My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

Kosaka Kirino almost subconsciously touched the ring on her hand. This ring is very cheap, just a commodity bought in a street store, but it is a priceless treasure for her. In order to be able to wear this ring normally, she has been strictly controlling her weight. It took a lot of pain, like that cheap necklace around your neck.

Although Kosaka Kirino has always told familiar people that this ring is worn to prevent harassment, but familiar people can see through this lie.

After all, Kosaka Kirino's clothes cost tens of thousands of yen, and he has his own professional aesthetics. It doesn't make sense to wear such cheap and earthy jewelry all the time. Everyone can see that the ring and necklace have a special meaning for Kosaka Kirino, but everyone didn't say it...

Who doesn't have a secret in mind? !

Aragaki Ayase is flustered now, a little distracted, keeping her head down, not knowing what she is thinking.

Manami Tamura and Kirino Kosaka are not familiar with each other. The two have known each other since childhood, but they didn't have much communication. They were even unilaterally hostile by Kirino Kosaka. When I saw the ring on Takasaka Kirino's finger, I didn't think much about it at first.

In her opinion, it doesn't matter whether the ring is cheap or not, the most important thing is the person who gave the ring.

But after hearing Kosaka Kirino's explanation, and when Kosaka Kirino seemed to be forced to say this by Aragaki Ayase just now, she understood... Kosaka Kirino is still the same wicked person... No!It's the child who hasn't grown up yet, otherwise why would he say this in front of an outsider like himself? !

It's not that you want to make things messy so you can take advantage of it.

Just like back then...

"Since Jingsuke is gone, I won't bother you guys anymore. I'll just eat next to you."

Manami Tamura got up and walked to another table, eating in silence, her mind was still in a mess, not because she saw Kosaka Kirino's problem, but... the news that Kyosuke Kosaka was getting married, in fact, she came The purpose of coming here is to have a fateful reunion with Kyosuke Kosaka just like in the TV drama.

however……

Her life is not a comedy.

I have been waiting for this reunion for many years, from high school to college graduation, and then to work for more than three years. Countless expectations have brought this result.

Although Kosaka Kyousuke gave her a lot of money as compensation over the years, enough for her to live a life without worrying about food and drink, and choosing any wedding dress in the world is thousands of times the money she gave out at the beginning, but she cares It's not those. After all, no matter how busy and expensive a wedding dress is, it's so beautiful after wearing it. What's the point of wearing it if it's not for the one you love.

After eating, she subconsciously glanced out.

There are many people outside the window, too many to count, but they still can't see the figure they are looking forward to.

In the past, she didn't like to sit by the window when eating, because that position was too easy to attract the attention of people outside the window, but now she has been sitting by the window, hoping to see that expectation in the crowd outside the window Even if I can't see that person who has been there for a long time, that person can still see me through the window when I sit in such a position.

At the end of the day's work, as always, I returned home alone.

It's not that she hasn't been pursued by anyone in these years, on the contrary, the suitors around her have never stopped, even in the place where she works now, there are people chasing her, but these people are all rejected by her without exception, no... ... There is also one exception, that is when she was in college, she was disappointed countless times amidst countless expectations, she was tired, and she didn't want to go on like this...

So I tried to accept a suitor's confession, that person was very kind to her, and accommodated her in everything, even if she didn't let the other party hold hands after dating for a week, the other party could accept it.

At the beginning, she also thought about it, or just accept everything now.

only……

When she accidentally passed by a bridal shop, she found that she still couldn't let go, no... In fact, she always understood that after all, the two of them had been dating for more than a month but had never held hands. That person was very kind to her, but She has never been able to find the heart-pounding feeling she used to get along with Kyosuke Kosaka.

So began the cycle of endless expectation and disappointment again and again.

She didn't know where the end was, but... She also thought that when she was tired again, then she should stop again and try to accept a new relationship until she was really tired, and she I really can't wait any longer. At that time, I may marry someone who likes me and have children for the rest of my life.

She hoped that that time would come sooner, and she was too tired to wait for a person, and she was also afraid of such a future, and she was unwilling to end like this.

He opened the lock of the rusted bedside table and took out several photo albums from it.

It contains all the memories of her and Kyosuke Kosaka, from the time they met in kindergarten until they broke off contact. In addition to the photos, there are also some thoughts in her heart at that time. She used to think that these things were locked up It will appear again, but the locks of the bedside table are already rusted, but those memories are still not forgotten bit by bit.

Holding this photo album, tears dripped down unconsciously.

He took out a watercolor pen and wrote a sentence on the photo album.

"He's getting married—

bride……

not me.

But I'm still so worthless that I can't let go.

It's time to wake up. "

71 The Long Night

After hearing the news, Aragaki Ayase was so out of her mind that she didn't even notice that Tamura Manami had left. She had already eaten a meal, but she ate another meal... When she realized it, she felt very uncomfortable, but Compared with the physical pain, the pain in her heart at this moment is far above the physical body.

I don't know how much I ate, and she didn't even remember what Kosaka Kirino said during the period.

I don't even know how I came to the Takasaka house.

"Dad, Mom."

"Dad, Mom."

Seeing Takasaka Kirino's parents Aragaki Ayase reacted.

I have been with Kosaka Kirino for so many years, and the relationship between the two has always been very good. They have almost regarded each other's parents as their own parents. When Kosaka Kirino came to her house, he also directly called her parents "Parents".

but……

Every time she calls Kosaka Kirino's parents "Mom and Dad", she always has an inexplicable sense of joy in her heart, and at the same time she feels a little guilty about Kosaka Kirino.

Because the change of address was not a matter of going with the flow, but the result of her deliberate promotion.

The two stayed together for one night, and at night she sneaked into Kosaka Kyousuke's room again while Kosaka Kirino was not paying attention. This is not the first time she has done this. In the past few years, she would almost every time she stayed at Kosaka's house overnight. In this way, every time he is discovered, he will use Kosaka Kirino's dishonesty in sleeping to cover up the past.

The first time she stole the house, the room was a little dirty, obviously because it hadn’t been cleaned for a long time, so she cleaned it up by herself, and at the same time searched for some of Kyosuke Kosaka’s collections.