My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

what!No matter what I say in the future, I will never climb a mountain again.

This is too difficult for the abandoned house. The biggest regret of the party is that there is no collective big sword activity!Hope to have this kind of organization next time.

However, to be honest, the most thought-provoking idea at this gathering was——

When those of us are sitting together, we can definitely call the police and arrest people!

What's more, I feel that the next party only needs to book an Internet cafe, which is better than any other activities. If you want to surf the Internet, you can go to the Internet cafe, and if you don't want to surf the Internet, you can play board games in the hotel.

Start sorting out the progress of the plot and start to resume the update.

I’m the one who dedicated myself to Duan Geng’s anger, hahaha

This dress is too coquettish, without a ninko, it can’t hold up the front part at all, I thought it needed to be buttoned up in the front, but after a big guy explained it, I realized that it needs an ninko to hold it up, visually inspected it probably It needs to be above D to be able to support it.

Well, to sum up, the women's clothing prepared by the boss is really flamboyant.

Whoo! !

It's just for entertainment, please don't spread it.

Chapter 148 A Letter

Chapter 148 A Letter

[How long has it been since it was updated?It’s been almost four months now. It is estimated that there are not many people who are still paying attention to this book. I have already mentioned the specific reason for the update, and I don’t want to repeat it again. 】

[Thousands of words, I can only say sorry. 】

—Is time passing? !

This is a very, very, very stupid question that anyone can answer for sure!Yes, time has been passing and has never stopped--

Manami Tamura was confused about this.

How long has it been? !

She has been unable to understand clearly. Ever since Kyosuke Takaban disappeared in her own world, her concept of time has become blurred. This kind of blurring is not a vagueness of time in the true sense. She still goes to and from school as usual every day. , what it was like before is still what it is now, what is vague is the cognition of the date.

It should be said that she just doesn't want to pay attention to the date, because the date has lost its meaning to her.

She used to look forward to every day, because every day belonged to her and Kyosuke Takaban. After Kyosuke Takaban left school, she was looking forward to weekends, her birthday, and various festivals, because only then would she have the opportunity Meet Kyosuke Takaba, and now she has nothing to look forward to—

The date will only hurt her, reminding her of the difference between herself and Kyosuke Takaba.

Outsiders can't see Mana Tamura's family members, but they can see the problem. Mana Tamura hardly eats every meal. At first, it can be understood as weight loss, but later the family realized that something was wrong. Mana Tamura It's not about losing weight anymore, it's more like going on a hunger strike, and Manami Tamura is getting more and more out of control.

They soon realized what was going on.

Manami Tamura's feelings for Kyosuke Takaba are no secret in this family, but they have nothing to do if they know it. After all, feelings are not something that can be obtained by force.

With the comfort of her family, Mana Tamura tried her best to behave normally.

Hunger strike? !

She is not doing that kind of thing, she is heartbroken, but she never thought of dying. Takaban Kyosuke occupies a large proportion of her life, but besides Takaban Kyosuke, there are other things in her life For some things, she naturally wouldn't commit suicide. The hunger strike was just because of the warm touch brought by the food in her mouth every time she ate——

It made her want to cry, but she didn't feel too sad, it was just that she couldn't control her throat and wanted to cry.

barely ate something—

But everything around her will evoke memories of Kyosuke Takaban. After more than ten years of getting along with her, every place in her house has already been filled with the shadow of Kyosuke Takaban, which makes her feel nauseous. Every night, she would dream about the little things she had with Kyosuke Takaban over the years, taking her to recall the happy and beautiful time.

Knowing that the happier I am in my dream, the more melancholy I will be when I wake up.

But she still couldn't control herself from indulging in this deadly poison and couldn't extricate herself, even if it was only in a dream, she still wanted to obtain the happiness that was insignificant to others.

It was better when she was in school, and she could still control herself. Once it came to weekends, her life was completely out of control.

From ten hours, to fifteen or sixteen hours——

Most of the weekends are spent in intoxication in dreams.

Even if she came to be clear, she was still intoxicated by everything related to Takaban Kyosuke. This kind of time lasted for a long time until this day, when she just fell asleep and saw Takaban Kyosuke's blurry but clear side face, she didn't know Why this time she suddenly realized that she was dreaming, and all the good things were just dreams.

The power that came from nowhere made her grit her teeth and wake up from the dream. In her eyes, this bedroom was full of the shadow of Kyosuke Takaban, which made her feel happy.

At this moment only—

The great emptiness pouring in from all directions.

Everything in front of her eyes only made her feel more empty. She silently stood up from the bed, went to the bookshelf and picked up the Shonen Weekly, which serialized Takaban Kyosuke's manga, and wanted to tear it in half, but her hands trembled. He stopped, holding a photo of himself and Kyosuke Takaban and weeping weakly, until the tears dried up and gradually recovered.

For the first time since this day, she ate a meal normally, and she no longer felt unable to swallow, even when she thought of Takaban Kyosuke, she didn't have the nausea without sadness or pain.

Even in the dream, I didn't dream of anything again, as if I had recovered, and I fell asleep normally and woke up normally at dawn.

She doesn't know.

Can't figure it out at all--

Have you come out of the shadow of Kyosuke Takaba, just realized that you have to live in order to live?

After waking up from the dream, Manami Tamura changed a lot. She began to care about her image like those normal high school girls. She used to not care about these things, thinking that those things were not what she should care about. Things——Woke up one morning, looked at the juvenile weekly magazines on the bookshelf, got up, went to the desk, took out a letter from the drawer, walked out of the bedroom, and mailed it.

This letter was sent to another person by post.

……