My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

It will eventually become what it is now.

too tired.

"It's nothing, I've been busy with drawing comics, or the company's affairs, so I can't spare time."

He paused at this point, in order to increase the persuasion of his words, he continued: "Actually, sometimes I have thought about falling in love, but when I think about evaluating another person's feelings every day, I feel too It's troublesome, and falling in love can't solve physical problems, but if you want to solve physical problems, why don't you just go to a custom shop?

Forehead--

Every time I think about going to a custom shop, I worry that my skill level is basically zero and I can't compete with others, what should I do if I am laughed at...

Thinking, thinking, I feel that it is better to be single. "

Kosaka Kyosuke was talking nonsense, and he didn't even know what he wanted to say, but he just wanted Kurosawa Kazuta not to continue with this question.

After hearing this remark, Kurosawa Kazuda thought for a long time and didn't know what to say, and finally he could only plan it into one sentence.

"There is something wrong with your thinking."

Kyosuke Kosaka did not deny what Kurosawa said.

"Don't worry about it. Don't you think that I am so rich now. Isn't it easy to chase a woman? It's just that I don't have any ideas about it yet. That's fine... Hurry up and draw your comics. His grades have dropped a bit, and he’s still worrying about it, it’s better to put all his thoughts on comics.”

Knowing that Kosaka Kyosuke was changing the subject, Kurosawa Kazuta had no choice but to shake his head.

"The reader doesn't understand, don't you understand? I'm laying the groundwork for the plot. Hey, it's fine if you don't want to talk about it, but to be honest, you should pay attention to rest and don't get sick again. It's okay for you to be young now , if it is always like this, it is easy to suffer from heart disease when you are a little older, and you will have no chance to regret it."

"Oh oh oh."

Looking at Kyosuke Kosaka who continued to draw manga, Kurosawa Kazuta realized that his words were all for nothing.

Sometimes he also thought about telling Kosaka Kyosuke's family members about Kosaka Kyosuke's physical condition over the years, but he gave up when he thought about Kosaka Kyosuke and his family's situation, and this time he made up his mind that if Kosaka Kyosuke fell ill, Be sure to report the situation of these years to Kyosuke Kosaka's family.

Now he is really worried that Kosaka Kyousuke will die suddenly if he does this.

In fact, he has always hated to understand what is going on with Kyosuke Kosaka and his family, why the family has basically ignored Kyosuke Kosaka these years, and Kyosuke Kosaka's younger sister came to the studio to visit Kyosuke Kosaka a few years ago In recent years, even Kyosuke Kosaka's younger sister has not been to the studio.

But it's nothing to come to visit. When the problem happened, he seldom even called on weekdays, and Kosaka Kyousuke seldom went home.

This situation is definitely not normal.

But after all, this is Kosaka Kyosuke's family affairs, and he is not easy to ask about it. The most important thing is that he has very few friends, only the few people in front of him. He is worried that if he asks about these, he will lose Kosaka Kyosuke as a friend.

Sitting in his seat, Kurosawa Kazuta drew manga.

Looking at the efforts of the protagonist in my writing for friendship, I couldn't help being shaken in my heart.

Waiting for Kosaka Kyosuke to fall ill?

Or should I take advantage of the fact that Kosaka Kyosuke has not fallen ill yet?

He is very worried now, after Kosaka Kyosuke is exhausted this time, there will be no next time, and if he wants to meet again in the future, he can only go to sweep the grave.

But he was also worried that he would make Kosaka Kyosuke angry by doing so. He didn't care about this issue because of profit. With his current situation, the benefits brought by comics can be completely ignored. , he could even start a website himself using his family property.

With or without Kosaka Kyosuke, it will not bring changes to his current life.

He cares about Kosaka Kyousuke's feelings, but simply doesn't want to lose this friend.

29 I have a big heart

Kyosuke Kosaka didn't understand what Kurosawa said, but he couldn't think of any other way to stop thinking about those things except for this accident. He could only let his brain, body and mind There is no time to worry about those things in the past.

very tired, very tired...

But not so painful.

escape?

Yes, it is escaping.

Comics can be cut in half, once, twice, or even fail all the time... No matter how rough it is, he has the courage to stand up again and charge again, but on the road of love, he has no way to muster up the courage to face those things. Whether it is to forget, to reminisce, or to set off again, there is no courage to face it.

Fear……

Get hurt again.

That's why I have been cowardly hiding in my own world, not wanting to be disturbed, nor disturbing others.

Unknowingly, a week passed in a blink of an eye, nothing happened this week, as if completely cut off from the outside world, only the body and mind were still unable to get out, and Kosaka Kyousuke still cared about Kosaka Kiri very much after a week had passed Nai's love, but afraid of knowing the result...

I can only draw manga non-stop, using a lot of work to spare myself the time to think about it.

Kurosawa Kazuta watched all this, he was not silent this week, he had already used all available methods, but no matter how much he tried to persuade him, it had no effect, and he even planned to ask Gogen Ruri to persuade Kosaka Kyosuke, But recently Wugen Liuli also disappeared and couldn't be contacted at all.

Now that he has no solution, he can only talk about it one last time, otherwise he can only pin his hopes on the family members of Kosaka Kyosuke.

If he could, he didn't want to go this far, but now he has no other way, and he doesn't want to see Kosaka Kyosuke fall ill on the job again.

Looking at Kyosuke Kosaka who seemed to be possessed by a demon, he sighed.

Kosaka Kyosuke's complexion was not very good at first, but now he became more and more haggard, and the dark circles under his eyes became more and more serious.

When he came to Kyosuke Kosaka, he said with a serious expression.

"Look at you now, it's time to rest."

"I am fine."