My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

With a heavy heart, I can't speak.

"No...it's not that I want to give up, and I don't want to disappoint my family's support. My parents have to look forward to it...and I really like comics... I like comics the most! But I really don't have this talent, even the talent of hard work. No, it’s really...really...feeling to put all your energy into submitting manuscripts and rejecting manuscripts again and again—”

"Ah."

Kosaka Kyousuke didn't say much, but calmly responded.

"I still want to continue drawing, even if I just get through this embarrassingly, it doesn't matter, I will never regret it! But——I don't want to drag others down... From the moment I wanted to become a cartoonist, I have been dragging down Parents, do you know? Basically every household in our village has a car, but only my family, only my family because of the useless person in my family...

Parents have to think about changing a bicycle for a long time, and they have to wait until the bicycle is completely broken before they are willing to replace it with a new one.

do you know--

Every time I think back, when my father was ridiculed by children on that old bicycle, you know?How sad was I then?If it weren't for the fact that I wanted to be a cartoonist, I would not be willing to spend my life in a daze like others, give up this unrealistic idea, find a job honestly, concentrate all my energy on my studies, and pass the exam. good university.

Parents don't have to work so hard...

It's all my fault for being unrealistic.

I don't want to go on like this anymore... I have been dragging down my parents at home, and dragging down my teachers when I'm out. I have to use the sales of booklets to pay my salary every month. Every time I get my salary, I feel uncomfortable in my heart!Obviously the teacher can fire a few assistants, there is no need to work so hard, but the teacher didn't do that...

He gritted his teeth and insisted. "

Looking at Qi Chuan with red eyes, Kyosuke Takasaka gradually understood, "So you feel... that you are the most useless one, the one with the worst talent, so you handed me your resignation letter and don't drag me down, and you can't be bothered." Leave more hope to others? Don't be self-absorbed, just because you still want to drag me down?

Who do you think I am?

I am the Phoenix Academy!A manga artist destined to dominate Jump!

Will be dragged down by you?It's too underestimated!

The reason why you stay is to give you people a little hope?how is this possible!I'm just worried that I will be too lonely after reaching the top of Jump in the future, and I want to cultivate some opponents!I didn't keep you because of your pity, it's not pity, it's because I think you have that talent and you might become an opponent in the future so I keep you.

I just gave up after being rejected a few times, you let me down so much.

You'll be just a waste for the rest of your life like this!If you can't stand up again, even yourself will feel that you are a waste, and your parents will be ridiculed along with you-if you don't want to do that, stand up for me and prove to everyone that you are not a waste!

Let your parents follow you and be proud of it, instead of being ridiculed and being laughed at by others. "

Chapter 283 My Vision Is Too Narrow

keep up hard work--

Kosaka Kyosuke actually didn’t know if it was right or not. In reality, there are too many people who persist in working hard, but in the end they have worked hard all their lives but have been mediocre for a lifetime. He just examined this matter from his own standpoint and mood, and made a decision With such a choice, if he gets old in the future and is lonely because of what happened today——

Hope he doesn't hate me.

"Think about it for yourself. People don't have a second youth, and the past time will never come back. Don't do things you regret."

He got up and left the bill and walked out of the coffee shop, definitely not because he forgot to bring money when he went out.

Isn't it normal for students to honor their teachers? !

Instead of going back to the studio directly, he walked on the street for a quarter of an hour and returned to the studio after sorting out his complicated emotions.

Without the load pressure brought by his assistant, he no longer focused on the slam dunk as he did yesterday, but instead concentrated on the colorful cover painting. During the period, he also chatted with Kurosawa Kazuta about Qi Chuan— — Time seems to go back to the past, only the time of him and Kurosawa Kazuta.

The only thing that has changed is that the studio is bigger, brighter, and carrying more loads than before.

When I was drawing the cover, I wanted to draw a cover that gathered all the characters in the manga, but when I finally wrote it, it turned into a swimsuit welfare inexplicably.

It has to be said that it is a picture that has something to do with sensationalism.

His crooked talent will explode, whether it is the character line or the sense of the picture, it is very complete, and it is more or less the source of the passionate scene in his ideal, although it is all passionate - hesitating for a moment, he I prepared another cover, compared the two covers together, and finally chose this swimsuit cover.

The gap is too big, it doesn't look like something drawn by one person.

Once again, I couldn’t help but have my own work like a book’s setting set——

After sorting this out, he continued to work the night shift. Instead of relaxing because of today's events, he felt even more pressure. He wanted to prepare more manuscripts so that the assistants could resume work earlier.

It is too hard to live like a temporary job while preparing comics. Although I have never used such an experience, I also have the understanding of how exhausting it is to work all day.

The more tired a person is, the more he will think about life.

I worry in my heart that if the time is too long, some of the assistants will not be able to bear the pressure and choose to give up.

He didn't want to watch these people sink into life, just like himself in the previous life.

That night, he stayed in the studio again and didn’t go home, and it was the same for the next two days, working overtime, but Qi Chuan didn’t show up in these days, just when he and Kurosawa Yitian thought that Qi Chuan had completely given up. However, Qi Chuan's figure appeared in the studio.

This made Kosaka Kyosuke and Kurosawa Katada laugh.

only--

"Mr. Phoenix Academy, Mr. Kurosawa, thank you for taking care of me these days - I'm here to say goodbye to you, I'm leaving this town."

"Ok?"

Kyosuke Takasaka and both were a little taken aback.

Kurosawa was the first to react, and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"I'm going to Tokyo. In the past two days, I went home and explained everything to my parents, and I also wanted to understand something-after all, I will not be able to make my debut as a manga artist, and I will not be able to support myself with manga. If I stick to it, I will not be able to see myself clearly In the future, so... I thought about it for two days and discussed it with my parents, and I plan to go to an animation company in Tokyo to work as an artist."

Persist in half, compromise half.

This time, Kosaka Kyosuke was a little stunned, "It's harder to be an animator than an assistant."