My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

please-

I've been facing this kind of thing all the time, okay?

Haven't I been here all this time?And what are you dissatisfied with?Compared with most people, you are already very lucky, okay?At least you have been serializing for so long, at least you have such a talent, at least you can support yourself by relying on what you like, at least you still have other works that are still being serialized...

and I?

What about Kazuda Kurosawa?

What about the other assistants in the studio?

We have never succeeded at all, and we have been working in vain like idiots from beginning to end. We know that it is impossible to succeed, and we can't see any hope, but we still don't repent. Kurosawa and other assistants, even It is necessary to rely on part-time multiple jobs to be able to support yourself, so that you can continue to chase...

If everyone complains about a failure like you, shouldn't those of us who have never succeeded should commit suicide? !

Please!

Don't be so childish, okay?

This time I failed, and there will be another time... As long as I don't give up, it will not end no matter what.

What's more, you have proved yourself that you can indeed rely on your dreams to support yourself, and others will believe it when you say it, but we... We people can only see despair, and there is no hope at all. They are also questioning themselves, thinking that it is impossible for them to succeed at all, and thinking that their efforts are just a waste of life after all—”

05 Isn't it a failure once, which...is so scary.

In any case, no matter who it is, there is no chance to choose again in life. Knowing that such hard work is futile, there is no hope at all, but still dedicating precious time to dreams.

This was the case with Kosaka Kyosuke before time travel.

At that time, like Wugeng Liuli, he just read the manga drawn by others and found it very interesting, so he tried to learn painting, and finally fell in love with creation, but he put a lot of energy into manga, and finally his His hard work made him lack of dignity. People around him laughed at him and treated him as a joke. For this reason, he fled his hometown and lived outside alone.

But it is such a hard worker, but there is no progress, only reaping countless ridicules, and endless quarrels with family members.

Even later, he felt that his life was ridiculous.

Obviously without talent, one should live in peace and stability, just like what parents say, just like what people around him ridicule, people should recognize how much they have.

He also thought about trying to prove himself, making his family proud of him, and impressing those who once looked down on him.

But in the end he failed.

I lost to myself.

Unable to bear the endless pressure, he found a formal job, and ran around for a living like an ordinary person, which also made him fade out of the sight of others, and everything calmed down, but occasionally someone would think of this It's a joke, and he can only blame him for answering because he was still young and ignorant.

Together with the other party, they laughed at themselves who were living in a dream.

Only traveling to this world gave him the opportunity to realize this dream, because he has a vision beyond this era.

But that's it-

The fact that he's not gifted in this area still hasn't changed.

However, he had the opportunity to hone himself, and he really came into contact with that unattainable dream.

"I understand, I understand..."

Hearing Kosaka Kyousuke's words, Wugeng Liuli directly retorted without thinking: "No, you don't understand at all, and you don't understand! You don't understand how lucky you are now... During the days when you fell ill , there have always been fans waiting for you to recover, and no matter what happens to us people, no one pays attention to whether we are dead or alive...

My fans are only me.

And I dare not mention to others that I want to be a novelist. Even I feel that this is a very shameful thing, and I am afraid that others will ask, what works have you written after you have been busy for so long.

You don't understand at all, you don't understand at all. "

While talking, Wugeng Liuli's mood began to collapse.

Wugeng Liuli's words reminded Kyosuke Kosaka a lot, and the little things he had endured emerged from the depths of his memory.

Ridicule.

And pride and shame.

Apart from the ridicule of others, I can only be proud of myself. I feel that the things I draw are very good, and I feel that I can succeed. For this reason, I work hard day and night, and I am excited like a fool.

How humiliating it is when you try so hard and fail.

How ridiculous.

Thinking of what I have endured and experienced, just like what Wugeng Liuli said, I am very lucky now, luckier than anyone else, and I have no right to mourn and complain here. This time I failed So what, what needs to be done now... is not to mourn and give up on yourself here, but to seize this precious opportunity to stand up again.

Just need to stand up again.

I used to have no access to the stage at all, not even the slightest hope, but now that I have stood on the stage, I just need to stand up again and continue to perform, and my previous efforts will not be as empty as before.

"Feel sorry."

Although the manga could not escape the fate of being cut in half, the past three years of serialization allowed him to accumulate a lot of experience, and he gradually understood how to draw manga.

"I made you worry, I'm really a fool."

Kosaka Kyosuke, who was overly excited, grabbed Gogen Ruri's hands.

"Let's start all over again...uh! My kidney..."

However, Wu Geng Liuli received a blow to his kidney.

"Bastard—don't say such misleading words!"