My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

Speaking of which, Takasaka Kirino suddenly fell silent. She seemed to realize something at this moment, which made Aragaki Ayase even more flustered.

"That phone call was from my deskmate in elementary school who wanted to get together with me."

"Oh, really?!"

Kosaka Kirino's voice became a little deeper at this moment. When Aragaki Ayase wanted to explain something further, Kosaka Kirino suddenly changed the subject, "By the way, Ayase, have you heard? Su Lan and her boyfriend Breaking up—the two were still showing affection yesterday—it’s unbelievable—"

"Oh, really? Indeed, don't they fit well together? Why do they break up when they're so good?"

After that, the topic of the two people continued around this topic.

Kosaka Kyosuke was about to yawn out of boredom, but was blocked by Aragaki Ayase's hand again. Kosaka Kyosuke took away Aragaki Ayase's hand and suppressed the yawn.

Aragaki Ayase took out the electric baton.

Immediately, Kyosuke Kosaka didn't dare to do any small tricks, drinking tea honestly, watching Aragaki Ayase and Kosaka Kirino continue to talk on the phone, to be honest, Aragaki Ayase is a perfect girlfriend, no matter from that point of view It's perfect, if I hadn't met Manami Tamura first, and I didn't need Aragaki Ayase to chase after me, Kosaka Kyosuke would have chased Aragaki Ayase.

In fact, Kyosuke Kosaka has only recently realized his true inner thoughts.

Because of Tamura Manami, I couldn't fully accept Aragaki Ayase, but because of Kosaka Kyosuke, I couldn't fully accept Tamura Manami.

because--

What Manami Tamura did for herself was because Manami Tamura regarded herself as Kyousuke Kosaka!

Last week when he stayed overnight at Manami Tamura, he suddenly figured out this question. Everything he enjoyed in Manami Tamura was because he was Kyosuke Kosaka, and he got it because he was Kyosuke Kosaka, and is he really Kyosuke Kosaka? ?No—he's just an outsider in Kyosuke Takasaka's skin.

Since that day, Kyosuke Kosaka has been thinking about a question that has an answer, but will never have an answer.

If she wasn't Kyosuke Kosaka, would Tamura Manami have paid for herself?

The answer is no!

At the same time, it is impossible for him not to be Kyosuke Kosaka.

Therefore, he will never be able to verify the answer from Tamura Manami to this question.

If Ayase Aragaki hadn't met, or if Ayase Aragaki hadn't done anything for herself, Kyousuke Kosaka would not have realized this problem, no!It should be said that he was aware of this problem from the very beginning, and then just deliberately ignored it, and the appearance of Aragaki Ayase made him sensitive to this problem.

Because he knows one thing--

What Aragaki Ayase likes is herself, no matter whether she is Kosaka Kyosuke or not, the person Aragaki Ayase likes is herself.

Kyosuke Kosaka's identity just brought him convenience, allowing him to get in touch with Aragaki Ayase.

He enjoys Manami Tamura's love, cannot refuse Manami Tamura's love, and also falls in love with Manami Tamura, but Kyosuke Kosaka has always had such a thorn in his heart, which makes him unable to fully accept Manami Tamura's love, I can't love Manami Tamura wholeheartedly.

Otherwise, with his personality, without this thorn, no matter how good Aragaki Ayase is, he will kill all Aragaki Ayase's thoughts the moment he sees the signs.

Just like the way he communicated with Kyosuke Kosaka's parents.

Because he understands that if he doesn't cut the mess quickly, it will only make Aragaki Ayase sink deeper, just like what he is doing now.

Obviously can't accept others lying, but because I lied to my best friend!And it looks like this isn't the first time - it shows how deep Ayase Aragaki has fallen.Kosaka Kyosuke realized the problem, but still couldn't solve it. The thorn couldn't be removed, and he couldn't let go of Tamura Manami, let alone reject Aragaki Ayase's love.

He knew everything clearly, but he was extremely at a loss——

If you want to solve the problem, you can't find the answer, let alone know the answer from anyone.

Traveler!

—this identity is destined to be the question he will take into the coffin.

Impossible to tell anyone about—

Kosaka Kyosuke looked down at the tea leaves in the teacup, at a loss, wanted to give up thinking, but couldn't give up, because the answer to this question was more and more imminent.

——Who do you choose?

If you can't choose and continue like this, you may lose two people——

——Is this the answer you are looking for?

no!Absolutely not—

——He is not greedy and just wants to love someone deeply.

But he really has nothing to do, what else can he do except wait and see what happens? !

He had a thorn in his heart to choose Manami Tamura, but he couldn't put down Manami Tamura if he chose Ayase Aragaki.If you don't make a choice, it will only make the three people more painful, and make Aragaki Ayase and Tamura Manami even more sad-since you can't choose, then completely cut off?Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, can't let go——

——How could it be possible to let go.

They gave so much for themselves—

——They love themselves so much.

I can't even give them an answer, all I can give them is more and more pain.

At this moment, Kosaka Kyousuke is becoming increasingly unable to see the future clearly——

——It was completely dark in front of my eyes.

Chapter 117 The Shura Field You Reserved Is Ready

Chapter 117 The Shura field you booked is ready [I watched the manga last night, it’s been a long time, and it’s a domestic manga, Fox Fairy Matchmaker!Pretty good - well, that's why I didn't update yesterday. 】

Kosaka Kyosuke, who was thinking about things, accidentally picked up the cup of Aragaki Ayase's tea. The eyes of Aragaki Ayase, who had been paying attention to Kosaka Kyosuke's movements, shrank suddenly. She just took a sip and put it down. Although there was no lip mark on it, But—it was the teacup she had just used—