don't want to let go of both sides, it's too tiring, and it's too tortured, not only torturing me but also torturing you."

"Which point am I worse than her?"

"You are better than her, in every aspect, you are still an angel in my eyes, and you will always be..."

"Then why can't you choose me!?"

"I've hurt too many people already, and I don't want to hurt one more."

"Really, can't it be me..."

Aragaki Ayase's eyes became darker and darker, and Kosaka Kyosuke became more and more afraid, but he still gave an affirmative answer.

"I want to be wrong again."

As Kosaka Kyosuke's voice fell, Aragaki Ayase's eyes completely lost their brilliance. At this moment, Kosaka Kyosuke was really afraid that Aragaki Ayase would suddenly pick up something hard and kill him, but his heart was more distressed, Aragaki Ayase Since getting acquainted with herself, Seto has not gained much happiness, but has been hurt all the time.

"The one who made the mistake was her!?"