My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

Recalling the unbearable past, my mood became a little depressed. Every time I recalled the past, I felt confused, how did I persevere in such a difficult life.

The most impressive thing is not how much suffering he suffered in the past, even the pain when he was cut in half is hard to recall clearly.

The most difficult thing to let go of is the scene when I was ridiculed by the neighbor's children.

At that time, I felt that I was ridiculous, and every time I picked up a paintbrush since then, I couldn’t help being confused. Why did I persist? Isn’t the result already obvious?I can't succeed by myself, but!Every time I can't bear it, I think of someone...

Not the Fukuda editor who helped him the most, but a tramp.

A homeless man in his middle age.

Is there someone worse than yourself?

not like that...

The most important thing is that he learned about the other party's past. At that time, he had a complete falling out with his family because of the comics, and ran away from the house in a rage. At that moment, he really knew that life is not an easy thing.

Without any social experience, he became a homeless man during that time...

Yes.

During that time he lived by begging.

Living under the protection of his parents all the time, he didn't know how to find a job at all, and he didn't even know what to do as a restaurant waiter.

Wandering for a period of time gave him the idea of ​​giving up comics. During this most difficult time, his favorite comics did not help him gain a foothold in this world and live a better life. Instead, he became like this At this moment, he met a strange person. He would go to and from the bar every night, and he would appear under the bridge every morning.

Live in a 'house' assembled from all kinds of garbage.

However, it is more appropriate to say that it is a garbage dump than a house.

The meeting between the two of them was not because he took the initiative to make friends, but because the other party picked him up in a storm, prepared him a long-lost hot bath, cooked food, and even drank a bottle of drink extravagantly.

After getting along for that period of time, he knew the past of the other party.

In fact, he is not interested in all this, but the other party will pull him and chatter about his past every day.

The tramp was born in an ordinary family in the countryside.

Until he graduated from university, his life trajectory was no different from most people. If there is any difference, it is his love of music. However, for the sake of living, the homeless just quietly acts as an audience, listening to all kinds of music, and even working. I didn't have anything to do with music at all, until one time when I came to Tokyo to meet friends during a vacation, I listened to a band performance in a bar.

It feels so cool...

Suddenly, I had the urge to learn guitar, and I took action. Even I thought it was just a temporary rise, but things turned out of control.

As if there was some kind of magical power, it made it impossible for him to return to his original rhythm of life.

I even feel that only when I hold the guitar and play, I am truly alive, not a dispensable cog in this huge social system.

The first time I joined a band to play, the first time I played in public, the first time I felt the applause given by others...

Everything made him fall completely.

Unable to get rid of this kind of life, he even had more and more conflicts with his parents because of this. In the end, he quarreled with his parents again and his guitar was smashed. He left home and came to Tokyo again, becoming a member of a bar band. The guitarist originally wanted to use this as a pedal to soar into the sky, but...

Unknowingly, he has reached this age, in his forties, and has always been the guitarist of that bar band.

Later, he was brought back home by his family, and when he arrived, the homeless man was no longer there, and he hadn’t even seen the small bar where he had worked for more than ten years. Han left the bar to join another minor band.

Every time I think that the other party is still persisting, I feel that it doesn't matter, no matter how miserable it is, it will only last for a lifetime at most.

only……

Maybe one day I might be able to succeed?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but get a little excited.

That day, Kurosawa Kazuta chatted with Kosaka Kyosuke for a long time, and even the dinner was prepared by Uno Chiyo for the two of them. To be honest, he was a little surprised. Kosaka Kyosuke always thought that Uno Chiyo would bring it on weekdays The bento was bought from a convenience store. To be precise, he thought Uno Chiyo would not know how to cook.

First of all, Uno Chiyo's aura of a wealthy daughter is really unimaginable, and the other party can cook.

And Uno Chiyo is also disabled.

What's even more unbelievable is that the taste of the food is not as bad as Tamura Manami's craftsmanship, and it is already the No.2 best cook in his knowledge.

No.1 is of course...

Tamura Asami.

As for the current Takasaka Yoshino?Ordinary can't be said to be delicious, nor can it be said to be unpalatable.

After chatting for two hours, Kurosawa Ichita regained some mood and let Kosaka Kyosuke leave. Although the two talked for two hours, it was Kurosawa Ichita who said it all the time, and Takasaka Kyosuke and Uno Chiyo were listening The only sentence that impressed me the most was:

In fact, hard work also requires talent.

Then there is:

It is enough to be happy if you have the opportunity to work hard. There are so many people who don't even have the opportunity to work hard.

Those words struck a chord with Kyosuke Kosaka at the time.

Think about it for a while, isn't it like this in the previous life?

The cold night made Kyosuke Takasaka quicken his pace of going home, and he warmed up as soon as he got home, not because the temperature at home was so high, but seeing his sister Takaban Kirino, who was wearing clothes that completely exposed her thighs all year round, was not so cold anymore, really Strange, why is this happening? !

The two siblings just passed each other, one dodged the roundabout kick, that's all.

"call……"