My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

"Is that so?"

"Yes, I'm really scared, especially after this meeting, you want me all the time, you want to take that last step-I tried to take that step too, but these days I realized that I don't It's not that I'm not ready, it's impossible to be ready, I can't be as brave as you, and can give up everything for me. I can't give up everything for you. "

"Oh."

How-

He is not a machine.

"I'm sane, you blame me for being sane, I'm irrational, and you blame me for being irrational, I really don't understand—you were the one who said it started, and now you're the one who said it was going to end... Sorry, I was impulsive, Well, well, now that the words have been spoken, I understand what to do in the future, don't worry!

I won't be mean again in the future, don't worry, just like what you said before, I'm just your brother, and you're just my sister.

Then don't bring up these things again, let's talk about business in a normal relationship. "

Kyosuke Kosaka suppressed the situation again.

"Since running is just a hobby and I don't want to develop into a career, there is no need to make myself so tired. My parents miss you very much. If you want to go back, go back. You don't have to worry about me. I will treat those things as never It happened, you are just my sister, and I am just your brother, and there will be no other thoughts other than this."

"me--"

Weeping helplessly.

I don't know how to speak, and I don't know how to deal with it.

This is not a game that can be loaded and restarted no matter what, Kosaka Kirino does not have the courage to take that step and face the consequences of doing so.

Now this is the limit of what she can achieve.

The indulgence in the past was because Kosaka Kyosuke had always maintained reason between the two of them, but now Kosaka Kyosuke gradually lost his mind, and she had to face up to the consequences of this incident, which made her feel scared.

Kosaka Kyousuke couldn't bear it, but his eyes could no longer become hot, just like the flame in his heart that was forcibly extinguished.

"..."

He didn't speak, just looked at Kosaka Kirino silently.

After a long time, he spoke again.

"Think about it, I'm going back to the hotel first."

Seeing Kosaka Kyosuke turned around and was about to leave, Kosaka Kirino finally became anxious at this moment.

"do not go……"

"What else do you want, I can't keep my mind when I face you, I just stop here and continue, it's too difficult." Kosaka Kyosuke couldn't accept that kind of endless ambiguity, he thought To get an accurate answer, I want to take the last step, and I want to possess everything about Kosaka Kirino.

I want to have someone to accompany me in lonely nights, I want to discuss the future, I want to have a haven of rest when I am tired...

No matter what the consequences would be if he did so, he could accept it.

Even if it means losing everything now.

But these - Kosaka Kirino can't give them.

Instead of continuing to be ambiguous and torturing each other, why not just let go? !

Although he made up his mind, Kosaka Kyosuke did not leave.

The two just looked at each other.

"—Haven't you considered it yet?"

Kosaka Kyosuke also didn't understand, which question he was asking, was he asking Kosaka Kirino if he could muster up the courage to continue walking, or whether Kosaka Kirino wanted to return to his country.

"I... I don't know what to do..."

Looking at the confused Kosaka Kirino, at this moment Kyosuke Kosaka expressed the thoughts that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time, "Then don't think about anything, and leave everything to me to arrange. From now on, we can keep our relationship hidden until our parents After leaving, go abroad, if you don't want to leave, then I can also find a way to influence the revision of the law."

Kosaka Kirino stared blankly at Kosaka Kyosuke.

"..."

After a long time, he still shook his head, "It's impossible to hide that kind of thing, it will be exposed eventually, I...I dare not...I'm afraid..."

disappointment.

Really disappointed.

This is not the first disappointment.

In the past year, Kosaka Kirino has let him down too many times. Every time he wants to talk about the future, every time he wants to take this step, he will only be disappointed in the end, again and again, just like this time After coming here to meet, I wanted to hold Kosaka Kirino's hand but was rejected time and time again——

(It's time to make a decision.)

He is still very young, and indeed he still has a lot of time to wait slowly, but he can't wait any longer.

He is a human being, not a machine.

It doesn't matter how long they have been in love and how much suffering they have endured, but like now, he can't bear this kind of wandering suffering.

He wanted to force Kosaka Kirino, and also wanted to put an end to this relationship.

"That's how it is. If you're afraid, don't force yourself. I'll go back to the hotel first, and leave on the plane the day after tomorrow. If you go back to China, go back together. Okay, I won't disturb your rest."

Chapter 321 I'm Much Disappointed, I Don't Have Expectations Anymore

This is not the first time. In the past year, when chatting on the Internet, I couldn't restrain myself many times, but Kosaka Kirino has been avoiding it, especially on the birthday, I have already seen the signs, so On important days, there is only one happy birthday.