My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

(Kirino also did this before...)

Touching the wall seems to want to feel the person who lives next door through the wall.

(...Is this how Kirino felt back then?)

I pin my emotions on the game to fill the void in my heart, but the more I play the game, the more I feel hopeless in my heart. No matter how beautiful and beautiful the plot is painted, I can still clearly feel the beauty hidden under that beauty. Such despair, the more empty the heart is, the more dependent on the game...

Such a vicious circle is the portrayal of Kyosuke Kosaka's life.

He used to think that Kosaka Kirino was too cowardly, but now he understands how brave Kosaka Kirino is. Instead, he was more like a child in front of Kosaka Kirino, and he never really understood Kosaka Kirino. Feeling that he understood, he forced Kosaka Kirino to bear the pressure.

At that time, Kosaka Kirino must have been very scared?

Afraid of his father, afraid of his mother, afraid of what will happen to his parents, afraid of the whole family falling apart, afraid of being found out about their real relationship in the future, afraid of giving birth to unhealthy children, afraid of losing friends... and even more afraid of regretting that he will not be able to bear the pressure in the future, I am also afraid that I will regret the price I paid, and I am afraid that I will ruin everything about Kosaka Kyousuke...

Fear……

fear……

In addition to these, Kosaka Kirino must also have thought that after the combination of two people, they will really have that happiness, and it will really become like the beauty painted in the game plot, and even how many children the two will have in the future, and the first time. What is the child's name, is it a boy or a girl... and how to correct the child who is too rebellious...

And also...

What will happen when the two get old...

(I think too little.)

At this moment, Kosaka Kyosuke realized that he had thought too little and was too naive at the time, and even felt that he was like a beast that was pursuing the sense of immorality, or wanted to vent in this way , the dissatisfaction with Takaban Daisuke and Kosaka Yoshino hidden deep in Kyosuke Kosaka's heart.

Too little consideration for Kosaka Kirino.

Although he has thought through everything and found the answer now, this choice is too difficult. To be honest, he really does not have the courage to persevere to the end.

So he took out a coin, threw it into the air, and silently watched the coin fall from the sky. To be honest, he didn't believe in the so-called fate, and he didn't want to make choices in this way, but he couldn't help it at this time. A choice was made, and therefore the way was chosen.

On the front, he went to confess to Kosaka Kirino, but on the other hand, he let go.

At this time, the phone rang again, but Kosaka Kyosuke was in no mood to answer the call, and just closed his eyes and waited for the coin's choice.

At this moment, Kyosuke Kosaka's mind flashed many, many...

Even when the coin fell on the ground, he didn't open his eyes at the first moment. At the last moment, he didn't dare to open his eyes.

Either positive or negative...

It made Kosaka Kyosuke afraid.

It is too difficult to walk the front, and it is equally difficult to go the reverse.

Yes--

He really couldn't pick it up, and couldn't let it go.

But I had to force myself to make a choice, whether to put it down or pick it up.

As the ringing of the mobile phone stopped, Kosaka Kyosuke also opened his eyes and looked towards the place where the coin fell. At this moment, he didn't know what answer he wanted in his heart. Sometimes he also thought that he could be like a painting As in the manga, no matter what kind of setbacks you face, you will never fall down, and no matter how busy you are, you will never shrink back...

In the comic world, he can live like an unbeatable giant, but when facing emotional problems, he feels as vulnerable as a baby.

Speaking of which, he really hates himself like this.

But this is him—

ps: If I stop here, after two or three days after the update, will you... get used to it, of course, how can I do such a devilish thing.

37 I... want to die

Picking up the phone and taking a look, it was Wugeng Liuli who called just now.

"I didn't pay attention when I was sleeping just now, what's wrong?"

"I've written it."

In the past, every short story of Wugeng Liuli could be written in just a day or two, or even overnight, but now this novel took a full two weeks to complete. How much painstaking care did Geng Ruri put into it? Even Kosaka Kyousuke suspected that if the novel was still rejected, Wu Geng Ruri would probably be defeated and give up writing novels.

"Well, send it to my email."

"No."

After a pause, Wugeng Liuli continued: "I've already submitted the manuscript, I'm calling this time, just to talk to you."

Kyosuke Kosaka couldn't help being a little surprised at this.

Wugeng Liuli actually submitted the manuscript without asking him to help review the manuscript, but then he thought that Wugeng Liuli might have obtained the angle library for the submission, and even before submitting the manuscript, Editor Zemu had been reviewing the manuscript for Wugeng Liuli to find If there is a problem, he is relieved, after all, he is not a professional editor.

I was also a little lost, and I felt an inexplicable feeling in my heart, as if my daughter had grown up.

"Angular library?"

"No."

"Zhomu switched jobs??"

Kyosuke Takasaka is a bit unbelievable. Generally, a person will work in a company until retirement. In Japan, job-hopping incidents rarely happen, especially when Zeki has been in Angle Bunko Company for more than ten years. Whether it is personal feelings or to ensure Life will be stable in the future, and the editors of Chomu will not choose to change jobs.

After all, in the general environment of Japan, an employee who has changed jobs is equivalent to being tainted in life and easily excluded.

"No."